Oh, Mind!

I think I've truly lost myself this time.

I sit in my room all day, contemplating over yesterday.

I really wish I could go out and play, but I'm scared, they'll all make fun of me.

Heart, 

do not be afraid. What happened yesterday, happened yesterday. Are you willing to stay in your 

room, and just rot away?

No.

Then, quit staying in all day!

You can do it! All you have to say is, "can I play?" It's not that hard when you try and have 

courage. Don't worry, I'll be with you every step of the way.

Putting on her jumper, she went out to play. But, as expected, it was just the same as yesterday.

She burst open the door crying, wishing time would replay. But, time doesn't work that way.

Oh, Heart,

there's always a next time, it'll be okay.

The memory replied in her head, over and over again. The anxiety and fear she had, stayed with 

her all the way. Now, as a teenager, it's somewhat harder. She often fears whether, society will

 accept her. What if she isn't good enough? These thoughts seem to always linger at the back of 

her head. Fails, replay every time. She tries to ignore them, but it's not easy.

Every time her heart gets broken, she finds it, more and more difficult to love again.

Every time people betray her, it becomes more difficult for her to trust, 

and that never ending cycle continues, until, she gives up.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

So, I'm not really sure why I made some parts rhyme, but to whomever is reading this, thank you for reading!