I laugh and smile
Act like I'm not in pain
Feeling happy but not today
Because I know
What I feel today
Will go away

And when that little sadness comes out
I need to stop and think
About how my life has been
Scared for the things that I did not feel
Scared for what I know now
Knowing how it all will fall down

Feel the tears behind my eyes
Feeling all the lies I tell myself
I am Fine
Why do I even try?
Tomorrow there will be again
More grey skies