I told myself as a kid
No one loves you
    I still feel the loneliness
    Seeking reassurance in the faces around me
Why can’t I feel what others see?

All alone it will be
With you right here.
With all the face’s surrounding me
Because I know what they don’t see

    A lost cause
        A broken me

And I would end it here and now
If it were not for you holding me down
But in my tears I drown
In silent pain
For I lost my way

And when I can see again
Feel the sun inside me
A growing fear,
I won’t let you see
The sun will only have a moment
before the clouds will get to me

Again
    And again
        And again