Saihara's POV

"Wh...what are you doing?!?" I said with a blush on my face. Covering my mouth with my arm.

"......." No respond

"I a..ask you a question.. now answer.." I said.

"I had to make you shut up somehow.... Incase if you don't know... I'm not in the mood to lie or say the name 'Keebo' that I've been avoiding for a while but failed...." He said looking at me

"Then....wh...why a kiss?"

"Because..." He goes closer to my face. "Your so vulnerable saihara-chan..."

V..vulnerable? Am I vulnerable?

"Also... can I go out? You know I can't stay in one place for too long..." He goes to his closet. Taking his jacket and his scarf probably.

"Y..yes.." I stood up. Wiping my mouth. "But please... I don't want you to hurt yourself... I know your not in the best state of mind right now so please... take care of yourself out there..?" I said.

"Fine... Besides I'm going out for only a while..." He wears his jacket and goes out.

I touched my lips. The blush is still on my face. What's wrong with him? For a second earlier he's acting like he doesn't care now he kissed me?!? I don't know what's going on with him...

Kokichi's POV

I bit my lip. For a long time I don't care and now I kissed him? Your so stupid and wreckless kokichi... I just want to hit my head at a wall as hard as I can but I told him I wouldn't hurt myself. Hhh this day has just been a wreck. I go to the roof. I should be back by evening but I didn't. I just want to see the sunset or as angie or I guess any other artist would like to call it 'The Golden Hour'.

I close my eyes. Feeling the breeze while looking at the setting sun at the railing. "If your were here keebo... I'm sure you would tell me a lot of information about this.." I said while smiling.

It's time I let go of you. You are now just a shadow. I will push forward if that is what you expect from me. I smiled of that thought. The sun began to set. It's turning dark soon I should go back. I turn back and head to my room. Minutes later I arrived. Getting in with a spare key I had. I don't know why would the door be locked anyways. I closed the door and opened my shoe once I'm inside since the shoe rack is inside. I saw a note at the shoe rack.

'I'm going out with Kaito. Be back before midnight' - Saihara

Wow, explains why no one's here. Well I have more time for myself anyway. I look in the fridge. Nothing much is in there. I sighed. I don't really want to spend my time drinking alcohol this time. I look at the upper cabinet beside the fridge. In there I know there's alcohol. It was a 'gift' from miu. Saying that I'm actually allowed to drink alcohol now (<-20).

"Goddammit.." I cursed and open the upper cabinet. Yup there it is, a bottle of vodka and a whiskey. Honestly, I don't know how she could even bought a whiskey. I take the vodka bottle since I have only taste that one for a bit. I sighed. It won't hurt just let me forget.

Time Skipped

Saihara's POV

I got back. At least I had fun on being a third wheel (<- is dissapointed because he had to help Kaito on a date) Well at least I got to buy things for breakfast tommorow.

I stretched and put my shoes on the rack. "I'm home..." I said. Hoping kokichi would be in.

*thud*

What was that? I go forward to where the couch is and saw kokichi on the floor.

"O..ouma-kun?" I quickly go to him. "What happened?"

"......" I saw a vodka bottle on the table. Did he drink? I sighed.

I can't blame him since I was the one who forgot that we should go to the grocery store today. Never thought he would drink the alcohol Miu gave to him. I sighed again. I put down the plastic bag and began to pick him up. He's pretty light like earlier which makes me feel fortunate.

I carried him to his bed. Covering him with the blanket and looked at him. Today has been quite....something. I slowly touched his hair. I feel a blush on my face. Ah, what am I thinking? He's not cute...

Ouma wouldn't feel the same way right..? He only felt the same way with keebo. I mean even if he move on it's still the same right..? He's not... into me. Even if I am into him it'll be nothing. I sighed. Just because he kissed me earlier I'm having thoughts about love? How stupid of me. I stood up. Going to shower before sleeping.

Time Skip(Next day)

Ouma's POV

I wake up. Feeling dizzy. I did drink quite a bottle last night. Ugh. I stood up from my bed. Where is Shuichi? I looked around. I smell a tasty aroma from the kitchen. "Saihara-chaaan..." I said still feeling dizzy. 

"O...ouma-kun? Is anything alright..?" Saihara asked.

"I"m staaarving..." I hugged him from the back.

"What's with the hug...?" 

Ouma: "I feel sick...."

Saihara: "Oh...You can take the meds..."  

Ouma: "Right.. okay.." I released him. Going to search the cabinets to find the medicine.

I found some paracetamol tablets in the meds cabinet. I got a glass of water and began to swallow it then drink the water. 

"Why don't you go to shower? You just woke up after all..."

"Finee..." 

Saihara's POV

I sighed. It's rare that he hugged me like that. Maybe something happened? If so then I'll have to ask him... After shower of course..

Author's note!

Hello fellow readers! Sorry for uploading the chapters late.. I haven't found any motivation to finish them lately so It will take me a while to upload them because I don't want to post super short chapters. But anyways! I hope you guys enjoyed reading this one! Bye!