Kokichi's POV

I open my eyes and what greeted me was Shuichi, beside the bed, sleeping with his head resting on his arm. Shuichi's table has an antiseptic liquid bottle on it, and there bloody bandages in the trash can? 

"Oh no.." I frozed in shock. 

He knows. He knows that I did this. Why did I think that bandaging this can fool him? I'm so stupid. I got up from the bed. I looked at Shuichi. He must've been really worried about me. Why him? Of all people why he is the one who cares? Just like.

"Keebo..." Tears rolled down as I muttered his name. 

Why is it so hard? It's been a year already why can't I stand up and move on? I let out a sigh. This is giving me a lot of stress. Maybe I should shower to cool it down. 

(Time Skipped)

I put on my clothes and sat on my chair. I rested my arms on the table and looked once more at the group picture of us before anyone started killing. I let out sigh and put my finger at Keebo's face in the picture I remember how irritated he was when I pushed him and took his place when the picture was taken. The memory made me giggle a little. 

"Missing someone?" I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Saihara.

"Maybe?" I said.

"Wanna go out? It's Saturday so, we can probably hang out around the streets." Saihara suggested.

"Y-yeah I guess.." I replied with an emotionless look. 

"Great! Let's go.." Saihara said. 

"Let me get my jacket first jeez." I stood up and head to the closet. 

I opened the closet and found something familiar. The supreme leader outfit. The outfit I used to wear in the killing game and when I'm with DICE. I took the purple jacket and the scarf.  I sighed and step out the room. As I went out the room I found some familiar faces, Shuichi Saihara and some other people.

"Hey Kokichi, what's up?" Rantaro is nice as always.

"I'm fine... I guess.." I replied.

"Hey Kokichi-kun!" Kaede greeted. 

Shuichi smiled. We walk around the streets for some time. We all had a great time even though I don't talk a lot like how I use to. Not when Keebo's not around anymore. We stopped at a shop, I stood outside and wait for them to done shopping. Amami-kun went out from the shop and gave me something.

"Hey, I bought something for you.." he said

"What is it?" I asked.

He gaved me a keychain that looks like Kiibo well almost but its chibi looking. 

"It's something I bought and I just modified the colours. Hope it doesn't bother you." He said.

"Um.. well i...it looks good thanks Rantaro.." I thanked him.

"Glad to hear that from you.." Rantaro smiled.

We all got out from the shop and decided to grab some ice cream. Kaede and Rantaro bought one ice cream and shared together. They had been dating lately so it's normal? I think so. Shuichi bought an ice cream for us to share too. I mean it's not like we have anything happening between us. We're just friends. Friends. That word made me felt unsatisfied. Shuichi sat beside me and put the ice cream on the table. I took one bit of the ice cream with a spoon and give it a taste. Shuichi, who was sitting beside me looked at me with a smile. I found it creepy.

"Don't you wanna.. take a bite?" I said turning around my face to hide a little blush on my face.

"Oh um sorry.. I just wanna see your reaction of the ice cream."

"Yeah, yeah quit it... it's creepy if you keep doing that." I said. His face was cute though. Argh what am I thinking?! We're just friends. Nothing else.

"Nothing else!" I said one of my thoughts out loud. Kaede and Rantaro stopped their ice cream eating date and pay their attentions on me.

"Kokichi? Are you alright?" Rantaro spoked.

I don't know what to do. I can't move. It's happening again. Fuck! My vision is fading black. My body's becoming weaker.

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Author's Note!

Heya fellow readers! I know, I know cliffhangers xD Im sorry for this but hope you enjoy this chapter! Be sure to vote and if you like my other stories why not follow me! ^^ See ya guys in the next chapter bye!