*A few weeks later* 

Quinn's POV 

Today's our first doctors appointment. I cant wait. I can tell Jaden is going crazy. He has been waiting for this for soooo long. He even got up before me. Thats crazy. He tried to make pancakes but i took over cause he was defiantly doing it wrong. After eating Jaden rushed me out of the house. 

We got to the hospital and Jaden was basically jumping off the walls. He was so excited. We did all the things and got to see our baby. Jaden was asking all these questions. It made me happy. When we got all the pictures and cleaned up we thanked the doctor and got our papers then left. We have another appointment in a few weeks. 

Jaden was sooo happy. He had my hand in one and the pictures in the other. He had a giant smile on his face. Hes the cutest. We went home and cuddled in bed. This was amazing. "I cant wait for your baby bump to show" Jaden said smiling. "Awwe your cute but you realize that baby bumps are not attractive right love?" I asked. 

"I dont care how you look. You look amazing! Im just excited to see our baby!!!" Jaden said all excited. I laid my head on his chest. "Me too" I whispered closing my eyes. 

I woke up later to Jaden not in bed with me. I got up and looked around the house. Where is he? I then herd a bang in the guest bedroom. Oh no. I walked in to see Jaden with wood pieces all over the floor. "Lovvvvv what are you doing???" I asked. "Im building a crib for Moon" Jaden said. "Lov this looks like a wood workshop" I said sitting down next to him grabbing the instructions. After a little while the crib was made. It was cute. 

I kissed Jaden. "Thanks for helping it would of taken me sooo long." Jaden said. "Yup" I said. We made dinner together and ate watching a movie. I had no idea what we were watching. But it was fun to eat with him. I love him. Soooo much. Im soo happy to be a family with him. Deep down it hurts. Hurts soo much. I cant be a mom. My mom through me under the gutter. I cant be a mom. I have no idea how to be a mom. I cant do this. Theres no way i can. 

*Flashback*

I herd yelling from down stairs. I flinched at the noise. I sat in the corner of my room with my legs in my arms rocking. I herd her get thrown against the wall. The only thing i could think about was that im next. 

I herd the stairs. One step at a time. The louder they got. The door opened. I forced my eyes shut. I felt arms go around me. "Hey hunny its okay everything will be fine. Dont worry hunny. Just drink some water and calm down." She said handing me a glass. 

Im not dumb. I may be 5 but im not dumb. I know its poisoned. I took a sip of the drink and started to feel dizzy. Yup. Just like i knew. Poisoned. I feel to the ground. 

I woke up in a car. My dad was driving and my mom was tied up next to me. She just smirked at me. Does she like this? Why? 

*End of flashback*

"Hey hey.. its okay.. you will be fine... just try to breathe with me. In...  out... in... out.." Jaden said holding my hand and rubbing my back. It was a flashback. Why am i having a panic attack? I calmed down and fell into Jadens arms. He just held me there. Hes so happy about this. I cant say anything about this. I dont want to ruin his excitement.