after we broke it off, I could not look at body without feeling my stomach turn and having nausea run over me

the mere thought of someone touching me frightens me

to the point where I feel like my heart refuses to love anymore

I trusted you yet you betrayed that trust

I used to want to ask but now I just give it no value

I merely cover myself up and continue w my life

at a cost, sure, but what am I to do?