[The pictures and edits used in this book are not mine. All Credit goes to their original owner]

(A bit of introduction)

Name: Jeon Jungkook
Work: Singer/idol
Fandom name: Kookies
Boyfriend: Kim yugyeom
Age: 25 years old
(Solo Artist)

Name: Kim Taehyung
Work: Model/Actor
Bestfriend of Jungkook since Highschool.
Age: 24 years old
Single

Name: Kim Yugyeom
Work: Modeling
Relationship: Jungkook's Boyfriend
Bestfriend of Imjaebum since childhood.
Age: 24 years old

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[Present]

"What is he to you?" The interviewer asked.

"He's my everything. The reason to live. Just because of him, I'm still sitting here breathing and smiling." The male replied.

"How's everything now between you two?" He asked curiously.

"Everything is perfect when he's beside me holding my hand and showcasing his beautiful unique smile" The idol replied softly.

"Are you happy with him? Any other plans for future?" Anchor asked.

"Just know that I called him my babywifey" The male says chuckling.

"Wifey?" The interviewer smiled too.

"Yes! He's a litteral wife material you wouldn't believe. He cooks for me, he's the one who's buying groceries and other necessities like my bathroom equipments and stuff. He even do my laundary and clean my messed up house even when I have a maid for it. Most of all he loves me sincerly and takes care of me" The idol informed as the adoring smile took place on his handsome face.

"That's really good to hear, i wish you both the great future ahead"

"Thank you"

"Can you tell me about the person more, about how you cope up with all of the hard times in your life. Maybe some situation that might inspire some of our viewers and your fans?" The anchor asked carefully not wanting to make the famous idol uncomfortable.

"Um...the truth is－it was impossible without him. He's my love, my baby and my savier. I became suicidical, I would hurt myself so badly just to forget about my internal pain and heartache. I find the relief in physical pain. It was that bad that sometimes i had to admit in hospitals for weeks unconcious out of my mind. But i don't know how he do that but always－like litterally everytime i hurt myself he would come out of nowhere and save me and took me to the hospital and after that cry and scold me for hours that how much scared he was seeing me pooling in my own blood."

"It was that bad?" The reporter was shocked.

"Yes! I gave him a hard time like so much that I'm still shocked he hadn't left me yet but I really appreciate how much patient he was with me" The singer says.

"It's good to have someone beside when you're going through hard phase of life. We're so thankful for him to be there for you always and takes care of you. Your fans were sick worried" The reporter smile gratefully at the mention of particular person.

"I'm aware of it and apologize sincerly to my dear kookies that I made you worried." The idol look straight at the camera and bowed apologitically.

"It took you maybe eight months, right? To come up with a comeback album or to show yourself to the world again"

"Yes. I was not the best in those months and needed time to collect myself after what had happened. I am able to do that is just because of my babywifey. He's my spirit, my motivation." The idol nodded as he says.

"That's so cute how you seem so happy and whipped haha" The anchor laughed.

"Haha..! I'm not denying it tho－nope because it's the truth." The idol gushed out laughing with the team behind the cameras too.

"Well alright. How do you feel about the title song, EUPHORIA? We heared it was dedicated to your current boyfriend. It's the truth?"

"Yea, I wrote it when I was in that phase of my life where he was the only one by my side." He smiled.

"And the other song that also make kookies curious, FALLING. Is it true that it's shadding your ex?"

"Umm...you can say it like this too but it was just my feelings that I share through my melodies that i couldn't in person, so yeah" Singer replied.

"It's really good and fans loved it at how it reached the top chart in a span of an hour. They're proud how you cope up with all of it and finally come better and stronger than before."

"Might I add happier than before too?"

"Haha yes yes that too"

"Haha"

"Ok so tell the viewers more about the relation between you two superstar, they are dying out of curiousity from the pictures your boyfriend uploaded everytime to inform us about your health"

"You know when you get the feeling whenever you saw that special person in your life and thought that yeah man he is the one－he's the one i want to always fool around and do those cheesy stuff and romantic nights wearing gold rings in our fingers! That's what i feel whenever i saw him smiling at me beautifully" Idol gushed out, a loving smile on his face.

"That's adorable."

"What did you learn about the hard times you gone through? Any lessons you want to share?"

"Yes! That never lose yourself for someone who doesn't even care if you're dying or living. One thing more is that always talk about your problems to someone because your silence is very dangerous, it will make you so insecure that you want to get rid of it and that is the mistake to harm yourself. You just lose someone don't do the same to the people who care for you and need you in their life. I also did but i was lucky to have my precious with me who never hesitate to stand up for me and to appreciate me. I know many people out there might be going through the same but be strong because your life matters, it's valueable don't lose it for some coward or golddigger cause you don't deserved it. You deserves the world. Love yourself first before you give yourself to someone else"

"I hope our viewers will seek from it and don't waste their time to someone who's not deserving to them. Anyways we heared that our famous model aka your boyfriend was solely in love with you for 10 years, is it true?"

"I don't know how you all get these information, it's amazing!－but yeah it's true tho he never told me before but his eyes were expressive but i was too blind for someone else to see at that time" Idol laughed.

"Thank you for coming to our show 'louder than bombs' FM and share about your experience and hardtimes. It was nice seeing you again after a along break"

"Thanks for having me"

"Any last word?"

"Just wanna thank my fans and suppoters. Thank you for being patient and there for me. I really appreciate all your efforts and love. You guys prove that even after not belonging you belong to my heart and will be my big loveliest family. A Big warm hug to my kookies."

"Fans also wanna see you and your boyfriend in a show together. Thoughts?"

"Oh I would love to be anywhere near him. It's just an excuse to spend more time with him. I will asked him about that and we will see when it is"

"Any message you want to say to your partner?"

"Oh yes! Hey babywifey i know you're watching me right now sitting on the couch of your work place and abondning your shoot while crying your heart out. Afterall you're my emotional fool haha I just wanna say thank you for not giving up on me and healing me, please stop sniffing and giggling at the same time, it's not good. I love you darling"

"It's so sweet. I am sure fans are now impatient to watch you both interact with each other face to face"

"It will be soon"

"Thank you for watching louder than bombs segment and We're excited to see the superstar idol jeon jungkook who's sitting with us tonight－with his boyfriend who's our famous model and gain many achievement through out his career Kim..."

[Eight months ago]

"...Taehyung"

Came a strained voice of the person who's sitting on the floor of his black out room leaning his back aganist the bed.

"Hello Jungkook?" A soft concern voice ring in the male's ears.

"Tae....." Jungkook look at the sharp killer in his hand as he chocked out into another sob. "I.....I d-don't know what to do..."

"Jungkook where are you?" Taehyung asked as he hurriedly stood up from his bed and rushed out of his apartment not caring he's wearing his TaTa pjs and sat inside the car and drive it out of his garage.

"Don't come after me" he told to his bodyguards who are getting ready to go with him. "But sir－" before they protest he already drove from there.

"Jungkook stay there ok. I'm coming" Taehyung says as he heared jungkook crying on the other line. He was setting his phone when his hand accidently crash with his radio and the call cutted from the other line.

"Oh shit Jungkook! Wtf happpened!" He shouted frustatingly when he froze as the radio starts saying about some news.

Breaking news☆
We heared from our sources that the famous model Kim Yugyeom has broken up his five years of relationship from the superstar Idol Jeon Jungkook recently and it's confirmed that he's not in a relationship anymore through his instagram post.

Taehyung heartbeat fasten as he look at the radio with widen eyes filled with rage. "Wtf yugyeom!!! I'll fucking kill you!" He speed towards Jungkook condo knowing the idol must be heartbroken now more than anyone could imagine.

He parked the cat messily and get out of it and run towards the door opening it with the spare key he has. He stormed inside the house. "Jungkook!"

"Jungkook where are you?!" He look everywhere in the living room, kitchen, balcony now going in the bedroom. He open it and walked inside the dark room only the moonlight illuminating the room through the window.

"Jungkook?"

He switch on the lights and saw the slumped up figure onto the floor near the bed. "J-Jungkook? O-Oh my god kook no!" He rushed to him as he saw him holding the sharp bled against his wrist. "Don't come near me"

He stopped in his tracks as he saw him looking up at him seriously. Taehyung kneel down infront of him probably 5 steps away and look at his condition.

His face littered with dried tears while his swollen eyes teary and bloodshot red with his nose. His disheveled hair going in every direction and his lips trembling slightly. His eyes landed on the wrist where two red line already there and small drops of blood leaking from it making a tiny dark red puddle onto the floor.

"J-Jungkook please....don't do it" Taehyung's eyes filled with tears seeing his best friend like this. The bestfriend whom he's loving for nearly Ten years and still can't be with him because of the same pathetic reason－Jungkook don't feel the same for him.

"Why? It feels g-good" Jungkook voice is strained and small, clearly showing how it's hard for him to even talk.

"Jungkook please....please it's b-bleeding. Let me take care of it p-please" Taehyung says panickingly as he saw how more blood is coming from the scratch he made on his skin.

"No let me do it. It makes me forget about the pain－here" Jungkook says as he pointed to the left side of his chest, where his broken heart is. "It was hurting so bad so i did it and it feels g-good" Jungkook lips streched up into a small smile as he look at Taehyung who's teary eyes met with his and he saw him chocked into a sob.

"Jungkook....d-don't do it. You－You want relief right?" Jungkook tired eyes looking at his friend and he nodded desperetely to him.

Taehyung smile slightly and open his arms wide for him. "Come here, I will give you a relief" He says softly to him.

Jungkook frowned and shake his head. "No! It's much better" he says stubbornly as he tried to slice an another line on his wrist.

"NO!"

"Kook listen listen please don't do it. It's not the option. E-Everything will be fine kook. I'm here－I'm here for you. You're not alone" Taehyung says comfortingly as he tried to inch closer to him.

"No! I don't trust anyone anymore! Everyone leave me like every fucking time! No one is there for me!! I'm alone! I'm all ALONE!" Taehyung shake his head as he sniffed trying so hard to control himself because right now Jungkook needs him the most and if he lose his emotions how will he handle his Jungkook.

"It's not true b-baby, it's not" Taehyung whispered gulping painfully through the lump in his throat as Jungkook starts crying again.

"He left me too!! He did the same even when he knew I was in love with him deeply, when he knew i need him in my life the most!! He knew i can't live without him still he did that!! He broke up with me Taehyung!! He broke our beautiful relationship!!" Jungkook shouted as he frustatingly throws the lamp into the wall harshly making Taehyung flinch badly as his heart felt the sharp pang as he listen to Jungkook.

"He left me alone just like my parents did!! He knows that too how I am scared to be left alone still he did that!" Jungkook says painfully as he sobs in his hand.

"Everyone leave me! No one is there for me! NO ONE!!"

"I AM!! I'm here for you what are you saying. I'm here right infront of you why you think you're alone huh!" Taehyung says loudly as he came a bit more closer to the broken male.

"You'll leave me too I-I know it's just a matter of t-time when you'll also get b-bored with me and left me－like e-everyone else" Jungkook says brokenly as he look up at Taehyung and smile bitterly.

"I won't! I swear to my life i won't leave you. How can I huh? you mean so much to me Jungkook－so much that you can't even imagine." Taehyung whispered the last part as he came face to face now to the crying male who was looking up at him with his teary eyes and trembling lips.

Taehyung reached for the bled and tore it into two pieces and throw it in the bin close to them. He look back at the male and cup his cheeks wiping his tears as he hold him in his arms tightly－scared that if he didn't he will lose him.

He can't lose him...he can't lose his Jungkook who's the reason he's still sane and living. Jungkook is his life－his love, his babybunny. He's his whole universe－Jungkook is his heart that he treasure closely to his every being.

"I'm here baby don't worry you're not alone. I won't leave you, I will never" Taehyung sobs as he kissed his head multiple times, his heart is racing wildly. If he came a bit late Jungkook might have cut－no no he won't let him do that.

"You stupid fucking idiot!" He whispered harshly as he rub the crying male's back who already wrapped Taehyung in a desperate hug for comfort and relieve.

Taehyung let him cry his heart out as he rubbed soothing circles in his back while stroking his hair with the other hand. His own tears dripping from his chin onto the other male's hair where his face is pressed into his chest.

He can't see him like this, so broken. It tore him to see his babybunny in this state, in so much pain.

He knows why it affect Jungkook the most. He never had someone in his life who will be there for forever.

First his parents who left him when they found out about his sexuality. They found him disgrace to their family saying there's no place for faggot in their respected house. They are one of the successful bussiness company in Korea.

It broke Jungkook that day when his parents throw disgusting words at him. He was so hurt recieving this much hate from his own parents, the same whom he give his life without a second thought.

They lost a precious gem that day.

He was in his success path when he met yugyeom one of the famous model of the industry, they become friends, hang out, hooked up and catch feelings atleast Jungkook did and decided to become boyfriends.

Jungkook was the happiest those days. He finally found someone who loved him as him, whom he can share anything he wants. Who will be there for him when he needs him. Who'll love him. He was happy so happy to have yugyeom in his life.

But turns out every dreams of his, every expectation of his－was just a delusional or one-sided.

Taehyung was Jungkook's highschool friend, he met him on his class and from that day he has that spark for Jungkook which grows and grows day by day and turned a face into a beautiful feeling. The feeling he treasured the most. He love the most, it's his save place.

The place he always want to be at the end of the day and start his day from being in his hold.

But he never get the guts to confess it to Jungkook, because Jungkook always shows him his place at the end of the day when he say how much he's happy to have Taehyung as his 'best friend'.

It hurted him but he always smile thinking atleast he can see him, talk to him, laugh with him, joke with him, hug him, touch him and can love him secretly and seriously it was enough for him.

He stop expecting anything in return.

Just like the time has passed, he become selfless. His love become selfless. He only want to give his all to Jungkook, want to make him happy and contented without expecting anything in return.

He never try to move on from Jungkook even after knowing he can never be with him ever because it was so beautiful and happiest emotion that he never want to get rid off. It was truely pure love which he treasured.

He love him in his heart without the other knowing. His love grow deeply and he fell so hard that he was on cloud nine, he love the feeling.

It was endearing－it was different.

Many people die because they can't get the love back from that certain person or they will kill themselves because they can't handle the pain of heartbreak but he－he live because of it. It gives him strength, it was onesided but surely fascinating. The pain he feel is never greater than the happiness he feel when he saw him smiling.

It was exciting to know only he can love him like this because it's his love. It was precious.

It is his precious secret that only he knows.

He never hope for something much more happier－he just live in a present and always thankful for what he have. Because hope always ditch you at the end and it's more painful so simple as that lives in a present, forget about past and don't be worried about future.

Let the life go with it's flow.

He find himself lucky to know his love is not selfish－it only wants to see him happy even he's not the one for him. He was lucky to be even in love with such an amazing person.

He's strong and he knows that－that's why he's patient.

The secret love excite him. His admiring eyes secretly seeing him goaling his achievements. The heart eyes he gave him whenever he saw him laughing with someone. The adoration he feel when Jungkook whine for something. The proudness he felt when he find out he sign a contract of his dream job. He find himself so lucky to feel these emotions.

Fool right? But what can he do? He was foolishly in love with him.

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Taehyung was cutting the vegetables when Jungkook came out of the room and walked into the kitchen. He passed out crying against his chest so he shift him on the bed with great difficuilty since he's built man－it's not even a joke how he become so strong physically in the past few years.

"Morning sleepyhead" Jungkook nodded with the blank face as he sat on the chair looking down as he rub his temples. "Headache?"

Jungkook nods slightly.

Taehyung sigh at the lack of response and give him the painkiller. "Here" Jungkook look up and took the pill gulping it down as he again went in his thoughts.

Taehyung sighed again and continued what he was doing.

"Sorry for bothering you" Taehyung's hand stopped as he look up, he turned around to see Jungkook was looking at him. "You can go now. I was just not feeling good so I called you. It won't happen again－" he stopped talking as Taehyung slammed the knife on the counter loudly.

"Stop it"

"...Huh?"

"I said stop it"

"Stop what?"

"Stop talking like I'm a stranger! Stop treating me like I mean nothing to you! Like we have no relation between us! Like we mean nothing to each other!" Taehyung says angrily as he came forward towards the sitting male.

"You know what? You're stupid! Idiot! Duffer! Fucking COWARD!!" Taehyung says as he hit Jungkook's shoulder making the shocked male hissed at the hard impact.

"T-Taeh－"

"Shut up!" Jungkook sealed his lips instantly with wide eyes.

"What were you thinking huh! What in the world were you fucking doing?! Do you have any idea! Any fucking idea what would've happened if I was a bit late huh you prick!! You scumbug piece of shit!!" Jungkook gasps at the outburst of the male infront of him.

"Taehyung! This is getting too mu－" Jungkook tried to protest as he tried to stand up to stood his ground.

"Shut the FUCK up!!" Jungkook sat down and almost pout at his situation. He knows when Taehyung lose his shit the person will be doomed and he's mentally praying for his life.

"Don't you dare say anything after what you did last night!" Taehyung glared at him as his eyes turned watery.

"Do you－do you have any fucking idea how scared I was huh!! I almost lost my breath you fucktard!!" Taehyung shouted at him as he starts sobbing. The last night memories run in his mind turning his anger into saddness and fear－fear of losing him.

Jungkook look up at him sadly as he bite his lips, the reminder of where his life has came backing the pain whom he forgot at the moment.

"I-I couldn't help it. I have nothing left" he says in a small voice as he look down at his hands.

Taehyung sniffed as he wipe his tears. "Yea ok like I'm alien s-standing infront of you, you ungrateful brat!"

Jungkook look up. "You know I didn't mean it like that" Taehyung roll his eyes.

"Yeah right"

"I'm just tired－tired of everyone leaving me after making themselves the reason of my life. After making my heart beat for them－they leave like I was trash like i mean n-nothing to them...like we were not just each other's s-support. Like i didn't just love them with my whole h-heart－they throw me everytime after u-using me like a trash and I'm tired of this shit!" Jungkook tears roll down his cheek as he look in space.

"They broke my trust every fucking time that i can't seem to trust anymore. They b-broke my heart so badly that i think i won't be able to hold s-someone in anymore" Jungkook sniffed as he broke down.

"Why he did that? We were－were so happy and suddenly he broke up with me" Jungkook frowned in sadness as he rub his nose.

"Why no one love me for me. Why they always leave me? Why they never seem to be there forever? He promised me...he said he would never leave me and he still did, he left me－like everyone did!." Jungkook cover his face as he cried out.

"Why they never realize how much i need them in my life!"

"That's the sad truth Jungkook..." Taehyung look away from him. "The one you love with all your heart will never realize how much they mean to you..." Jungkook look up, as taehyung look at him with sad eyes as his tears also fell.

"And even if they do...they will ignored it because－they don't need you"

Jungkook frowned.

"You know how much you mean to me right? How－how I feel for you...right?" Jungkook avoided his eyes as he look down.

Taehyung smile bitterly.

"Ten years huh?" Taehyung laughed lightly. "Ten years I've felt this for you and still look here I am living and breathing even after seeing you with someone else" Jungkook slowly look up with wide eyes.

"What....Ten?"

Taehyung nodded.

"You know why?" Jungkook shake his head.

"Because I never hoped." Taehyung said simply.

"I knew we're not meant to be so i never even tried or hope for it－cause bitch that hurt so bad when it didn't happen." Taehyung chuckled.

"You know what's the main reason for not hoping?" Jungkook again shake his head.

"Seeing you happy without me." Jungkook felt the pang in his heart－for some unknown reason.

"Dang it! that hurted so bad at first but I get used to it and slowly grow up with it" Taehyung smiled.

"You know how I cope up with all of this?" Jungkook once again shook his head.

"Letting the pain relieve me thinking what kind of love is this if it's not painful" Taehyung says.

The deep words scratched Jungkook's heart. It feels like what he's feeling is nothing compare to what Taehyung have gone through.

"You know what true love is Jungkook?" Taehyung look at his face as the latter nodded.

"Making your love happy, give them all the things in the world. Love them so much that they won't ever feel alone. Adore them, care for them and just love them deeply" Jungkook says as he smile at his own words.

Taehyung smiled and chuckled. "Oh Jungkook. Then you never taste the true love in your whole life" Jungkook frowned at that.

"I will tell you what true love is" Jungkook sat straight as Taehyung stand infront of the fridge leaning onto it as he smile.

"True love is when you feel the immense happiness seeing your love one's happy...." Jungkook knitted his eyesbrows cause that's exactly what he said.

"Even if they are in someone else's arms." he completed his sentense.

Jungkook mouth opens slightly as he look at the smiling male infront of him.

"When you feel the relieve wash over you when they laugh－not caring if you're not the one who's making it" Taehyung smile as he closes his eyes letting the certain bunny smile filled his vision as he adore it from afar.

"When you feel so proud of them for achieving their dreams－not caring if you're not the one who he kissed you in celebration" Taehyung eyes hold the different scenery now when he saw Jungkook coming out of the back stage holding the best album trophy in hand as he wrapped yugyeom is his arms and kissed him deeply. Taehyung stayed at the corner with a wide genuine happy smile as he look away from the couple－not because it hurted him...but because he don't want to look at their intimacy, it's private and he respect that.

"When you celebrate their success with them partying all night, lost in drunk, cheering for them the loudest as you dance crazily with them－not caring you're not the one who ended up stumbling in one of the guestroom with them, tangling in each other's limbs." Taehyung smile softly with closed eyes not feeling how the tear roll down his cheek but jungkook did and he feel all the words coming out of his mouth as his own eyes starts to blurred his vision.

"When you never let your heart replace them with someone else because it only belongs to them－not caring if it pains you in the process" Taehyung spoke lowly as he let the memories of them flood his senses.

"When you starts finding the pain...a pleasure. A precious feeling because it comes because of loving them so much. When you grow up never feeling an ounce of jealousy seeing them muttering lovely and romantic words to someone else's ear because you never focus on it－your all focus is on the person who's eyes shining brighter than the millions stars as their lips hold the most precious smile on it－even when it's not for you" Taehyung open his eyes as he noticed his blurred view and realize he was shedding bitter tears.

"When you never hope for them to give you anything in return and still love them as deeply as before and want to see them more happy then before－even if in the process you have the chance to took advantage of their vulnerability and make them yours but you refused to do that and help them get together again with a contented heart because you know they are more happy with them then you－when your love become selfless and not selfish－it's what true love is." Jungkook look at Taehyung who was smiling so beautifully as his eyes hold hearts when he look at Jungkook－is when he realized what he was missing.

"Letting go just for their happiness－it's what true love is" Taehyung walks closer to him as he stand infront of him. Jungkook look up at him with eyes watery from where crystal like tears leaving.

Taehyung cupped his cheeks as he smile so so softly, his eyes raked all over his face admiringly－then landed on his vulnerable eyes and just like that his smile fades away.

"True love is when you feel your soul trembling into broken pieces－when you see pain in their eyes. It tore you that you can't do anything about that. It broke you deeply when you can't give them what they want" Jungkook clenched his fist as his heart feels so heavy from the burst of emotions he saw in Taehyung's eyes, for the first time.

Or maybe it was there all this time－he noticed it, for the first time.

Taehyung bent down as he placed his lips onto Jungkook's expose forehead causing the other to breath shakily as he close his eyes at the feeling.

Taehyung pull away the same loving eyes are back as he stare at him, wiping his uncontrollable tears as he smile again.

"You know what my heart is screaming at me, right now?" Jungkook dumbly shake his head as he sniffed.

Taehyung smiled. "Be selfish－just this one time. Fight for it...because now no one is there to take you away from me" He placed his forehead against Jungkook looking down at him as he bite his lips from crying yet again.

"You need someone to be there for you forever hm? To love you truely huh? To always be there to hold you whenever you need, right?" Jungkook blinked as he gulped the wide lump in his throat.

"Let me be the one then" Taehyung cried.

He look down as he pull away slightly. "I know I'm not the best option nor I'm perfect for you but I can assure you one thing－I'm the loyalest" he stare at him as he took a deep breath.

"Give me a one chance. This is the first and last time I'm asking you for something－after that I will never. tho I will never leave you...not even for the day. I will annoy you until your last breath and you have to deal with my lovesick ass." Taehyung chuckled.

"Even if you reject me I will be there－even when you are standing at the a-alter looking at your soon to be forever, not even when you have kids you know. I will tell them all about your d-deeds when they grow up, how their d-daddy was such a boring ass person but still girls were after him" Taehyung laughed lightly and just like that he starts crying in frustration, covering his mouth as he rubbed his eyes.

"Fuck! S-Sorry haha...just ahhh It's so annoying...damn I'm being a emotional fool!" Taehyung chuckled as he desperately tried to gulped his lump so he won't cry more. He don't want Jungkook to pity him and say yes. He wants him to choose wisely not because he was begging for it pathetically.

Looks like Ten years of patience finally crumbling seeing that now he might get what he longed for.

Can he hope just for this one time? So that if he gets rejected there will be no complaints that how can he ask for the chance when he didn't even hoped for it.

They were still close, Taehyung was still standing infront of him and Jungkook was still looking up at him with blank eyes as he muttered.

"How can I trust you?"

Taehyung smiled softly. "Then don't."

"Don't trust me. I don't want your trust nor Love. All I want is a one chance to show you my love, my feelings and my care."

Jungkook look down as he went in deep thoughts, warm hands cup his cheeks as they made him look up towards the still smiling male.

"I know it's hard for you" He muttered softly. "I know you can't decide and I also know－you don't feel the same" Jungkook's eyes shows guilt as he look at those sad eyes. "No....don't." Taehyung says firmly.

"Don't feel bad for something you can't help. It's a natural feeling, comes from deep within your heart－you can't force it."

Taehyung eyes lit up as he says. "Actually you know what? Don't say anything. I don't need your approval for something I feel for you" Jungkook frowned at that as he open his mouth to say something when taehyung cut him off.

"I will show you my love anyway" He smiles. "Until you find someone who makes your heart beat faster" Taehyung chuckled.

Jungkook knitted his eyebrows. "Why are you doing this to yourself? Why can't you find someone else who will return your feelings?"

"I wish it was that easy as it sounds but trust me－it's not..." Taehyung smile sadly as he continued. "..especially when the person itself is not willing to do that. When your heart refuse to accept someone else"

"I'm sorry" Jungkook says guiltily. "Why did you even love me? I have nothing nor I am deservable because I can't even appreciate it" Jungkook look down as he sniffed at his own position.

Where he wants someone to love him and care for him. But the person who is willing to do much more than that－is not the one he wants nor feel anything.

How cruel the fate is to him.

"Tell me one reason why I shouldn't. You've nothing－and that's everything I need to love you more than yesterday" Jungkook smile lightly.

"When did you become so poetic?"

Taehyung chuckled.

"I guess love makes you do thing that you don't imagine yourself doing it. It makes you crazy－but in a good way" Taehyung says as he goes back to his cooking and continue it.

"I wish i could also feel that myself" Jungkook says sadly.

"That's why I find myself so lucky" Taehyung smiles at him.

"How can you be so positive?"

"I have no other choice then be positive. It will make things more easy. Save you from hurting yourself" Jungkook shake his head.

"I didn't realize you changed so drastically"

"I was always like this....you just didn't notice till now"

Taehyung says as he placed the plate infront of Jungkook filled with healthy breakfast.

"I was so busy with my life that I ignored you right?" Jungkook whispred slowly.

"If ignoring means forgetting the day we met which we always celebrated together until four years back－I think you did" Taehyung smile softly but Jungkook saw the hurt in those eyes that are so open and expressive－that also he notice now how if you look deeply you can see the emotions that Taehyung hide. He so wish he hadn't realize it because now suddenly seeing his open emotions is making his heart heavy at how much he neglected the person who don't think twice to hold him whenever he needs support.

"Thank you for not leaving me even after I treated you so badly" Taehyung stop eating as he look up at him. "I won't leave you even when you told me to. It's pathetic but I can't help it" He smile bitterly.

Jungkook open his mouth but the ding from his phone interupted him. "One minute" Taehyung nodded lightly as he went back to his food.

Taehyung look at the food and then the direction Jungkook gone.

I will try my best to give you so much love maybe more than you imagine－maybe then you will feel even a bit of spark towards me. It's enough for me to live my whole life peacefully.

"Oh god I'm so desperate. It's so pathetic how I just love you still after what I have gone through. But can't blame you. It's my feeling and it's so precious to me that I can't even blame myself."

Taehyung widen his eyes when he heared a crash. He stood up and run into the living room where he saw the lamp onto the floor and Jungkook who was sitting on the couch pulling his hair.

"Jungkook!" He run towards him and crouch down to his shaking figure. "Jungkook? What's wrong" he asked softly.

"Everything is fucking wrong! Nothing is happening right!" He muttered. "Why me!! Why always fucking meee!!" Jungkook shouted loudly.

"But Jungkook what happened?" Taehyung asked frantically as he saw Jungkook starts to cry loudly.

He pointed towards the phone onto the floor. Taehyung stood up and walked towards it picking the phone and saw the news report someone send jungkook.

Breaking news☆
The famous model Kim Yugyeom found in a club drinking and making out to his supposed 'friend' Imjaebum in a public gay bar.

The pictures fans took are viral all over the news channels. Kookies are not very happy about the news as they show hate towards the former boyfriend of The idol Jeon Jungkook as it's not even a day and he was already clubing and moving on.

*pictures attached*

Read more to find out about the comments kookies left on his instagram.

Taehyung placed the phone on the table, feeling his blood boiling at the pictures he saw. He quickly rushed towards the crying male and hugged him, he pushed Jungkook face to his chest as he stand in between his legs where he was sitting.

Jungkook clung to his waist as he buried his face more in him and sobbed loudly.

"Sh sh..." Taehyung don't even know what to say to comfort him. There's no such words which will make Jungkook feel less pain.

Seeing the one he love with all his soul kissing some other male hungrily is not the sight Jungkook ever imagine himself to encounter.

In one night－just fucking one night how he can forget about the long five years of relation?

"Why Tae w-why?" Jungkook hiccups as he cried more. The pain in his heart and the image in his mind is making him breathless from the sheer pain in his chest.

"Shh It's painful, I know. But trust me this will be gone just stay strong hmm. Everything will be fine. I am always there for you. Always" Taehyung stroked his hair as he rub his nape comfortingly.

Jungkook cried and cried, tears never seem to stop leaving from his eyes as the ache increased every passing minute.

"It hurt so bad Tae...so badd~" Taehyung took a shaky breath as he gulped the lump in his throat.

"I'm sorry. I wish I could take all of your pain for me" he muttered in his hair as he kissed his head twice.

Jungkook cried his heart out in Taehyung's arm as he clung to him tightly. Taehyung stays there hugging him and comforting him for how much Jungkook wants.

Jungkook pulled away when he calmed and look down. Taehyung look at him sadly as he grab his hand. "Come" Jungkook didn't protest, he has no energy left in him.

Taehyung dragged him into his bedroom and lay him down on his bed as he tucked him into the cover. He sat at the edge of the bed and caressed his hair and cut the lights off.

"Get some rest. We'll talk later" Jungkook curled himself into a ball as he grabbed Taehyung's hand tightly in his hold and closed his swollen tired eyes, mind blank as he focuses his senses to the warm hand that soothing his hair comfortingly.

Taehyung smile sadly as he let his tear fall now, silently mourning at his babybunny's misery.

How much? How much more left now? Just why always his babybunny who has to go through all of this. Why can't he just have a peaceful life without any pain in it. Is it not enough? He has already gone through alot.

Taehyung tore his eyes from Jungkook sleeping figure and look down at the necklace in his neck, his grandma's last precious gift. He always adore it. He clutch the necklace in his hand.

You always told me to closed my eyes and ask for anything what I want and you'll listen to me. I never believed in it. But tonight for the first time I'm asking for something.

He look at the figure on the bed as he sniffed.

Can you please request the god to end his misery? He can't take no more and it broke me to see him like this. Give him his happiness now. He deserve it after all his life meeting peoples who broke him slowly and brutally. Do anything just please make his life happy and free from anymore heartbreaks.

I beg you...

Taehyung cover his mouth as he cried to muffle his sobs.

He bent down and placed his lips on his forehead, kissing him softly and desperately, wishing to pull all the sadness from his heart through the kiss.

He stays there for a long time as he look at the male sleeping peacefully. Wish it was this peaceful in his awaken state too.

Not knowing how after their long years of misery it finally comes the time for them to be close to each other. For all the wishes and dreams to come true. For all the patience he did, it was time for his heart to get the one he desired for a long time. For their soul to connect with each other－for them to finally be together.

It's all about the time－when it comes, it always unexpected.

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Months passed by and to say everything got more worst than before is an understatement.

Jungkook is changed totally. He's not the same happy bubbly and carefree Jungkook. He has became the worst version of himself.

He starts drinking. He shout and screamed his lungs out whenever he breakdown into another fit of cry. He messed up everything in the house. Throw all the things anywhere in anger and pain.

And when everything went ahead he starts to cut himself anywhere in his body.

The sight broke Taehyung to the core he cried himself to sleep thinking about his babybunny who's gone deep in depression.

Doesn't talk, no emotion in his voice and face. Cut and bandages all over his wrist and thighs. Pale face and thin figure.

And the most difficuilt time was when he cut himself to unconciousness because he couldn't sleep with all the burden. Taehyung had to rushed into the hospital every fucking time seeing him pooling in his blood whenever he came from his shoot to see Jungkook.

He screamed at him, told him softly tried to make him understand in everyway but nothing seems to get in his stubborn coconut head.

He was too deep in sadness to see the hurt and pain in Taehyung's eyes. How he's hurting him with all his actions.

He screamed at Taehyung to leave him alone but Taehyung never dared to do that. He stays silent and clean up his messed up house every time, it's like a routine now. He cooks for him and forcefully shove down his throat when he throws a fit and refused to eat anything.

He never left his sight even when Jungkook drunkly screamed at him when he was cleaning him.

He stays silent and took care of him, tucking him to sleep and giving him painkillers for his headache in the morning.

It's been three months and Jungkook is still the same and it's getting alot harder to handle him now.

"Jungkook for god sake!" Taehyung says frustatingly as he saw Jungkook sprawling onto the floor of his messed up bedroom. Not to mention the empty bottles of liquior(?) and the one in his hand half empty.

"Get your shit together before I lose my shit because of your bullshit!!"

He stomped towards him and snatched the bottle from his hand and then he saw the thick dark liquid on the floor.

"JUNGKOOK!" He quickly grabbed his bloodied hand and saw the deep cuts on it. "Why Jungkook whyy...." he whimpered, tear threatening to fall down his eyes as he quickly cover the wound with the napkin.

He stood up holding the drunk Jungkook with him as he took him towards the bathroom and placed him on the toilet seat.

He took off his dirty shirt and patch up his already filled with cut wound. He bandaged it as he took him to the shower stall sniffing badly. He made him stand under the shower stall and open the faucet.

Jungkook shiver as cold water run down his body. Taehyung went out and came with a towel and a new pair of clean clothes.

He washed him up carefully and made sure to save his bandages. And help him wear fresh clothes.

Jungkook was a bit sober now as his eyes look at Taehyung the entire time he was taking care of him, also noticing his puffy eyes and red nose as he was still sniffing and rubbing his eyes from the possible liquid.

He felt guilty, so guilty but he can't help it.

His tired hooded eyes watch him up as he was drying his hair with the towel, face and eyes blank but his eyes never leave him.

Taehyung took him to the kitchen and made him sit on one of the chair there as he quickly made the light healthy dinner for him. Since Jungkook don't eat much now so Taehyung always made some healthy vegetables with some juice to atleast fill his stomach.

Jungkook's eyes follow him everywhere Taehyung walk to get the needed things in the kitchen.

Taehyung came back with a bowl filled with fruits and vegetables. He sat beside him and reached the bowl and pick the food with a fork and urge for him to open his mouth.

Jungkook didn't and just looked at him blankly. "Open up" he said softly.

Jungkook stayed for a moment looking at those soft warm eyes and open his lips a little. Taehyung fed him and Jungkook just watched him the entire time.

"Aren't you eating?" He croaked out, his throat hurt to even talk from the constant screaming and drinking the strong liquior which he never did before.

"Don't pretend like you care" Taehyung says coldly as he gave him the juice.

Jungkook looked at him and then look down. "I do" He muttered under his breath but taehyung heared as he was just right beside him.

He chuckled bitterly. "If you really do you wouldn't do that to yourself knowing how much it affect me. So stop this bullshit"

Jungkook didnt said anything after that. He has nothing to say. He knows what he's doing and how badly he's hurting the other but his pain is stronger and he can't help it.

He felt bad but he wish he can stop himself, but it gives him so much relief that he's addicted to it.

That night when Taehyung clean up his room, set his bed and tucked him under the cover as he kissed his forehead wishing him good night and thinking that he's in a deep slumber and cried his heart out on the living room is when Jungkook realized he was such a selfish person standing at the corner of the hallway listening to the muffle sobs of the latter feeling like laughing at himself because why not.

His whole life is a fucking joke!

He watch the brunette hair male with teary eyes, feeling pity for the other to love a person like him. He's messed up and still the other never left his side. He gave him a hard time and still the other was there, took care of him when he was a total douchébag.

He closed his eyes and feel the pain in those hiccups that reached his ears and landed on his already broken heart.

He chuckled lowly and clutch the fabric against his heavy chest.
"Are you challenging me or what? Huh to see if I can manage this much burden inside my heart." He whispered as he look up at his ceiling. "Then hate to break it to you....I can't!" He chocked out as he turn his face to the brunette. "Why do you love me so much?" He hit his head against the wall.

"Or why I can't love you back?" He took a shaky breath, his head is pounding badly along with his aching heart. "I wish moving on is so easy as it says"

"I'm sorry....I'm so sorry Tae－but I can't give you what you want" He slid down the wall as he buried his face in his kness－muffling his own sobs.

Two broken males cried that night under different circumstances but involving each other－not knowing the prayers already reached the creator and the good time is near.
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"W-Where is it?" Jungkook look all over the bathroom, messing it in the process as his hands were shaking badly trying to find the sharp killer to relieve himself.

"Where the fuck is it?!" He frustatingly pulled his hair as he look all around the room to find it. He look at his bedroom but to no avail.

"I need itt!!!" He shouted as he starts scratching his cuts that were bandaged neatly and were healing. He scratch on it brutally as his eyes roam around the cupboard, dressing and even in the kitchen.

He woke up with a dream of yugyeom and him. Laughing and kissing. The past memories that he was trying to dig in deep in him were rushed to his mind making all his unheal wounds to burn up painfully.

He tried to resist he did－covering his whole body with a comforter and curling himself into a ball. His body trembled badly. His mind had only one male that was....

Taehyung and his tears.

He can't do this to him. He was always there for him whenever he was alone, took care of him without any complaint. He had to do something for him in return if not to return back his feeling.

And that is to changed himself.

"No, No control. I-I can't! NO I WON'T!" Sweats run down his whole body. He grabbed the sheets so tightly but his mind never compromise.

It's starts getting harder to breath in the pack place so he quickly shove it away in fear and with a shaking leg, went to the balcony for a fresh air, but it suffocate him to even breath.

His wound tingle making his senses to relive how good it felt when it pains him. He open his eyes hastily as he shake his head.

"NO! I can't no no no I won't! For Taehyung. I-It's for Taehyung!" He chocked gulping painfully when his eyes landed on the pot on his balcony. The beautiful flower swaying prettily in the wind as it scent was flooding in the area.

It was so beautiful.

But the beauty reminded the struggling male about the certain male.

"You look just like the flower" Yugyeom giggled at his cheesy boyfriend."how's that?" He inquire as he turned around in his hold wrapping his arms around his neck.

"So beautiful and enchanting." The bottom blushed as he kiss the male cheek. "Jungkook-ah you're so sweet"

Jungkook smile widely as he nuzzle their noses together. "Just for you darling" he gushed out as he kiss his inviting lips.

"Where can I find this fine man hmm" Yugyeom smiled as he spoke. "No where only I can love you like this, understand?" Jungkook says pouting as he placed his head on his neck.

Yugyeom laughed. "Ofcourse kook-ah. I'm only yours"

"All mine bub" Jungkook smiled as he kissed his neck.

"God I love you so much" Jungkook nuzzle in his neck as he kissed his face all over causing the other male to giggle.

"I love you too"

Jungkook grabbed the railing so tight his knuckles turn white. His eyes filled with betrayed tears as he frowned.

"FUCKING LIAR!!" He screamed and kick the pot so forcefully it shattered in thousands of pieces.

"All of your words were fake! Your love was fake! FAKE FAKE FAKE!!" He stomped his foot on the flower making his leg bleed because of the sharp thorns and pots sharp pieces.

He breath heavily, the urge to cut awaken so strongly he forgot about all the restrictions and about Taehyung and starts finding for his source of relieve which seems to be found nowhere.

He goes to his cabinet where he store all his alcohol but when he open it－it was empty not even a one bottle was there.

"Where did all of these gone!" He screamed as he thrash around here and there when he look up in thought.

"TAEHYUNG!!"

"You can't do this to me" He cried out, can't handle all those memories that's rushing in his head like a mantara and he wants to stop it and it means he needs to distract himself and Taehyung took away all of these.

He starts yelling like crazy and all running in his mind was how to distract himself.

He run inside the kitchen looking for something that gives him relief, he open cabinets after cabinets throwing things in frustation when he can't find the sharp knife to relieve himself.

Jungkook pull at his hair tears running like a waterfall through his cheeks to his chin.

He's going crazy.

Jungkook out of frustation starts throwing everything he find in the house, messing the whole area and living room.

He gets inside his room and frantically look everywhere, the bloody legs leaving their marks on his house wherever he go. "Please please just once please just ONCE!" He look around for the addictive pain that gives him distraction from his internal pain that he can't handle.

He throws everything in his bedroom when his eyes landed on the frame on the poll of clothes on the floor.

It was the picture of his and yugyeom. He was back hugging him and they were smiling widely at the camera, looking so happy.

His eyes burn with more rage seeing the frame and he pick it and harshly with all his might throws it on the wall, it broke into pieces.

"ALL WAS FUCKING FAKE, YOU BLOODY LIAR!" He screamed and his eyes pick the pieces of the glass that broke from the frame.

He smile slightly and run to it picking it quickly looking at that sharpness already feeling the rush in his veins at the piece.

"Finally!"

He kneel down the floor and placed the sharp area against his wrist after he tore the bandaged open.

He was going to push it in his wrist when suddenly the face came in his mind out of nowhere.

"Taehyung...." He whispered in thought. "H-He won't like it. He'll be so m-mad and upset!" Jungkook gulped, the piece looks so tempting on his wrist but he can't do this to Taehyung.

He promised himself he won't do it again－just for Taehyung.

Jungkook look up breathing heavily as he wipe his teary face. "I-I n-need him" He muttered and quickly crawl up to the mess towards the cell phone on the night stand.

He'll save him.

With trembling fingers he type his number and put it on his ear. The bell starts ringing and his anxiousness starts spreading his body as the ring seems to never stop and no one's warm voice coming through it.

"Why is he not picking up!" Jungkook again tried and still no one was picking the phone.

"Pick up please pick up! I need you Tae! I need you so bad please! Save me!" He desperately hold on to the phone as he tried again and again but no one answered.

"YOU LEAVE ME TOO" He yelled and smashed his phone onto the wall after several tries.

"He left me too! He left me too!" He chant as he look at the broken cell phone.

He chuckled and suddenly starts laughing loudly. "He left me too!" He repeated as he smile widely. "Finally he left me too－like everyone" He throw his head back as his crazy laugh resonated in the room.

"No one is there for me now?" He stopped laughing abruptly as he frowned.

His tears falls on his cheeks as the pout took place on his smiling face. "I'm alone?"

He look around everywhere in the room as he suddenly felt scared in the house alone.

"No one is there" he whispered like a scared child as he push his legs to his chest in a scared manner.

"I'm all alone..." and he starts crying like a child, pushing backwards onto the corner of the room. "Why everyone l-left me" He sobbed as his eyes never left the door as if he's scared someone will come and do something to him.

"I'm not good then. I'm a bad person. I'm alone. I should leave.... no one will care" he muttered between his sobs as he wipe his tears.

His mind gone into such a vulnerable state that he's not into his senses anymore. His mind went blank and the only thing he saw was－how alone he is and that made his already broken heart into more scratches.

First his parents, then all his friends, then his boyfriend and then Taehyung too who was his last hope for living.

He again crawl to that piece of glass and this time without hesitation he pressed it deep inside the skin scratching it open and dark red blood starts oozing out of the deep wound.

He smile in satisfication. "Now I will be free from this pain" He chuckled in happiness as he look at the puddle on the floor with sparkly eyes.

"Now I will leave this world－for good"

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"Okay pack up! Good job everyone!" The director shouted in his mini mike as the photographer clicked the last picture of the model, Kim Taehyung.

Taehyung bowed at everyone and quickly changed his clothes and took off the makeup. He needs to go home before Jungkook wakes up, he don't want to leave the male alone but this shoot came at the last minute and he couldn't cancel it.

He came out of the room and his manager gave him his appliances. "You phone kept vibrating for a while now, check it up later" His manager inform and Taehyung nodded coming out of the builing as he open his phone to check the time but froze on his spot when he saw the notifications on the tap.

11 missed calls from My babybunny🐰...

"Why did he called so many times?" He wondered and suddenly he feels the different feeling creeped up his heart and his entire body.

Fear.

"FUCK!" He run to his car and starts the engine hurridely, calling back at the same time but the phone was switch off now.

He checked the time and it was 14 minutes before. His heart starts to beat at the rapid speed as he push the paddle and drive at the high speed.

"No please No jungkook don't do something stupid! Please please!"

He arrived at his condo and hurridely run inside only to gasped when he look at the messed up living room. Everything was broken and thrown.

"J-J-Jungkook?"

He chocked out from his wildly beating heartbeats.

He walked forward, feeling his legs shaking in fear and his eyes widen when he saw the bloody foot prints on all over the floor.

His house look like it was attacked or the storm has came to his condo.

"N-No...JUNGKOOK!" He screamed as he run inside the bedroom and open the door only to see the horror side of it.

The bedroom was just as messed up as the whole condo but what was terrifying for the model was the sight infront of him.

Jungkook was laying unconcious on the floor between the pile of clothes and broken lamp, the blood was coating the floor making a big mess of red liquid from where it was oozing out from his wrist.

Taehyung breath hitched as tears fell from his eyes, his whole world froze into an instant as his heart beated wildly in his chest.

He walk with shaky steps as he gulped, eyes never leaving the male on the floor with closed eyes. He was not believing what was infront of him.

Jungkook can't leave him like this..no he can't.

He stumbled in his trembled legs and fell onto the floor infront of his dead looking body.

"J-J-J...Jung-ook.....?"

His badly shaking hand reached for the left side of his chest. He gulped hardly as he bend down and scaredly placed his ear against his chest.

Thump Thump Thump....

He cried out as he feel the slow beat of his heart as he quickly pick the random cloth from the floor and bent it around his bleeding wrist tightly and with badly trembling fingers he pull out his phone and call the hospital and with incoherant words he manage to tell them about the situation and asked for ambulance.

Taehyung cut the call as he placed Jungkook head against his chest tightly pulling him in his embrace and sobbed.

"I'm sorry b-baby please be strong please please f-for me..." He clutch him against his hold tightly as he would lose him if he won't.

"P-Please d-don't l-leave mee..."

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They rushed inside the hospital and took the strecher where Jungkook was, in a surgery room.

Taehyung saw them putting oxygen mask on his mouth as the door closed behind them as he lean against the wall shedding tears and mentaly praying for all the gods in the world to just save his love, his last hope, his bestfriend, his babybunny－his Jungkook.

It was finally after hours of waiting the doctor came outside of the room sighing.

"Come to my cabin. We need to talk" Taehyung follow the male into his office as he sat on one of the chairs.

"How's kook, seojoon-ah?" Taehyung frantically asked his friend who was the doctor.

"It was tough but we managed to save him" Taehyung took a breath of relief after hours of the burden on his chest.

"The cut was deep we had to stitch it because it look like he did that thing before too, there were so many cuts in his whole arm. He lost so much blood tho but he will be discharged in few days. I need to give him vitamins in these days." Seojoon informed him as he placed his arms on his table.

"He'll be alright, right?" Taehyung asked worridely as he dig his nails in his palms out of fear.

Seojoon sigh. "He will Tae don't worry. The big problem is why is he doing it?" Taehyung look down as he stays silent.

"Look Tae I'm not interested in his personal life but as a doctor he's my patient and I suggest you to make him stop harming himself because it's weakening him, or visit some psychiatrist who's gonna help him with whatever he's going through" Seojoon says softly.

Taehyung nodded as he smile at him. "Thank you for saving him seojoon-ah. I will make sure he won't do that ever again" Seojoon smile gently.

"Don't worry it's my duty. Just don't leave him alone for a while, it's a big chance he will try to do it again" Taehyung nodded and bid him goodbye before he went out he turned around. "Do me a favour seojoon, make sure this news won't reach to any news channels or reporter. I don't want any more stress to Jungkook and it will worry his fans too"

"I will make sure of it" Taehyung smile and went to meet Jungkook in his private room.

He open the door slowly and walked inside towards the hospital bed and sat on the chair near to the bed.

He grabbed Jungkook hand which was attached to the IV tube and has big bandaged on his arm and kiss it softly.

He lean down and planted a kiss on his forehead softly as he finally lost control and cried out hysterically.

"I'm sorry baby..*sobs* I'm so sorryyy~" He kept apologizing to the male who slowly opened his eyes at the movements.

His blurred eyes look around the white walls confusingly as he finally heared the cry of a male besides him.

Jungkook look to his side and Taehyung look up at the same time. He wipe his tears and smile.

"How are you now?" He asked in his strained voice.

Jungkook stays silent and look away.
"Jungkook?"

"Why are you here?" Jungkook muttered, still not looking at him.

"What do you mean?" Taehyung asked frowning.

"You left me then why you came back? Just go away I don't need your pity. I'm alright" Jungkook says in a cold tone making Taehyung more confused.

"I didn't left you what are you saying" Taehyung hold his hand tightly when Jungkook tried to snatch it away.

"Jungkook look at me"

"...."

"Jungkook?"

"...."

Taehyung stand up and sat on the edge of the bed and cup his cheek pushing his face to the front. Jungkook still didn't make eye contact and Taehyung saw the lonely tear on the side of his temple.

"Kook do you really think I would ever leave you hm" He asked softly as Jungkook blinked his eyes to not leak anymore tears.

"Then why you didn't pick up my calls...?" He look up at him finally but with teary eyes. "I needed you" He whispered so softly.

Taehyung bite his lips, feeling so guilty as he sniffed. "I was in my shoot and－and my phone was in a makeup room...so I－" Taehyung closed his eyes tightly and sobbed.

"I'm sorry Jungkook." He chocked out.

"B-But I would never leave you kook. How can I leave you huh...you're the reason I'm still going with my life..." Taehyung cupped his cheek as he caressed it softly.

"You're my strength" Jungkook look away as he closed his eyes too, letting his tears fall freely.

"I'm sorry..."

"...but I can't go on like this Tae. Why did you saved me. I was finally go－" Taehyung cover his mouth with his palm desperately.

"S-Shut up you fool! You don't know how much I want to beat the shit out of you right now for making me go through all of this!" He scolded.

"Now it's enough." Taehyung wiped his tears. "I won't be leaving you even for a second alone now." Taehyung says sternly.

"You can't just be there always Tae. You've work also you can't jus－" Jungkook refuse as he wiped his tears also.

"Fuck it! Nothing is more important than you in my life. I wasn't asking you anyway. I'm telling you" He says as he sat on the chair again.

"But Tae－"

"Sh..sleep you need to rest. I'm here" Jungkook sigh in defeat and closed his tired eyes, thinking of talking about it later with him as he's not in a condition to even talk.

He feels weak.

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Jungkook woke up after don't know how long but the rays of sunshine that peak through the hospital room's window told him it's already a morning. So he slept all night after months of sleepless night.

Must be the effect of high dose of medicines, he thought.

Jungkook adjust to the lightning first then tried to sat up, his back muscles are aching for sleeping in a same position the whole night.

But he couldn't as he felt the tug on his hand. He look down to saw Taehyung sleeping holding his hand while sitting on a chair.

He raised an eyebrow. "Tae?..Taehyung.." He shook him a little as the model groaned and open his eyelids slowly, still trying to remember where the fuck is he in his sleepy state.

Cute.

Jungkook stare at his face questioning in his mind. 'Why the fuck I found his sleepy frowning face....cute?" Jungkook shake his head lightly.

"Oh" Taehyung let out when he craned his neck a bit upwards to see Jungkook's face and remember where is he.

He sat up....."Ouch!" A bit too quickly. It looks like sleeping while sitting on a chair, leaning his head on the bed bending his back a whole night and deciding to stubbornly not leaving Jungkook hands was not a great idea.

Now his back is being a bitch painful. "Fuck!" He again bend down and sigh.

This time slowly straightning his back and hearing a cringe sound from his back as he sigh in relief.

Jungkook by now is sitting on the bed leaning his back on the pillow. "Were you here the whole night?" Jungkook asked frowning seeing his state as Taehyung was streching his muscles feeling contented with a sweet pain he felt.

Taehyung smiled. "Yup! Didn't I told you that I will be there now. Won't leave you alone"

Jungkook just stare at his face as he gulped, an invisible thing goes on his stomach suddenly.

"Y-You don't need to stay the night here, there are nurses checking up" Jungkook says softly.

"Yeah but they are not me. I just want to make sure you're alright besides I want to stay here when you woke up" Jungkook again get that thing in his stomach－but with more intensity.

"Anyways stay here I'll just come after freshing up in the bathroom" Taehyung says as he yawned loudly already walking towards the bathroom.

Jungkook chuckled when the door closed after the model.

Jungkook sigh and close his eyes leaning his head back on the pillow.

Unconciously his mind popped an image.

Long lashes resting on the red soft looking cheeks, dry chapped lips, hooded sleepy eyes, dishevled hair and the pout of the plump lips.

Jungkook widen his eyes open as he sat up straight.

What the fuck?!

Because it wasn't yugyeom that he saw－it was that certain person who never left his side from the start. The one who just came out of the bathroom with fresh up face but his cheeks were still red along with his nose.

And don't know why he didn't saw it before but－bare faced Taehyung is more prettier than the makeup faced shoots magzines he saw.

And from here starts the journey of the superstar idol's attraction towards the famous model whom was destined for him from the day he was born.

Without anyone having the slightest idea about it－because it was all about the time. Everything going with the flow....the way it was written in their fate.

The time is near folks!
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Not hearing anything from Jungkook for more than three months, his fans went wild and worried about their precious idol whom they adored.

Kookies goes on internet, kept messaging and posting encouraging words to their Idol after the shocking breakup news to his former boyfriend.

And also some kept dissing the model Kim Yugyeom on his every social media after his viral pictures of making out with ImJaebum.

Their only hope now was the Bestfriend of their idol, Kim Taehyung.

Taehyung social media was flooding with worried messages from kookies asking about his health and stuff. Some even begged him to take care Jungkook and never leave his sight which he was doing even before their request.

And when the picture of Taehyung going in and out of Jungkook's condo for the past few months published in an article from a reporter the fans went wild from happiness.

Not only kookies but Taehyung's fans were also happy and joyful since from the start of his career they shiped these two besties and even give them the name.

Taekook.

And to say kookies are now also shipping them is an understatment. They starts making edits of them together and posting it with a hashtag.
#Taekooknationrise✊

And it went trending the 1st on many countries and south korea for many weeks since they kept posting praises and love for the both males.

Since Jungkook hadn't went online from the day of his breakup he didn't know anything about this.

But the certain male the famous model and actor saw everything in this past few months even his manager and co-worker teased him sometimes but he always shrugged them off with a small smile.

Well it was small smile for them but no one know the actual feeling behind it.

The sad eyes, hurting heart and the desperation of someone－knowing very well they are just delusioning everything. Because it just a one-sided love. Jungkook isn't even attracted to him let alone love.

No one knows how his heart cried out everytime he saw this on social media because it always shows him how he can't be with Jungkook ever.

It gives him a reality that it is all in his dreamworld, it would never happen in real life.

He would never feel those arms around his body, he could never get the rush of having those lips on his own. He could never live those sweet moments with him. He could never be his lover.

But he always tried to stay strong for Jungkook. It's not about himself, he has too many thing to care about right now. He needs to take care of Jungkook.

This can wait.

So he decided to give their fans some information about Jungkook so they can relax and stop flooding his phone with dms on every social media.

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Two weeks passed and to say the model never left the sight of the idol is an understatement. He would always stay in the house and look after Jungkook.

For not to leave Jungkook alone even for a while he ordered groceries and home appliances online.

That's how paranoid he became since the day he saw Jungkook's almost dead body.

He's scared to live that day again so he never left his side.

He cook for him, gives him healthy food and if Jungkook refused to eat, he will threaten to shove food down his throat. Pretty much a messy procedure but if it's filling his stomach then it's worth it.

To Taehyung's relief Jungkook hadn't harm himself for these two weeks, he surely had an episode every now and then but Taehyung will always be there and calm him, comfort him while hugging him and whispering sweet nothings to his ear.

Just like today. Jungkook craved for the pain in the middle of the night and Taehyung calmed him.

Taehyung was stroking his hair as Jungkook was still attached to his body and today even after calming down Jungkook hadn't let go of his waist like he do the moment he feels okay before.

(^ They are sitting on the floor like this)

Taehyung wasn't complaining either, this is the only time he's so closed to Jungkook and can smell his natural strong manly scent. He loved it.

Maybe he's being a bit selfish but he wants Jungkook to stay like this for a while more. Hugging his waist so tightly as he dig his face more in his chest while kept sniffing.

"Are you okay now kook?" Taehyung whispered very softly as he caressed his nape and stroked his hair with the other hand.

Jungkook was silent for a moment then replied in his sore voice. "I feel suffocated" Taehyung sigh as he kept rubbing his nape without his knowing Jungkook was enjoying the soothing touch of the male.

Taehyung smiled as he pull away, Jungkook almost whine at that but he quickly stopped himself before it.

Taehyung pull his arms and made him stand up. "Come with me"

Jungkook frowned. "Where?"

Taehyung dragged him out of the room towards the main door. "Tae I don't want to go anywhere please"

Jungkook protest when he saw Taehyung wore slippers. "Come on it will make you feel good"

"Tae it's 3 in the morning. What are you thinking?"

"That's more good. Because no one will be out at that time so we don't have to worry about any disturbance." Taehyung pull his hand and dragged him out of the house.

"Tae we're in our night wears and slippers!" Taehyung giggle at that.

"It's more fun kook-ah! Just enjoy, no one is there to judge us" He pull him towards the dark empty road.

"Look around, it's so peaceful isn't it?" Jungkook just stare at Taehyung who was smiling widely looking around the empty path.

Then he look down at their hand which were interwined together－he didn't pull away instead he tighten it more and look infront of the path.

Only the street light was surrounded the area giving a soft golden glow on both of the male's faces.

They walk mindlessly around the path with no direcion in mind just enjoying the cool breeze with interwined hands, wearing a pajamas and slippers, smiling in content in the middle of the night.

Looks like a romantic night walk with your lover.

Taehyung smile at the thought, he could atleast fantasize right? if not in reality.

So he enjoyed the moment as much as he can with a happy heart.

They reach at some kind of bridge and Taehyung stopped them and leaned at the railing from where the moon can be seen clearly.

It was so peaceful. No one was talking and just enjoying. Jungkook closed his eyes and breath in a fresh air.

Taehyung took this chance and click a picture of him secretly and posted it on his social media with a caption then again stand besides him silently.
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@K.Taehyung95

K.Taehyung95 -
Jungkook is fine guys, don't worry. He's with me. He won't be active on the social media for a while now. Hope you will understand him and support him. Borahae💜

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He look down at the water, admiring the shadow of the moon as he was smiling softly.

Loving every moment of this precious night. He'll always treasure this moment.

"Tae" The latter hummed in response.

"Thank you"

"For what?" Jungkook look at his side to his face.

"For always being there for me and not leaving me" He smile at him gratefully.

Taehyung smile as he placed his hand on top of Jungkook's which was on the railing and shake his head.

"You don't have to thank me for this. I'm not doing any favour for you to feel like that. I'm doing it because I want to" He says softly.

Jungkook smile as he feel that feeling again in his stomach－again for some unknown reason.

"Tae? Can I ask for a favour?" Taehyung nodded. "You can ask for anything"

"I'm thinking about this for a while now..." Jungkook took a step closer to him, Taehyung feels his heart beat risen instantly.

Jungkook took another step and he was so close now that they can feel each other's breath. "J-Jungkook?"

Jungkook smile but his eyes were watery. He came more close to him and this time he sneak his hands on Taehyung's waist.

Taehyung breath hitched when Jungkook placed his head on his shoulder as the chocked sound came from his mouth.

"H-Help me..."

Taehyung gulped, don't know if he's ready to listen to the next word.

"Help me to move on...." Jungkook tighten his arms around his waist as he completed his sentense.

"...m-move on with you"

Taehyung eyes widen and for a while he forgot how to breath. He froze on his place as he took a shaky breath.

"J-Jungkook...everything will be alright. Y-You don't need to f-force yourself on something you're not r-ready for." Taehyung says with difficuilty. His heart became so heavy all of a sudden.

"I don't need to force myself with you. You're the only person who ever understand me without even asking for it. You－You're the only one" Jungkook muttered still not looking at him.

"You could find someone else too, who's better than me....don't take any rash decision kook, you're h-hurt right now and that's making you think that I-I'm the only one－It'll hurt more later when it's n-not" Taehyung closed his eyes as his tears fell freely, his hands clenched on his sides, he didn't hug back.

This is the first time he didn't hug back.

He was feeling so hurt right now he don't know how to handle himself.

"And what if it's not" Jungkook pull back now as he look at Taehyung and saw his tears still rolling down his cheek.

"What if I'm right about this decision? Then" Jungkook spoke.

"Don't－please..." Taehyung gulped the lump in his throat. "Don't raise my hopes kook..." He cried as he shake his head. "It h-hurts more"

Taehyung cover his face as he starts to sobs, his whole body trembled badly as he tried to control.

This is the first time he lose his control and cried infront of Jungkook for this reason. He never wanted this day to come, he never wanted this precious night to end with memories like this.

He's scared.

Scared that if he agreed, one day Jungkook will meet someone else who's much more better than him and then left him with a broken heart.

He don't want to live those beautiful moments with Jungkook only to lose him someday.

He don't want to take advantage of Jungkook's vulnerability, just because of his selfish desire and dreams.

But it still hurts more than anything when you're not even able to have someone for forever whom you love dearly.

Jungkook panicked seeing Taehyung crying like this. "T-Tae－"

"Please kook. Drop this topic...it's h-hurting me" Taehyung says between his cries as he harshly wiped his tears and took deep breath to calm himself.

Jungkook's own tears fell from his eyes when he saw him, he again lean forward and wrapped his arms around his body and hugged him, Taehyung tried to push him.

"Everytime you're the one who comfort me－now let me do the same" And just like that Taehyung melt in his embrace and cried his pain out.

That day hearing the painful cry of the male in his arms, Jungkook realize how unlucky he is. He can't even appreciate the pure love of the male who's so selfless that nothing matter to him other his happiness.

The moonlight shined in their heads as two males cried out of desperation and frustation.

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"Kook?" Taehyung called as he was searching around the area of the living room.

"Kook?! Did you see my phone?" He called again but no reply.

"Kook-ah! I asked did you by chance saw my cellphone. I couldn't find it." He yelled through the kitchen now he was finding it there.

Again silence and Taehyung huffed. "Aish! This boy"

He went towards his bedroom to see he was nowhere to be seen and he also heard the distant sound of shower.

Taehyung frowned. "What is he doing inside for so long?" he muttered worriedly.

He knock the door. "Jungkook?"

No reply.

"Jungkook! Open the door!" He banged the door yelling feeling his heart about to beat out of his chest.

"I swear to god Jungkook if you're again har－" The door opened.

Taehyung quickly barged inside to look at Jungkook in bath robe with wet hairs still dripping droplets of water.

If it wasn't the situtaion where he was madly scared and worried he would've admired the view but right now something is more important.

"Tae－" Jungkook started.

"Shut up! What were you doing for so long huh" Taehyung scolded as his eyes raked over his body, he was checking his wrist his arms everywhere for any possible harmness.

"Did you hurt yourself" Taehyung was frantically looking everywhere, he was so scared that he didn't notice the soft stare the singer was giving.

Taehyung look up when he recieve no reply. "Why are you looking at me idiot! I asked you something. Answer me!" Taehyung in his tense posture didn't realize the emotion in Jungkook's eyes nor he saw the uplifted lips of the idol, who was smiling at him.

"I'm fine Tae. Look I didn't do anything. You can see. I was just washing up myself." Jungkook says calmly and then smirked a little when he says his next sentense.

"Or do you want me to take off my bathrobe so you can check my body to satisfy you that I really hadn't harm myself?" Taehyung eyes widen as he cheeks flamed up which he tried to control but couldn't.

"Wtf kook!" He shouted.

"What? We're both males so it shouldn't be a problem－You know what? I will just show you" he started untying his knot causing Taehyung to panick.

"No no no no fuck kook stop!" Taehyung practically screamed and come forwards and stop Jungkook from doing it.

"Are you mad or what?! Duffer!" Jungkook bite his lips to stop his laugh which wants to come out so badly.

But atlast he lost it and laugh out loud. Taehyung was so embarassed that he back out with red flaming cheeks and ears.

"Oh my god! Tae your reaction was everything! Calm down I was just teasing you!" He says between his giggles.

Taehyung pouted unconciously as he glared at the laughing male. "Stop laughing kook!" He whined.

"How can I? Ahaha...! It was so funnyy" Jungkook wiped the corner of his eyes.

"Yea yea very funny!" Taehyung mocked as he glare daggers at the stupidly looking cute with bunny teeth idol.

"Fine fine I'm sorry" Jungkook atlast says but there was no guilt in his eyes, they were mischievious.

Taeyung huffed and look around for something which will be harmful for him. He still don't trust the idol.

"Tae, it's okay."

Taehyung eyes stopped at the razor on the sink, he look at the singer and than headed towards it snatching the razor from it's place quickly as he hold it tightly.

"I-I'm taking it with me" He says firmly holding the object tightly in his hand.

Jungkook shrugged and watched as Taehyung stormed out of the bathroom with big steps.

He chuckled wholeheartedly as he saw his retreated back.

What are you doing to me? Your this much care and worry towards me, the way you get scared to leave me, it's doing things to me knowing how important I'm to you....And I don't know why....

..am loving it.

He smiled fondly.

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Days passed and Jungkook showed signs of getting better, he still was depressed but now he starts to smile again. He talked to Taehyung, he would stare at Taehyung longer than a bestfriend should but Taehyung shrugged not wanting to hope for something which he think is not his.

On the other hand Jungkook was strongly getting feels whenever Taehyung is around. He felt so light when he see him, he feels his stomach do things and his heart? It always feels like it stop for a moment when he saw those sparkling eyes with those boxy smile when he talked about his interest or some exciting thing happen with him.

He's drowning for something which he very much aware of and the happy thing is his heart is letting those heal his wounds, he feel like Taehyung can heal him with his love just like he do with his wounds.

Days turned into weeks and weeks turn into months and just like that Jungkook got closer to Taehyung and his personality is starts to fascinate him.

He don't try to talk to Taehyung about that again after that night but he can't deny the feeling he starts getting in the pit of his stomach whenever he's with Taehyung.

It's confusing but oh so amazing, it tingles his heart and he's started to like that feel.

"Tae" Jungkook called as he came out of the room.

Taehyung hummed.

"Where is my razor?" Taehyung instantly look back from washing the dishes. "And stop doing the household work, I told you the maids will do it" Jungkook frowned.

"First of all why you need a razor?" Taehyung asked suspiciously. Jungkook roll his eyes.

"To clean my ass"

Taehyung raised an unamused eyebrow.

"Ofcourse to shave my beard, it's getting longer. I didn't do it for so long" Jungkook said in a duh tone.

"I'm not trusting you so N.O no" and he get back to his work.

Jungkook huffed. "Come on Tae, I need it.......it's iching!" he whined as he scratch his jaw.

Taehyung sighed. "Kook, I said no"

Jungkook come closer as he stand beside him. "You should see by yourself, look it's really appearing on my jaw" Taehyung look at him and saw the small hairs on his face making him look so manly and much more attractive.

Taehyung gulped.

"Tae!"

Taehyung cleared his throat.
"If it's itching bad then I will do it. Otherwise you're not touching any sharp bled" He offered.

"Okay then" Jungkook happily agreed.

"Wait for me and I will come after finishing this" Jungkook nodded and walked to his bedroom feeling so excited for it.

Taehyung came back after a while and they shift to the balcony, it's more bright outside so they decided to do it there.

Jungkook laid on the resting chair there with only in his shorts, chest bare and wide open for Taehyung to drool internally.

When the fuck he grows those delicious abs and bulging arms?! And how the fuck it look so freaking sexy on him?!

"Tae? You okay?" Jungkook asked.

I can't fucking breath properly because of you dickhead!

He wants to scream at him but controled himself and cleared his throat. "Y-Yes ofcourse!"

Jungkook mentally smirked. He knows how it's affecting the latter that's why he did it on purpose.

Just to tease him and it's totally working.

Taehyung squeeze the shaving cream on his hand and bend down to Jungkook's face where he was laying.

Ignoring his stunning handsome gorgeous face he focus on doing his work.

He spread the foam on his lower cheek carefully, coating every facial hair, eyes focused on his work while the tip of his tongue poking out of the corner of his lips.

Jungkook's eyes hold a different emotion as he stare at the male upper him, causing his heart to race at the high speed while his stomach being a audiance and seemingly cheering for him as it was fluttering widly.

And it win as it skip a beat when he stare at those plush lips and a confetti burst in his stomach－looking like a heart won and now they are celebrating.

Taehyung carefully slide the razor on his jaw clearing up all the snowy foam behind skillfully as he rested his hand on his bare shoulder feeling the blade of his muscle oh so strong.

He chirped as it was finish and he pick the towel as he again bend down but－cliché thing happened－his leg slipped and he fell forward onto Jungkook's laying figure who quickly wrapped his arms around his small waist to balance him from rolling over and falling on his bubble bum.

Taehyung let out a embarassing squeak as his face flushed into flames of red hue.

Jungkook was staring at him, face blank then his lips curved and it becomes more wide, eyes wrinkling then chuckled come out of his throat and at the end－he went full on hysterically laughing mode.

Taehyung glared at him as his embarassing blushed spread till his ears, redning it also. "Stop laughing!!" Taehyung screeched as he hit his shoulder, tried to stand up from awkwardly laying on his arms....but－his legs again slipped at the same spot and he fully fell on his body but this time－his face was inches closer to Jungkook's.

Jungkook stopped laughing himself to death as he saw their position. Taehyung was so close to his face as he could feel his breath on his jaw, their lips has only little space.

Taehyung heart beated so fastly against his chest that Jungkook can feel it against his own right chest because Taehyung was flushed against his body.

Taehyung feels his face angry hot as he saw Jungkook's gaze on his lips.
He gulped. "K-Kook..." Jungkook hummed, eyes flickering from his eyes to his lips.

"L-Let go, y-you're holding my w-waist" He voice was shaky from the bubbling emotion in his chest.

Jungkook instead tighten it more making Tae look at him in shocked. "What if I don't want to"

Taehyung took a shaky breath. "Jungkook l-let me go...before.." Taehyung stopped as his eyes shine from salty tears.

Being this close to Jungkook, is doing something in his heart, he can't handle himself. His feelings are bubbling up, looking at those lips, he longed to have on his own is increasing.

"Before?" Jungkook inquired, knowing fully well what the younger feel. He wants him to open up his heart and show his true feelings.

"Please" Taehyung pleaded as he look away.

He gasped as Jungkook suddenly flipped their position and now was on top of him while he was under him holding his bulging arms as it was a sudden move.

"J-Jungkook!" He screeched.

Jungkook smiled at his flustered state and lean forward making Taehyung stop breathing for a second, as Jungkook pressed his freshly shaved cheek on Taehyung's soft one's.

Jungkook rubbed the area smoothly on Taehyung's cheek making the latter breath hitched as he close his eyes, not holding himself anymore as his hold tighten around Jungkook's arms.

His nails dig in the soft flash of Jungkook's skin as the male now nose around his cheek going to his side at his red tinted ear and lick it sensually.

Taehyung gasped as he bite his plump lips when Jungkook bit the skin against his jaw lighly.

"You look so beautiful when you're all flustered, you know" Jungkook whispered, his voice suddenly deeper than usual doing things to Taehyung's poor heart.

He open his eyes and look at those dark black orbs watching him intently. He gulped when Jungkook lean forward, his eyes gazing at his pinkish lips, aiming for it.

Taehyung panicked.

"K-Kook! You don't kno－"

"Shhh" Jungkook placed his finger on his lips shushing the panick male. He reached for his hand and placed it on his left side of chest where his heart is located.

Taehyung look at him wide eyes when he feel those erratic heartbeats just like his own.

"You feel it? It always happens when I'm with you" Taehyung gulped as he blinked his tears.

"Do I still need to give you anymore proofs or should I dig in?" Jungkook smirked as he saw the brightness of Taehyung's cheeks bloom brighter than ever, similar to a tomato.

He chuckled. "You're so pretty Tae, I wish I realize it way before" and he dig in by attaching his lips onto the younger's pinkish plump lips, so softly and delicately that it sends Taehyung to another world.

Taehyung didn't stop the older as he stays put, letting the stream of tears left his eyes as he sobbed between the kiss.

Jungkook immediately pulled away as he saw the male looked at him with such a strong emotion in his doe teary eyes, that it took his breath away.

Jungkook panicked. "Tae"

Taehyung cried out as he cover his face with his hands and sobbed loudly.

Jungkook quickly sat up and pull Taehyung by his waist and sat him on his thighs as he cradle him in his arms.

"Hey hey, Tae. It's okay" Jungkook console the sobbing male who still is covering his face as it was now against Jungkook's chest.

Jungkook caressed his hair with one hand while he rub his back as Taehyung cried and cried.

"I'm sorry, Taehyung" Jungkook says in a small voice as Taehyung shake his head but didn't look up and cried his heart out.

"But what's wrong atleast tell me" Taehyung look up with angry eyes. "You can't just kiss me out of nowhere and then asked what's wrong!" Jungkook bite his lips to stop his laugh. Taehyung looked so adorable with his angry puppy eyes.

"But you still love me right?" Jungkook asked.

"Yes and you don't!" Jungkook sigh but smile sweetly.

"Who said I don't?" Jungkook says face now serious but his eyes were soft and warm.

"W-W-What?"

"I was dying to tell you this Tae but these past few months, I'm drowning in those warm eyes of yours. I feel lightheaded in your presense, so peaceful in your arms and so complete when I pressed my lips to yours. I never felt this much euphoric before Tae" Jungkook says smiling so softly at the shocked male infront of him.

"And before you say that I'm just saying this because I'm hurt, it's not like that okay because.." he paused as he caressed his red soft cheek softly. "You already healed me" Jungkook whispered attaching their foreheads together when Taehyung starts sobbing again.

"I fell for you Tae" Taehyung cover his mouth and rested his head on Jungkook's chest, not believing what he's hearing. "I fell for the way you take care of me, how you gets so worried for me, how you smile so beautiful at me." Jungkook kissed his hair as he wrapped his arms around his body.

"I fell for the way you kiss my forehead every night, I fell for the way you cook for me and made me eat it somehow. I fell for the way you never left me when I jerk you away" Jungkook wipe his own tears as he pull back from the hug, holding Tae's chin and made him look up at his face.

He smiled at the teary eyed male who look up at him with his bright red nose and cheeks, he lean down and peck his nose sweetly.

"I fell for the way you love me so selflessly, I fell for the way you gave me so much impotance in your life, I fell for the way you mend my broken heart..." Jungkook looked up to stare at those warm eyes of the younger as he smile at him.

"I fell for the way you c-cried for me every night" Taehyung closed his eyes tightly, his heart pounding wildly on his chest as hear all those words coming out of the older's mouth, feeling overwhelmed from all the emotion in his heart.

"No one ever did that for me. No one ever love me like the way you do, tell me how I not fell back for the person like you. I already was so stupid to waste my ten years of life finding the warmth which can give peace to my heart in someone else, when it already was with me all these years, loving me silently without any complaint." Jungkook says as he leaned up and kiss his forehead softly while tears roll down his cheek, the guilt eating him. He was so stupid.

"Why you never confess to me huh! Why you never scold me for hurting you all these years! Why you took all my ignornace without any complain! Why you never just slap me and tell me you love me! Why Taehyung why!" Jungkook cried. Taehyung open his eyes to look at those warm teary eyes.

"Why you never fight for me! Why are so selfless! Why you never thought about your happiness! Why you always think about me and only me! I never deserve this! I don't deserve you..." Jungkook sobs as Taehyung just look at him feeling his heart clench the way he cried infront of him.

"Because I love you－so much that you can't even imagine" Taehyung whispered softly as he reached for his face and wiped the tears with his palms. "Don't cry please, I can't see you cry. It hurts" Taehyung pleaded.

Jungkook cried more at that. How?! Just how can he love him so much and he was ignoring this love which is so pure.

Jungkook lean forward and pressed his face in the crook of Taehyung's neck as he nuzzle into the soft skin of the younger. "Please don't leave me ever, I have only you. I know I don't deserve you but I'm not selfless like you Tae, I'm so selfish that I want you to love me like no one ever, I want you in my life－not as a bestfriend but as a lover" Jungkook confessed tigtening his arms around his waist.

"I would never leave you. I told you I will be there even when you have kids w－" Taehyung says but stopped when Jungkook pulled away slightly.

"I want you to have it－with you" Taehyung gulped. "I love you Tae, be my forever?" Taehyung stare at him, his eyes were sincere just like his voice.

Taehyung smile and his eyes crinkle in sheer happiness as he nodded his head slowly causing Jungkook to breath out his anxious and neverness and lean forwards to attached his lips with the younger out of happiness.

Taehyung feels tingle like thing to go all over his body as the butterflies starts flying wildly in his stomach and his heart beated at the fast rate, all this making him tickle as he breath out a chuckle between the kiss.

Jungkook also smile in the kiss, those soft plush lips were so addicting that he never wants to pull away. He kissed him softly and so delicately while tenderly caressing his cheeks.

Everything was so beautiful around them suddenly, so peaceful and enchanting－like they were meant to be.

Like the missing pieces finally come to their places, like the two mates found their other half, like the love bloom in the right direction, in the right heart.

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Jungkook groaned as he open his eyes slowly at, adjusting it to the bright rays of sunlight.

He smile as he feel light in his heart and blindly thrash his hands here and there finding for the delicate body of his now lover.

He look to his side to find no one, the side was empty making him pout unconciously.

"Where's my baby?" He muttered and stood up going outside of the room and into the kitchen finding his lover making the breakfast.

He smiled and went to him, he wrapped his arms around his waist from the back and placed his chin on his shoulder. "There you are" and nuzzled into his neck affectionately.

Taehyung gasped as he felt warms around him and hearing the deep raspy voice of the elder directly in his ear.

"Good Morning, sweatheart"

Taehyung bites his lips and didn't said anything and continued making the breakfast.

Jungkook smile and look to his side. "You won't even talk to me now hm" he asked and trace his fingers to the side of his waist making the other squirm and bursted into giggles.

"Kook stop!" He finally voice out.

Jungkook giggle and turned him around pulling his chin up to face him, he lean forward and kiss his forehead sweetly, Taehyung close his eyes at the feeling.

Taehyung feels his eyes burning with salty water as he open them. Jungkook noticed and cupped his cheek caressing them tenderly.

"What's wrong hm...tell me" He says softly.

Taehyung lower lip wobbles as he sniffed. "Tell me－Tell me it's not an another dream...that I'm not just imagining it again. Tell me it's real this time...p-please..." his tears roll down as he asked him desperately.

Jungkook smiled sadly at his state and sigh, he bend down slightly and peck his lips, one time, two times, three times and many more times until Taehyung sobbed.

He gave a silent a answer to all his questions. "I love you" he says sweetly and kiss his cheek this time.

Taehyung wrapped his arms around his shoulder and pressed his face in the crook of his neck, crying.

"Come on it's our first morning as boyfriends and you're crying. Aren't you happy?" Jungkook asked teasingly as he stroked his silky hair.

"NO! It's not like that! I'm so happy" Taehyung says as he nuzzle his face in Jungkook's neck.

Jungkook smiled. "Then c'mon make breakfast and feed me, do your work because nothing is changing" Taehyung pull away and squinted his eyes at him playfully.

"I'm making the breakfast eat with your own hands. You're not a kid" he roll his eyes and turn away, contiuing making food as a sweet smile adorn his face now.

Jungkook chuckled and again wrapped his arms around his waist, back hugging him. "Yes I know Love but I want to feed from your hands. It gives more taste to the food" Taehyung elbowed his stomach making the elder hissed. "Ouch! What was that for?"

Taehyung look to his side and glare at him with blushing cheeks. "Don't call me that!" Jungkook smirked. "Why? Is it making you shy? Mhm Love"

Taehyung whined. "Stoppp Kook!!"

"But whyy" Jungkook chuckled.

"I'm just not used to it!" He pouted.

"Well it's your problem then, I'm calling my boyfriend whatever I want" Jungkook declared as he buried his face in Taehyung's neck and tighten his arms around his waist.

Taehyung look down at the hands on his stomach and smile shyly, oh how he used to dream of having this morning.

He craned his neck to the side as Jungkook nuzzle his face and pressed a kiss to his soft skin. He feels the fluttering feeling in the pit of his stomach and his cheeks felt warm from the blush.

Oh how much he love the attention.

As they ate breakfast and Jungkook was clinging to him they share the day with each other cuddling and talking about anything.

Months passed by it and the love bloom between them. Jungkook become so sweet and romantic that Taehyung becomes bashful sometimes at the attention he's getting from the elder.

He love the way he woke up wrapped in Jungkook's arms, he love their morning rountine which consist of lots of kisses and hugs and also whining for more kisses from Jungkook who never let him breath and kept him in his arms tightly.

Taehyung chest swell everytime Jungkook laid him on the bed and settle himself on top of him in between his legs and buried his face in Taehyung's neck and asked him to play with his hair because he love this position, it makes him peaceful he said.

Taehyung couldn't stop his wide smile for so long that his cheeks starts hurting but he just can't control it when he's getting all what he longed for. Jungkook will kiss his neck and collerbones sweetly every minute saying he can't stop himself and then nuzzle in his neck whining how can he smell so good every fucking time.

Taehyung laugh wholeheartedly at the childish behaviour but can't say he don't like it. Dang it! He love it so much.

Jungkook took him on many dates, mostly at night where no one can disturb them.

He remembers his first date where everything changed, it was the best day of his whole fucking life!

Jungkook took him to candle light dinner at the most beautiful place and spoiled him with his love.

And the most happy thing Jungkook did that day was posting their picture together on his social media with the caption that made him cry for hours in his arms.

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@Golden Jungkook

@Golden Jungkook -

Finally found myself a right person. I don't regret choosing you baby.
I love you so much 😘
My winter bear ❤
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It was small but meaningful, he introduce their relation to the world which made him so happy, he was on cloud nine.

Jungkook cradle him in his arms and whisper sweet nothings to him saying I love yous as he kissed him.

While kookies and Taehyung's fans went wild hearing the news of their ship sailing. The news went on different channels and so many articles were release.

That day so many trend last which were:

#Taekookisreal
#Myshipsailed
#Taekook
#Taekookislove
#Taekookhappened
#Taekookisbetter
#Taekookersarehappy

It was truely the best day of his life when Jungkook finally knows about the shipping his fans were doing when he was in a depression state.

They watched all the post about them, laughing at some dramatic fans and their post and edits sitting on the bed, Jungkook was leaning against the bed while Taehyung was curled in his arms holding the phone and scrolling through his internet while being wrapped up in his arms.

"I'm happy they accepted us" Taehyung hummed as he look up at him and smile.

Jungkook got the breath knocked out of his chest when he saw the beautiful smile of his baby.

"How can you be so pretty" Jungkook blurted out awestruck causing Taehyung's whole face to warm up and he went on tomato mode.

Jungkook chuckled when Taehyung whined and hide his face in his neck. Jungkook kiss his hair sweetly.

"My baby~"

"Jungkooooookk!"

"Ahahhahaha!"

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After that everything becomes good, Jungkook stop having nightmares and all the cravings for pain and harming himself since Taehyung is always there for him, he would just cuddle the life out of him feelings loved and wanted from the other he starts to heal and move on from his past.

Taehyung also starts going to his work and Jungkook starts to write songs when taehyung is on his shoot.

Weeks passed with their happy bubble when one day Taehyung was coming from his shoot, he saw something.

Infront of Jungkook's condo there stand a car, a car he knows all too well and the sickning feeling currupted his heart and body.

He gulped. "What is that bastard doing here?" He muttered under his breath, the frown never leaving his face and he with shaky legs went to the front door after parking his own car.

He saw the two person standing infront of the door. One yugyeom and the other Jungkook.

Yugyeom was talking with a frown on his face while Jungkook face was calm and void of any emotion.

Suddenly feeling the rush of anger in him when he saw the bastard who ruined his babybunny, he took big stripes towards the both figure and yelled out.

"What are you doing here?!"

Both males turn to look at the furious male who's eyes was burning with emotions, anger was dominating.

"Tae?" Taehyung look at Jungkook who frowned seeing him so angry.

Taehyung ignored him and went to stand infront of yugyeom. "I asked what the FUCK are you doing here?!" He says through gritted teeth.

Yugyeom scoffed. "What? Now I need to take your permission huh!" He says rudely. "Step aside and let me talk to Jungkook. Don't come between us" he says rolling his eyes.

Jungkook gulped seeing the murderous look on Taehyung's eyes, he decided to step in and explain the situation.

"Um Tae l－"

"You shut upp!!" Taehyung glared at Jungkook making him step back and pout.

Why the fuck he always shut me up! And Why the hell I always shut myself up for him!!

Seeing the deadly gaze of the younger made him shut up instantly.

Taehyung turn back to yugyeom and crossed his arms. "Leave you alone with him to do what? And let me tell you hun, you're coming between us not me and it will be better for you to get the fuck away from here because you're not the one who saw his almost dead body! You're not one who saw him struggling to live and breath! You're not the one who was there to see him crying his breath out, you're not the one who had to go through all of that because someone ruined him and broke his heart just because he wanted to fucking enjoy his life!!" He yelled glaring daggers at him.

"And now after so many struggles I manage to get him on his foot you came here to ruined it! Then let me tell you that fucking once and for all! That I won't let anymore gold digger or fake people come in his life and hurt him! You hear me? I WON'T LET ANYONE HURT MY BOYFRIEND EVER AGIAN! SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE! NO ONE NEED YOUR SORRY ASS HERE! YOU DID ENOUGH!" Taehyung burst out and push the shocked Jungkook inside the house and slammed the door on the stunned yugyeom's face.

Taehyung breath heavily and turn back to Jungkook who flinch at his stare and gulped. "B-Baby－"

"Shut up!"

Again?!
Jungkook pouted internally.

"And tell me what was he doing here! What was he trying to tell you huh! Don't believe on his lies! I know why the fuck he was here after all these months!" Taehyung anger bubbling in his mind but it was just because of the one thing he was bursting out all so much.

Fear...the thing he was scared of. The reason why he was not accepting Jungkook's purposal that night because he was scared someone will come and took Jungkook away from him.

In fear of this he didn't let yugyeom talk to him.

"He was just saying sorrys and－"

"I knew it! Jaebum broke up with him that's why he came here to get to you again!"

"G-Get you away from m-me" Taehyung voice cracked at the end as he sniffed.

Yes that's right! Recieving so many hates from the fans and all the negative reaction and his name on the news channels and radio's, Jaebum's bussiness was getting so many losses that he decided to end it. His business which he work so hard for many years, he can't let that close for a temporary relationship, so he broke up with yugyeom.

Jungkook saw his state and quickly come forward to him but Taehyung stop him and back away.

"Don't come near me...go away" He pouted with teary eyes and stomped towards the couch and sat there.

He was crying and don't know why the fuck he's so mad at Jungkook for even talking to yugyeom. He can't control his life like this! But he's too scared and frustrated when he saw them together.

It made him fear his doubts becoming reality. He don't want Jungkook to leave him now when he finally have him for himself only. He don't want to lose him.

Jungkook sighed and smile, cooing internally seeing the cute pout on the younger's face and the way he was wiping his tears with the back of his hand.

"Oof why so adorable baby" He chuckled and sat on his knees infront of his crying boyfriend who look away pouting more than before while sniffing.

"Oh no baby, don't do that to my poor heart. This is too much!" Jungkook says and dramatically placed his hand on his heart making a painful face.

Taehyung glared at him with his teary face and tried to stand up to go away but Jungkook quickly catch him when he was going to walk away by back hugging him tightly.

"Ouch ouch it's hurting! Baby don't hit me!"

"Then let go of me!"

"I would never. How can I live then hm" Jungkook say softly while nuzzling his face into his neck.

Taehyung stopped struggling in his hold and just stand there, wiping his tears harshly as he sniffed.

"Sure he came here for the exact same purpose but I don't need him now because I have you with me and I need no one else except you. You're the only one I need to love me forever" He says softly kissing his neck.

"I love you baby. No one is getting me away from you..." Jungkook says as he turned Taehyung around to face him and pull his chin up, leaning forward and kissing his forehead sweetly. "..I'm all yours"

Taehyung look up at him, seeing his sincere eyes and loving smile he wipe his tears and lean forward pressing his face in his neck and sneaking his arms around his middle.

Jungkook smiled and tighten his arms around him and pulling him flushed to his body.

"Promise?" Taehyung voice was muffled in his neck. Jungkook felt the tingling feeling and chuckled.

"I promise boo" and kiss his hair lovingly.

And finally Taehyung smile and nuzzle in his neck. "I love you too" He says cutely pulling back and kissing Jungkook's cheek who giggle and hug him tightly in his strong arms.
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"Kook! Ahahha! No ah Kook!" Taehyung squirmed around the bed as Jungkook tickle his side on top of him.

"So what were you saying huh!" Jungkook chuckled as he look at the crying male out of laughter.

It all happen when Jungkook can't find his phone and he asked Taehyung to call on his phone, he did found his phone placed on the bathroom sink for some reason but that wasn't the reason actually he saw the name Taehyung saved for him as his caller name.

My Babybunny🐰

He look at him in disbelief and asked to change the name but Taehyung refused saying it's a cute name and that's how they ended up here in this position because Taehyung teasing him with that name.

"Hahhahkook-ah!" Taehyung screeched.

Jungkook stopped his torture and lean down wiping the tear as he smile at him sweetly. Taehyung pouted cutely and glared at him.

Jungkook chuckled and kissed his pout sweetly. "Okay fine if you want to call me babybunny then I will give you a nickname too" Jungkook bargained.

"You can call me anything, I won't mind" Taehyung huffed.

Jungkook smirked.

"Okay my babywifey"

Taehyung's mouth hung ajar as he look up at him with widen eyes, btw Taehyung is still laying on the bed and Jungkook is hovering over him.

"Wifey?!"

"Yup!"

"But I'm not a girl!"

"So? Doesn't mean I can't call you my wifey"

"No You're not calling me with this name. I'm a boy"

"I don't see any point here. Girls call each other bros too even tho they aren't boys so why can't I call my boyfriend who's a total wife material, my babywifey?" Taehyung pouted as he frowned his perfect eyebrows.

"I'm not a wife material"

"Yes you are"

"I'm not!"

"You're!"

"Ko－"

Jungkook cut him off by attaching their lips together in a passionate kiss. And that's how they ended up in a long and hot makeout session.

"I love you" Jungkook confessed when they calm themselves as he look down at the flustered male, lips swollen red from his constant sucking, cheeks red and eyes hooded while hairs going everywhere.

He look like a mess, his mess.

Taehyung open his eyes and smile at him softly as he cupped his both cheeks. "Say it again" he requested.

Jungkook smiled. "I love you"

"Again, please"

"I love you"

"One more time"

"I love you"

Taehyung look at him with puppy eyes asking for once again.

Jungkook laughed as he leaned down and kiss his forehead. "I love you" Kissed his both eyes, "I love you" kissed his cute nose, "I love you" then his both cheeks, "I love you" and lastly pecked his lips softly.

"I love you so so much my babywifey" Taehyung smiled widely at him, not protesting anymore and wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck and pull him closer to his face.

"I love you so so much my babybunny" Jungkook bend down and kiss the side of his neck softly causing Taehyung to close his eyes at the ticklish feeling. Jungkook dragged his lips to his shoulder and placed a kiss there, going down he push the collar of his shirt and planted a long kiss on the dip of his collarbones.

Taehyung hummed and pushed his face aside giving more place to Jungkook to do whatever he wants to do with him. It feels so magical, so ticklish, so unbelievable.

Taehyung bite his lower lip and closed his eyes when Jungkook sensually dragged his nose on his neck sniffing and breathing in his oh so delicious natural scent.

He went up nibbling on his throat area as he placed a kiss, trailing his butterfly kisses up on his jaw to his cheeks landed at the corner of his lips.

Taehyung open his eyes and stare at those desire filled eyes looking at him intently. Taehyung smiled shyly as he played with Jungkook's collar shirt and slowly made eye contact with the loving pair of eyes which were filled with emotions.

Happiness, Contentment, Love and Desire.

Taehyung reached for the males hair and played with it as his shy eyes never left the other's desire and love filled one.

Jungkook smile lovingly down at him as he rub their noses together affectinately making Taehyung closed his eyes and smile sweetly.

"Koo"

Jungkook heart did a back flip at the endearing name. He hummed.

Taehyung still fiddling with his collar as he look to his side and says in a small but shy tone.

"Do it. I'm ready"

Jungkook laughed as he lean down and nuzzle his nose onto those soft bread looking cheeks. "Say it while looking into my eyes"

Taehyung wetted his lips and look up at him with his eyes shining with love and adoration and a hint of shyness. Jungkook love it, love it how Taehyung gets so shy when they get intimate, he love those beautiful shy smiles and those blushy cheeks.

He adored it.

Taehyung didn't said anything but wrapped his arms around his neck and nodded, pulling him down to attach their lips before Jungkook protest.

Jungkook chuckled at the action but didn't said anything, he know Taehyung is so shy to say it in words and he won't force him because he know what he wants just from those lovely and needy eyes.

He kissed him back lovingly and passionately and his hands roam around his body sensually earning beautiful responses from the younger when he touch the sensitive area.

The night was beautiful as rain poured outside giving the romantic vibes as they made love under the shining moonlight with cold wind and pleasurable moans and groans getting addicted to each other's taste as they ended the night naked under the sheets with tangling limbs.

Everything become so beautiful in their lifes as love blooms in the right direction.

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"Tae!"

"Baby Come here!"

Taehyung huffed and enter the room as he look at the male standing infront of the mirror holding his tie in hand.

Jungkook smile and gestures his tie. "Do your work my babywifey" Taehyung roll his and headed towards him grabbing a tie and placed it on his neck, squinted his eyes at him playfully when Jungkook pulled him closer by sneaking his hands on his waist.

The older just passed his bunny like smile which make Taehyung smile too.

"Done"

"Thank you" Jungkook kissed his cheek twice and tightening his arms around him.

"Come on let go, you had to reach the place for your first ever interview after the comeback"

Yes Jungkook released his comback album: Love Yourself last week and it get the immense success in short amount of time.

Everyone went wild after his teaser of a title song, Euphoria which he wrote for Taehyung and surprised him with it and Did I mention how Taehyung didn't stop crying when he heared it and is now addicted to it?

He didn't know when Jungkook was working for his songs he was secretly writing a song for him too.

Jungkook pouted as he snuggle in his neck and whined that he don't want to leave him.

Taehyung smile. "Stop being so clingy and go to your work. I need to get ready for my shoot too"

Jungkook instantly pulled away with scared face. "Am I being too much clingy? Sorry I annoyed you. I won't do it again"

Taehyung heart clenched seeing his worried and insecure eyes. Jungkook always become like this, he become so scared to do anything which upset him in fear of losing him. He always is so careful in everything even when Taehyung told him many times that he won't leave him.

But Jungkook after going through so much is not satisfied with himself so he do everything to make him comfortble with him.

Taehyung grabbed Jungkook's hands when he losen it around his waist and was going to back away.

"Koo, did I say that I'm annoyed?" Taehyung says softly as he again wrapped Jungkook's arms around his own waist, pulling him closer by sneaking his arms around his neck.

"I'm sorry If I am being too clingy" Taehyung sighed as caressed the back of his nape. "You will never annoy me by being a clingy boyfriend kook"

"Infact I love when you gets so touchy and whiny. Always wanting my attention hm. You don't know how it makes me feel so special" Taehyung booped his nose to Jungkook who scrunch it cutely and now finally smiles in relief.

"Really?" He asked with twinkle in his wide bambi eyes.

Taehyung smile lovingly and nodded cutely, now feeling how Jungkook's hold tighten around him as he peck his lips sweetly.

Taehyung giggle as he kiss his cheek softly. "My babybunny"

Jungkook chuckled and nuzzle his face in his neck smiling widely.
"My babywifey"

And he smashed his lips into his soft plump one in a passionate kiss.

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@K.Taehyung95

@K.Taehyung95 -

Congratulations! I'm so proud of you babybunny❤ You did great like always. can't be more grateful to be able to call you mine❤
Living my life to the fullest😙
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Jungkook reached the set on time and get inside, greeting everyone with a wide happy smile as some of them asked about his health and stuff and he assure them that he's better than ever.

He sat on his chair as the camera roll and it starts recording.

"Hello! It's your favourite anchor Jung hoseok from the segment Louder than Bombs. Hope you're all doing fine, who am I kidding ofcourse you'll might be wilding in your seat in excitement because today here with us is none other than our superstar idol Jeon Jungkook!" Jungkook smiled widely and wave at the camera laughing when the anchor cheered louder.

"Good to see you again"

"Me too. I almost forgot how it feels like to sit infront of the camera." Jungkook admit chuckling.

"How are you feeling after a long break of not handling any cameras around you"

"I missed it tbh"

"You missed it?"

"Yes like so much, I never thought I could come back again but here I am"

Just like that the interview went on with the anchor asking question about his health and his hardtimes and also about his relationship with Taehyung and Jungkook answered it all truthfully.

"Thank you for watching louder than bombs segment and We're excited to see the superstar idol jeon jungkook who's sitting with us tonight, with his boyfriend who's our famous model and gain many achievement through out his career Kim Taehyung!" And he says his goodbye and Jungkook left the set after bowing and thanking everyone for their hard work.

Jungkook get in his car and went straight to Taehyung's work building greeting everyone there and went in his makeup room.

Seeing Jungkook there every staff member left mumbling and giggling as they closed the door behind them.

Taehyung came up to him and Jungkook saw his puffy eyes and swollen lips. He wrapped his arms around him. "So I was right huh? You ditched your shoot and cried watching my interview" Taehyung hit his shoulder and pouted.

"Shut up!"

Okay Now I don't even mind.

"You know me so well" Taehyung added.

Jungkook giggled as he hugged him while Taehyung placed his chin on his shoulder and closed his eyes smiling when Jungkook nuzzle his face in his hair inhaling the strong smell of his conditioner which is closed to smell like strawberries and kissed it lovingly.

"I missed you"

Taehyung chuckled. "It's just been four hours"

"So what? It doesn't change the fact that I missed you badly"

Taehyung giggle hearing his pouty voice and craned his face and nuzzle into his neck affectionately.

"I love you so much, Jungkook"

"I love you more, Taehyung"

It was hard and seems impossible but fate always has his way to bring the one who are meant to be, it just wait for the right time when it comes it always at the unexpected situation.

Taehyung's Ten years of patience finally gives him the sweetest life he had ever imagine with the love of his life.

Jungkook may have become late to realize his true feelings but it worth it at the end when they can be with each other for rest of their life....

For forever.

Because atleast they have each other now, loving, living and laughing together, everything is perfect.

They find happiness at the end and it was worth the pain and hardtimes they went through.

Jungkook and Taehyung knows they were late but it's....

'Better Late Than Never'

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Additional moments❤

@Golden Jungkook

Golden Jungkook -
Late night dates are the best especially when he's with me ❤
My wifey😙

@K.Taehyung95

K.Taehyung95 -
Going on a date with my bunny ❤

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@Golden Jungkook

Golden Jungkook -
Finally bind him with me for forever, my soon to be REAL babywifey ❤
I love you with all my heart @K.Taehyung95 💜💜

@K.Taehyung95

K.Taehyung95 -
My Love ❤
Engaged to the love of my life, can't be more happy to have you baby.

~The End~

~bunnies~