Izumi: my writing has improved ever since i wrote the oneshot !! im proud of myself 🥰

but i dont know how to make the chapter longer !! not proud 🥰

[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

Recap:

It's already 10PM and I was already prepping for bed, but still no reply from Yuuji. 'Did I really make him that mad?'

I couldn't really do much right now and I'm already tired, so I decided to just send him a goodnight text

Me
goodnight yuuji ❤
Delivered

On with Chapter 5:

(Y/N)'S POV

DING

I woke up by the sound of my phone telling me I received a message at around 3 in the morning. Too bad I was a light sleeper.

'Who would message me at this timing?' I asked myself as I picked up my phone that was placed beside my pillow and unlocked it.

I was blinded for a moment from the bright screen which I did not adjust before going to sleep.

'Goddamit..'  I said to myself as I made the brightness to the lowest setting. When I finally got used to the brightness, I read the sender's name and noticed it was from the one and only, Terushima Yuuji.

I gasped as my eyes widened. 'He finally replied??' I thought before sitting up in my bed and opened his message. I had a big smile on my face because at least I knew he wasn't angry at me!

However, as quick as my smile came, it drooped into a frown.

My eyes widened when I saw a photo with a caption attached to it.

"I enjoyed tonight, let's do it again ;)" the message said and the photo was of him taking a selfie while kissing...(r/n).

He had his other arm wrapped around her waist while (r/n)'s hands were cupping his face. Both of them were very, very close to each other.

"What is this?!" I whisper-shouted as my grip on my phone tightened. I would have shouted and/or screamed, but my family was asleep and I didn't want to wake any of them up. Heck I wanted to throw my phone to the wall too.

I scrolled down to see if there were more messages, and low and behold there were.

He continued messaging me with "When should we do it again?", "Your place or my place?", "This can be our little thing~~" and so on.

One message really hurt me though, it said "(Y/n) doesn't need to know. She's too innocent for this."

Was I supposed to feel honoured? Flattered? Thankful? What did he expect me to feel? "Thank you for not forcing me into something I'm not ready for and instead seek another girl for release"??

I just stared at the photo and the messages. I gritted my teeth as I felt tears forming in the corners of my eyes.

It hurts, it hurts a lot. My chest, my heart, it hurts. But at the same time, my blood was boiling and anger filled me, but not as much as the sadness.

I tried hard not to sob loudly as tears streamed down my face because it was in the middle of the night.

Once I calmed down enough, I got out of bed and went to the kitchen to get a drink. I filled a glass with water before gulping it down.

I washed my face at the sink and just stared at it while thinking about the messages.

'Did I actually do something wrong?'

I washed the glass before drying it and placing it back.

'Did I offend him in some way?'

I walked towards my room.

'Was I annoying him?'

I entered my room and closed the door.

'Was I being too clingy?'

I got into bed.

'Did he get tired of me?'

I layed down.

'Was I not enough?'

Was my last thought before I cried myself to sleep.

[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]

Izumi: writing at night is going to be my new bad habit

its 1:36am rn and im hungry D:

sorry this chapter is slightly shorter than normal! i dont know what else to add in ://

Follow my instagram for anime shiz! : _.mizu.izu._

Thank you for reading, hope you enjoyed it, apologies for the mistakes and please do point them out. Please vote if you enjoyed it, it encourages me to publish more.※ will update when free/not lazy/bored/when I have ideas ※