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Someone clear his throat as the heavy cloud of beautiful memories gone and she came out of her imagination. Seeing hobi in front of herself. She quickly bows and attempted to wipe her tears without his notice. He gives small smiles. Not like every other time when she meets him. He prefers big sunshine smile but he was quite. Which is distracting her. She feels something wrong. Anyway they sits down as hobi lick his lip nervously and began to speak.
"Y/n i don't know how to say but it's really important for us" he stopped himself. He finds its way more difficult than he thought. Y/n surprised that he didn't used ms or any other thing to refer her which is quite good. She nods to tell him that he can say anything he wants. Taking that hint he start.

"Y/n we are....we are getting married and it's really really big decisions of our life. I....i don't want to start my new chapter of life without being honest so i want to tell you about my past. I....i was in relationship for three years and we love each other alot. We almost inseparable. But the thing couldn't workout and we have to give up. I...i just want to say that i love her alot....still do. i can't get over of her....... We are getting married and i have to give you all my attention and my heart which....i couldn't do. I'm sorry but i don't want you to have any expectations from me" he says as he was looking down no his lap findling with his fingers. It was the first time he ever got his feelings out in front of someone. He never thought that a time would came that way. He just that she could understand him. However y/n having difficult time. She feels exact how hobi is feeling. Ripped apart from love is so hard and its so hurtful. She knows how he was feeling. Getting ready how to answer hobi she say.

"It's totally fine hoseok. I know how it feels without being able to the one you want to spend your life. It feels like body without soul. I know just think about that giving lot to pain. I'm fine if we you don't want to have any relation. And I'm thankful that you open up as for me i also want to say I'm also in that same boat and i still have so much feelings for him. I would really appreciate if we would remain friends. I also don't want any relation." She says as hobi look at her with widen eyes. He never imagined someone would have feels the same how exact his heart cries. She says exactly how he feels.

"I don't have any problems with that. And I'm happy you also shared your feelings. If you want we can also divorced." He says looking at the girl who is quietly looking down at her coffee. She has so much in her brain that she keeps zoning out. He sighs feeling nothing but guilt. Soon they will get married and he can't even fulfill his duty as a husband. And before being husband he didn't even good as a friend. Where else y/n can't able to think anything. Her brain fogged. Jimin just couldn't get away from her mind.

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Next day

Y/n POV
The day has come which i don't want to even came. Feeling like pressed under a ton of weight. Here I'm sitting in front of a mirror as five girls are around me. Through out the night my mind was just so so fed up that i couldn't even make when the first ray of sunlight hit my face. Just like that morning came without sleep. I can definitely see dark circles and my dull face which my foundation is covering perfectly. Somehow my eyes are fixed on the dress which is hanging behind. Feeling like ripping apart my limb when i remember how much jimin love that dress. I will wear the dress but not for our wedding. The sparkles of the dress which shines in my eyes are feels so irritating to me. The soft fabric never feels so allergic to me. The stone work seems like glass piece to me which is cutting my skin. I never feel so bad.

They go out as it was my time to get ready. Gazing down to my promise ring. I let out few sobs.

How will i even survive without him.

I wiped away. As i stand up with my shaking legs. With slow steps i take the dress in my hand and a familiar yet painful feeling strike my heart. I don't want this but i can't do anything. With misty eyes i wear it.

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Y/n state was like a lifeless doll. No choice , no emotions. All the pain all the suffering left her face. Her emotionless face showing no sadness. Nothing. Her gaze was fixed on some corner. Debating in her inner self. A war like state is going in her little heart. Not a single word came out of her lips since yesterday. She didn't say anything to anyone. She realized there is no any back off now. There is no any chance that she can back away.

Sitting down in front of mirror. She didn't look lower than any royal fairy. Jimin surely have a good taste in fashion as she looks exceptional in that dress. The day is really important for her life. But her face doesn't show any excitement or nervous. She is just like a statue that didn't have any connection with outer world. Feeling numbness in her whole body but a great pressure in her chest. She feels that her chest will burst out of the amount of pain she is feeling still there is no single frown on her face.

Her head is kill so she took her painkiller out. With her shivering fingers tips she grabs one capsule and about to take in her mouth when she stops. Gazing down the bottle in her hand her soulless eyes staring at the bottle full of painkillers.

This is the only way.

Her body shivers as cold sweat is forming on her head. Her hand shivers as she empty the whole bottle of painkillers in her small palm falling few on the floor. Her eyes swell with tears as her mind reminds her the sweetest moments with him. Her shivering lips turn upward as his giggling face suddenly face in front of her eyes. She slowly moves her arm up as she closes her eyes. She brought her plam up to her mouth and slowly opens.

She tilted her plam a little but the capsules goes fly away form her as her whole body trembling. Tears flowing down her rosy cheeks as she looks at red capsules every where.

No no i...i can't do it. I'm strong. I can't.

She doesn't know when her heart becomes so weak that she thinks something like this. Its the second time she try to suicide. The memories of her first attempt running into her mind as she close her ears. Begging them to stop.

Sorry I'm sorry mom. I will never do it. I'm sorry.

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Jimin POV

I fixed my bow tie as i glanced over my reflection on the mirror. Everyone thinks that mirror reflects the same thing but no it can't. It can never reflect how broken I'm feeling. Going in the wedding of your love is the fucking hardest thing in the world. It's like my world is collapsing in front of my eyes and i can't do anything. I heard a knock.

"Jimin do you really wanna go" i sighed as i look at tae peeking form the door. Seeing me going on y/n wedding. He is pretty much worried. I look at him weakly smiled before approaching him. I grabbed his shoulders as i looked in his eyes.

"I want to be there when she comes down in wedding dress. I want her to see me when she takes her vows. I wanted to be there when she goes with him." I laugh,shooking my head as i look at him. He is Sympathetic face makes me feel like the weakest person.

"You are just giving yourself more pain"he says, his eyes showing the pain he was feeling.

"Tae.... tae.... tae...my heart goes numb because of so so much pain. He is suffering. That i didn't feel anything. You can try. Should i got gun to try. Just wait" i quickly made my way towards my closet when he jolt towards me and grab me don't let me move.

"Are you insane. What the hell are you saying" his worriesome voice come as shouting as he scold me. I laugh.

"Chill boy I'm not going anywhere" i laugh hard with my broken heart before turning to go out.
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We reached there as my hand trembling to open the door. My heart pick up the spead. My heart couldn't even believe that she is really getting married to someone. The one that i loved with all my heart. the girl that which is whole life for me going away. My eyes swell up with water before i wipe them. Plaster a bright smile for press i open the door. Immediately all the press run over us as we go in.
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Y/n POV
"Y/n?"i looked up form form my situation as i was setting on the floor with empty bottle in my hand and whole capsules spreading on the floor. My eyes were blurry as i blinked when my vision got cleared. I look at mia who is standing on door frame. Yes mia. I don't know when but father invited her to the wedding. Her eyes widen as she looks at my state. My body is limped on the floor lifelessly. She quickly run over me as she bend down.

"Y/n what happened what is all this? And why are you like this....i didn't know what is happening?" She  said shaking me as i was gazing in her teary eyes. As much as i was guilty towards her i don't have enough energy to say sorry for my wrong think for her.

"Nothing" i faintly whisper as i tried to stand up. She help me. Fixing my dress she looks deeply in my eyes finding just a black hole. She sighs.

"It time to go" she mumbled as my sweaty plam rubs again my dress. Inches away i look at father and jin oppa approaching towards me. Father have that ego satisfaction smirk while my oppa hanging his head low in guilt. They move towards me as mia left the room.

"Ahh....finally this arrogant girl is going. And my money is coming. Let's go" he shameless says as he moves towards me but i move back. I don't know why but i didn't say anything just moving back.
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Author POV

His father is raging with anger as his investors are waiting out side but y/n didn't flicker her lashes. Not any words. No tears just like a silicon doll gazing down. Seokjin heart sunk looking at his little sister slowly turning lifeless. Her eyes even doesn't blink when the old man gets ready to give her a hard slap. But his reflex was quick he quickly defended his little sister. Who's eyes linked to ground.

"I will get her" he whispered, as he gaze upon her stiff body. The old man sighed and utter a curse word but eventually leave them. Jin turns as he embrace her before planting a small peck on his forehead.

"Let's go pumpkin" he whispered, and placed his hand on her back. But she didn't move. She was slowly becoming just like a show statue.

"Jimin" her soft mumble cry escape form her dry mouth as she looks at her ring. Jin heart officially broke million times. He gets her out of the room to the aisle where her so called father harshly grab her hand. Jin forwn but there is no sign of pain on her face.

"Let's go my dear" he grinned his teeth as they move forward.

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Jimin heart clenched when he hears music began that means she is coming. His love going away from him. Giving hard time to breath. With lots of efforts he moved his head back. When his breath hitch. An aching pain travel all over his body. When he see her in that dress. Unacceptable with this one. Unstoppable tears coming form his eyes. He never imagined that she would choose this dress for her wedding. Which he want her to wear in there wedding. Harshly wiping his tears. He built a thick hated wall between them. He thinks that she want to give him pain that why she wear it. Cold stone expression takes over his swollen face as his eyes digging hole on the girl face. But he doesn't get any piece or hint of happiness in her eyes. Almost like her face is just a mask with no emotions. Her hazelnut eyes seems dark and dead. Almost like a dead body. She doesn't even look at her to be husband just gazing front. Unconscious he breathe whisper her name and maybe that the only broken stings in there hearts that connect them as she moved her head towards him just like a robot. He gasps when he see the how beautiful she is looking. She looks 1000 times more captive then he thinks in his dreams wedding. Her exhausted eyes linked with his desperate one and she blinks. Not able to think if he is real or it's his goddamn mind project him. But he seems to be real.

Her dead heart quicker beats then normal. She takes a deep breath before moving her face on the ground. Jimin disappointed. His heart hurts when she looks away. He thinks why she want to see his when she has her groom in front and with that he moved towards the front row and sits down just next to tae and sooha. He hears a sniff sound with some sweet words. Snapping his head he looks at sooha in between both boys who is curled up in human ball and crying so much. He pity on her as tae sighs.

"I try to console her so much but she doesn't even listen to me" he sighs as he rubs the back of the girl who is now hiding in his chest. Slowly pating is back. He quietly confessed her multiple times. No one knows but the day on her birthday he confessed to her which she replied with hot make out sessions. They were on the bar when she got little tipsy and throw herself at a guy saying no one wants her to be girlfriend. The guy smirked but soon his eyes got back and he got a kick in his baby maker. When he try to get in her pants. Fuming tae suddenly bolts towards shivering sooha and with a strong grip he kissed passionately her taken a back sooha stiff on place. When he chuckled and bite her ears saying how much he loves her and then what. In that bar they have a hot heated night.

"I...i thought she will cancel her marriage when i didn't talk to her"she cried, but the boys look at each other and just sighs. Tae kissed her forehead and hug her tightly. He only tells his dearest soulmate about his relationship which jimin cherish them.

Where else yoongi gulp down his third drink looking left to right. His two best friend stuck in tragic fate. And he can't do anything. He looks at the girl who turns in stone and the boys who is sitting hanging his head so low that no one sees his hurtful tears. Melody breath hitch every time when her gaze travel between her dearest friend and her to be groom. Her friend who is just god knows why the hell she is doing all this. She glanced all her friends there friendship broke. She wipes her eyes seeing the  boy last time that she loves deeply before running away from there.

Namjoon standing with y/n father just sighed as he glanced upon the ex couples clearly seeing the cries pains and sufferings. Gulping his drink. He can't do anything but seeing his friend pulling apart without Mercy. He knows that after these there all life changes. They can't be like this after this. All the hearts are broken seeing two loving heart tearing apart.

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Guys another chapter as the end is so near. There is 3 wedding parts and 3 epilogue parts. So enjoy your self and do tell me. You like it.