Y/n pov

Morning is not the morning usually. I see a dream not the usual one but i see Jimin with me. We are sitting and laughing everything seems good until i see two figures of girls came and take Jimin with them. I was standing there alone crying.
But what is that dream.
I get up and do my morning routine. I came out of my room just then i feel dizziness. I grabbed the nearest thing to maintain my balance.

What the hell. Aish i think my blood pressure dropped. I haven't eat anything from yesterday morning.

I sighed, after i feel that i can balance myself. I moved out but then my gaze fell on Jimin room.

I was so harsh on him yesterday. Its not even his fault. What is happening.

I knocked the door but no response.

He must be sleeping.

I knocked again  and  again and again. But still no answer. Is he fine. That thought crossed my mind. Just then my phone ringing. I picked it up its sooha.
"Hey y/n where are you? Everyone is in lobby come fast. I'm hungry" she said and Whines.

"Oh I'm coming. Just i don't know why but jimin is not answering. I was knocking so long"

"Jimin he is here y/n. With us come down quickly" she cut the call. I feel disappointed. He go without me. Before he asked me to eat with him. Now after his ex and his friend. It looks like I never exist in his life. I feel a wave of headaches. Shrugging all the thoughts. I went downstairs.

I look in lobby. Jimin is sitting with mia and ji-ah. More look like ji-ah is clingy on them. I look around and kookie is the first one to notice me. He run to me and hugs me. Gods knows how much i struggle to balance myself.
"Morning noona. Where were you last night. I didn't even get to see you. And I'm hungry. You are late" he broke the hug but his arms are around my neck. He pout cutely.

Aish muscles pig.

"Morning kookie. I just want some fresh air. I really didn't realize its too late. Let's go I'm hungry too." I say and caressing his hairs. Its only three days. I met him. But its feels like he is my small little brother. Jin oppa is always took care me like a kid. But i always want a small brother. Who i can take care of. He is small kid soul in muscle body.  I heard some sighs and some cheering. But jimin til now didn't even look at me.

He has some great companies. Why he even care about me......aish what I'm thinking..oh god bring yourself together.

Everyone stands up to go except jimin and his two friends. (Note sarcasm)
"Jimin, let's go and have breakfast" i say with a smile. But it doesn't work as he didn't even look at me.

"I already eat with mia. Y/n....and ji-ah also" he say as mia showing him something in her laptop.

Can't he even join me there.

I nod like stupid as he see me but no. Sighs i moved forward.
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We are sitting her five of us. Sooha is sits beside me. They all are enjoying eating. But my mind is not in the place.

Why? Why? Why??? Why he is acting so strange? Why I'm feeling emptiness in my heart.....why my heart is crying? Back then in Korea everything is good. We talk normal. He is lame joke which is not that funny but his laugh makes me smile. His meals with me in which he is so careful about my health. His driving with me as he doesn't want me to go by myself. He came at almost midnight when he found out I'm alone somewhere. His caring nature always makes my heart feel full of happiness. When he light up my mood only with his eyes smile....when his just one gaze stop my beating heart.......everything is fine. But what happened now. It just one day he met his friends. And he forget about me. I know our friendship is no that long but we know each other for six months.....shit shit I'm feeling insecure. But why????

"Yyyyyy/nnnnn??"

"Yes" i got scared. As i placed my hand on my heart. Four of my friend look at me in shocked. I swear i got heart attack.
"We are calling you so many times. Where you zoned out" sooha asked.

"No where" i said and look down.

"Yah tell me. Something is bothering you right" she asked , should i tell her. No not this time. She will make fun and her conversation is another level. Or if she blander out in front of jimin no.
"Nothing is wrong with me ok" i assured her. She gave me a look but start eating. I look down.
"Noona?" Kookie call softly. I smile and look at him.
"Noona are you okay. You haven't touched your food. You say you are hungry" he say as his face shows worried expressions. I look down yep i haven't had a bit yet. But i didn't have any hungry now. Its like I'm dying slowly.

"I'm not feeling like eating now kookie. I eat when I'm hungry promise" i say, he shows his bunny teeths and start eating.
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We go inside the meeting room. Where mia and jimin both are present. Jimin look at me and he just looks back.

Is he ignoring me.

We sit down. I was with Taehyung and yoongi. Taehyung give me a tab say i saw the blue print. And  the paper. When suddenly my eyes feel like blackout. I closed my eyes. After sometimes it's clear. I just shrugged.

Y/n where is old y/n workaholic and stubborn...come on you can do it.

Jimin stand up as he explain everything on projector. He smile when he is explaining. I feel much better. But he didn't even talk to me once. After the meeting its decided that final runaway is gonna be after two weeks.

Finally just two weeks and I'm going back. Away from here.....and them

I walked through the garden. And mia still discussing 'something important' with jimin and Taehyung. Sooha goes for shopping. And yoongi i don't know where he is..ahh but I'm missing kookie he goes to have some fun. I put my favorite exo songs playlist. And humming together. Weather is also good. Its around 7:00 pm. Sprinkles like raining. Not enough to damp me. But it provides some cold to my burning heart. And the fading smell of flowers is just incredibly smoothing. 
I take sit on bench. And looking at some kids playing.

If i think twice. I never enjoyed my childhood. Being with dad means i become mature in a very young age. Child of my age is playing where I'm just studying. I study so hard two classes together isn't so hard for a little girl. But all things changed when i refused dad company. I was just 19 and he wants me to become ceo. When i refuse. He broke all ties. He send mom and oppa overseas. To broke me.

  But i bring myself together. I was alone all the time. He never gave me what i wanted. He wants me to suffer and die everyday. Then i get to know about my late mum documents. She left money for me that my dad even can't take. With the help of that i build kim Enterprise. But because of dad powers. I just got lose and i almost bankrupt. I worked so hard. Even spent two days without sleep after that i can build this company. I didn't even feel weak and insecure that time. But now this  feeling worst. Like i can't live.

I sighs and look at the watch 7:45 aish not again. I quickly stand up and take steps. But a sudden wave of headache make me shut my eyes. I grabbed my head. Just then i feel dizziness i try to grabbed something but its too late. I was going to fall. All my things are shattered here and there. I closed my eyes to bear the pain but it never feels. I just felt two strong arms around my waist who stop me from falling. When the dizziness went down. I slowly opened my eyes. First the face is blurred but then it clears. He smiles.
"Hey do you wanna die shitty" yoongi said as he show his gummy teeths. He slowly makes gets me back to my feets and picks my things.

"Ahh suga. Thank you" he nods small. And help me to walk to the bench. We sit down. He palace his hands on my head and bringing it to his shoulder. He strokes my hair softly.

"What happened dumbo. You can tell me" his clam voice. And his stroking my hairs. Just like broke the wall of my emotions. Uncountable tears are streaming down my eyes. I couldn't control myself. My bestfriend comfort always make me easy. He noticed me crying. He quickly wipe my tears.
"Hey plum what happened. Why are you crying? Are you hurt. Let me see" he say worried as he see my hands and head. I shook my head and hugs him. He after a little later hug me tightly.
"S-suga you d-didn't call m-me plum so long. W-why now??"

"Because my toughest y/n is now so soft like a plum. That's happens when my plum is so sad and disappointed. Now tell me what happened. Anyone say something. Your dad?? I swear one day that old ass is gonna die form my hands"  he said the last part in stern voice.and tighten his grip on me. I laugh a bit.

"No h-he didn't say a-anything. It just...i ....i m-miss mumma so much."  I say, i also have my step mom which is not less then my real mumma but it just that i never saw mumma. What it feels like when she love me.what her reaction when i tell her about my condition.

"Awwww my plum is missing mumma. Wait i call her" he broke the hug and like kids. He call an imaginary number on his imaginary phone. He place his hand on his ears.

"Hello Mrs kim.....yes I'm yoongi. How are you......oh that's great.you are fine there...yeah me too.y/n is missing you..........yeah.....yeah i tell her that you say you miss her too. And love her so much and you are blessing her from up there....yeah.....and you are with her in her every decision and everything will be alright....yah Mrs kim now I'm gonna go....love you too bye." He cut the imaginary call.
"Look y/n, she says she is fine. And she love you too. Now cheer up for her"

"Thank you suga. You are so sweet"

"Because I'm suga. Now tell me what happened to you. You almost about to fall" he sound seriously. I  Look down. And he lift my head up. He frowned.
"Suga. I haven't eat anything since yesterday morning. So i think i feels dizzy"  i says in little voice. He shocked but his anger actives.

"Yah mad woman. Have you gone crazy. Do you wanna die. You remember you got in hospital because you didn't eat and your blood pressure drops. You know your pulse are almost gone. We almost lost you. Can't you take care of yourself. You could die dumb."  He yelled as he flicked my forehead.

"Ahh..ok ok sorry i'll eat promise."

"Really" i nod my head many times. He scoffed before hug me one more time.

"Suga don't tell anyone about me. They might be worried. Specially Jimin please he is working there" he nods.
"I will, but you call me as soon you eat"

"Ok but on one promise. Call me plum form now on"

"Ok punk" he say i hit his chest. He just laughed.
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He help me to get to the hotel. He say he want me to drop my room. But i refuse. I walked through the hallway and when i about to go in my room. I look at my left to jimin's room.

I didn't even have a proper conversation with him today.

I was about to knock but then i stopped and take my hand back. I feel i never ever have enough courage to knock on his door. His is making me weak. And i hate it the most. I sighed and go in my room. Sitting on my bed i was thinking that what wrong with me. I'm confident y/n. Now I'm confused. I remember that i promise yoongi to eat.

Aish i don't even have energy to eat....i don't want to eat.

I stand up and go in bathroom. After freshen up. I came in bedroom and drying my hairs. Just when i was about to go i feel dizzy but different its so much worse than ever like black out. my mind is feeling heavy. I stumbled and fall in my bed. Trying hard to get up but i can't. I just lay down there.

I think I'm gonna die....come on god just what the fuck is happening..

I feel my heartbeat getting slower.

Aish suga is right...my blood pressure is dropping...I'm drowning...i have to call him.

I try hard to get up. Everytime i get up i feel my room is a merry-go-round. Its spinning.

I......can't.

Just then i heard a knock. I don't have enough energy. I can't even get up.
Then i heard another knock.
"Y/n" i heard a worried voice of jimin. I swear i was about to cry. I haven't heard him for a day.
"Y/n are you here. Are you okay" he desperately call me. With all my energy i call him.

"J-ji-jimin......h-help.....m-me" i barely whisper. I think he can't hear. But he heard it. His voice panicked.as he began to knock fast on door.
"Y-y/n y/n what happened. Open the door..y/n" he called.

If i can i opened it long way dumb. Author thinks.

I use all my strength to stand up. I stand up but my head is spinning. With slow baby step and with the help of the wall. I finally make it up to the door. My shaking hands opened the door. Just when the door sounds clicked. Desperately Jimin walk in. He looks so worried. His eyes widen as he look my state.
"Y/n are you okay" he came forward and hold me. His hand is on my back to support while his other warm hand is caressing my cold cheek softly.

"I'm fine" i said as i was about to fall but i was in his arms. He hold me tightly. I fall back on his chest. I rest my head there.
"Are you going crazy. How can you say you are okay? You are not fine okay.let go to hospital. Now" he is going to lift me up. But i refuse.

"I'm f-fine i just n-need my medicine. I h-haven't take it in a w-while"

"Where is your medicine. I'll gave it to you" he lift me up gently and make me sit on bed as he put a pillow under my back to make me in position. I pointed on my bag. He take it and water. He sit in front of me. To put medicine in my mouth. But i shook my head
"I can't t-take it f-first i have to e-eat something" i slowly whisper. He nods and looks around. He gently placed the water down. He cupped my cheeks.
"I'm just coming" i slowly nods. He quickly went back. He looks worried. May it because of my condition but at least i see him. But how he suddenly come in my room. How he knows I'm not feeling well. He come back with some instant snacks.
"Thank god i have some snacks in my room." He sit down and i sit straight to eat. He shook his head. And bring a bit to my mouth.
"Y/n say aaaaaa" i say as he told and he place it in my mouth. He fed me. And he gave me medicine. He was sitting beside me stroking my hand softly.
"Y/n you should take care of yourself. Why are you so careless. You know how worried I'm when yoongi Hyung told me about you" he say. I frown my eyes.
"What yoongi told you"

"Hmmm...but that's not Important. He says you haven't eat since yesterday. Are you mad y/n? Can't you take care of yourself.Why you are so careless"  now he seems pissed. He removed his hands and looking at me. With furious eyes. His eyes darting hole in me. I look down.

Aish why I'm scared it's his fault.

"I didn't feel like eating so i don't eat. But i don't know that this would happen." I'm looking down. He hummed before he came closer and closer to me. I back away. My heart who is barely beating before is now on a fast speed.

God what is that magic.

(A/n: so guys I'm that dumb that i didn't put🔞🔞🔞 this sign on my ff.  Sorry for my mistake so from now own i put this)

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I lean until my head touches the headboard. He came closer and closer. He sits just beside my thighs. Still two inches away from me. My breath fasten as his hot breath is falling on my face. I gulp down.i was looking down all the time. He came just closer and i stop breathing. I palace my hands on his chest to push his away. But he grabbed my hand and pinned them on above my head on headboard. His both hands on my hands. I move my head on left. To maintain the distance. I swear I'm gonna lose my mind."j-ji-jimin"
"shhh" he whisper.
He came closer until his lips barely touched my neck just under my ear. My boby reacts as i shiver under his touch. He is giving me different feelings. Sparks in my whole body when he travels his lips along my neck to my collarbone. "J-jimin what are you doing?" I say as he fully place his lips on my collarbone. I strange sound escape for my mouth. I quickly pressed my lips. To shut my mouth. I feels his smirk on my skin. He take kiss along just below my collorbone as i struggled not to make any sound. He again pressed his lips on me but deep pressing on my skin. And then another just below and another. Rather feeling disgusting. I was feeling another weird thing like I'm enjoying it. But i have to stop it.
"J-jimin p-please stop"

"You want me to stop" he whispered on my skin. I nods slowly. And my eyes are still close. Then he came up to my collarbone to my neck just below my ear. "Then promise me you have to take care of yourself and eat properly....hmm" he whispered. Still his face close to mine but he deattached his lips.
"I...i..i p-promised" i say as he back away. I still keep my eyes closed i didn't dare to look at him.
"Good girl...Good night...my lady" he whispered. He let go my hand and then i heard footsteps faded. He is gone. I slowly open my eyes  to see is he really gone. Once i satisfied. I fall on my bed. Aish what is he doing with me i touch my neck and then my collorbone. I can still feels his lips on me. Unintentionally i was smiling. After a long day he talked to me. But that's something beyond my expectations. But why i like it.
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Jimin POV
I came in my room ruffling my hair. Aish what happened why i can't control myself. Whenever i see her face. When i see her scared. I want to embrace her in my arms and showers all the love in this world. She looks so innocent when she question like 'huh , what??' I laughed remembering the last time when i fed her. She so lost that. When i asked her more she utter you. She is so  fucking cute. I'm sure she is so embarrassed right now. Ahh i want to hug her tightly. I know she feels for me. All i can see is love in her eyes. But she do not admit it i know. So i wait til she can't tolerate anymore. This is my plan. Til then. I love you and only you my lady. Thank God yoongi hyung tell me everything. I go on time. Gods knows what happened.

(A/n : and me also😉. You know what guys i change the whole fucking plot. The initial plan is y/n is so weak that she ended up in hospital. Jimin is blaming himself on this. And when she get up he confess to her. But then story ended..........no fun right. I don't like it so let's have some fun)
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So guys this is second update. Yyyyeeessssss!!!! And vote and comments also. Good bye see you in next chapter. Stay safe. Love you all.😘😘😘😘