painting
Author POV
Next day y/n get up with a smile and a knock on the door. She quick enough to get up and check phone before open the door. Its 7:15 in the morning.
Who could be in early morning.
She yawned and opened the door. She is greeted with one and only beautiful eyes smile and shining pearl like smile.
"Good morning" he greeted her. As he see. Her eyes are half open and her cheek are puffy with rossy glows. He only knows how much he loves the view. If he listens to his heart. Y/n will be already in his tight embrace and he would probably showering her alot of kisses and pure love.
"Good morning" y/n morning voice sounds good in his ears. When she fully in her mind. She recall yesterday incident which make her shy as she want to buried herself. She looks down. And jimin can see her blushing. He chuckled as he knows what she thinks. To avoid the awkwardness he says."how are you feeling today" he asked, she nods slowly.
Aww she is blushing. He thought. As he want to tease her. He put two fingers under her chin and make her to face him."Y/n we planned to go out and have some fun together. Get ready fast okay" he just ordered her and as an obedient kid she nod and go in.
She didn't even refuse me.
With happily heart y/n freshen up and want to wear some special dress. So she wear asymmetrical sky blue color dress with small dark blue lily like flowers. With a pair of chunky heels nude color. She open the door and jimin is leaning on wall playing some game when he see her. His heart almost stop beautiful.
I swear to god. I never saw such a beauty.
He smiles and walks to her. With small steps she came forward. Nervously shell tuck her hair behind her ears. He chuckled before caressing her cheeks. He lean forward upto her ear. And y/n who was in froze state she didn't move. "So so beautiful.....my lady" he whispered in her ears before he removed the hair that behind her ear which fall on her face. He style some stands with his hand. When he is satisfied with the look. He grabbed her hand and take her to the elevator.
Y/n is smiling and blushing all the time. She is enjoying his presence around her. When they stepped out of elevator in lobby as they walked in jimin still has frim grip on her wrist which only increases the happiness of her heart. The smile on her face is immediately dropped as she see mia in front. All her friends are there but her gaze only fell on Jimin and then mia. Jimin leave her hand and stand beside Taehyung. She already feeling absence of warmth of his hand.
Suddenly a huge weight is landed on her body snapping out from her thoughts. She looks at an oversized bunny is hugging her tightly. She smiles as she also ruffles his hairs.
"Morning noona you know we all are going out to have some fun together" he says as he shows bunny teeths. And back away. Jimin is boiling with anger. His eyes shows a range of fire and furiously gaze that can cut anything apart. If there is someone else on jungkook place his head already ripped off his shoulders. But he is his younger brother he can't do anything but of course he also can't see him clingy on her love. So he came forward and snatched away y/n from his grip. Younger only pout."kookie i already tell her. Let's go before we get to late" they all nods as eight of them going out. Surprisingly Taehyung and sooha already sit in a car which is just go in a while so remaining members don't have a chance to sit with them. Jungkook and yoongi is in another car with ji-ah as they both drag her away from them and the remaining one will have to sit together which is Jimin ,y/n and mia. Throughout the way Jimin and mia is laughing and giggling on stupid things which could't help y/n but to increase a sense of insecurities.
He seems so happy with her she thinks.
After half an hour they reach French Musee Du Louvre or museum of louvre. Y/n come out and firstly amused by the view.
She is so into the view that she didn't even notice Jimin is looking at her all the time with smile plaster on his face. Seeing her so fascinating to the museum and how her eyes sparkle like a child only increasing his heartbeats. Where else mia she couldn't help and but looking at the man who's attention is on only one woman she sighed and shifted his gaze upon her first love which is obviously food. She brought so many snacks that stuff some in her handbag. Although she is a ceo but her childish acts were not stopping. Stuffing chips in her mouth she chewed and mumbled something which both y/n and jimin can't understand.
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Y/n POV
I was looking at the triangular pyramid shape glass building in Front of me when I heard a muffled feminine voice. I turn and there mia is standing try to say something but the chips which in her mouth couldn't help her to say. I laughed at her childish acts. She is much like another version of sooha. When she finished there is some piece of chips which is no her lips. I was about to tell her. When i see Jimin laughs and extends his hands to wipe her lips. I feel that a heavy stone is put on my heart. Gulping down a lump of sadness. I look around to see more.
"This is French Musee Du Louvre or museum of louvre. Its a museum of art gallery. This is so famous here. I bet both of you will like it so much" i heard mia tell us about the building. I take some steps forward. This place is so beautiful. I look behind at Jimin he is enjoying and giggling with her. I sighed and moved further to see the gallery. Seeing so much beautiful things but my mind is only stuck in person. I'm suffering i can feel that I'm in pain. A very painful feeling which i couldn't even breathe properly. A lump in my throat that I'm trying to gulping down. I didn't even realize that i came so far from there. I can't find them. Its so crowded her. I sighs and sit on a bench which is near a painting.
Maybe this happened for a good reason. Maybe i have to go.
I try so hard not to cry but tears spill out. Wiping harshly. I look up a painting which is in front of me. The painting is beautiful but somehow i can see something which caught my attention. There is a little girl sitting under a tree. Everything seems perfect until we see that everything is colorful except the girl is black and white. If anyone else see the painting they think maybe painter forgot to paint her or its something else. But i can see something else. I can sence of sadness in a picture.
"Excuse me. Miss" i turned around and a old man is standing there. He smiles at me.
"You knows Korean" i asked as he nods. And i feel relief that someone is here which knows my language.
"I'm from Korea dear just settled here few years ago" i nod with small smile and look back to the painting.
"You seems so interesting in this painting. What you see" he asked with confusion.
"Its a simple painting sir. A small girl is sitting here. Everything is perfect but if you see it carefully you can see that painter didn't paint her but everything. Everything is colorful but not her. But its not a mistake. He is concave a message through it. Everything is beautiful and colorful around her but she is not colorful something is not right here. She is not colorful. She is sad. And the sadness is why she is colourless. Which is why she can't see the colorful environment around her. She is just enclosed in her sadness" i says and look at him smiled.
"You are the first one to notice that my child. I'm the painter of this painting. You said all those details as you are the one who paints it. I was looking for someone who find the correct meaning of this painting. But how can you find the meaning just by simple point"
"I don't know....maybe because i can see her as me. I can see her in my position"
"Yeah maybe she is sad she is not happy but the environment around her is so colorful and bright that can bring happiness in her. Maybe she just have to focus and find out her happiness. she is only have to leave the sadness for finding something or someone who is waiting for her. She herself have to break the wall between her happiness.so that she can meet someone who is looking for her with all his heart which is full of love , care, happiness and colors. Ones she breaks the wall she can see him standing in front of her opening his arms to envelope her with girl love"
"But if she,is scared of what might happen with them. Maybe she is scared of the results standing in front of her. If things weren't go as she decided. She can't get over the heart break. She will be broken and broken so much that she can't even live with it. And if she see him with another one happy and enjoying his life. Didn't she feels she is not important. That she is unwanted. And leaving all this things if she confess to him maybe he rejected me and that rejection she can't take. I will be broken. I can't live with this broken picture. I will remain like this girl in the picture lonely, colorless and broken maybe always. Because i don't have enough courage to give my heart to someone else. I don't want to give it to someone else. Its already his as like always remain his. I don't want to lose him because of my stupidness. I lost so many things but i stand there with courage and confidence. But here i can't risk it. My confidence is gone long ago. I'm scared . I'm insecure." I said and tears are falling down. I don't know why but it feels like a ton of burden is lift up from my heart. Speaking out what all in my heart. Clam down me. Maybe a stranger is better to say everything in my head. I gulp down the lump and combing my hair with fingers. I closed my eyes and wipe my tears.
"You love him" i look at her in confusion. My heart is beating so fast.
"Don't look at me like that child. You cry your heart out. It reflects that you love him with all your heart and if you might scared of what might happen then you can't even know what he thinks about you. If you don't make a move maybe you may regret. So make a move maybe you have a sprinkling future ahead and speaking of the painting i think it role has been completed so. Wait for sometime here" he says and i can't get what he want to say. I love him? No ways right? But yeah i can get what he says. I wait there for some time. He is doing something but i can't see after sometimes he get away from the painting. "See" he says as i see the painting. Its now full of color brighten sparkling and full of happiness. The girl is now full of colors and happiness can be seen in her eyes. But there is a little guy sitting beside her they both are happy and enjoying every moment. This picture seems perfect. They both are happy.
"Like it." I nods with a smile.
"Here take it with you" he warp the painting and extend his hand to give it to me.
"But. It is in exhibition i can't"
"I'm the painter i can decide who can have this. Please i insist"
"Okay but let me pay first. How much" he smiles as i take my purse out. He shook his head.
"I already got my price for hardwork. A beautiful soul like you. Find the hidden message that I'm waiting for I'm so happy. I hope you have great future ahead with who is in your heart" he hands me the painting.
"Thank you so much for this. But it seems like I'm lost. I don't know where to go" i said as i look at the painting in my hands. "Then give me your hand and trust me" he smiles and i placed my hand over him. How cannot i trust someone that lift so much burden from me. I can finally breathe. I smile as he makes our way from crowd. First time ever i was scared of crowds it so much crowded. But his grip is frim tightly. He make our way to a familiar palace. Then i find myself in front of main entrance. Where i see so many people but a worried man who is running here and there. He ruffles his blonde hairs in frustration and ball his fist as soon as his bloodshot eyes landed on me. He smiled as he run towards me with open arms.
"can you see him standing in front of you opening his arms to envelope you with all the love He has for you" the old man said as he smiled i looked at him and smiled before a strong arms wrapped around me with so much stronger grip enough to suffocate me. After good two minutes. He back away. His expression is clam but angry is also showing. His red eyes are showing that he is so stressed and maybe cry also.
"Are you crazy? Where are you? You know how much i try to find you? I thought you are lost" he shout at me. All his anger and care can easily see. He seems tired.
"I'm so sorry Jimin. I....I'm so amused in painting that i didn't even know when i separated from both of you." I try to assure him. He just huffs in anger and pout cutely.
Oh cuteness overloded.
Then a panting mia came out of nowhere. She huffs as settled her hand on jimin shoulder.
"Where.....are....you?...i....check..all..the ...museum...thank..god..you..found...her" she says between in her panting.
"I'm sorry. Really but if that sir is not there i will probably gonna be lost. He takes me here" i moved to my left to introduce the old man. But he disappeared.
"Where is he? He is just there?"
"Y/n who are you talking about" jimin asked in confusion.
"The guy who helped me and he also gives me painting. He brought me here" i look here and there to find any trace of him. But he is no where.
"Y/n i don't see anyone here. When i came to you"
"But-"
"I think we should get going. Y/n probably hungry. Its really late" mia says. Jimin nods before holding my hand. Fuck everything he is holding me again. Dragging me along with him. He tightly gripping on me like i disappear if he leaves me. I smiled before i look back and see the same old guy. He smiles to me before goes from there. His words are ringing in my mind.'make a move maybe you have a sprinkling future ahead' i sighs and smile.
I will tell him everything which is in my heart my mind. But before that i have to find out what is this I'm feeling....is it actually...love..not just attraction and most Important does he feels the same as me. Please god help me. I want to remove this burden. I think i will tell him in Korea. When i confirm everything.
"What are you waiting for sit down?"
"Figuring out what i feel"
"Huh" i suddenly snapped out of my thoughts when someone shook my shoulder. Knitting brows jimin watch me in confusion.
"Actually I'm feeling kinda of sick. So I'm finding out what i feel" he suddenly cupped my face. Worries can see in his eyes.
"What?...what happened? Let's go to doctor?" He try to drag me. I shook my head and snatch my hand.
"No no i think I'm just hungry" he nods but suspiciously and we go to restaurant.
*cafe*
"You know this is the best place to eat let me order for you both. What you want" she says with a huge smile on her face.
"Anything" i and jimin both say on the same time. He looks at me and smiles.
"Okay then so I'm ordering hot chocolate with some cookies to go with it. Are you ok with that" i nods., as i can't say anything further. That ajossi words are going on in my mind. I looked at Jimin. He is smiling and laughing enjoying himself. They way his crooked teeth shown when he smiles gives me tingling sensation in my stomach. He is really a piece of art that i want to cherish. They way his removed his blonde hairs from his eyes. They way he chewed his lower lip because he is thinking before speaking. They way he gave time to time look from corner of his eyes. Do nothing but works as a fuel and increase my heart beats. All the things that im experiencing is it love. Do i really love him. Or it just affection. And did he experience all the things which I'm experiencing. Did he feels the same.
Aish I'm going crazy.
I looked away and our orders are already here. Both of them already started. I just chuckled.
"Ah this is heaven. I'm coming here after such a long time." Mia says while gulping down her hot chocolate. She is like a small kid when she eats. She is really a good person. Just then jimin phone buzzed. He excuse himself before going out.
We were eating in silence. Its not awkward but still not calming.
"Y/n" she says as i look up and hummed in response.
"Can i ask you something" she looks at me with a small smile. I was confused but i nods.
"Y/n because of business i don't have any real friends whom i can share my feelings. I feel comfortable around you like you are my best friend. So can we be" she asked shyly. I smiled before says.
"Of course " i said. She breath out in relief.
"Thank you. Now i can tell you. Y/n.....what..do you think about jimin?"
" huh"
"I mean what do think how he is" she says with curiosity clearly written on her face. I look down. Just think of jimin brought smile on my face. I look through the window where he is standing.
"Jimin....if from my perspective. he is full of mystery. From the first when i see him personality, his beauty. He look mature,maybe egoistic and lot of attitudes but when I get to know him. he is a naughty child. Who always ready to do some Mischievous. He always do something to irritate me. But he is most trustworthy and kind hearted man. He will always be with me. When i need him. He is helpful. He is cheering up me when i feel low. He is so careful about others. He is the all you can ask for" i look back at her with a small smile. She is looking at me with wide open and hanging mouth. I snapped my finger towards her.
"Y/n....do you by a chance love him?" She asked and trust me. All air in my lungs left. My eyes popped out. Sweat is forming on my forehead.
Shit shit what i do? I myself didn't know what I said. And i also don't know is this all love. Before telling anyone i have to figure out it and then i will tell anyone. But I'm scared. Am i really in love with a tadpole.
"Yah y/n where you zoned out"
"No where, i don't love him. I just said that as a friend. As i know him." I say and try my best not to shutter. She sighs. And I'm confused. But deep inside i know my heart is slamming in my chest. I can sense my fear.
Oh god is that what i thought
"Thank god. I swear to God i lose my shit. When you say all this things like a poem. Its like you are deeply in love with him. You know him like no one else." She say. With every second my fear is increasing. I don't want to hear anything.
"W-what...do you mean mia?"
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Author POV
"W-what...do you mean mia?" Y/n asked while shuttering. Her eye clearly shows fear of losing Jimin. She is scared of what comes next.
"I....i l-love him. I love him so so so much more than anything else" mia say with a big smile plaster on his face. She is blushing. Playing with her fingers. Finally she let her heart out. Where else y/n. She is froze there. Her brain is fogging it stop working. Her heart stop beating. She knows that her intuition was right. Something is going to happen. The fear of losing someone dearly is in front of her eyes. Its killing her inside. The site of jimin with anyone else would broke her heart million times. And that's the moment she knows she cannot lose him. She can't let him go. She loves him. Everything is clear now. She loves him dearly with all her heart. This is the actual moment because you value someone when they are gone. The throught of his to someone else makes her realize that she can't live without him.
Huh....she loves him....then what about me..and if she confess to him...maybe maybe i can't see him...but do....i love him?........ Do i love him?..... I love him??...what should i do...one thing is clear definitely i have feelings for him. she thinks.
She is on a very edge of crying. She just gets to know about her feelings. And she is on the edge of losing him. Gulping down the tears. She flash a bitter smile to her.
"I...I'm h-happy..for..y-you" she says as shutters every word. She try not to look at her.
"Thank you y/n. Thank you so much. I'm so stressed but you'll just tense free me. Y/n can you help me just once" she ask with a pleasing eyes. Blinking her eyelashes. She joined her hand. Y/n with half hearted nods. She can't say anything because her voice is cracked for sure.
"Y/n can you help me to confess to him. Please..please don't say no.please" y/n eye widen. Her heart is slamming in her ribcage. She just want to run away from here. It so much painful for her. Collecting her crack voice. She is about to say when Jimin came in. Seeing his smiling face make her heart easy. But next moment throught of mia and Jimin together aches her heart.
What will you do when you get to know about mia. Do you accept her. Do you go away. Do i never had a chance to tell you about my feelings.i want to tell you so bad. What's all this I'm experiencing all this kind of feeling. But this moment is giving me so so much pain. I can't do this anymore.
"Hey guys sorry actually Taehyung just told me that chairmans announced a party. As they come here for final project day. As they say employee get to know each others by that so we all have to attend this party" jimin say as he sits. He scratched his eye brow. He maybe stressed.
"What ?? But how party just before ran away. How can we manage all the things" mia said just a moment ago she is so flustered and now all business. But y/n she is in another world. She can't deny that she have feelings for him. True feelings. But now what? Thinking of anyone else who also loves jimin. No matter what she will tell him and the rest is on him.
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Third update you all. Yeah finally!!! I'm hell exhausted. Today. So yeah so this is on my birthday. Love you all take care of yourself. See you in next chapter.
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