Y/n POV
Struggling through my heart debating whether should i listen to him or not. I just got out and went to my work.

Absentmindedly i was just doing my work. Where i lack that this all happen. Just one question is arise every time in my mind that did he ever loved me. Am i just a bet for me. My heart just don't wanna believe all these things i just keep having flashbacks of our loving memories. Were we are together. But my mind says different. There is one corner in my mind says maybe this all is a drama to make me weak for me. Maybe now also he is acting up.  I just
Don't know what to believe or not. This was just so so much to handle.

Just then i heard a knock that snapped me from my throught and one of my employees came in. He bowed and says.

"Ma'am Mr park is here?" I take a long sighs as i close my eyes feeling frustrated and hurt also. How much i want to avoid this but i can't. I nods as he go out. I sighed as i look up to pull myself together. I have to face him.

With a little noise door is open silently and he entered. My heart blooms yet there is still bitterness a stranger voice telling me Not to believe him but still my inner self wants to tell him. How much it hurts that i just want him to tell me all the things are wrong and he didn't says anything he love me....i just wanna to lost in his arms once again.

I bite my lip when i see a sad and depressed expression on his face....it's like he is suffering as much as me.. Am i being stubborn or letting him to say anything or it just my inner fear who doesn't want to face reality knowing that if he says that all is really and he doesn't loved me...maybe i can't take that.....his love makes me weak...his love is my weakness..

"Y/n" he whispered mumble i can clearly sence hurt and sadness in his voice. Like he struggles so much...it takes me all not to run and hug me. Tightly..my heart broke in peace when i see he is desperately wandering how much distance is in between us....i also want to decrease them...infact i don't want any more distance but if you hurt me again. This thought making me to takea some more steps back.

"Hmm..."  I hums as i avoid looking at his eyes. Knowing that his starring just melts me like that. I don't wanna to risk anything.

"Y/n....i wanna to explain you everything...everything that you see is not true...she is nothing to me" he says as my heart feels easy. She means nothing to him..i can see honesty in his eyes..the faithful thing just tell me he is right...

"All the things you you listen is not fully true..i accept that i want revenge" ouch did you feel this..this pain this suffering..this is suffocating.. It's like someone shoot directly in my heart. I gulps as i can feel that my eyes are burning.. Tears are well in my eyes.. I look up seeing Jimin straight looking at me..

My phone was ringing but i ignored it..

"Y/n-" my phone again ring as he stops..

"Its OK you can receive it" he mumbled as i sighs before taking the call.

"Hello"

"Hello, y/n come how right now...it's about your mother..don't be late" i heard that monster voice as he cut off not before i listen his pathetic laugh..

"Wait..what-" he cuts as licked my lips.

What is he up to now.

I sighs as i look back at him

"I'm sorry i have to go" i said as i move towards the door. Before he caught my arm and suddenly he back hugs me... I bite my lips not to break down as i try to shrugs him of me.

"What the hell you are doing. Park jimin" i said in tough voice yet my voice sounds wavy.

"Please y/n just give me a chance to explain myself. After that...after that i'll do what ever you say..but please" he sounds so stressed and upset.

"I will give you that..but i have to go now." I said as i remove his hand form my stomach before going out.
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I internally screamed as i moved in the house. Mentally praying not to loss my temper. I went upstairs as i observed some people are outside my moms room. I quickly went there as they moved away from the door. With a hesitation i opened the door and suddenly my heart drops to my stomach. I feel like my heart gonna explode.

Mom is laying on the bed with so many machines attached to her. Thers i saw jin oppa clenching her one hand. His eyes show sadness as i can see puffy eyes. He is starring at her sleeping figure.

"Oppa" i whisper not ready to look away from her. Jin oppa instantly look at me as he whispered small pumpkin before he run upto me hugging me tighter. He is clenching my head near his chest as i heard his sobs.

"What happened oppa" i questioned as he moved and make me see mom i grab her hand as i sits beside her.

"Mom" i quietly whisper as i interwined my fingers with her colder one. She is looking so weak and pale.

"Pumpkin she..she had heart attack" i snapped my head at him as my eyes widen. I shook my head but he nods confirming i heard that right.

"Mom" a worriment voice release form my throat. As i jolts towards her to embrace her but jin oppa caught me.

"No pumpkin it's dangerous for her. Her body is fragile" he said as i nods dishearted. I want see her smile. So many things are happening.

"Pumpkin there is something more i wanna tell you" i nods as he signals me to came out. I look at her last time with soreness in my heart and head out. He is waiting for me their.

"Y/n. She had a major problem and it can be worst. Doctor's says that we have to give her surgery within two weeks-"

"Then what's the problem. Let's take her. I make sure she get the best treatment oppa"

"That's not the point pumpkin... Doctors says that they can't confirm that if they able to save her and if we want surgery dad have to sing a self responsible paper....but dad said he only signed it if you fulfill his one wish" i frown , as i can't understand what the hell is he want didn't he see that his wife is dying. He being stubborn at this point.

"Can't you singed the papers" he shook his head.

"What he want" i sighed as i take a deep breath. I just want my mom to be fine.

"I want you to marry whoever i said and within a week" i turned back with full of aggression and hurtful range.

"What?...are you even know what are you saying..your wife is dying came out of your stupid thoughts and take her to hospital" i shouts as i see all the staff members hurrying go away. Jin oppa try to control me but I'm now far away form controlling myself. He just not gonna get what he wants.

"I don't care even if she dies...i already had lost one of my wife before it can't be different.. whatever i know you can't afford losing one more mother sweetheart so, do as i say." He laughs historical as i bolts towards him with teary eyes. Jin oppa grab my shoulder he only keeping me apart to murder him. He laughs seeing me struggling.

"You are a monster..indeed a devil. How can you do this it your wife..i will kill you..leave me" i struggle to jin oppa grips but he tries to calm me.

"Sure..sure you don't have enough time the guys is waiting for you in a cafe. You have to meet him. He want you to marry with him without any pressure...god this kids. Where i was....yeah make sure you said yes and the day you got married to him. I send your mum to out of country for better treatment" he turn to go...but look back.

"And one more thing.. If  you run away like before. Trust me you can't see your step mom again sweetie bye" he laughs as he go away.

"I will kill you god dammit. Just leave me alone" i struggle through jin oppa grips after father go away. It feel all my power is drained. I was crying so much. I feel broken. So much like my heart can't take it anymore. First that betrayal then this craziness. I can't just do anything. Jin oppa realize i don't do anything and his grip slowly faded next moment i was on the floor.

"Y/n" he yelled as he rushed towards me to lift my lump like body. It's like i lost all my power. I feel like I'm spineless but my heart is throbbing like a fresh wound. I looked up at jin oppa face. i feel numbness in my whole body. I sobs on his shoulder as he caress my head.

"Shhh..it's Ok  pumpkin I'm with you with what ever decision you take."

"Why it's always me oppa. Why i always have to choose. Why i always have to suffer" i chocked my breath as he hold my face in his plam. Giving me a peck on my forehead.

"No y/n.. I'm sorry I'm so coward i can't do anything. In front of him" i shook my head as i wiped my tears try to stand up. He look at me with questioning eyes.

"As he said i have to meet that guy today. As soon as i go there mom will have extra time"

"No you don't have to do it..please plum you have your own life. I can't let you do it" he shook his head as i laughed.

"I never had my own life oppa. Form the start everyone is like ruling over me....nonetheless i just want mom to be save" i look up as i shrugs all my emotions. Enough crying.

"What about jimin...please don't do this to him...what would you tell him" he says as my all boldness goes away. All the strength i pull off just slipped like desert sand. I feel my legs gone weak as i stumble but sits on chair. 

What's about jimin...maybe whatever happens is for good...maybe we don't have a future ahead. All this happened when we had this problem. But what about him...it's OK he will be fine.......but will i be fine.

"Nothing oppa. We.....we broke up" i look down as i don't want to see in his questioning eyes . they have so much to ask. He shook my shoulder as i forced myself to look up

"You are not serious"

"I'm serious..I'm going" i stand up with micro remaining strength as i go towards my room.

"Pumpkin you are kidding right?"

"Y/n listen to me "

"Y/n....y/n" i can heard him calling for me. But i don't wanna to break down in front of me. I have to be strong. No matter what he says but i know we need mum...he needs mum...

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Here I'm sitting in a hotel waiting for that guy to come. I look at my phone noticing twenty missed calls form jimin. I sighs I just hope....actually i can't hope anything...my hope is just gone.

Just then i heard someone cleared its throat. I looked up as i see a guys with a small smile. I give his a small smile. As he asked.

"Ms kim y/n?" He speaks with a gentle manner as i feel easy the nerve. I nods as we both give a bows and he sat down. He laughed i think its a nervous laugh. I looked down not knowing what to say when he suddenly says.

"You don't have to feel awkward.. I'm more frightened than you" he laughs as she smiles like heart shaped.
I smile because of his bubbly personality.

"Hi I'm jung hoseok. You can call me hobi" he smiles widely as i shake of my remaining nervousness.

"Hi..I'm y/n" i say as my lips formed a tight line.

"Ms y/n..can i ask me something... Think me as a friend and tell me honestly are you in any pressure to be married" he asked me with a small smile. His face and smile giving a aura like a warm sun. I look down debating Weather should i tell him or not. He seems like a good guy. Maybe be i can get out of all this.... But what's about mom.

"You can tell me." I nervously lick my lips as he pushes a glass towards me. I look up and he is smiling.

" this is my soul my sprite and if I'm giving it to you. That's means I'm truly seeing you as a great friend.. And you can trust me"  he says as he pushes it little me. I shook my head asi says.

"Your soul"  I asked confusionly.

"Yeah my soul infact my soulmate" he answered as he looks up smiling cheerful.

"N-no....I'm not in any pressure. I'm doing with my will" i says with a heavy heart. No matter how it's hurt i have to do it. For mom.

"Okay then. I believe then it's true. You know that this marriage is in a week right." He says i slowly nods. Looking down i can only see jimin face in front of my eyes. How much my heart is hurting.
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We left as he insists me to drop off. First i denied but then he said for his sprite i laughed and then he gave me ride to parents house.

I came in as i stand in front of father office. I take a deep breath as i open the door. He was looking at me like he knew i was gonna to come. I have an urge to yell on him. But all my strength is just gone. I'm exhausted,

"As you said...i meet and i says as you said...now start mom treatment" i said frimly as he stop drinking and put the drink down.

"Not before your wedding. I know how stubborn you are if i signed it you next moment ditch me" i sighed as i came out of room and next my eyes glance over mom room. I quietly entered as i glanced up to my unconscious mother. I bitterly smile as i took her hand and kiss it gently.

"I will get up healthy mum. Just wait for some time" i slowly whisper as i set beside her. I interwined our fingers and i attach my hand to my head.

You'll be healthy mom soon. I will do anything for you even if i have to go against my will. If i have to break my heart but I'm just worried about him...now how much i wanted that he don't really love me. Now i wanted that if he didn't love me he didn't have to go through this pain. I just don't want him to suffer so i have to continue this. Even if i saw that faithfulness in my eyes the loyalty , the adortion in his eyes...i have to do this

I didn't know but few tears drops slide down my eyes as i wipe my tears and go away.
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Double update, yessssssssss!! Enjoy everyone and do tell me how is it
I'm really putting all my brain to write the twist and turns let me know do you like it. OK goodnight  love you all 🥰🥰🥰 take care. And don't catch cold. Because I'm suffering form cold. 🤧🤧🤧 and little bit fever because i was dancing in rain. Actually rainy season is my second favorite season first is winter i was dancing under highly pouring rain for two straight hours. Isn't like crazy. But i really like rain. Anyway my body doesn't like it and now I'm suffering my body is hurting but still i write two chapters for you all only. I don't want you all to wait. Okay enough enjoy yourself and don't forget what Jimin always say.

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