mother blessings

Y/n POV
"Jimin"

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"Jimin?"

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"Jimin listen to me. Where are we going?. At least say something" i huff out in frustration. Sitting in car as he turns steering wheel to left. I look at him angrily and pout. He still didn't reply. I moved my head to the window to enjoy the view. look down when i feel vibrating of my phone. Immediately frowning as my dad name flashing on it. I smile before respectfully cut it. Again he call. I don't want to ruin my mood and Jimin's also so i switched off it before throwing my phone on back site. 

After some time he stops at a random flower shop and go out. I frown in confusion  before open the door but soon it closed by him. I blink my eyes in confusion as well as in disappointment. 'Stay here' he mouths before he completely vanished in the shop. I breath out folding my arms near my chest.

Why he don't want me to follow him.

I take my phone and open in but my eyes widen look at 30 missed call from dad. Honestly he is last one i think of so i just shrugged it before opening my favorite playlist and start playing them. I was singing peacefully. When door was suddenly open cause me to snap my head to the direction. Jimin quickly came in rubbing his palm together. Its really cold outside. I was about to look away. When my eyes landed on white rose flowers on his lap. Looking back at him and then again.

Why he brought flowers?

I thought, but when he began to start car. I whines and lightly shook his hand.
"Come on Jimin. Why are you avoiding me and where are we going?....did i do something wrong?" I memorize the entire time. I didn't do anything. Then why he is being angry like a steamed dumpling. I laugh but again frowns and pouts.

"Baby please-"

"You will know soon. Now please let me drive" he says although his voice looks rough but he genuinely smiles. I nods like a little girl.

"By the way. What song is this" he says as my eyes widen. I grab his hand lightly  he looks at me somehow look nervous.

"Don't tell me. You seriously don't know what so it is?"

"I don't know really?" He blinks his eyes. Looking like lost puppy. I gasp as i put my hand on my mouth.

"Really you don't know EXO. How can you not know them. They are famous k-pop band how you don't know about them being living in this country." I dramatically laugh out. As he snapped his face head at me.

"Do you think i have time to search for k-pop band. I was so busy" he says and roll his eyes, turn his head in front.

Yeah but you have time to-

"How can you not know about exo. They are best. I just love them. Kai is my favorite one. He is the best" i start fangirling and fantasy about them. Squealing like a little girl. I stump my foot on car. Totally ignoring a fuming koala beside. But when i abruptly feel a jerk on my arms. I look at him. His glare can totally kill me. His ones sweet eyes turn dangerous. I gulp down. Nervously pating his arm lightly to shook away his anger.

"He is just my first love. Don't worry you are my boyfriend" i says as poor boy eyes widen. He couldn't digest that. I laugh at his state

"Don't worry i still love you" i laugh out loud clenching my stomach with my hand. He narrow his eyes and scoffed. I wipe my nonexistent tears as i saw him mouths 'fuck you' and then start driving.
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After a will he parks as when reaches out. He grabs on of my hand and another clenching flowers. When i look at front. My whole body is froze from utter shock. My feets just freeze on spot. Suddenly gush of so many memories cause me headache. My throat goes dry as i gulp in. Blinking away my tears. I clenched my cold fingers on my arm. My heart clench remembering bitter yet loving memories from this place. I remember sneaking out of our house to coming here with jin oppa. Only to see my mother. My biological mother. We never forget to bring her favorite white lily even jin oppa have to give his pocket money. But he always give it to me. I really miss her.

I came out of my thoughts. When someone shook my arm. I see my beloved boyfriend looking worried at me with his small hooded eyes. I lick my lips before say.

"W-why we come here?" I asked and my voice turn raspy probably because of my throat is felt heavy. Gluping down my tears. I bitterly smile at him.

"To meet someone special" he smiles warmly before squeezing my left cheek pulling me in his arms and we go inside. I found myself stare at the same path which follows the way to my mother tombstone but we took a turns from there and i sadly look back last time before glance front.

Both of our feet stops at a particular place as i find jimin grip on my forearm tighter. I look at my arms and then glance on the boy beside who eyes is gloss with pearl tears glittering in his eyes. His plump lips shivers as he bite his lips. Subconsciously flicker my own gaze to front. When i see a white marble tombstone. Beautifully sculptured. It reads.

                      PARK EHUNA

My eyes widen. I clench my shaking hands to the rims of my top. Slowly  tugging the soft fabric of his white shirt. I look at his teary eyes those eyes which i only adore when they laugh freely, lovely. But now only i can see Mercilessly pain. He gave me his bitter love smile before bending down slowly and put the white roses there.

So that's why he brought them.

I smiled before sitting beside him. He weightlessly trace his fingertips on the stone as his voice seems rough.

"H-hi mom. How are you?...Hope you are better than here." A tear slips from his eyes. I pressed my lips in thin line. I don't want to interrupt his time. Just be there with him.

"Mom. S-she is y/n my girlfriend" when he gaze towards me with teary eyes and so much affection. Squeeze my hand warmly.

"Hello Mrs park. it's....nice to see you." I don't know what to say at this crucial time like that. I just really don't wanna to upset him. He lightly pushed me by his shoulder and gives me little chuckle.

she is being little shy here but she is really good. Mom i really love her. I hope you will support us form up there" he smiles half hearts.

"I'm sure she will" i says , comforting put my hand on his shoulder lightly squeezes.

"I just m-missed you so much mom" he hangs his red face low. As few drops of salty water drops fall out. My heart is breaking at his broken sight. I look at front at his mom grave.

Don't worry. I promise i will take care of him.

"I'm now going mom. Take care" he says, wiping his tears he stands up. Pulling me towards. Giving a last glance and a big smile. We turn to go outside. When we pass a particular way. My feets automatically stops. A stingy pang feels in my chest. My eyes wandering there. Jimin lightly shook my shoulder as he brings his hand near my ear and place a strang behind. Cupping my cheek. He lightly kiss my forehead.

"What happened" he says in way to comforting voice. I chewed my lips. Before like a kid i point at the direction with one of my finger.

"Mom" a light feather voice came out of my mouth. Lower then a whisper. Which surprisingly caught by his ears. He came close to me as he wipe my tear.

"Your mom" i nod as he lightly pulls us together in that direction. My heart is aching and beating fast. After taking few steps we  reaches there. Suddenly all my strength drained as i felt week. Clenching on Jimin shirt. We slowly bend down. I lightly tap on the stone. There is a dried flower there. Which removed by Jimin. I smile looking at my mom photo there. She really look beautiful. I take a deep breath

"Mom how are you doing?....i really feel today's weather is cold. Take care of yourself.....i told you about Jimin. Here is he" i look at Jimin smiling with tears. His eyes widen but i just nods. Yes i have come here before and i tell her about jimin. He smiles before lightly bows his head.

"H-hello Mrs kim." His cheeks lightly turns pink as he scratched his neck. I chuckled at his childish behavior.

"Don't worry about that jimin. I know she likes you alot" i whisper near his ears as he turns towards me only to accidentally peck my lips. We immediately get away as my eyes wander in ground and a shy smile on my face. I feel like my face heat up and electrified feelings. maybe I'm apple red now. Suddenly my heart takes speed like running marathon. Peeking from one eye i look at him who face is flustered red. He gulps nervously as his

"I'm s-sorry" he whispered quietly, his tinted rose gold cheeks turns towards me as his puffy face make a cute pout but still he doesn't make eye contact. I chuckled ,

"It's okay" i slowly whisper back. As i moved front to the tombstone as i slowly glide my finger to the cold stone. Gulping bitterly i slowly lift my eyes only to see my mother photo which is still look like young. My phone buzzed as i see father calling. I sighs because i know i can't ignore him. He calls many times maybe something is wrong.

"Okay mom i have to go. When I come next time i will sure bring your favorite flowers" i smiled as we stand up. We bows as began to came out. He playfully Snake around his hand on my wrist. I chuckled and smacked his chest playfully.

"Your mom favorite flowers?" He gave a questionable smile.

"Yeah my mom loved white lily" i state as i remember clearly. When i was child me with dad anf jin oppa gose to a flower shop. When he ask me about my favorite flower i said white lily. That's when my dad say.
'Pathetic you and your mother choice is always sucks'

Still now i can hear that sentence clearly. How much he hates me without any reason. How much he hates my mother. But i still don't know what have i or my mom done. To make him that mad. I look at Jimin who is now fondly caressing my hairs softly. Filling my heart with over flowing happiness and a genuinely precious smile on his plumpy lips. I just staring at his crescent eyes which would definitely disappear when he smiles heartfully. Looking directly at my phone screen. My face scrunched
In disgust as my father call for next 2 hours. I'm not a little girl and i don't have to tell him all time where i were.
Definitely not want to answer him. But jimin see that he crooked his brows at me. I frustrating sighs as i say.
"Father call me many times. Something is definitely wrong" i look around not dare to look at his wandering eyes searching for answers.

"Okay let's go then" he spoke with a stern and Determine willed , pulling my hand which is interwined with him.

As we set down he immediately start the car. Starting out of the window to  avoid as much as pressure and the frustrating tension. I clenching my fingers to my phone. That's when i got a notification. Unintentionally rolled my eyes. I look at msg.

'Why the hell you don't pick up my phone. Ignore your shits and come over here right now'

Grind my teeths at the msg. My expression was pretended to surprise. Of course i don't give a thing about what he says but can't he just let me live a peaceful day without any interruption.

Occasionally i feel a hand on my bare thighs as my body froze. I sucking up my breath. I look at Jimin who gently caressing my thighs. To calm me down. He genuinely thinks that's would help me. Just if poor boy knows. He softly gaze me scrunching his little nose cutely he pouts as his eyes close just to assure me.

"Thank jimin you all take my worries away....father want me to be house now" sadly whispering last part with a sighs. He hums in response as he give little squeeze on my thighs. My eyes widen as my throat and tongue dry up. Loud thumping of my heart also don't let me to think clearly.

"I'm coming with you. Hmm" he nods, i smile as he didn't even ask my permission just a demand. But somehow it assure my racing heart. His caring and possessiveness. Make me feel safe. I just nods.
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I lick my dry lips as we move our feets  towards my parents house. I'm genuinely getting worried. I don't know why but my heart is thumping loudly. It's is maybe because father call me many times or because Jimin is with me here first time. I sighs as he lightly squeezes my hand and just then main door open represents house maid she bowed as we go in. My heels click on the white marble floor which breaks the unwanted and scary silence in the air. We walked in leaving room with intertwine hands. the dim light of chandelier is the only thing which is giving some light to see.

I moved upstairs as jimin is sitting in living room. Because just a few minutes ago father voice is boomed entire house he just wants to see me. Jimin just smile and say he will wait. I call him if needs. And here I'm standing in front of dad office. I clenched my hand try to remind my mind not to get lose my control. Twist the knob and enter.

The atmosphere is already try to choke the air out me. Its so much pressure around. The thick coat of dence air don't let me breath. Moreover the horrific expression on my mother face clearly giving me the not-so-good feeling. Her face is pale and sweat beads clearly seen in this chilling cold weather. Her scratching fingers and pleading eyes wandering my face.

I give her assuring smile and came forward to hug her. A sighs escape from her mouths as she hugs me tightly with shivering hands.

"I miss you honey. Please don't lose your temper" she whispered as she caress my face. I grabs her fingers and nods. She glances at father last time before go out.

Like some kind of mafia my dad slowly moves around to face me. It takes me all not to roll my eyes dramatic way. The expensive cigar on his chapped lips move a little when he weakly smirks.

"I call you many times sweetie" mentally throwing up. I fold my arms in front of my chest.

"I was busy" simple says as he scoffed. Taking the cigar out and place on ash tray. He stands up fixing his tuxedo. He moved as leaned towards the glass window.

"And where are you busy at"

"I don't think its necessary to answer that one" fake smile at him.

"Don't increase my anger y/n. You are genuinely aware what i can do" he rises his eye brows. And i didn't even change my expression. Obviously i laugh dramatically.

"Why  you call me here" i asked irritated as I'm getting annoyed. He smirks as now his interests came.  With Chilling expression.

"Now you got the point y/n. I told you many times to listen me but you never listen to me....my partner is ready to give my company a biggest favor which is more than the half of turnover of his company in a year." My eyes widen. More than half turnover. That would make him strongest in the market. Father would be drooling over this offer. I rise my brows for what exactly he wants from me.

"And for that turn over. He came up with little shit"

"And what's that"

"You have to get married to his son" i knew it. I sighs as, he really doesn't care about me. He can go any extended for his business.

"And i told you already. I will not do anything that you want." I says as sit on one of the chair.

"You have to. You don't have a choice. Until you-"

"I'm sick of Your threatening." I shouts as stand up.

"You can't talk to me like that. First ditch that guy that i want you to meet. What you think i don't know anything. Am i look dumb to you. I know everything y/n. Where you go, what you do. I just don't care about that. You have to get married to him and that's final" he yells as he stands only few steps away. Burning in anger. I clenching my fist in anger.

"I will not. Can't you understand a damn thing" i pace back and forth. As i take a fistful of my hairs in  my hand in frustration.

"Mind your language y/n. I'm your father" he shouts as his nose flared in anger. He breathes hollow.

"So listen to me father. I have a boyfriend and i love him. I can't marry anyone" i said clamly as massage my throbbing temples.

"I know...break up with him and married that guy simple" he says as i look at him in utter shock. He knows about that still want me to get married. And how can he say break up with jimin.

"Have you gone mad. How can you say so easily to break up with him. You know i love him still. How can you be so........ heartless. Why can't you just stop for once in your life? Why you are taking away my happiness?" i whispered the last part slowly. With moisture in my eyes i gulp hard. No matter how much i hate him. He is still my father. Did he never love me. Am i that bad for him.

"I never cared about that nor your. Just do as i say. Understood?" He say as he take a wine full glass and bring it to his lips. Gradually sipping down it. I felt a heavy weight on my chest as it about to explode.

I never cared about that nor your.

I never cared about that nor your.

I laughed bitter as shook my head. Of course what can you accept from a father like him. I breath out controlling my emotions. My eyes suddenly turn from glossy to dark. Ready to kill anyone.

"So you think i care about your fucking business.  Just because you are my father you think i do anything. Let me tell you. Very wrong.  I will not do that and now not even a million years" i say in colder voice with a stern gaze. Turning my heals i don't give a gaze to him. Before opening the door i turn going towards him dangerously close. With burning glare. I gaze straight into his eyes.

"You...you maybe you are millionaire but you lack in something. Wanna know what...love  you don't have anyone to say yours. You failed as a human ,as a friend ,as a husband as a.....father. You failed as a father Mr kim sung is failed." I whisper slowly but i know every and each word he can hear clearly. His expression changed suddenly that smug long gone and anger took over. His restlessly breathing is enough to tell me that he i shots a bulls eye. I moved back as his face turn red because of anger. I turn to go when he harshly grab my arm and spin me around to slap me everything was just so fast i couldn't even get time to compose myself as i close my eyes but that slap never touched me.

Slowly open my eyes as i see a hand is grabbing father hand which is turning pale with a amount of force apply on it. I slowly drift my eyes by my side. Where jimin is standing.

His eyes are glaring at him full of hate and aggression. He furiously tilt his head giving clear signal that father messed up badly. Clearly showing only anger. He is literally shaking with anger. Turning towards me he smiles slowly before darting his gaze to father.

"What's the hell?" Father yells as he snapped out his wrist which probably have bruises.

"Greetings Mr kim." Jimin smile that dangerous one which clearly tells that the opposite person has a death wish. Father scoffed. As he moved away.

"Ah Mr kim. How much i thought our official meeting will be great but a person can't change his personality sadly.....never mind i would say it nice to meet you if you deserve it. i only see you were about to slap your own daughter. It's not a gentleman thing. I might clear to you." He simply told or i might say sugar coated embarrassment. Whatever it is my father face falls all pale as he clench his fist.

"Mr park i don't need your opinion to be gentleman or not. Moreover she  is my daughter. Its our family matter. I will be thankful for you if you stay out of it" he grinned his teeth but have a anger smile. Jimin chuckled as he put his hand in his pocket. He is acting all cool.

"I will if she is not related to me. But bad for you. She is so important to me.......From now on think millions of times before doing something like that or something happen which definitely wouldn't be in favor of your tiny size Enterprise and trust me if i say you will be on streets." He leans forward to say something in father ear that i wouldn't hear but it definitely doesn't good as his eyes are about to popped out. He cleared his throat and jimin back away. Dusting nonexistent dust from his tuxedo Jimin smirk.

"I hope you get it." He turns towards me affectionately gliding his one hand to my waist and another to caressing my cheek softly. I close my eyes his warmth is enough to make me feel good. This is what i was carving for some shot of affection that will  make me feel safe warm. Someone who xan stand against my father and not just coward because of fathers money.

"Let's go baby. Your dad must be tired" he says as he make a pout and pinch my cheek. I nods as we go out. 



















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Hey guys I'm back as i promise to update in first week of August here. Are you all doing good. I hope so. So, here is the new chapter. I really genuinely hope you enjoy it. Guys let me tell you something my experience. So, have you ever experienced that suppose you are in your deadly first day cramps of period and you have to go on super sonic speed of bulit bike (you all know right?) And the distance seems 40 km. Hell right. I was as bad as hell. I can't even utter a word because of numerous times i had to control my self from crying. First the cramp and  the bumps on roads. Deadly combination. It's like my ovaries are screaming. It's really painful. Eventually i somehow control myself from killing my brother. Cause he was the idiot who want thrill. I will seriously give him a shot of thriller movie. So yes this is what i experienced. Tell me about your? 😉😉 be safe and Healthy love you all.

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