lie
Author pov
She opened the door as she happily step in. But she didn't know that all her hope would be crushed like that. Her mind froze unable to process anything. What is happening. She feel like everything inside her is shaking. She is shaking badly. Her heart shattered in million of pieces seeing jimin with a girl in his office. They both are in so inappropriate positions. Her breath got stuck somewhere as she was breathing heavily.
What the hell.
"Bet Mr park" that girl spoke as she see her so close to jimin. Her heart is ripping apart. She bite her lips as a shaky breath released form her dried lips.
"W-what bet are you talking about" jimin asked but his voice sounds like afraid. He is sweating.
"Come on Mr park. Don't you remember that bet you have on the girl. what's her name?....ah y/n" her eyes widen as she see her try to kiss him.
What bet..what is she talking about...who is she...
Her lips trembling as tears sliding down. She never imagined something like that.
"I don't remember anything" he frimly say as she look at his eyes. It's like his mouth saying something else but his eyes telling something else. Her heart is beating furiously.
"Let me help you to remind that. That day in club Mr park. Didn't you say that you want revenge. I want to see her crying begging face.-"
"Stop it" jimin clench his teeth as he close his eyes.
"Didn't you say you want her to regret her life-" she purred softly laughing.
"I said stop" he grinned his teeth.
"Didn't you play with her feelings"
"Yes!! Yes! Yes i said i said all this. I said that i want revenge on her. I want to see her crying and begging face...i said that Okay. From start that was my plan to make her fall for me. She was only a bet form start. She was nothing to me before but-"
Her jaw dropped. She couldn't even believe her ears. The person who show sho much love to her could do something like that. Tears are slipping down her eyes. Her eyes were throbbing like they are about to bleed. She is shaking in shocked. His words are repeating in her mind.
i want revenge on her.
I want to see her crying and begging face...i said that Okay.
From start that was my plan to make her fall for me.
She was only a bet form start. She was nothing to me.
Unknowly files fall from her shaky hand to the floor alm the papers are scattered on the floor just like her heart. she is looking down with a pool of tears in her swollen eyes. Jimin look up when he hears a sound but his heart dropped in his stomach as his eye are double in size. That girl also see back and a satisfied smirked plaster on her face. Her work was done as she pushed frozen jimin form herself and go out with smiling face.
"Y/n" he whispered quietly with sadness in his voice. not knowing what to do. He can't see her state like that. She is looking down. But her red face with tears slipping down. Is enough for him to tell that she knew everything.
Her state is like dying up. She feels alone, pathetic. Her tears were flowing with a last string of hope that attach to him.
Everything is finished.
It's all a lie...lie.........
She thinks as she slowly looks up to see the guys she attached all her feelings with. She thinks she is right giving all your hopes to someone who isn't even care. Jimin's heart cried when he see her swollen red face. His eyes also full of tears.
She harshly wipe her tears. As her tears dried up with heart also. She looks towards him without even blinking. Tearful eyes crystal clear to her to see the reality. She bitterly laugh as she looks away.
"S-so this is the reality......the reality....t-that your love never exist....THAT ALL LOVEY DOVEY CONVERSATION THAT STARRING IN MY EYES WERE ALL A FUCKING LIE PARK JIMIN" she shouts as she couldn't even believe that this is her jimin who shows her all the love. She go jolts towards him and slapped him hard across his face. He looked down.
"How dare you....how dare you to do like that.." She grab his collar and look straight into his eyes. She sees jimin tearful eyes. She thought she now see attitude and no regrets but she could only see guilt , disappointment and...love. She moved away as she couldn't dare to fall in his trap once more.
"Y-y/n listen to me-" he says as he moves towards her.
"Shut up. Just shut up....you liar...you lied to me..is that your sweet talking with me...your flirting.....is that all a bloody lie...park jimin" she shouts, tear slips down jimin's crescent dodded eyes as his voice box wobble up and down.
"Y/n" he cried voice came out just as muffle.
"Why you do that. Is your pride is much more important than seeing me broken..is seeing me heartbroken gives you pleasure.....why?? Why??-" Her voice harsh as she hitched her breath. He immediately shook his head. Biting his lips. Her breathing got heavily as she try to gets oxygen she stumbled backwards. As jimin hurry up to catch her. But she put her plam up.
"Don't come near me....you are not that jimin i know...you are not that person i ever loved. Bet...I'm bet for you" she bitterly laugh at him...he starring at her with adorable gaze. If it is possible he can take away all the pain she is suffering. He knows she is feeling suffocating. The pain is unbearable for her.
"I don't know that you could fall on this low point. You want me to regret by breaking my heart...who gives you that right??...who gives you that right to broke me."
she mumbled as she clenched her purse.
"Enough...we are over...don't you dare to show me your face again" she turns as jimin eyes widen he never imagined that she could say something like that. He can't even think of it never.
"N-no...y/n please listen to me...d-don't do this" he run after her as he see her moving towards elevator. She step in. Seeing him run towards her. He stumble towards elevator his eyes clearly shows fear of losing her. With all his energy he run towards elevator.
"Please y/n. Please listen to me.please" the door of elevator shuts as soon as he reached there. His hand falls no closed door.
"Y/N" he yells as he fall on the ground. Tears falling continuously from his eyes. His heart is crying. His eyes swollen as her thinking he never makes it possible without her. He wants her. He needs her.
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Jimin POV 10:30 pm
"For god sake please pick up the phone" i mumbled desperately. I just wanna to see her. I know i hurt her so much. It's all my fault. If i pushed that clingy shit away this wouldn't even happen. pacing back and forth in front of her house. My eyes are wandering to the main door. She isn't ready to listen to me anything and she ordered her staff not to open door for me.
Stupid stupid stupid....if you tell her earlier that never happened. You stupid idiot park jimin.
I cursed myself as i kick the tyer of my car but my luck was not with me.
"Owww" i whined, sequel in pain as my feet is hurting badly. I look up to her window with sad expression.
Please y/n just listen to me once. Please.
I sighs as i settle down in my car. Continue to stare at her window. Praying that someone opens this god dammit door.
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Y/n POV 12:15 am
"Is he still here" i slowly whisper. asked mairya in husky voice. I slowly rise my head from my pillow. I don't have enough energy to speak in my full voice. My throat feels sore because of crying. She lowered her gaze slowly nods. I sighed as i look at my phone.
30 missed call from tadpole.
With all my energy. I try to stand up and my legs starting to trembling. I wasn't in my full sense. I can't process what's going on just my mind was repeat his words. I don't wanna think about that. But still each and every word is like piercing my heart with knife. This is so much for me. I struggle with my legs to go near window. Slightly moved the curtains as i see a faint shadow of him leaning his head on steering wheel. I chewed my inner lips as a sob is threatening to escape form my mouth. Seeing him there is just double the pain in my heart.
Why don't you just leave me alone. Please I'm tried of all this please.
My breath hitched as i look at him. How much i want i can't just get all this out of my mind. I have to do something. I glance at his sleeping figures last time before move towards my bed. I sat down as the dried out tears get like another reason to be flowing. I see mariya still standing there with disappointment on her face. I rise my brow to ask her. She licked her lips as she came near me.
"Can i say something ms y/n" she said looking down. I sadly smile looking at her. Hesitate figure playing with her fingers. She is just like a godmother to me. Whenever i need any help or just some support she is there. I nods as she set beside me.
"I don't mean you have to listen to me but. Please i feel like you should at least try to listen what he wants to say. I know i don't know him but i feel like he really loves you. Don't you think you should give him one more chance" she explained looking at me with adorable eyes. She cares my hairs slowly. With the warm touch i feel like motherly touches as i broke down in her arms.
"How c-can i give him a-another chance m-aariya to break me once more........i told h-him that never b-break my trust. But w-what he did....i don't k-know that if his l-love was really or not....it's p-painful full...really painful....I'm feeling like t-there is nothing i-inside me....just like a d-dead body...no soul no heart.....I'm feeling like shit....tell me mariya am i w-wrong....is it my fault to love s-someone with all my heart....is it my f-fault that i allow my heart to b-beat for him...with all my love and t-trust i give my life to him...but he....he j-just ripped me apart...my heart is crying i can h-hear it's wiping.....it's e-enough...i can't take it anymore..anymore....." I chocked my words. My chest is feeling like it ripping. Like someone just takes out my heart out merciless.
"Shhh....it's okay." She wiped my tears as she placed my head on her lap pating and caressing my hair. I know she is with me til i close my eyes. I know she don't go until see saw me sleeping. But the thing is as soon as i close my eyes my mind repeat all the shit again and again.
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After it's feels like she left i opened my eyes and see if she is here or not. I sighs. Feeling guilty cause i have to lie to mariya also. I bite my lips again all the feeling of hurt and betrayal came again. Its literally feels like someone is shooting me in my chest. with heavy and swollen eyes i look towards clock.
1:36 am
My eyes widen as my heart starts to beat in anxious.
Is he still here.....i know he is not gonna go that easily...but it's too late...what should i do.
I rubs my temples as my headaches is increasing every passing second. Carefully i stand up by taking wall support. I feel like if i remove my hands i will be on floor next moment. Slowly get towards window i move the curtains as i see his car still there. He looks so uncomfortable sleeping in that position.
Why are you making this difficult for me....Jimin...please. Hhhh.
I sighed as i go towards bed, before taking my phone and sits down.
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Jimin POV
Ah this is so uncomfortable here....ah my back....
I shifted myself slightly as my back hurts. I slowly open my eyes to look at time.
1:38 am
She is so mad on me.....i just wanna to see her....i know she so hurt because of me...
I scratch my arms as i move my shoulder a bit. Just then i heard a knock. With a super speed i moved my head to window as i see a guys. I frowned but slide down glass.
Mr park ms y/n want to talk to you" he says as my eyes widen. Do you ever feel like jump off the cliff because of happiness just like that. My lips stretch into a big smile and My heart blooms as i hurry up and get out of the car running towards the door.
Mariya give me a small smile as she single me to came. I was so happy that i didn't so y/n was standing in there. I literally bumped on her. But as soon as my eyes laid on her. My smile left. I feel so bad. So much pain. I could see she is suffering from that. Her eyes were swollen and whole face is puffy. I instantly extend my hand to cares her face but she back away.
"Y/n" i mumbled, as my heart is broke by the sight of her. She is standing away from me. Like i will hurt her.
"I....i will listen to you but first....go and freshen up. eat something and get some sleep....we will talk tomorrow about it" she says frimly as her voice seems like she is putting so much efforts.
"No y/n i don't want to eat..but just listen-"
"Mariya if he doesn't eat then tell me. I will not talk to him" she says looking at her. Shook my head instantly as she turned away to go.
Y/n....please
Next Morning
I wake up and instantly my eyes searching for y/n. I quickly get up and went out. But i didn't see her. My face scrunched in disappointed as i pout and look at somewhere else for her.
Where are you y/n
I thought as i began to search for her in whole house. Then i see mariya. I smiled as i run upto her.
"Mariya....do you know where is y/n" i asked her. She shook her head as i narrow my eyes.
"Mr park she already left for work" she says as i feel shocked.
"But she said we will talk" my heart felt bad. She goes without even giving me a chance to say anything. I bite my inner cheek as i look down.
"I don't know about that Mr park" she say as i slowly nods.
Why don't you just give me a chance to explain me y/n.....i really really love you alot.....
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