Author POV
y/n Morning is full of confusion, anxiety and pain. She opens her eyes as suddenly cold wind touches her body and make her shiver. she looks around only found herself in balcony of her room. Scrunching her nose in confusion. She try to get up but suddenly her head start to pounding. She again sits down and looking at her outfit.

Aish what the hell I'm doing here and in this dress. Why my head is hurting so bad??

She finally get up and made her way inside the room to bathroom. Stripping her clothes off. She stands under warm shower.

What happened last night??

She thinks and slowly she regain all the last night memories. Tears building up well in her eyes. she Sighs try to console herself.

Come on y/n be professional. You can't be like that. Pull yourself together. Please.
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Y/n POV
Gulping down the tablet. I make go to lobby. My eyes are so tired and my body is killing me as i sleep in balcony. When i reached there I move my head left to right but didn't see any familiar faces. Then i just massage to sooha that i'll meet them already at the conference.

I jump in car and drive away. I really don't want face any of them but i have to be professional. I have to do work. Slightly turning staring wheel on left side. I sighs.

So, fuck my life. Everything is finished. Mia confessed to him and as i look at his behavior. I could tell he actually accepted it. I'm really tired of all this shit. The pain is only increasing by the time. My heart is literally crying and begging for looking at him just once, for his smile, for his eyes , just once for holding his hands , for once melts in his arms , for envelopes myself in his warmth. My heart is craving for his warmness.

I wiped my eyes as some tears spilled out. Turning off the engine. I came out of the car and breath out and shook all my thoughts.
I walk in as my phone makes a sound show up notifications.

Sooha😍
Okayy👍🏻

Kookie🐰🍪
Where are you noona? You leaves without even telling me yesterday. I could company with you but its okay. You just tell me where are you I'm coming.

Y/n
I'm sorry kook. I want to be alone for some time that's why i'll left. And i forgot to tell you. I'm here at the conference venue but please you don't have to come over here. You'll be bored.

I simply smiled in his cuteness. I walked into the venue and soon encounter with lot's of people going here and there in hurry.

"Ms kim good morning. thank god you are here. I'm so stressed. Please look at this file first and you have to sign this paper so we and process ahead" one of the employee said as she huffs air out. I just smiled.

"Yeah please send these files in my office okay" i said and go towards my office.
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Event already started. I take a deep breath before opening the door and went in. The auditorium is full of people. As i walked towards the vip couches. My eyes eventually find a person which i desperately looking for. He is smiling beautifully like a little kid. An idiotic smile appears on my face just as i see him. When i look at his right. A lump is created in my throat. I harshly gulps down. As i see him smiling and laughing with her. I take a deep breath and sit down beside yoongi and ji-ah.

The event is going well as i think. People are enjoying. I'm happy after all this is all because of our hardwork and excellent team. The anchor announced yoongi name as it's time for his speech. I gave him a assuring smile. He just shrugged as it his habits.

"Ms kim" i heard as i snapped my eyes towards the voice and see ji-ah calling me. I hums with a small smile.

"See there. Did you see that." She Squeal as i look at the direction she mentioned. My eyes darken as i narrow my brows. My heart is slamming in my chest like it about to explode. She is pointing out jimin and mia who is holding hands like a cute couple. And her eyes are glittery anyone can tell that they are so in love. I blinks servel times to avoid tears to spill. snapping my head to another direction to wipe my teary eyes.

I don't want be here anymore. Please god let the event end soon.

"Look they are so cute together" she joined her hands in front of her chest as bounce in joy. I just hummed because my voice would crack if i dare to utter a word. Digging my nails in my plams because i fucking losing my patience. I can't tolerate it anymore.
"You know what ms y/n. They are really dating" she said as my eyes widen.

Did they make it official......he didn't even tell me.

"H-how do you know?" I try not to crack as i look anywhere else except the couples.

"I saw them yesterday when ms han confessing him.....aww the moment is so cute"

Maybe she didn't see me...thank god.

I sighed.

"And when they kis-"

"W-what??" I yelled my eyes widen and i looked at her i disbelief.

"Y-yeah ms y/n. They kissed but why you shouted?"

"Ah...j-just overexcited" she nods as she focused in front. I looked down as my tears are pouring out non stop. My heart is like ripping apart. Gulp down the bitter trun down.

I can't take it anymore. I can't tolerate. It's suffocating.

I wore my glasses on my puffy eyes. Before standing up.
"Where are you going"

"None of your concerns" i says as i came out of the dark room. Employee are looking at me some calls me but when i lift my plam at them. Then it all went silence.
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Author POV
Y/n go out with heavy heart. She can't figure out what to do to ease the pain.
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When she sees y/n go out desperately. Without even thinking of anything. She laughs as a venomous smile creept on her face. She tucked her hair behind her ears.

Tch aww poor baby is crying. Its just a little bit tasting before the main game babe. She thinks, evilness is clearly showing in her eyes before focusing on show.

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Y/n groaned in frustration. Her mind didn't stop thinking about that. It's keeping repeating itself.
They kissed

They kissed

They kissed

Shit stop it. Why i can't let it go from my mind.

She walked in her room to clam herself down. But it seems like nothing is going to work on it. Her heart is throbbing in her chest and pounding so hard. Just then something click in her mind. She quickly got her phone and call someone.
"Hello, yeah i wanna book an emergency plane return ticket......yeah i don't care about it....okay thanks.......in fifteen minutes right??...yeah i will be" she cut the call. As she hurrying up and pack all her stuff.

I have to get out of here fast. I can't breathe here. Anyway runway project is completed. My job is done...its not like that anyone would care...or maybe they even can't feel my absence. She thinks

With fast steps she reached lobby. She gave a look to the receptionist who is looking at her in confusion as y/n check out in hurry.

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Jimin POV
Breathing heavily as i wiped my sweaty forehead and looking here and there just to catch her a single glance. Form the last one hour i was searching mercilessly for her. My eyes are pleading just to see her. This is all just my fucking mistake if i just be careful little more this wouldn't be happened.

Where are you y/n? I'm so worried.

She didn't even answer my call and now her phone is switched off from last half hours. Which only increases my anxiety. Combing back my hair with finger i groan in frustration as i look in parking lot. She could be anywhere as employees tell me that she looks so angry. I seriously don't know what could might happen.

"H-hyung did you find her?" I heard a shaky voice as i turned only see kookie with clouded eyes and huffing figures. He also tired from looking for her but he doesn't want to stopped. I shook my head as he chewed his lip to stop himself to break down. I jolt towards him but he pushed me.

"D-don't come near me. This is all because of you. I told you this isn't right but you never listen to me."

"I know jungkook but-"

"But what hyung. You know that party night when you told me to go to her. I see her puffy face , swelling puffy eyes. She cried so much hyung. That's why I wasn't agreed with you. I'm telling you if anything will happen to-"

"JUNGKOOK" i shouted , i didn't even want to think about that. he flinch i pulled him in tight hugs and he sobs in my arms. I don't know how but in just two weeks jungkook got more closer to y/n. He never got so close to any girl. He cares for her alot. He attached to her. And why not she is that amazing

"P-please found h-her hyung. you are o-only one who could do this." He says and i nod he lose his grips as he wipes his nose. Just then tae with sooha and yoongi and mia all cames.

"Did you find her" sooha said , jungkook shook his head and go towards yoongi who is desperately looking here and there. He is seriously looking so mad.

"Hyung what should we do now" i asked, he look at me his face clearly shows he doesn't have any idea. Mia came forward as she give me assuring smile.
"Yoongi you know she is mad and we all know she can't control her anger. I'm just so worried" sooha breath out. My anxiety increases as negative thoughts came in my mind.

"Sooha don't worry. Y/n is smart girl she knows how to handle herself. Let's just go to hotel. Maybe she is there" he says as we all nods and make our way to hotel.

Reaching there everything is complete silence i try to call her again but same. We reached the lobby. I run towards the elevator and others following me. Reaching out to her door. I knocked serval time but no response. I panicked as hell. desperately try to open the door when someone says.
"Mr park what are you doing." I see that receptionist. I open my mouth but mia already got her.
"We are looking for ms kim. Just gave me master keys" she demands as receptionist gave her confused look.
"But ms han, she already check out" she says as my eyes widen.

"What? When?"

"Yes Mr park she is gone. And maybe be two hours ago. I saw her she looks angry and sad also" my heart is beating fast. She leaves because of me. Oh god what i do now. I punched the wall as everyone flinch. She quickly gets away.
"Jimin that's not good. Clam down" i heard yoongi hyung voice.

"I'm so sorry jimin" i turned as mia says in her broken voice. She looks guilty.

"Don't worry. It's not your fault" i assure her.

"I'm going back" i say as everyone head snapped towards me.

"Ji-"

"No hyung not now please" he nods.

"I'm also coming"

"Me too"

"Me too"

"We all are going back okay" yoongi hyung says. We chuckled as i enter my room.
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We all meet in lobby as mia look for our check out.
"Here everyone it's completed. You all can go now. And I'm here just to gather the mess we created at runway" she says as i chuckled remembering the moment. I was really got panicked as i didn't see y/n sitting on her seat. I stumbled on my steps and moved towards yoongi which was seated beside her before. He say he didn't know where she is. But i got heart attack when ji-ah tell me that she goes away one hour ago and she is crying. I panicked as i don't pay any attention to the runway. It was also stopped when ceo is not here. And also because of me who is finding her desperately. I nods as we about to go out when she softly grabs my wrist. I signal all to go on. When i turned around I saw her teary eyes and out of nowhere she hugs me. Hesitantly i hug her back. It feels awkward to me.

"Jimin I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt y/n. She will be very mad on me right now."

"It's okay. She is not mad at you and besides me and y/n both are very thankful for you. You help us alot" she nods and loses her arms around me. I softly pat her cheek before getting out.
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Author POV
Jimin make his way out of the hotel. Leaving behind little fragile sobbing girl. Who try hard not to break down. With teary eyes. She wave her shaking hand towards his walking out figure. She smiles bitterly in tears.

Only if you knows what you mean to me.........but everyone not get everything they want....she is lucky.....i hope you both have great future. She thinks,

But her through were interrupted by a pitchy voice behind her.
"Aww you both look so good together ms han" ji-ah say in her cringe voice which only creates a frown on mia face.

"We are not together ji-ah and it will be good if you only focus on your work not someone personal life" she say as ji-ah face smile fells. The smudge on her face is not anymore. She quickly nods before following mia.

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Y/n POV
Leaning my head on the head rest. I have my eyes closed but the same scenario is repeating in my brain. That party night. There is no any tear left to escape. I'm really hell angry on myself. How weak i feel right now. My whole body is hurting. From last half hours I'm in car going towards my house. I'm phone is buzzed maybe 50th time but i didn't pick it up. I don't have enough courage to talk to him what should i tell him. I'm just scared that I would be break down in front of him. Just his soft feathers like voice is enough for me to break the fucking dam of my emotions. At least he knows my absence.

I came back home and my staff took all my belongings. I literally run towards my room and locked it.

No i can't be like this. I have to take myself out of this. No i can't let this happen to me.

I'm suffocating in my own body. For letting myself too feel like this. I feel like everything is falling apart no matter how much i tried to pick and gather the piece the picture remains incomplete. i want to protest for the pain I'm suffering right now but my own self is not ready to listen to me.
Its like I'm being incurable.

The only thing which can control me. To ease my pain my suffering.

I changed my clothes and grabbed my car keys. As I'm going downstairs my anger, frustration, pain everything is increasing.

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Hey everyone its another chapter. So let me tell you guys a news this story is near to end and i want to know do you guys okay with little smut i mean I'm not writing 21+ ff. But if you all want i can try but it will be hell clingy I'm telling you already. So please comment do you all want 21+ or not if i didn't get any comment I'm not gonna write any smut just little touchy. So it upto you guys. Then bye stay safe and healthy. Love u all.