Y/n POV

I wake up  with heavy  throbbing headaches. As i strach my arms and neck. I was sleeping on the floor that why my whole body is aching badly. I walked in bathroom as i glanced over mirror. My eyes are blood shot and puffy. There is a red bruise on my right wrist. I rub my wrist as i remember last hectic night. Everything is fall apart last night. My all dreams my heart my love everything is broke. I'm broken. I sighed as i look up few droplet of tears are flows from corner of my eyes. I wipe them.

I'm sorry Jimin.....i don't know if I'm right or wrong but i just know that i wanna to save mom and you also and I'm going to do that. Even if I have to put my own happiness on sake.........but i just can't take out you form my mind....your crying, Weeping face is repeating in my mind....... I know it's painful but you will get over it....... You will forget about me.....i will remain just a bit part of your past...nothing much......but i just love you so much and you will always be my first love.

I sighed loud as i wiped my last shedding tears. No more tears i say in my heart. I get ready for work as i Take my headache pills and run out to work.
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I reached my workplace but immediately frowned looking at a crowd of reporters all of them jolts towards my car with there respective mic.

What the hell is happened now.

I sighed as i grab my glasses and covered my dark circles and swollen eyes. i don't want anyone to know about my condition. As soon as i walked out there are jump over my car only to stopped by security. I looked around there must be forty to fifty reporters.
"Ms kim you always have a habit to surprise us and whole city right. That why this new going on like a fire."

I frown as i think about what new they are taking about.

"I can't lay my finger on what you are trying to say?" I laugh as they chuckled. And put mic in front to me.

"Oh come on ms kim. Don't be shy. You give us all shocked by your wedding new" he says as he continued taking pictures.

I was completely shocked. Not any movement in my body.

Huh...how....who??

"Ms kim any comment?" He asked as i look around.

It's live.

"What's say everything is going so fast. I still didn't believe I'm going to be marry....but still it's a big new." I nods as i chewed my inner cheek.

"Don't you think that wedding in a week...isn't it too fast or something else is there" he says eyeing me basically glaring.

"I think this is the right time decided by my parents."

"But as we all are believing and some rumors that you and Mr park are together. Is that all a made up for covering your real wedding plans"  my hearts drops as my lips shiver. How can i say that my love is mad to fool everyone....but i just say that all to him. My heart feeling the pain.

"A-as...i know we b-both are good friends and......it's....no more comments please...."  I shutters as i quickly make my way inside avoiding all the questions. I wasn't in the state to answer. I might broke down in front of them.

"Why the hell you public this new Mr kim. And as long as i know you are the one who is behind all this. Tell me what's your plan for this" i shouts through the phone. When i get in i quickly dialed a person whom i 100% believe behind all this.

"You know me so well.... Yes i public the news and look it's a greatest news in the whole city.... I have to admit you are not that low as i think besides this will help me to gain more money as the investors get attracted towards the hottest news don't you think"  i was disgusted. How much this man only care about money. He never care about anything else but own life his money.

"You just want to use me that's it....but believe me i will never let you do this.... You will not get any benefit and this is my promise to you Mr kim."  I hang up instantly as i walk ahead. I haven't see any of my friends yet and this is stressing me more. I walk inside my office. As i see three familiar faces but glaring at me. I sighed as i walked in.

Sooha is like about to bust on me while yoongi is like analysis the situation and one more person which actually surprised me Melody who eyes are swollen red looking at me like lost puppy. I settle down my beg i haven't removed my glasses yet not to expose me. Honestly I'm tired.,...i don't want to handle all this.

"Why are you all looking me like that" i chuckled a bit as i made my way towards melody i hug her but she is standing stunned without any movement her puffy eyes glaring me.

"What happened Melody why you look like crying all day?" I asked as she crossed her arms.

"You tell me what is going on. We are calling you all day. Two days y/n but you haven't answered any of them and now what what we heard?........ Marriage???......and why?? What the hell is going on" sooha out bust all her anger as she shout on me. I close my eyes rubbing my temples.

Shit I'm feeling like dizziness again. My body is like giving up.

"There is nothing to talk about. Okay please don't investigate me" i said in lower voice as i set down.

"Really y/n this is nothing. Your marriage is nothing....what's about your relationship with Jimin what about him....do he know about it" she comes forward as she shook my shoulder. Out of frustration i stand up as i push her.

"WHAT'S ABOUT HIM  HUH?..WHAT'S ABOUT HIM. WE BROKE UP OKAY.......... we broke up there is nothing between us. this is the reality sooha. I'm getting married."  I yelled on the top of my lungs but last lines only comes as dipped in pure pain and guilty. I stumbled back as i set down.

"Are you in your senses y/n.....you know what you are saying. I might be don't know Mr park that well but i know you love him.... I remembered all our talk and how much you lost just talking about him. You can't do like that" this is melody time to say. Her voice was clam as i try to maintain my poster.

"People fall in love and they fall out also not a big deal. I fall out and move on. You guys don't have to worry about that" i simply says as i look some files.

"I can't believe it" sooha huffs out as she strom out of the room. I sighed she must be so mad at me. I'm breaking so many hearts.

"I'm here to talk you about my break up. I wanted some time with you but it seems like you need alone time more then me" i  instantly look up at her as her eyes gloss with Pearl tears in it. She broke up... I can understand how much she is going through right now.. Because I'm also having this state.  I instantly hugged her.

"I'm sorry. I have to be with you"

"No y/n..take your time....my relationship is gone. But you can still have chance." She tapped my shoulder as she moved out. My eyes glanced over yoongi who is resting his head on her plam. Glaring me side.

"What?"

"Do you think I'm as much as dumb like you all?"

"What are you saying?"

"Dumbo I'm not gonna believe it. That you fall out. Is it a play game you fall out....something is seriously going on.  Tell me "

"It's n-nothing. You don't have to be like that" he slowly moves towards me as my eyes widen. I shutters as i move back.

"Oh really.......then why you have these glasses on since you came in" before i could do anything. He snatched away them as he gasps. I sighed as i look down at my hands.

"You look awful you know" i glared at him but he just shrugged.

"Tell me what happened.....you know we know each others since high school. Before meeting sooha and melody.. I know you better than you.. Nine years y/n we are from nine years.. Do you think i don't tell you where are you lying" he says looking directly in my eyes with him sharp cat eyes.

"It's nothing yoongi I'm telling you. I'm just bored of him and......and i took interest in someone else that's it" i frustrated said as he roll his eyes.

"Since when you call me yoongi? specifically, never. Something is wrong isn't? Please tell me plum don't you tell to your best friend your suga" he slowly said making his small black eye digging inside my head.

"P-please suga don't ask m-me. If you really cared about me t-then don't asked me ever please. I just want you to support me" i said as a tear roll down my cheek. He quickly wiped it away as he hide my face in his chest. Caressing my head softly.

"I don't know what are you going through but it's is enough to let your tears fall. I don't know what is it but I'm with my plum my strong girl. Okay stop"

"I don't know what i do to have a best friend like you seriously" i sniff as he makes a disgusting face.

"Except this....don't worry i will talk to that half rotten mind sooha and melody also. Is there any way they not talk to you . so Cheer up" i smiled as he showed his gummy teeth.

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"Why you want to meet me?" I question with the straight face looking forward towards a  boxy smile man who isn't smiling. I huffs out when he isn't saying anything.tae he call me in a cafe. First i was about to denied i thought like before they call me and there would be jimin and if i meet him today i don't think i ever able to control myself. But then he says he promised Jimin will not be there.

"Taehyung for god sake say something?"

"I'm just figuring out what is the thing that makes you think that you can lie to us" i chocked my coffee as i harshly gulp it down. I look at him who is glaring me.

Why the hell everyone is like know that when I'm lying.

"Please you don't start now. Since morning everyone is like I'm lying and i can't leave Jimin please I'm......I'm b-bored of him okay"  still now i can't take out that proper word without feeling pain and guilt in my heart. It's like someone is squeezing out my heart.

"And you know they are not lying" i rolled my eyes pretended to be annoyed.

"Y/n im just here to tell you that......he isn't in the right state of mind. Please i know that you are going through tough times. But please don't leave him.......... He is going back towards old Jimin.  The jerk which you pulled out. Yesterday he was completely drunk owner of the bar call me to take him...... He was just continuously taking your name. He really loves you. Please come back to him."  I was playing with my finger. Fighting with the urge to broke out. Having heart time in breathing. I lick my lips as i look at him.

"Taehyung he is my...my past. Everything is over. Isn't like first time he will be going through this. He will be get over me. Trust me i don't want to have any relation with him" i said in low voice looking down as he stands up.

"Then i don't have anything else to say....Good luck with your life" he was about to go when i call him. I don't want that but my heart was crying to just....just like no tomorrow.

"Tae?" I whisper slowly in my wobbly voice. He turns.

"C-can you......can you take care of him for me. I..i m-mean you said he isn't in his senses. Maybe be he.......he will-  just can you do that for me?" I shutter as i was looking down all the time. I couldn't think the consequences if something happens to him what will i do. I can't. I never I look at him with pleading eyes as his giving me smirks.

"Why you care about him. If you don't have any sort of thing for him.....y/n i just say don't make this happen to you. You are playing with two lives precisely. So, don't be childish think about it......Goodbye" he says and go out as i give permission to my tears to flow down. I lower my gaze as my lap getting wet because of my guilty grief.
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Enjoy every one and I'm sorry i want to update on kookie birthday but there is some family problems so i couldn't sorry for that. Happy belated birthday kookie. I really really wish that you have all the things you want have a great health and many many successful years. I love you and we are always with you.