Next day

Y/n POV
waking up with terrible headache is extremely painful. I rub my temples as i search my medicine with swollen eyes. Gulping down water i set down myself on the edge of bed as i hugs my knees. Thinking about yesterday makes my heart feel worst pain i ever suffered. It's terrible that i couldn't do anything. I just let my love die down just because of some heartless people. I saw him breaking down. Seeing his hope dying slowly. His eyes showing how terrifying he feels when i was leaving him. The fear of losing someone is really terrible. My body feels spritless as if it ain't have any strength in it.

My gaze was fixed on the ring in my hand. It's sparkling beautifully. A soft smile appear on my face when i remember how much love i see in his eyes when he is starring at me. How he makes me feels when he embrace me in his arms. How safe and loved i feel. How much i adore his eye smile. The way he hide his face  behind his hands when he is shy. How much embarrassed he feels when he fall form chair in ongoing meeting. How bad i feel to laugh at him. My vision got blurry as tears slipped down my eyes.

I don't deserve it

I stare at the ring and finally have a little strength. With shaky hands i slowly grip the back of ring with my finger tip and with slightly pressure i pulled but it wasn't coming out. I sighed as i looked up.

Please

Tears continuously screaming down my cheek. I pulled it again and again but it didn't even show shift form it's place.

God

I tried again and again.

I can't do this.
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10:45 am

I don't know why but my heart feels so uneasy. It's very hard to explain but i really don't like what the terrible things going in my mind. So, i decided to let have some fresh air and i really want to see mom. I made a visit to her. I hoped in my car as i drive it to the cemetery.

Reaching out to door i came out as soon as i got there. My feets began to take me in a known way as my heart steady beats become irregular. My eyes watery as i look towards two sides. One of my mom and other is jimin's mother. My heart is debating over should i go or not there. I don't know but i feel guilty to show up my face to her. I promise her to take care of him. And look at me i already broke it. I don't know whether i will get to see him after tomorrow or not. Why this all happen. Why.

I sighed as i moved towards another way. I don't deserve to be there. My own guilt not letting me  see her. I took my pace and reach my mom tomb. My eyes filled well with tears as they threatening to fall. Once i settled down i realize that the the place is clean. I smiled as my finger glide on the cold marble until my finger tip touch something.

Huh....white Lily

My eyebrows narrow as i took them in my hand. Neatly packed fresh lily is all my mom wants to lighten up her mood.

Who is the one to put them here?

I think as my mind suddenly went up to jin oppa. He always comes with me whenever i want to see mom. Maybe he is the one to came here. I look here and there but i couldn't find him. Then i see an old man who sits on a bench. He must be caretaker i thought as i go towards him. I slightly bows as he stands up.

"Ahh...aajushi can you tell me who put this on that tombstone" i questioned as i pointed towards my mom. With quite strength he try to think as i stay quiet.

"A young man has just go out. He is in blue coat and white shirt. I don't know whether he is the one or not but i saw him near that tomb" he replied as i nod with slightly bow and rush out side. I want to meet jin oppa he seems distance from me since the  day he found i was going to marry because of mom's life. Somehow he blames himself for all this. That wasn't true. It's not his fault at all. He couldn't do anything to stop this. It was just fate. And we can't do anything against it.

I reached out as my eyes wander on the parking lot to see him. But i don't think he his still here. I was ready to go back when suddenly my eyes land on someone. My heart hurts and again beats abnormally.

Jimin.

I clenched my dress fabric with my sweaty hands. I saw him there near his car and he wears the same as the old man describe. I bite my lips. Seeing his sit in his car and drive away.

So, he was the one who came to visit mom.

How much I'm tried not to cry but my tears flowing down my cheeks. It's hurts seeing the misery. The wretchedness inside my heart can't let's me get away form my pain. This is torture seeing him so upset but still he care about me.

I'm sorry for everything.
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Jimin POV
I gulp down my favorite scotch as i glance over my two dearest yet idiotic friends who is watching at me with a frown on their faces.
"What the hell you two are looking at me like that?" I Said looking both of them. Wrench faces.

"Stop drinking so much. You look completely wasted." Kook said as he looks worried at me as he drinks his favorite drink.

"Don't worry about me I'm fine" i assured him although my voice is sound Gruffy as i extend my hand to take another glass drink before a hand come to suddenly and snatched away my glass.

"ARE YOU GONE MAD KIM TAEHYUNG"  i threatened him my voice bombed into the whole bar as all the people look at me weirdly but i don't give a damn. My eyes are  raging on a little brat who just swapped my drink.

"Give me back my drink" i stated calmly as i glanced over him dangerous. Im not in a right state of mind. I don't want have any arguments.

"No I'm not. Come on jimin came out of this damn shit. I'm fed up seeing you crying over her." He shouted as he slammed the glasses on the platform breaking it into piece. I glare at him but i dont know why i don't want to talk anymore. I just got another drink.

"You don't know anything so just shut your damn mouth " i quietly retorted seeing him sitting down rubbing his head

"I know chim i can understand" he replied but that triggers me so much my eyes burn as i feel angre boiling inside me.

"THE FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND..DO YOU KNOW THE FEELING OF LOSING SOMEONE TAE. DO YOU KNOW THE PAIN OF SEEING YOUR LIFE SLIPPED AWAY........Seeing your love with someone else. Do you know how i feel when i think about whether i will get to see her or not. No you don't. You can never understand. Just think about sooha with someone else. How your heart feels. This is what called actual pain Mr kim Taehyung" i shouted smashed the whole thing on the floor panting heavily. As i look at two friends seeing me with horror. My anger die down as my body fall back. My mind was unable to process anything but just her face is linked in front of my eyes. My heart hurts just to think about tomorrow. I suddenly felt two arms around me as tae hug me. I scoffed but eventually accept his hug.

"I'm sorry...i just don't want to see you so broken. You are my brother and seeing you like this really hard for me." I nods as he back away. We both look at kookie who has watery eyes and try Hard not to break down.

"Ah..kook-" Taehyung about to pulled him in a hug when he back away.

"Can't you do anything"  he asked, i take a deep breath shrugging off the remaining drink.

"I tried i try alot....but i don't know why she is doing like that i can see she is not happy with this. I know. I don't have any way to just get her away from that wedding" i explained, looking at my plam which still has that promise ring. I smile remembering the day which is so so special for me.

"I have an idea......let's kidnap her"  my head snapped at kook. Who eyes shine indicating he is thinking about some mischievousness. I shook my head. With widen eyes.

"I think it's great idea" i look at tae not believing he just says that. He gives me a apologizing smile as he smacked kook head. He whined rubbing his head. He pouts looking at his drink before going out. I sighed as i laughed at my own destiny.
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Author POV
Typing something on laptop. Y/n sighs as she rubs her aching back muscles. There is only one day in wedding but she doesn't even worried about it. Moreover she doesn't care about it. She don't want this marriage but because of her mother she have to do it. Doing non stop work just to stop thinking about 'him'. She only have this way to keep her self busy and away from her guilt. Her phone buzzed as she looks at the call. She immediately picked it up as it show Mr jung. Faking a great mood she great him.

"Hello, ms y/n am i disturbing you?"he asked politely, as he was debating whether he disturb her or not.

"Oh..no Mr hoseok. I'm just chilling around." She immediately replied. As she switched off her laptop and stands up.

"Oh then it's great. Do you have free time. I want to meet you" he asked, as y/n brows frowned but of course. She thinks it might be something about wedding.

"Ahh...why not. Just msg me. I'll be there" she replied with a hesitation in her voice. She feels bad. She don't know why.

"Then it's done"

"Ok sure"she cut the call as so many thoughts going in her mind. What will happen Tomorrow? Is she really going to get married? Without her own will? Does she can get throw it. What will happen to jimin? Will he came to the marriage. Will he want to stop the marriage. She sighed as shook off all the throught form her mind and get ready.

After freshen up she go to the cafe that he mentioned in msg. Arriving there isn't hard. It's closed to her house. Sitting one of the chairs she waits for him to show as she looks out of the  window. Suddenly she glanced over two couples having a cute moment with a baby. She smiles sadly. Broken piece of beautiful dream can see in her eyes. They glossy seeing the cute family.

I also wants a normal life without any trouble.....he always wanted a girl.

She through seeing the little girl in the arms of her mother giggling beautifully.

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Flashbacks

"Jimin why don't we just go to any restaurant please" i whined, pinching the bridge of my nose as we both stroll around the shopping mart. He chuckled as he playfully pinched my cheek and rest his arm on my shoulder while pushing the cart with other hand.

"I wanted to show you what a real food called when the great famous one and only handsome chef park jimin make it" he smirk while looking at me. I rolled my eyes as i fold my hands and look at him rises my brows.

"Now you are talking like my brother" his smile suddenly falls as i laugh on his Dead- panded face.

"Haha....Good humored but no use" he speaks as a matter of fact. I straight my face and look at the rack of something interesting. He was following behind me.

"Now you don't want to talk" he says as he keep his pace with me. I struggle not to crack up as i lift a packet and put it on cart.

"So what are we making today" i asked as i glance over Jimin who just opened a jar of jam. That's it i can't control my laugh. I laugh hard as my ribs started to hurt.

"What?"

"You don't find them anyways" i whispered through my laughter as he suddenly left the whole jar and jolt towards me. Before i could say something we heard a loud noise. I flinch as i unable to process anything. I clenched on jimin arms as he smirked over me but again we heard a loud noise and a screams with it. He pulled me closer to his chest as place his arms around me in a protective manner. I appreciate his protective nature couldn't help but smile. We moved towards exit as we see two couples standing in front with a little baby in there hands. And they were fighting and the baby is crying harder. Jimin removed his hands form me as i pouts to  loose the warmth of his hands.

"Let's go out from here god" he mumbled as i looked at the couple a last time and we moved past to them but they block our way.

"Why the hell you always repeat same shit" Lady screams as i cover my ears i concerned about that baby health in her hand.

"I didn't do anything wrong. She was all over me." man shouts as i cover my another ears i was basically in between them.

"God ouch....please don't yell" i shake my head as i thought my ears gonna bleed. I look at jimin who is try to get me out to them.

"Excuse me let my girlfriend go" he says.

"Shut up" lady says particularly yells as jimin eyes widen as well as mine. He blinks his eyes and nod is head out of fear. I  chuckled, as he glared at me. I looked down.

"She was all over you and you. You are enjoying. God i don't believe i married to this type of person" the lady says as she looks stressed. The man jolt towards her but as i was in between. I was be the first to be his victim. I closed my eyes ready for the impact but a great pull and my face met with something hard yet frim. I look with one open eye and see chest ohh....specifically jimin's chest.... I grinned as i look up to his glaring eyes immediately shut my teeth as i look down. But i can't look down you know why. I clear in throat as i maintain a good distance.

"Done" he said as i nods we both ready to go before someone pulled me off and give me the baby. My eyes popped out as i struggle for balance thank god jimin was there. He grab my shoulders as we look down at crying mess baby.

"Look for him please. I just came" the lady Smiled as she dragged that man yelling at us. We both slowly nods as we stunned by the sudden situation commonly messed.

"Why the hell you have to take the Baby"

"Ahh..as i knew that she spin around to put the baby in my arms"

"But you don't have to take him"

"So what you wanted me to do. Dropped him"

"I didn't says that"

"But you seems like that" i rolled my as he was about to say anything when we heard a ear piercing loud cry. I look down to the baby who is wiping hardly. I pouts as i try to stop him moving him up and down.

"Shhh don't cry.....he doesn't have sense" i says as maybe be he understands the baby chuckled as i laugh.

"Yeah you know what i mean" i says as the baby look up me with dodded eyes while sucking his thumb.

"What did you say" jimin ask as i shushed him.

"Shut up look he stop crying" i say as we both look at the baby who is playing with my necklace.

"He looks cute?" He as as he narrow his eyes. I look at him and rise my brows.

"Are you saying or asking"

"I'm starting a fact" he says as glide his finger to his chubby cheeks. The baby giggles. I make a 'o' sounds.

"He looks cute in your arms" my eyes widens as i look at his smirk face. I make a annoying face as i rise my brows.

"Shut up park jimin i don't wanna to be get annoyed right now"

"No it's true....just think about-" he smirks as i closed my eyes.

"Shut up Jimin" i shout as he put his palm on my Mouth to stop me.

"Look he is sleeping" i look down the baby who is sleeping while chewing my necklace. I smile as i look at his chubby face.

"Aww...you can asked me anytime baby for......baby" he whispered last word near my ear. my eyes widen as i gulp hard. I try not to look at him. My focused on the baby.

"you can blush as much as you want"

"Shut up" i grind my teeth. Want nothing but to smack his face.

"Ah.. It's not like that we wouldn't married so let's just say...what you want a boy or girl" he says as he place head on my shoulder. I try to shrugs him but the baby in my hand. I can't risk him to get up.

"Shut up just shut your mouth" i mumble.

"Say y/n what you want. A boy or girl. For me i want a girl. I really want a girl like you of course not your temper but yeah" i rolled my eyes as i see him from corners of my eyes smirk badly. I didn't answer him but struggle with my smile.

"Ahh...i see it. you are smiling...baby your dimples are showing you can't lie through" i sighed as i shook my head.

"What you are not smiling...OK i just believe if you saying...tell me what you want. "

"I said stop talking" i  yells whisper. My cheeks were heated and probably blushing red. He laughs as i lightly punched his arms. Just then we heard a voice and the man come back. I hesitated to give him the baby but we look at his back the lady smiled and nod. I smiled and gives him the baby.

"Thank you for taking care of him. He doesn't like others kids he never likes anyone else then to be with mom...but maybe he likes you. Actually his mother is angry on me that's why. Sorry for disturbing you. I'm really sorry" he said  as he gives a strange smile rising his brows he comes near. i awkwardly smiled and take two steps back. Suddenly Jimin came hugging me and his hand on my waist. I rise my brows and feel safe at same time.

"Is he your brother" he said giving me a smile and eyeing Jimin.

"No he is my-"

"Husband I'm her husband. Come on baby we have to go you have appointments with doctor right" my eyes narrow. First he called himself my husband and now appointment. What he wants. But before i could say the man jumps in between.

"Oh my god what happened to you" he exclaimed in foxy voice. I don't like it and i feel more pressure on my waist as jimin practically hugging me.

"You don't have to be concerned about her. I'm here her husband and for your general knowledge she is pregnant and we are getting late for appointment. Right baby ! Let's go" my eyes popped out as my stomach flips. He pulled me towards him as the man awkwardly chuckled before disappearing in thin air. We came out to the shopping store as jimin never leave me he was continuously looking back make sure he wasn't following. I  didn't dare to utter a word as i just looking at the ground.

"What the fucking cheep guy he is?  i told him I'm your husband still try to get over" he says as he huffs out. Pulling back his hairs we moved towards his cars as we sits down and he started driving.

"Why are you not saying anything." He quietly asked i just looked out for some reason my heart couldn't stop fluttering maybe he could see my abnormal silence and my red cheeks also.

"Oh...you are stunned and what that?....aww blushing.... Don't worry baby You will soon carry one anyway"

"What the hell park jimin" he just laughed.

Hot as hell right!!

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