Quick Chapter I wanted to give yall. I just wanted to say... WE JUST KILLED THIS MOTHAFUCKIN TRACK MEET lol anyways...

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one slip, and down the hole we fall

it seems to take no time at all

a momentary lapse of reason

that binds a life to a life

the one regret, you will never forget

- Pink Floyd

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Dee

I've Been at the apartment bored as shit for the past three hours. Ray and Miracle took CJ and Jerieya with them to the mall so it's just me here. I'm happy as hell and I feel high as a damn kite. When I found out I was pregnant, I felt so many emotions. I thought he wouldn't want the baby so I was gonna get rid of it. But that would've been selfish as shit so I decided to be Real with him and surprisingly, he was so happy to the point he was in tears. After I had CJ, I got on birth control. My pills made it to where I wouldn't have periods for six months at a time and I had adapted to not having one. So when I missed my periods, I didn't think I was pregnant. True, Chres and I used to fuck and he would wanna make a baby all the time. I only said yea cause I knew I wasn't gone really get pregnant cause I was poppin those pills faithfully. But now that I think about it, I remember giving my body a break from the pills. And I didn't pay the sicknesses any attention cause I'm sick 24/7 and stay with a stomach virus that causes me to throw up. I don't know how to break the news to my family. I just had a baby three months ago and it's the second time around. I'm happy but on the flip side, how the hell are we gonna take care of two little bitty babies? I shake my head. I ain't about to let that get me down. I get up to cook him something to eat. He gets off in about twenty minutes at 7:45 PM. I grab my phone and text Miracle letting her know I'm cool with her dropping CJ off to Chres' mom. She asked for him earlier but I told her he was with them so she said she would call to get him. I pull some Spaghetti, Cornbread, and Fried Chicken ingredients out and sit all of it on the counter..I gotta be Chef DeErra in this hoe...

Roc

I just clocked out. I need to run by Target to get some more diapers and formula real quick. "Again, Congrats Chresanto. You ready to be a father?" Mr. Ray, my manager asks. I smile. I can't wait til I get home. "Thank you... I'm already a father." I say. "Really? Boy, girl, age?" He asks. "Boy and he three months." I say. He nods his head. "I didn't have a father growin up, son. He was there for a minute then he never looked back. Don't make it hard on your lady." He says. "I won't Mr. Ray... One day, I wanna marry her. We grew up together... Been best friends since we was babies and now we here." I say. He smiles. "Be a man, do what you feel is right and do what a man should do." He says and with that, walks out. I walk out the back and out the front door. I sigh, trying to avoid eye contact with Korianna. The fuck this goof ass hoe at my job for? She gets out callin my name. I keep walkin to my car. She grabs my arm. "Bitch fuck off." I say. I look and see she crying. "Chres... it's something I need to tell you. I'm sorry but just hear me out..." She says. "What Korianna damn? I ain't got no love for you or pity so wipe yo face. what?" I yell, Causing people to look. Mane yall just don't understand the hate I have for the nothin ass hoe. She irk me and her name make my flesh crawl. I only wanted pussy but this hoe did me dirty... The bitch burned me. One day I went to piss and I thought my damn dick was burning like it was gone detach from my body. I'm straight now and everything all good, it was curable and it's gone but it don't change the fact the shit happened. I have been planning out how imma end this bitch life for that sick nasty shit. "Chres I'm so sorry..." She says. "Look I'm trynna get home to my family bruh I ain't got time for yo shit. Hoe, you got five fuckin seconds Make it quick cause You already walkin On egg shells! You know what, you lucky I'm in fuckin Public." I say. "Chres I swear I really love you and I thought you loved me so I never would've burned you if I knew I had it. I found out after I left your house, Chres I swear... I have something important to tell you..." She says. "Say it then, shit!" I snap. Just being in her presence got me ready to lift my shirt, pull my glock out the holster, then blow her shit off. Yes, I strap at work. She looks at me with a nervous look in her eyes. "Go." I say.

Ray

"Quit sayin it! I hate the word Boob." Miracle yells at me, laughing. I laugh and tickle her neck. I dropped CJ off to Ms. Cindy and Jerieya off to Her grandma so it's just me and my baby ridin around chillin. "Why? You have boobs!" I say. "Uuuugh, Ray don't talk to me." She says. I laugh "I'm sorry baby. You wanna go back to your house?" I ask. "Hell no. Dee and Roc prolly fuckin in the kitchen floor or some shit." She says. "What?" I ask..Why she suddenly say that? "Yeah... She pregnant again and he happy bout it." She says. I smile. "These niggas don't wrap up! That nigga be bustin in that thang faithfully!" I exclaim. I laugh. "But we can go to your house... I got something to show you." She says. I look at her and don't say shit. I still aint fucked her but if she want the dick and I feel like she ready, imma ram her ass. Have her on the dick speakin Latin.

Roc

"What the fuck, Korianna why the fuck you wanna play with me like that?" I yell. Everybody out here watching. I don't give a fuck,.I'm mad as hell. "Chresanto I swear on my brother I'm not lying! I'm not perfect, I know I've done some bullshit in the past but don't hold that against me! I need you Chres!" She yells, crying. "Korianna stop fuckin lying to me! I aint get you pregnant, Kori damn!" I yell. "Yes you did! I'm two months, Chres! You raw dogged me when you got mad And left your baby mom but you thought I was her when you were in me! And my birth control didn't work, Chres I'm having your damn baby! I'm not gettin no damn Abortion!" She screams. "I didn't tell you to get one! That fuckin baby ain't none of mine!" I yell. "What the hell? You stupid if you really believe those dumb ass rumors about me being this big ass hoe who fuck everybody! For a while, you were the only one I was fuckin! You slipped up, Chres just please the baby is yours! I'm two months and I ain't about to do this shit by myself! Either do what you supposed to do or I'll light yo ass.up with Child support! I didn't make this damn child by myself and I'll be damned if I fuckin bring it up alone" She yells in my face. I sigh. Fuck... "Shit... Damn!" I yell. It's a big ass possibility of the baby being mine but I got another on the damn way. The fuck kinda shit...

TBC.

Let that shit simmer.

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