Chapter 17

(Pucker up for some cringy, sloppy, gay asf teenage kisses XD)

Sayori woke the next morning to a text from Monika.

M: Morning, beautiful~

Sayori blushed, she could practically hear Monika say that and it sent shivers through her spine.

S: Morning!<3

Sayori was quick to reply.

M: Do you want a ride today?

Monika always asked for permission as if Sayori would ever not want a chance to be near her.

S: Sure! See you in 5?

Sayori bolted up, not wanting to have told Monika she had only just woken up.

M: Sounds good ;*

(That's a kissy face for you NOOBS)

Sayori smiled as she set her phone on her bed to get dressed.

She raked the brush through her hair a few times, not bothering to brush all the way through and only making the visible parts presentable.

She grabbed her phone, dashing down the stairs and sliding her shoes on.

She grabbed her bag, stepping outside just as Monika pulled up.

"Hey." Monika smiled at her.

"Hi!" Sayori felt her heart race as it always did around Monika.

It was a familiar feeling, one she rather liked.

"So... Would you wanna.. Come over to my place after school?" Monika asked on the ride.

"Sure! Why?" Sayori asked.

"No reason. It's just... Well, I've been to your house a few times but you've never seen mine. I thought it was only fair." Monika reasoned with a shrug.

Sayori nodded in understanding, her smile widening.

I'm going to Monika's house!

~~~

They pulled into Monika's long driveway, exiting the car.

Sayori marveled at the rather large house, not huge but definately bigger than her own.

"W-Welcome." Monika said, opening the door for her.

Sayori stepped inside, glancing around the rather large den they now stood.

She followed Monika's lead and kicked off her shoes, walking behind the brunette as they made their way to Monika's room.

"Ah, this is Ludwig. Ludwig, say hi to Sayori!" she held the ash gray fatty in her arms as he eyed Sayori with disinterest.

Sayori giggled, petting him behind the ears as the cat began purring.

"He likes you." Monika said softly, watching how well two of her favorite people got along.

The cat jumped from her arms, shuffling his small behind out the door and down the hall.

Monika sat on her bed, Sayori doing the same as their knees brushed together.

"Hey, Monika..?" Sayori asked.

"Yeah?" Monika looked at her.

"I, um... I-I've never uh... Never kissed anyone before you... S-So uh... Next time... N-Next time let me know if I stink, okay?" Sayori asked, blushing as she glanced down at her lap.

Monika smiled, giggling softly as Sayori's blush deepened in embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't laugh. But you're just so cute!" Monika chuckled.

Sayori looked up at her with furrowed eyebrows, her reddened cheeks puffed out like a small child throwing a fit.

"If you want... I could... H-Help you." Monika offered.

"Help me w-what?" Sayori asked.

"K-Kiss... better..." Monika said softly, a light blush dusting her cheeks as the words left her mouth.

"Okay..." Sayori agreed quietly, licking her dry lips.

"S-So um... First you uh-" Monika guided Sayori's arms to wrap around her neck.

"Put your arms like that." Monika told her.

"T-Then I just..." she slid her own around Sayori's waist, making Sayori tense for a moment before easing into her touch.

"W-What next?" Sayori asked, her heart racing wildly within her chest.

"I-I... Just.... D-Do whatever feels right, I-I guess..." Monika wanted to crawl into a hole for the rest of eternity.

Monika had only been in one relationship prior, so although she wasn't a stranger to things like kissing, she still only had a handful of experiences to go off of.

Sayori drew a shaky breath and leaned closer, licking her lips one last time before pressing them to Monika's.

Monika took the lead, since Sayori had no idea what she should or shouldn't do.

She tightened her hold on Sayori's waist, bringing the girl closer as their lips pressed harder together.

She pulled back for a minute to make sure Sayori was alright.

"I-I'm going to... P-Put my tongue in. I-Is that okay?" Monika asked, feeling as if all the blood in her body rushed to her face in that instance.

"Y-Yeah." Sayori said, nodding softly as she looked deep into Monika's stunning emerald eyes.

Monika sighed, closing her eyes again as she kissed Sayori once more.

She gently licked Sayori's bottom lip, letting Sayori know she was about to do it.

Sayori opened her mouth, feeling Monika's tongue experimentally lick and poke certain spots in her mouth.

Sayori touched her tongue to Monika's, thinking that's what she was supposed to do.

Monika tensed for a second before once again taking initiative, swirling her tongue around Sayori's as the girl moaned softly into the kiss.

Sayori felt she had a good understanding of what to do now so she tried to reciprocate the actions, making Monika shiver in pleasure.

Monika held Sayori tighter, her head spinning for a million different reasons that all involved the enchanting girl before her.

Eventually they needed to part for air, a thick string of saliva connected by their lips.

Sayori panted softly as she gazed into Monika's eyes.

Monika smiled nervously, awaiting a negative response from Sayori yet getting none.

"I-I... That... T-That was great..." Monika commented after a minute.

"I-I thought so, t-too." Sayori said, smiling softly.

"I could do that all day..." Sayori said even quieter.

"Y-Yeah." Monika agreed, nodding.

Sayori leaned over and gave Monika a quick peck on the cheek, grinning like an idiot.

"Thank you, Moni..." Sayori whispered.

"'Moni'?" Monika chuckled.

"W-Well, yeah! I-I thought I'd give you a n-nickname... D-Do you not like it? I-I can stop if you don't.." Sayori rambled on, pressing her fingers together as she glanced down at them.

"No, I love it. Can I call you 'Sayo', then?" Monika asked.

"I-I mean, I know it's not original since Natsuki already calls you that but I-I thought you needed one too so..." Monika droned on.

"I-I don't mind." Sayori interrupted her with a smile.

"Neither do I, Sayo." Monika said quietly.

She brushed Sayori's bangs from her face, resting the hand against Sayori's cheek.

"Can I kiss you again?" Monika asked, leaning in just a bit.

"You can kiss me whenever you want, Moni." Sayori said, slinging her arms around Monika's neck.

Monika smiled, closing the gap as they shared another loving kiss.

~~~

So this chapter I guess is dedicated to my good friend Hellokitty311009 for making me retell the (tragic and awful) story of my first kiss and making me imagine how I WISH I could kiss girls XD So thanks, Kitty. Here's your fluff my qween XD

(PS WHY AM I SO AWKWARD WITH EVERYTHING I DO/SAY/WRITE?!?!)