Hey, guys!!

Author- chan is BACK with the third mother flipping installment of BTS!

Now, I know what you're thinking.

"Wooooooowwwwww, she is just not gonna stop, is she?"

Yeah, nope. Not any time soon, at least.

Now, I just got up to get ready for my first day at school for this year and holy fuck I got literally, literally no sleep.

I went 'to bed' at like 11 ish, which would be a reasonable time for me.

But my brain and anxiety and whatnot would not let me sleep for anything and holy fuck I'm stressed.

But it's okay, you know why?

Cuz I got my BTS fix on the way!

Yaaaaaaassssssss.

If you have no idea what BTS is, however, here is the link to Book 1:

http://my.w.tt/UiNb/aebmOz6DuF

And if you're not entirely new to this, but you haven't read Book 2 yet, here's a link to that bad boy right here:

http://my.w.tt/UiNb/RdKcYz3DuF

And for those of you right where you need to be, I'd like to thank you soooooo so so so much for sticking with me for this long. It really means a lot that anyone would like to read my bullshit, let alone stick around for three damn books of it.

Y'all are some fucking troopers, goddamn.

RIP me.

Before we get on with it, let me tell you a little story.

Fucking, okay. So, I had written all three books as one originally but then it got so long (approx. 68 chapters) that I decided to split it up into the three lovely books you see before you.

Anyway, if you recall the A/n's from the previous books, you may remember me saying some things about a "huge update". This update was the massive edit where I finally separated the books. But that's not all I did, I also went through literally each individual chapter and rewrote most of them completely. So you can imagine how long it took with almost 70 chapters worth of content and each chapter being 1000+ words.

Soooo, I had finally finished the huge update (took about two and a half- three months time AKA my entire summer and then some) and I was soooooo stoked about the results.

Here's a quick fact about Author- chan, I am a very shy, very anxious, and very depressed person. I can't commit to anything and I'm super flaky because I'm so terrified of things turning out wrong, you know? So yeah.

So despite all my shortcomings, I have this book that I invested everything in and it is my whole life and has been for years. And that's not really a normal thing for me, you know, having something to be proud of.

And I am incredibly proud of this story, probably more than I'll ever be about anything in my life. Because it is my life.

But I woke up this morning.

And the entirety of book three

Was gone.

Just fucking gone.

No reason, no trace at all. It just disappeared.

Of course, I spent a few good hours crying because I lost months of work.

Not to mention, I'm having a lot of personal family troubles right now and let's just say that it doesn't help.

So yeah, I freaked out.

I'm still very angry and very sad and just insanely disheartened but I feel like it would be such a shame to just abandon this.

Like, frankly, I thought about a lot of things when this happened.

I mean, if you're familiar with my work, then you'll know Jamie.

Jamie is based off of me, more or less, and I share a lot of the same thoughts and reactions as he does. I mean, any thought he's had is one that I've had. So let's just say that this situation sparked a lot of violent, terrible, downright scary thoughts.

But you know, you can't let that shit get to you.

So I'm going to do my best to work through this bullshit and rework this story like I did before.

I can't promise you it'll be as good but I promise to try my damnedest to turn it back into something I can be proud of.

Hopefully, you can be proud of it, too.

Anyway, thank you for listening to my rant, I really appreciate the support.

*Update*

I actually contacted WattPad's tech support people and they fucking saved it! The lady who helped me out was super sweet and she just restored my last save like the fucking wizard she is, like god bless. She saved my life ;u;

RIP ME.

Anyway, I'll quit wasting your time and let you get to the lovely piece of literature before you!

And as always,

<3 Thanks for reading! <3