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Nazmeera gently lifted the blanket as she got our of the bed and slowly walked towards the bathroom.She shut the door and got to her morning routine.She took a shower and came out towards her cupboard.

Nazmeera picked a peach blazer with white button down which she tucked into black dress pants and paired with a pair of peach heels.Nazmeera slid her scarf on and walked out to the room,smiling when she saw a small bundle under the covers.

Nazmeera sat down and tugged at the blankets.

"Nooooooo." A voice came from under and Nazmeera smiled.

"Come on mama has to go." The blankets moved a bit down and two different color eyes stared back at her,one brown and one green.The green eye that sent a longing through her heart every time she looked into them.

"But mama no go." Nazmeera tugged the blankets a bit more down to see pouting lips and blinking eyes peeking up t her.

"Unfortunately what I say goes." Nazmeera ran her hand down her hair and she sat up,pouting.

"But noooooooo." Nazmeera leaned down to place a kiss on her forehead.

"Sorry beloved but today I have to go." 

The child nodded her head,dejectedly,"Okay mama.Me bath?"

Nazmeera nodded her head as her baby wrapped her arms around Nazmeera's neck,"Let's bath you and then I'll drop you off at kindergarten."

"Okay mama." Nazmeera carried her baby to the bathroom where she ran the bath while helping her brush her teeth and then undressing her and helping her into the tub.

"Sit down." She sat down and Nazmeera washed her gently before wrapping her in a towel then making a mistake to out her down.

"UMME KHULTUM!" Nazmeera exclaimed when she ran out if the bathroom,Nazmeera quickly followed behind seeing her daughter hiding behind the blankets once again.

"Mama needs to go."

"If Umme no go,mama no go." The muffled voice came and Nazmeera shook her head,making her way to tug at the blankets until they gave way to the six year old child hiding under the covers.Her eyes were covered with her hands and she was curled into a ball.

"If you go,I'll buy you ice cream when I pick you up." She spread her fingers a little to look at Nazmeera,"Pwomise?"

Nazmeera nodded,"Promise."

"Yayy." Umme Khultum shot out of bed and into Nazmeera's arms.Nazmeera wore her a blue top with blue jeans and black sneakers which she paired with a navy bomber jacket since it was pretty cold outsid.

Nazmeera carried her to the kitchen and sat her down as she begun to take out ingredients to prepare breakfast.

"Mum I want pancakes please." Nazmeera turned to give her a disapproving look.

"You had pancakes yesterday though." Umme Khultum shot her an innocent look and blinked her eyes sending a pang through Nazmeera's heart as another similar face flashed in front of her eyes.

Nazmeera shook her head and Khultum  pouted,"Please please please mama.Pleaseeee." Nazmeera would have shook her head but her daughter's look melted her heart.

"Okay okay but only today." Nazmeera laughed when Umme Khultum did a happy dance in her chair.She turned around to prepare breakfast thinking just how great it was to have her baby in her life.

Meanwhile a few hundred thousand miles away Hamza stood in the kitchen with Umar in his arm as he cooked lunch for the two of them since Aamanah was out with Zeenat and Uthmaan.

"Abi pancakes?"  Hamza looked down at his son with a small smile.

"Your ummi will shout me if I make pancakes for lunch." Umar pulled back with a pout and put his hands on Hamza's cheeks.

"Pweeseeeee.I will not tell ummi pweesee Abi." Hamza chuckled as he sat Umar down on to a chair.

"Okay but no telling ummi." Umar clapped his hands,nodding his head.

"Yayyyy I won't tell."  Twenty minutes later they sat at the table,Hamza attempting to clean up his son who had fed his face more then his tummy when they heard the door open.

"Uh oh." Umar said looking at Hamza who picked him up,holding in front of him.

Aamanah entered the kitchen with Uthmaan holding her hand and she rolled her eyes seeing Umar's face covered in syrup.

"Pancakes again." Umar gave her a toothless smile.

"Only two." Aamanah only shook her head a smile playing on her lips and Uthmaan hugged Hamza's leg as Aamanah took Umar.

"I'll go wash him up can you lay down with Uthmaan for his nap?" Hamza nodded and picked Uthmaan up.

"Come on champ you deserve a nap.What did you do with ummi and aunt Zeenat?"

Uthmaan begun talking about how they had taken him to the park then the mall and finally they took him to eat.Hamza entered what used to be nursery but once the twins turned three they changed it to their room,majority of the decor had been lef.The room held too much of her and changing it meant letting go of a part of her and they could not do that.

Hamza laid down on one of the single beds and Uthmaan laid his head on his chest.Uthmaan drifted in and out of sleep when Aamanah entered with an equally tired Umar.She smiled at him as she laid on the opposite bed.Soon they were asleep and the couple left the room quietly.

Hamza sat down on the couch and Aamanah joined him,laying her head on his shoulder.

"How was your day?" Hamza asked wrapping his arm around her.

"It was okay filled with Zeenat's usual complaining about Ihsaan and how his a pain.You have to return to work soon or?"

Hamza nodded,squeezing her tightly,"I have a meeting scheduled for 3 and it's my only one today so I have to go back.I should be back for supper."

Aamanah pulled away,pointing a finger jokingly at him,"I'll hold you to the promise." Hamza smirked leaning forward and nipping at it.

"Hamzaaaa." Aamanah squealed smacking his shoulder.

"I love you too habibty." Aamanah rolled her eyes standing up.

"Yeah yeah yeah.Go take a shower,I'll arrange a suit for you." Hamza stood up and bowed dramatically.

"Yes your highness." Aamanah giggled as he grabbed her hand and pulled her towards the room.Hamza entered the bathroom and Aamanah begun going through his side of the closet.

As Aamanah moved a navy suit out of the way a note fell out,frowning she bent to pick it up and her frown fell away replaced by a sad look.

Happy Birthday habibty
Hope you like it
Your Nazmeera

Aamanah laid it on the bed and moved out of the room,wiping away her tears as she pulled out her phone and stared at the picture.

Hamza exited the bathroom and he froze seeing the suit on the bed.The suit that had been pre-ordered and kept away as a surprise from her.He had found it when he had gone through the closet.

He wore it and his hand felt for the note in his pocket which he took and read over again.One of her last memories that kept him going.Hamza slid the note back into his pocket and made his way to the lounge where he found Aamanah in tears.

Aamanah felt arms wrap around her and she leaned back.

"Why can't we still find her?Have we not tried enough?She can't just disappear into thin air now can she.For the past six years we've been looking for her,we've tried the best of the best PI's then why can't we still find her?" Hamza closed his eyes not knowing how to reply to Aamanah.

"We'll find her Aamanah.This is a test from Allah and the fruit out of this test will definitely be sweet.Don't lose hope."
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As Salaam Mu Alaykum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatu

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