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F A R A H

It's been four days since the departure of Jawad. Myrah and Khalid also left early in the morning and now I'm left alone with Aunt Fatima in the house. Being away from him made me realize how deep I fell for my husband. I feel empty and lonely. Taking my phone from the Nightstand, I stared at Jawad's name across the screen. He called me once and that is the day of his departure and since that day he didn't call.

Farah just call him, he's your husband.

Inhaling a sharp breath, I pressed the call button. I sigh in disappointment when I heard his line was off.

I hope all is well.

Ya Allah protect my husband wherever he is.

My phone vibrated indicating it's time for prayers. I perform Wudu without wasting any more time.

I prayed to Allah to protect my husband.

Stepping downstairs, I spot aunt Fatima busy in the kitchen. Masha Allah Aunt Fatima is a hard-working woman. How I wish she had a daughter or a son.

"Why are you standing there Farah come sit, the food is almost done." She said snapping me out of my thoughts.

Taking a seat opposite where Jawad used to seat, I stared at it remembering the time. It felt like yesterday.

"Here eat before it turns cold." Aunty Fatima said placing a bowl of hot porridge in front of me.

I offered her a smile. "Thank you, Aunt." She also sat beside me with a bowl of her own porridge.

"The house feels empty now that  Myrah and Khalid left, and now Jawad." She sigh. "Oh by the way did you talk to Jawad?" She added.

A disappointment sigh made it way out of my lips. "His line is not going through"

Aunt Fatima squinted her brows in confusion. "When did you call his phone?"

"Just before I came downstairs" I answered back.

"I talked to him last night, maybe he was caught up in work that is why his line is not going through this morning."

Wait!
What?

He called Aunt Fatima last night but he didn't bother to call me.

I don't think he cares about you cause if he does he will at least call you to know how you're doing. My mind told me. I shake off the thoughts not wanting it to bother me.

After we're done eating, I helped Aunt with washing the dishes and tidy up the kitchen. Now I'm back to my room without having anything to do. I took out the Book I'm currently reading but all my thoughts are on Jawad.

Farah, maybe he got someone who is much better than you.

What did I expect? He's just being kind to me. He didn't tell me he like me. I don't know why I'm feeling these insecurities.

A lone tear fell from my eyes which I didn't even know when it came out. I think it's a one-sided love.

**

"Are you serious Yasmin"

"Yes sis Farah, I know you will be proud of me." She squirms from the other end.

"Of course I'm so proud of you and I know if Papa had been alive he will also be proud of you, keep making us proud Yasmin." I'm happy Yasmin is taking her studies seriously. She called to tell me she was one of the top students in her department.

"I have to go Sis Farah will call you later." She said.

"Okay, my regards to mom."

And now its Time for bed. After changing into my Nighty which is a simple milk silky strapless gown. I was about to close the wardrobe when some shirt fell, I immediately recognize the shirt. It was one of his shirts he wore the day we went out for a date. I must say it was the day I started having feelings for him. Bringing the shirt to my face, I inhale the sweet scent coming out of the shirt. His scent.

The buzzing of the phone brought me back from my world of thoughts. I groaned who is that person disturbing me at this late night. I froze at the name I saw flashing on the screen.

Jawad.

I let the phone ring for some time. I don't want to show him how eager I am to receive his call.

"Assalam Alaikum," I said in my most calm voice. The line went quiet for some time until I heard the voice I've been dreading to hear, the voice I've been craving to hear since 2days ago.

"Wa Alaikum salam, how are you doing?." He asked.

"Um... I'm doing just fine." I managed to say.

Farah be calm. I mentally scold myself.

"How's your work over there?" I added.

"It was fine, we're still working on a few projects I might stay longer than I intended to." I felt something pierced in my heart.

I was here missing my husband alone.

Farah this is definitely a one-sided love.

"Farah are you there?" I heard his voice from afar like he's by the roadside.

"Yes"

"I have something to tell you when I come back." He stated. He went quiet for a while. I heard some voice talking.

A female voice.

"I have to go, Farah, I will call you tomorrow goodnight." He said and the line went off. I didn't even get to say goodnight.

Hearing a female voice bothers me.

Could it be...

No

I shouldn't think like that.

I slept that night clutching Jawad pillow to my heart. I think I've turned to a love puppy teenager.

**

"Aunt Fatima I will be stepping out for a bit," I informed Aunt wrapping around my hijab.

"Is the driver taking you?"

"No, He told me that he's taking the car for repair, so I will just take a taxi."

"Okay be careful." She said. I think I should start learning how to drive, there are cars in the house but I can't use them because I don't know how to drive. I will talk to Jawad when he comes back.

"To Big Dee Mall," I told the driver. leaning my head on the seat and close my eyes for a bit to rest. Upon reaching the Mall, I paid him his fare. I bought the necessary things I need and also bought a gift for Jawad.

I don't know why but I woke up feeling happy.

I was about to cross the road when some car drove towards me at full speed before I could register what was happening, the deed has already been done. What I heard next is some people shouting.

Call the Ambulance

And then blackout.

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Hello guys,

How y'all doing? So it took me like forever to write this chapter. I know it sounds boring but I promise the next chapter will be better😇 it will be in Jawad pov.

So, guys, I need your opinion on this. The plan is for her to get into an accident, and go into a coma then she wakes up and blames Jawad for everything but I received some negative feedback regarding it, that was the main reason why I took the book down and now we're almost there. So if you have any idea on how I should change the coma and fight part feel free to PM me.

I'll be waiting for your feedback before I update, as the next part is the coma part. *spoiler alert right?😉*

PS: I need a new cover🙂

Love y'all ❤

See you next time💕