No emotions for you that could have

made me tired to my bones

took place

in the last few days

I thought of it as an act of letting go

from everything I thought I had with you

but right now

at this moment

I'm hours away from accompanying you

the music in my ears

is reminding me

of what is to come

and I am trying to make sense of it

but I still have no clue

or maybe the thumping in my brain

isn't letting me know

just what I'm dragging myself into

-E