Thought about how my day went

and felt tears

in my eyes

the tears

instantly

sucked themselves in

The universe had other plans

I yelled at the universe

'What are you doing?'

In response

it laughed

I was trying to figure out why

when something pulled me back from

reality

and I threw my head back too

as I thought about him

then me

then all the people who left

the people I miss

the insanity of my mind

the scarring in my heart

and god I'm still laughing as I'm

creating

this poem

which doesn't make sense

but all I've got

are these words

and this laughter

oh

this laughter

-E