Chapter 20

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Readers POV:

I had soon woken up next to Sebastian, he was still fast asleep wrapping his arms around me so I couldn't escape. I couldn't help but to feel a blush creep up to my cheeks, even though I should be used to this I can't get enough how perfect he is and how hot! I awkwardly lay there trying to figure a way to remove myself from him without awakening him. But as I move slightly Sebastian sleepy eyes open looking at me.

"Morning (Y/N)", he says in a soft and seductive voice. Wall Maria he's so handsome!

"Oh morning Sebastian, sorry did I awake you?", I say softly gently rubbing his hair. He gives me a small grin before kissing my forehead.

"No you didn't wake me dear", he says staring into my eyes. When he stared into my eyes, I remembered this would be the day he and the others leave. My eyes lowered in sadness and Sebastian managed to catch on to what I was thinking.

"(Y/N), you're thinking about today aren't you?" He says as he caresses my cheek with his gloved thumb. I give a small nod and pulls me closer to his chest, hugging me.

"I promise today I'll spend the whole day with you, I will not leave your side, starting now..." he says as he grabs my hand and kisses it.

Time skip!! |:P

Erwin's calculating eyes looked up from the map in front of him and landed on my face.

"Pardon?" he asked, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion.

"You heard me," I said, taking a deep breath. "They have to leave, it's important."

"Was it everyone's decision (Y/N)?" He asked, standing up. I nodded my head, looking down. I had mentioned Ciel's decision to him today during breakfast, and his response was to meet him in his office when breakfast was done.

I glanced at the door, biting my lower lip. Sebastian was waiting outside, he had insisted on sticking to my side until he had to leave. And I couldn't refuse.

"I suppose it is perfectly fine," he sighed, "but it is also your decision. You're their leader as well."

I want them to stay, I thought, but I can't be selfish. My hands curled into fists before uncurling them once more.

"They have their duties, we have ours. It's about doing what's right, commander." I shrugged.

He looked at me for a few seconds before turning away.

"Alright. As long as they know how to return, then it's perfectly fine with me...but how do you feel? I know you have a relationship with Sebastian," he asked. I took another breath.

"I understand that they have to leave, but it's going to hurt me..." I sighed, crossing my arms over my chest and kicking a loose nail on the floor.

"Well you know what they say...'If you love something set it free. If it comes back it's yours. If not, it was never meant to be'" he responded, placing a large hand on my shoulder and gently squeezing.

"Shitty saying if you ask me," I muttered. He chuckled softly.

"I'll let you spend the rest of the day with them," I looked up at him.

"Really?" I smiled.

"Of course," he smiled back before ushering me towards the door.

"Thank you for understanding Erwin," I said, waving before opening the office door.

Sebastian's POV:

It pains me very much to know that I'll leave (Y/N) side. But as much as my heart wants to hold (Y/N) I'm my arms, I still have to serve master ciel. However, I couldn't stop thinking of what will happen when I leave (y/n), will she move on with someone else. Would she forget me? But for now I have to keep her happy, and stay by her side.(Y/n) had insisted we all spend a few hours together, I'd much rather spend my time with her, rather than having the rest around. But I didn't want to deny her wishes so I agreed.

Back to reader Chan POV

Sebastian was standing to the side, looking down at me.

"He's okay with your decision..." I said, shutting the door and taking his outstretched hand.

"Hmm..." he hummed as he pulled me closer. I stiffened for a moment, realizing we're in the middle of the freaking hallway.

"S-sebastian anyone could watch," I said.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down.

"That doesn't seem to bother you much," he grinned and pecked my lips. I whined a bit and pulled at his raven hair, before pulling away, a blush creeping up my neck.

"As much as I love kissing you, I promised finny I'd take him to a nearby village," I said  as he caressed my cheek. I leaned into his hand as his eyes got considerably darker.

"You wish to spend your time with another man?" he growled. I blushed and looked down, ignoring how is possessiveness got to me sometimes.

"But it's finny! How can I say no to his cute face?" I sighed as I intertwined our fingers and walked towards the horse stables where the rest were waiting.

"Cute?" he raised an eyebrow.

"You're right cute isn't the proper word...he is adorable!!!" I laughed as his lips twitches into a frown.

"But you're very handsome sebastian," I patted his cheek. He's so handsome, he makes every other woman stop what she's doing and ogle at him. I have to say that I don't feel bad for wanting his attention, I thought as I remembered that I made two girls run thirty laps for trying to kiss him earlier.

He seemed to read my mind and leaned down to peck my cheek.

"You are very adorable yourself you know that, love?" He smirked.

"Shut up," I punched him on the shoulder before stepping outside the building. I looked over at Sebastian, who was looking straight ahead. I'm gonna miss him...

Ciels POV: (wasn't expecting that were you! Hehehhuhuhueheuhe!)

The whole day the servants, Sebastian and myself had surrounded (y/n) spending the last time we had here. And while we were on this little tour of the place Sebastian wouldn't let go of (y/n). They were holding hands the whole time, and as annoying as it was to see them acting in such a way, I knew he was nervous to lett go of her. I knew this because a cat was right next to them and he did not even pet it... and I know he has an obsession with those damn cats! But even I couldn't help myself to miss (y/n) she is a very impressive lady. One I don't think I'll forget.

Reader-chan POV

"This is so good!!!" sighed Finny as he chewed on some type of bread. I smiled and payed the merchant for another loaf for Finny.

"Here you go," I said and placed it in his hands. He gaped at it before looking at me.

"Thank you very much!!!" He cried and hugged me and continued walking.

"Y'know finny, if you ever come back, I'll take you to this place with some really good desserts. It's in the inner walls, and I've tried it once. You too Ciel," I said, looking down at the young earl who was enjoying a pastry that Sebastian made for him before we came.

"I will look forward to it," he responded in monotone.

"How come they don't have pastry shops here?" asked Bard. I looked over at him.

"We can't afford the ingredients. Only the rich people in Wall Sheena can actually buy them because they're pretty expensive..." I explained. He nodded in understanding and continued to look around.

Another time skip and in Reader-Chan's room

After our little adventure around the town me and Sebastian had returned to my room, he was getting changed back into his butler uniform. I couldn't help the sinking feeling in my stomach and my eyes stinging from tears threatening to spill.

"(Y/n)?", I head Sebastian say from behind me. I turn around to see him only in his shirt and black pants.

"Y-yeah?" I stutter my words which made him even more worried than he already looked.

"My dear.. I know we only have a few hours left but please don't be sad. It saddens me a great amount." He says as he hugs me tightly and rests his chin on my head.

"I know but, I don't want you to leave me... I might act selfish but I don't want you to leave me", I say as a tear falls down my cheek.

"My dear your not being selfish. Even I wish not to leave you, I really do not. But I have to..." he says in a hurt tone lifting my chin with his fingers and kissing me softly.

"I promise you I will find a way to see you again... I promise" he says looking at me in the eyes giving a slight ghost smile.

"How are you going to get back?" I blurted out all of a sudden.

"I'm afraid I cannot answer that. My master has asked me not to tell it to anyone," he sighed, buttoning up his tailcoat. I frowned.

"Okay then..." I sighed. When I saw he was ready, I stood from the bed.

"Lets go then...you said the nearest forest right?" I said.

"Indeed my love," he responded, his arm coming up and wrapping around my shoulders. I placed mine on his waist and we separated as we reunited with the rest of the servants and Ciel.

"Shall we?" asked Ciel. I nodded and we began walking towards the nearest forest.

I ignored the heavy feeling in my heart. I ignored the knot in my throat. I ignored the  urge to cry as I was closer to letting sebastian leave...and we all knew no one was coming back.

I could feel his eyes on the back of my head and I stiffened.

"This is far enough," came Sebastian's response. I stopped walking and looked around. We were in the same spot I was before I had gone to England. I turned and smiled at them.

"I-"

I was cut off by the servants throwing themselves at me and sobbing. I was crushed in their hug, as they cried out.

"W-w-were gonna miss you yes we will," sobbed Mey-Rin.

"I don't wanna leave you (Y/N)," whined Finny.

"Can't breathe!" I gasped out. They pulled away.

"I'm gonna miss you all too...and I really hope we will meet again," I said as I hugged each of them. Even Ciel.

"I'm glad I had the chance to meet you Ciel," I told him as I pulled away. He blushed and looked away.

"I'll miss you (Y/N)," he mumbled. I laughed and turned to Sebastian.

"I don't want you to leave but I don't want to force you to do anything," I said, as I felt tears well up.

"I love you," he whispered. "And I know that we may not see each other again but I want you know that I wish you a long and happy life." He kissed me long and hard before pulling away slowly.

"I love you too," I cried softly. He looked crushed on the inside and squeezed my hands.

"Sebastian!" said an impatient Ciel.

Sebastian gave me one last peck. I closed my eyes to deepen it and as he pulled away, I opened them only to find them gone.

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