Chapter 18

I'd like to start off by thanking everyone who shared their ideas!! I really appreciate you guys!!! But unfortunately, I only chose one individual...
For the IG account partnership: Farie0706
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Honestly I would have chosen the rest of you who messaged me, but it's the first time I do something like this so I want to try this successfully. But once again, thank you all and congrats to the two chosen ones (I like the sound of that, excuse my dorkiness lol)

So when you have the chance, can you both (fairie0706 and galaxylady122) message me?

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Please keep in mind I'm kinda rusty with my writing so I apologize in advance for horrible writing...And so, onward with the story and remember to review!! (Warning: cussing ahead)

Reader-chan POV (Two weeks after accident)
Well this is just peachy...I thought as I glared at the stack of papers in front me.
"Levi definitely hates me," I sighed, and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear.
I started reading the documents, one by one. So I left the infirmary a week ago, and apparently all my work had stacked up in the short time I took to recover. But as captain, I have many duties to fulfill, alongside Levi, and he got pissed because I could have "regenerated" and at least cleaned my office...
He then proceeded to give me a lecture on responsibility and crap. And in the end, he gave me a stack of paperwork from the previous expedition to complete and turn them in to Erwin.
But I forgot to complete them and Erwin wanted them by the end of the day. Of course, Armin offered to help me out, but I refused, since it was their "day-off".
As I subconsciously wrote, my thoughts had drifted off and focused on Sebastian...
Lately, his behavior seems odd. What's wrong with him? I thought and leaned back in my chair, thinking for a bit.
To say that he avoids me would be an understatement. Honestly, when I'm with him, he'll act as though I'm not there. Like I died or something. Sebastian has avoided all physical contact with me, he hasn't kissed me or held my hand since the day I woke up in the infirmary.
I tried asking the servants if they noticed his behavior. They only said that he acted the same way he always has towards them. I thought about asking Ciel but he simply says I'm overthinking things...
I sighed and groaned, throwing my head back.
"Why are men, especially demons, so complicated," I muttered to myself.

Le time skip to later in the day

"Hello captain," I heard behind me. I turned and saw Sasha waving at me. I smiled at her.
"Hello Sasha, how are you? And damn, I feel old when you call me captain," I laughed and grabbed a bowl of stew as we moved in the lunch line.
"Well I don't wanna disrespect you..." she pursed her lips.
"Just call me (Y/N), I'm perfectly fine with that. It's not like I'm Levi," she laughed at that and nodded.
"Yeah okay. Are you gonna eat with us today?" She motioned with the thumb behind her, where the rest of the squad was sitting at the usual table. Everyone was watching Connie trying to lick his elbow. I smiled but stiffened a bit when I saw Sebastian sitting on the edge of the table, his expression cold and his posture was stiff. I wasn't so sure about going and sitting in the same spot as him.
I haven't sat with them for the same reason. Part of me wanted to avoid him the same way he's been avoiding me, and yet at the same time I want to march up to him, demand answers, smack him and kiss him. Why is our relationship so complicated...
"Um I'm not sure Sasha, I've gotta complete some paperwork," I said, feeling horrible for lying to her. I finished my work an hour before I got here.
"Please? At least for ten minutes? You deserve a break," she pouted. I stared at her for a few seconds before sighing. Damn I was gonna regret this...
"Okay. I'll sit with you for a little bit but-" she cut me off my squealing in happiness and dragging me to the table.
Everyone looked at me and Connie sat up right.
"She's alive!" exclaimed Connie.
"Barely," I smiled and took a seat next to Eren, on the opposite side of Sebastian, but not directly across. Which was good I suppose?
"Honestly though, you've been spending so much time in your office," said Jean.
"I had work to do," I said quietly and poked a piece of meat in my bowl, feeling a pair of eyes watching me intensely.
"What, is shorty giving you a hard time" teased Jean.
"Jean! Don't say things like that aloud! He can hear you, you know," said Armin.
"What's he gonna do? Make me run laps? I can handle that-"
"Give me 100 laps horseface," said a familiar voice in monotone behind me. Jean instantly froze and looked behind me.
"Sir! Did you hear that? I'm really sorry-" he rambled.
"You wanna make it 200?" I snorted softly and bit my bottom lip to avoid laughing. Jean muttered a "yes sir" and got up from the table.
"(Y/N)"
"Yeah?" I turned in my seat and looked at him.
"Did you finish?" He folded his arms over his chest and looked down at me.
"Yeah I just gotta take it to Erwin's office," I replied.
"Good. I'll talk to you later then," said and walked off.
"Okay." I turned again and continued eating, listening as the rest of my squad continued to talk about random things.
My hair got in my face as I ate, so I moved my arm to push it back.
But Eren beat me to it. I was tempted to push his hand back, but I let him. Part of me also wanted Sebastian to feel a bit jealous. I looked into Eren's eyes, which widened a bit after he realized what he had done.
"I'm sorry captain! It was just bothering me a bit and I didn't want you to get it dirty-"
"It's okay Eren, thank you," I smiled at him. He blushed a bit and turned back to his food, muttering a "no problem."
My gaze flickered to sebastian, who's eyes  were full of anger.
"Are you alright sebastian? You seem-" started Finny.
"I am perfectly fine," he ground out before looking down. The tension between us was thick, so I decided to leave.
"Here Sasha, you can finish my food, I have to go give Erwin the paper work." I said, pushing my bowl towards her.
"Really?" She looked at me. I nodded and she began to eat the rest of my food.
I swallowed and walked towards my office. God, sebastian why do you hate me now?
I thought, hugging my arms close to me body after I left the cafeteria.

Another time skip

I looked out the newly repaired window of my office, my gaze locking on the flickering candles outside. I closed my eyes for a second before walking towards my bedroom.
I stripped my clothes off, except for my shirt and pulled on a comfy pair of pants.
It was midnight already, and I was able to rest. Erwin said I should take it easy, in case I get hurt. I touched the scar on my neck before dropping my arm at my side and laying down on the bed.
I stared up at the ceiling, thinking. I kept thinking on the way sebastian ignored me. What have I done? I mean it's not like I can ask him directly. Well I could, but I doubt he'd give me a proper answer. Well I doubt he'd give me an answer at all.
I rolled over in bed and hugged a pillow close to my chest. I'll just confront him tomorrow, I thought as I fell asleep.

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I woke up to someone shaking my arm softly. I grunted and slowly opens my eyes.  Standing above me was a dark figure. My eyes popped open, and I reached behind me to grab the dagger beneath my pillow but was stopped by the stranger, who pinned me to the bed. I was about to yell when my mouth was covered with a gloved hand.

I know it's pretty short but please review!! Thank you!!
~authorchan0001

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