Hello fellow readers!! So this is a bonus chapter (is not following the story line) that I thought of. Keep in mind that reader chan and the others are back in England. Please enjoy!!!

Reader-chan POV

I sighed, my shoulders slumped forward as I headed towards (H/N), a bucket full food for her/him. I slightly swung the bucket with every step I took.
It felt weird, not having my ODM gear on. I removed it so that I could properly tend to my horse, and with every step I took, I felt light, without the weight of all that metal.
I sighed once more before taking a deep breath, inhaling the cold winter air through my nose before exhaling. I smiled and looked up at the sky as I walked. The sky was full of dark grey clouds, but I always found this type of day comforting and calm.
I heard a familiar snort nearby, so I looked forward and saw (H/N). He/she was flicking his/her tail back and forth.
I smiled and leaned down, placing the bucket next to him/her. I stood up straight and placed my hands on his/her snout, patting it softly before caressing his/her neck.
"How are you today (H/N)?" I asked softly. He/she turned its head towards me and snorted in my face, blowing away strands of my hair that covered my face. My face scrunched up, and I giggled in response.
"I'll take that as an 'okay'" I said, before placing the bucket of food in front of her/him. He/she craned their neck downwards and began eating. I smiled and scratched his/her neck before taking a step back and reaching for the brush.
I froze when I felt something. I couldn't describe it. It was like an odd feeling. I could feel it in the air. I looked at (H/N) and saw him/her continue eating. I shrugged and stood up, beginning to brush him/her.
After a couple minutes, I heard someone shout my name.
I turned my head and saw Mey-Rin, Tanaka, Finny and Bard running towards me in casual clothing, not their uniforms.
"Uh-" I began but was interrupted when Finny tackled me into a bone crushing hug.
"(Y/N)!!! Guess what? The young master said we could go into town!! We have the day off today!!" smiled Finny. The other three nodded in agreement.
"Oh that's great. Finny could you um maybe put me down now? This kind of uncomfortable," I grunted and weakly struggled against his grasp. His head turned upwards.
"Oh yes!! I'm sorry," he laughed and let go of me.
"It's fine...anyways you guys should go ahead. I wanted to stay here actually." I responded, my gaze flickering towards the door of the manor, where I knew Sebastian was. Recently, we confessed our feelings, and I guess you could say we were together. If the servants were going to be gone, then I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.
"The young master said you would most likely stay. So he wants you to go to his study, yes he does!" said Mey-Rin.
"Okay, I'll go over there then," I said, placing the brush back in its place and heading towards the manor's entrance.
"Have fun and don't do anything stupid!" I called out over my shoulder.
"We won't!!" responded Bard and I heard Tanaka's familiar laugh as well.
The moment I stepped inside the manor, I knew something was different. I chose to ignore it but kept my guard up.
I walked upstairs and walked down the hallway to Ciel's study.
I knocked on the door and heard his muffled response to come in.
"You called," I said, once I stepped inside and closed the door. Ciel was sitting behind his desk, writing down on some papers.
"Yes, I did. I only wanted to tell you that Sebastian is in need of assistance in the kitchen, go help him will you?" he responded, not looking up once.
"Yeah okay," I said, walking towards the door.
If sebastian needed help, why didn't he tell me himself? Besides, not that I don't want to help but he's a demon!! How much help does he need?! And isn't he "one hell of a butler" or whatever?
Before I knew it, I was in front of the door that lead to the kitchen. I stood straighter and pushed the door open.
"Sebastian, Ciel told me y-" I began but froze when I saw Sebastian wasn't here. Instead it was a woman, her back was facing me but I could tell that she was beautiful.
She wore a tight dark purple skirt that reached mid thigh with black stockings underneath and black heeled shoes. She wore a black vest that outlined her figure and she had long black hair that reached the small of her back and she had a black bow behind her head.
"Oh, I'm so glad you stayed, my love," I heard her soft and smooth voice say. I stiffened. Did she just...? I blinked multiple times.
"Uh...I think you're-" I instantly shut up when she turned around, a smile plastered on her pale face. What caught my attention the most was her eyes. They were a dark red. A crimson red similar to Sebastian's.
"I'm going crazy," I muttered, placing my hand to my head.

(WARNING: some Girl x Girl stuff ahead but not rated M. Don't like it then don't read it!!!)

"Why do you say that?" she responded, her head tilted sideways in question.
"Uh no reason! I'm uh just gonna-" I started but quickly turned around, dashing towards the door. But I suddenly felt a small gloved hand grasp mine and tug me back, preventing me from escaping. Damn it, I thought, so close.
"Kitten, do you not recognize me?" she pouted at me. There's on freaking way that she's him. I mean there's only so much a demon can do...right?
"I must admit that you wound me...but I admit that I expected a worst reaction," she sighed.
"Why the hell are you acting like-"
"Acting like what exactly?" she leaned closer to me. I pulled back and attempted to escape her grasp but she held me in place.
"No one." I snapped.
"Darling it's me," she gazed deep into my eyes.
"..." I stared blankly at her. "Sebastian" I said slowly.
She smiled at me once again and nodded. I pushed her...him? Off me and did the most logical thing to do in this situation.
I bolted out of the room.
I opened my mouth to shout at Ciel but an arm was wrapped around my waist, pulling me backward and a gloved hand covered my mouth.
"You're so dramatic at times," the she-sebastian sighed. I spoke against her hand but it was no use. So I decided to spit on her hand.
"Do not even think about it," she smirked and I swear she looked like Sebastian in that moment. She flipped my body so my front faced her and she pushed me on the floor and straddled my hips, her hands pinning my arms on either side of my head. I looked down and saw her skirt had ridden up her thighs a bit and I blushed.
"W-what are you d-doing?" I stammered as I saw her leaning toward me, her eyes settled on my lips.
"Proving to you that it is truly me," she smiled innocently.
"Stop," I squeaked, turning my head to the side. "Tell me something only Sebastian would know," I rushed. Her eyebrow twitched.
She grasped the hand with my ring on it and placed it front of my face.
"Whenever you cut yourself with this, and you concentrate you transform," she said smugly. Oh crap. It truly is him. Sebastian placed a soft kiss on my ring, gazing deeply into my eyes, before pulling away.
"Okay, I believe you," I squeaked, my blush becoming a darker shade, my heart racing against my chest.
"I know you have questions," she said before standing straight and grasping my hands, helping me stand up. She still didn't let go of my hands. She actually tightened her grasp on them. Her touch felt exactly like Sebastian's.
"How?" I blurted out.
"Well you see, I'm simply one hell of a-"
"Was it a demon trick?" I cut him/her off. She only smirked and winked.my mouth formed the shape of an "o" and I pulled away my hands quickly, scratching the back of my neck.
"Why?"
"The young master was curious of my many hidden talents," she said.
"Oh. Okay..." I mumbled uncomfortably. She stepped even closer and placed her gloved hand on my cheek, caressing it with her thumb. Sebastian leaned closer, and I couldn't stop her. Her aura was exactly the same as it was when she was in her other form. It was alluring and intoxicating.
She placed her lips on my forehead, and I felt my knees almost give out. She giggled at my expression and I looked away embarrassed. Damn it, I hated the effect he had on me.

A few hours later~

I stared at my reflection on the flat side of my blades. I wrinkled my nose and sighed. I was able to get Sebastian to stop trying to kiss me...for a while at least.
I finished sharpening my blades and stopped to stare at my reflection. My fingers came up and brushed a small scar on the side of my neck from my first expedition.
I heard a soft knock on the door.
"Yeah?" I called out, covering my small scar with the collar of my shirt. The door opened, revealing Sebastian, still in his girl form, with a glass of water.
"I brought you some water, since I know you are not fond of tea," she spoke softly. (A/N: let's just go with the fact that don't like tea, even if you do)
"Thanks," I smiled softly as I took it from her hands and placing it beside me on the floor.
"May I ask what you are doing?" Sebastian asked, sitting on the bed beside me. I shrugged.
"Nothing, just fixing some stuff," I muttered, wiping away the handle of my sword with my sleeve, which was covered in my stress sweat. I heard her sigh beside me.
"You okay?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"I thought gender did not matter in love. It seems as though I am mistaken," she said softly.
"What?"
"Well you think this is disgusting do you not? The way that you have been acting towards me today has made me think so," she said, turning her head to look into my eyes. I froze. Is that what Sebastian truly thought? I slowly moved and placed my hand over hers, which was neatly folded in her lap.
"You're wrong. I'm not disgusted...just shocked I guess," I said. Might as well tell Sebastian everything.
Her eyes prompted me to go on.
"Not only with your new appearance actually. Just the fact of being in this type of relationship with someone. I've never felt like this toward anyone, and I'm trying to get used to it, to be honest."
"This is something new to me as well. I never thought I was capable of feeling these emotions toward someone. But we were both proven wrong," she smiled at me and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear like she's done in her other form so many times.
"I'm sorry I overreacted all day," I muttered.
"It's alright, my love. I admit your reactions were amusing," she laughed. I blushed and  looked away in embarrassment.
"Shut up," I mumbled.
I felt her hand underneath my chin, tilting it toward her direction. I looked into her eyes again and blushed a deeper red as she leaned closer.
"Will you run away if I kiss you?" she whispered. I shook my head. This was Sebastian, it shouldn't feel any different.
I was right. She leaned in closer and placed her lips over mine. It felt exactly like male Sebastian's kisses. I slowly kissed back as my eyes fluttered shut.
I am kissing a guy who's a girl right now. Nothing weird, I thought. I felt Sebastian grin against my lips as I kissed her harder.
I was pushed back on the bed by Sebastian. My eyes fluttered open, waiting for her to continue but I was greeted my Sebastian's male form.
I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer.
"I admit your other form was...attractive but I prefer you being this way better," I said as I ran one of my hands through his hair. He only smiled and leaned down, stopping an inch away from my lips.
"I love you," he whispered. My heart beat sped up. I will never get tired of hearing him say that's
"I love you too," I responded and crushed my lips to his.

So I'm pretty sure this sucks, but I felt the need to write it. Please comment guys!!