https://youtu.be/AFj5ZE8-q0Y

[Listen to it while reading]

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Find me when I was pure
I can't be free from this lie
Give me back my smile
Caught in a lie
Pull me from this hell
I can't be free from this pain
Save me, I am being punished

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Whispering with a sweet smile here is the snake, initiating my fight with temptation. It introduced me the idea of disobedience.

I fought my wish to listen to the snake's words 'I want to get away' but struggling to escape them. I wanted it to go away and I was continuously asking others for help, but suddenly I heard some voices, "Wake up! Wake up!".

I shut my eyes tightly and opened them to find myself in my room, sweating very much and also panting like a dog. It was a nightmare, but it was like reality.

That was the first nightmare I had after I had formed a chain of lying to others every day. That nightmare made me change from 'prey' (obedient, naive, passive) to an autonomous, strong, but on the other hand sinful individual.

I used to be so pure, but I have been corrupted and tainted by something. 'Find the me who is pure."

I want to go back to a time when I was innocent and pure.

I have been having self-esteem issues as well as having an eating disorder. I struggle with this as these 'demons' are trying to convince me that I am not good enough and I wanted to be saved from this cycle I have been put in.

I used to lie about eating healthily when I not used to eat properly. I want to be healthy and to be confident in myself, but I can't cause I need help to get over this, because I don't want to lie this way anymore.

The nightmares came more often, the snake's wants for me intensified as I drifted further away from my true self, but in reality, that is how I am admired by many, but I don't feel like I deserve their admiration because I have lost my sense of self and gained that admiration by not being my true self at the beginning of my career.

I am trying to ward off the snakes repeatedly.

The snakes are like a new day. 'Just like me every day'. I felt that since the time I had debuted, I had changed, and every day I stray further from my true self.

I am trying to escape the facade of my fame, yet I fail.

I didn't change and I know that I am the same person from before but the lies are taking me over. I have become a fake persona that I have been displaying to everyone else.

-I referred the above context from Amino army and yeah I didn't copy it all (just referred)-

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The way I read this is about the lies we tell ourselves. Endlessly judging ourselves, only seeing our own flaws. When we're happy, these thoughts always find a way to slither their way in like a venomous snake. Our worst critics are always ourselves. The lyrics talk about being consumed by a lie, being unable to escape from it, and that's so true for people who struggle with self-image and perfectionism. "You want me just like me every day, I feel so far away" - Losing one's self because you're constantly comparing against a projected ideal. You don't see you in the mirror anymore, only the parts of you that you don't like, the things you think aren't good enough. The you that you are is still there, though, being tormented endlessly by these lies, at war with itself. (A/N: this context doesn't belong to me but to a Quora user)

(Don't lie to not get caught in it. I am caught in a lie, and it is very hard to get out, so please stop lying. It's very irritating to lie every day and also hurtful- Author nim, Cherry)