Ch. 5: A Common Sense Second Chance
1899 words. Hell's yeah. I finally got away from reading an amazing ass book by KatleyMor
Omgggg I love the book so far. It's been amazing.
Btw gif not mine! Credit to artist for something so cute!!
~Lisa. 🥰
(Y/N)’s POV
I was still mad, yet his words held more meaning that I’d heard from him, so when I gave him my answer, it wasn’t a real surprise when he smiled.
“Yes anything!” I gave it a second before deciding that he got my point and turned, walking out. After getting through the door, I looked in through the window as he was lifted into the air by the other actors. I looked down, walking back to the hotel. They all seem pretty supportive… Getting on the elevator I let out a light sob. If only he would have chosen a better time.. I’d probably have been more up for it. Once I was in my room, I did the only thing I could, I called (r/n). As I told her what happened, sobbing every so often she seemed to only half listen.
“Wait! Wait wait wait wait! You’re telling me, just so I'm clear. A hot actor 1, got unknowingly dirty with a cinnamon roll. Then 2, legitimately yeeted someone's face cause he was too close to you. And you told him you’d have to think about it?! GIRL JUST MARRY HIM! Just wait till Haruhi hears about this! She's gonna be pissed!" I sniffled, eyes widening.
"Hey! Don't tell your girlfriend about this! It's my problem!"
"You made it mine when you called me up giving me some lame ass excuse of a sob story! Now. Go shower, listen to your good music, and put on your best clothes! This isn't an opportunity that falls out of the sky! You march back there and tell him to amaze you. Cause girl you deserve the world, and he seems ready to hand it over, so smile and accept it!"
"Wha-" My protest was cut off by her ending the call. I huffed and rolled over, sighing. Okay. Shower I guess...
Once I was out and dried off I put on a cute outfit. Funny, I don't feel cute… I shook my head and brushed my hair. Tell him to amaze me. Tell him to amaze me. I chanted the words in my head as I finished up with my shoes. I slipped my bag over my shoulders and begrudgingly made my way back to the con. It had been opened for people again and Shoto had a line of roughly three girls and even a guy. I pulled my pen out of the side of my bag and twirled it in my hand as my anxiety shot through the ozone layer. Amaze me. Amaze me.. I took a deep breath and finally made my way over, feeling just as nervous as the first time I did. The people in line were asking him questions and he was giving them short answers in return. I looked at him in awe, as he wasn't telling them to leave. His body language was one of severe uncomfort but he wasn't shooing them away. If he's doing this for… I gulped and his eyes locked on mine, my heart stopping instantly. His face turned red as he gave me a shy, welcoming smile and motioned to the seat by him as he stood.
"Hello… My name i-is Shoto Todoroki…" His voice was stiff and shy as his face got redder. I smiled and took notice of the girls who glared at me, then made my way to him slowly.
"Nice to meet you.. My name is (Y/N) (L/N)..." I felt my own face heat up as we sat down. The instant we did though, the tension died. "Well, Shoto… Give me your best shot." I smiled softly, scratching my cheek. His eyes lit up and he grabbed out a book, the few people in front of us disappearing from our thoughts.
"Will you read this with me?" I took a deep breath, and nodded.
"Yeah, I'd love to." He sat the book down and scooted closer to me. "Let me know when you're done, so I don't turn the page too soon." I grinned at him.
"Of course." And with that, we started reading.
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Laughing about the chapter, he smiled at me causing me to shyly turn my head. “Hey… Everyone’s gone.” I grabbed out my phone and gasped. “I’m so sorry!” I stood quickly.
“H-hey wait! It’s only 15 minutes after closing… You’re fine.” He stood, bookmarking the page. “Just let me walk you back to the hotel.” I blushed, remembering that he indeed stayed at the same hotel.
“W-well.. Okay.” I smiled some as I watched him put the book up. He led me to the door and stopped. I jumped up to see what he was looking at from behind, yet failed. He grabbed something off the door and crumpled it. “What’s up Shoto?” I asked softly.
“Oh, nothing. The group just went to dinner, and said if we were hungry to join…” I smiled.
“They just don’t want you to starve! If you’re hungry you can go.” I watched the hand that held the apparent note tighten over it. “I mean you don’t have to. But if you’re hungry…” I trailed off and he opened the door, and turned to me giving me a small smile.
“No, I’m quite alright. Let's hurry before it gets too cold out.” I nodded and hurried out. We walked silently as I didn’t want to say anything and upset him. “Did you have any questions? I know you wanted to know me.” My face heated up and I played with my shirt/dress.
“Uh… What compelled you to take on the role in MHA?” He laughed some and I blushed more.
“Well, I actually relate to him. All my childhood my parents wouldn’t stop telling me I’d be great, and trying to plan out my whole future. By the time of 12 my parents started saying I was going to be their famous kid. But I kept to myself anyway, I tried to stray off the path they were forcing me down. So I just felt a connection with him.” My eyes widened some and I turned to him.
“Yet… You’re an actor anyway. Like they wanted…”
“Win some battles, lose some.” He shrugged and I realized I had led him to my room.
“Well.. Uhm, this is me…” I fidgeted with my hands before grabbing my card from my wallet.
“Goodnight (Y/N), sleep well. I hope to have another enjoyous day tomorrow.” I bit my lip and smiled.
“Yeah.. Yeah! Goodnight Shoto… See you tomorrow..” I opened the door and bolted in, shutting it quickly. No, what the fuck are you doing? I grabbed my head. He’s an actor.. It’ll never work.. I looked around the room and sighed. As I slowly made my way to the bed I grabbed out my phone and texted (R/n).
[(Y/N): It went well..
(R/n): Details!!]
I sighed and typed up the most vague description.
[(Y/N): We read a book.]
I smiled at the radio silence until my phone went off, causing me to jump and fumble with my phone to answer it.
"Yes?!" I yelled, slightly annoyed.
"TELL ME MOOORREEEEE! Did he hold your hand? I know you had to have been like right by each other! Did he smell good? I need actual details!" I groaned, tired with a headache.
"No. To, like, all of that. 1, I don't go around smell checking people, 2, absolutely no hand holding. 3.. he sat fairly close, but he wasn't, like, touching me." I mumbled wincing at the pain that was forming in my abdominal area. She whined, and I could tell she was going to throw her phone.
"How the hell!? You got so giddy and like a star struck child when you saw him on tv and talked about him. Yet he shows you interest and you suddenly lose all feelings?" Tears swelled in my eyes and I gulped listening to her.
"He's an actor dammit! He could be lying about these 'sudden feelings'! And if he's always busy how the hell would he even have the time!?" I shouted into the phone, hanging up. I wiped my eyes furiously as the pain in my stomach intensified and growled, that and my crying causing my headache to spike. "Okay… okay.." I sighed, standing slowly. "Stupid hunger headaches" I grumbled making my way out of the room to go find a place to get food.
After finding a place to get to-go food I wandered back to the hotel. I thought about his actions from today while aimlessly boarding the elevator. It sounds so genuine… but you can't trust anyone like that.. I shook my head, heading down the hall. I stopped, shock and slight fear spiking through my whole body as I saw something in front of my door. I slowly approached it to see it was… flowers? On the floor laid a bouquet of red tulips in a box. I looked around and stepped over it into my room. I'll deal with whatever that is later… I sat down and flipped the tv on getting out my food. After the first few bites the pain went away. I drank some water and took an aspirin, before eating more. My mind wandered to the box outside the door, my eyes lazily focused on the tv as I took another bite. It could be a bomb.. or there could be a listening chip in it. My paranoia took over as I tried to push the whole thing out of my head. I looked down and frowned at the food, deciding I'd save the rest for tomorrow, my appetite decreasing.
I wrapped it up and sat it to the side before letting out a heavy sigh and standing. Staring at the door as I neared it I gulped, half hoping the box was gone. Upon opening the door, my fear rose and I grabbed the box, bringing it in. I scanned it slowly, taking the details in of the flowers, I carefully took them out and sat them to the side. After doing so I went to throw the box away, stopping at a piece of paper. I pulled it out and moved the box around, finding nothing else, then threw it away. I stared at the folded paper in hand and slowly sat down debating on opening it. My hands trembled as I finally started to and I looked at the hurried handwriting.
I'm so sorry (Y/N), I know I must have scared you today, it's just these feelings are so new to me. I really did enjoy today, and I hope you did too. Please don't hold my confused actions as who I am. I'm scared to talk to you face to face about this cause I know you'd just give me that blank look again. And I really prefer your smile and laugh. Please accept my apology.. and the flowers. They reminded me of you. -Shoto
I looked back at the red tulips and sighed as I sat the letter with them. Oh Shoto…
I laid in bed for hours, unable to sleep yet tired as hell. It wasn’t hard, I absolutely adored him, he’s been so sweet and passive, just something about it drives me insane, yet… Would it even last if I told him yes?
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