Baekhyun's POV

I felt all the fear and pain I suffered before from my old school washed away as I look at all my classmates and friends. I can all feel their sincerity. The boys are proud and the girls are somewhat awed. They all are all sympathetic but not to the extent that they pity. They even said how they envy my strength for facing such an ordeal alone. But then, I was never alone anyways. Yes I was bullied before even after I revealed my true self. But here at SM University, here in my class, no. Instead they embraced my personality openly and without doubt. My new friends were so proud of me. With the exception of one. Chanyeol just remained seated on his chair at the back of the room looking at me. His eyes unfathomable. His face devoid of emotions.

“Hey, Chan, are you okay?” Kyungsoo worriedly asked. He looks at the taller with worry. Instead of answering, Chanyeol stood up and left without a word. Baekhyun's teary eyes shows pain at that moment knowing Chan won't accept him now after his revelation. He faked a smile and kept on talking graciously to his classmates.

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It has been a week since Baekhyun's confession about his true self, everything seems okay. But after that day, Chanyeol haven't attended school. All his friends doesn't even know what's happening to him. They tried calling him but no answer. They went to their house but his sister Yoora said Chan went on a trip to their grandparents vacation house at Incheon. The way his older sister said it, it's like as if she's not happy with it and when she asked what happened, Kris just said they'd wait for Chan to return and talk to him. So Yoora let it at that.

“ Can't you just tell me what happened little brother? Why've you been avoiding your friends and even made me lie to them. You know I hate it when I do that to your friends. They've been your friends since elementary.” his sister asked when she went inside Chanyeol's room after making sure the guys have already left. She didn't know the situation but she's getting worried. Eversince her brother came home from school last week, he hadn't been himself. He hadn't stepped out of his room, hadn't been eating much. She tried talking to him but he just told her to leave him alone. It's either he's lying on the bed playing his guitar or looking out the window in a trance. This makes Yoora more worried yet mad at the same time. This should stop. Enough is enough!!! Her face looks seriously pissed at her brother's predicament.

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“ Baekie, I mean Baekhyun, honey someone's here to see you. Can you come down for a moment?” Mrs. Byun called her precious baby softly while smiling at the visitor in front of her. She's curious as to why a famous news anchor be doing in her house asking to talk to her son. She even asked the woman if she's here to interview her son but only vaguely answered her saying she badly need to talk to Baekhyun. Their visitor sat on the couch, her lovely face showing a silent turmoil covered by a serene facade.

Flashback

Yoora called her brother's best friend Kris and asked him to meet her at the universe's cafe near the University belt.

"Hi noona, what's up?" Kris enthusiastically ask Yoora as he hugged her.

“Tell me Kris, what happened last week? Yeol is not like that a few days ago. He's been so happy and excited, telling me there's someone he wants to introduce to me. But after last Friday, Bam!!! He's a zombie in the making.” Yoora worriedly stated looking at Kris questioningly.

“ Noona, ahm... I think it's about Baekie.” Kris guiltily answered.

“ Baekie? The transgender girl he told me he likes a lot? What about her? I thought their already a thing? Did they break up already??? What did that idiot brother of mine do this time???” Yoora bombarded Kris with endless questions causing the poor boy to fidget on his sit.

“Ahm, actually noona. The thing is, ahm, she's not a transwoman yet. She's still a he. Baekhyun can't undergo surgery cause it may affect his heart. But it so happens that he's a carrier. He has an ovary capable of giving birth. He's a hermaphrodite. You know. That rare sort of, well I can't really explain it.” Kris scratches his back head.

"Wait, you mean Baekie, rather Baekhyun is a hermaphrodite?" Yoora's eyes widened in understanding.

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Baekhyun's POV

My face turned pale when I saw who my visitor is. I felt my world came crushing down on me. Why is Yeol's sister here? Is she going to tell me to stop seeing her brother? Well... anyway, she won't need to do that anymore. Yeol won't want to see me.

I nervously smiled at her as she did as well. I motioned her to take a seat again.

“ Annyeongheseo, Baekie, ahm I mean Baekhyunee. I'm Yoora, Chanyeol's sister. It's so nice to finally meet you. Though the situation is quite awkward, I hope you'd understand my situation coz this is urgent and I really really need your help.” Yoora noona stated matter of fact.

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No one's POV

Chanyeol sat on his bed with a guitar on his hands. A bottle of unfinished half filled soju lies down below the bed together a few more empty ones. He's drunk, yet it's not enough for him to make him sleep. He played a song softly, strumming his guitar. The darkened room filled only by the light shining from outside the window coming from the full moon. His thoughts filled with someone's face. He can vividly remember the day that person revealed his utmost secret right in front of the class. He felt the anger, betrayal, disappointment, hurt and sadness. But what hurts him the most is the look coming those lovely brown eyes, it's begging for his understanding, for forgiveness yet he wasn't able to that. Instead he left, leaving behind that person whose pain shone through his tear filled eyes. Yes. He's angry, disappointed and hurt. But it doesn't measure the pain he knew he'd inflicted to the one person he was starting to like more than anything else. How can one move on and forget, when they haven't started yet?

The dawn is breaking,
  a light shining through,
You're barely waking,
and I'm tangled up in you.
When I'm open, you're closed,
    where I follow, you go.
I worry I won't see your face light up again.
Even the best fall down    sometimes, even the wrong words seem too right.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow find you and I collide.

Well I'm quiet, you know.
  You make a first impression
Well, I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the stars refuse to shine.
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find you and I collide

Don't stop here, I lost my place
I'm close behind.

Even the best fall down sometime,
Even the wrong words seems to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fill your mind.
You somehow find you and I collide
We finally find you and I collide.

Chanyeol continued singing while his eyes is closed. So focused is he, that he didn't even heard his bedroom door opened and quietly closed. All the feelings that he wanted to pour out seemingly flows through his fingers and into his guitar. His mind barely registering the movement of his bed slightly dipping low. All the pain he feels. The anger, betrayal, disappointment, hurt but most of sadness flows freely from his heart through his mouth. When he finished the song and opened his eyes, a sight so ethereal almost blinded him. Is he dreaming? Is it just a product of his hazy drunk imagination? Baekhyun is sitting on the bed, facing him, eyes flowing with unchecked tears. Then like as if in a trance, Chanyeol held his hand up and touched Baekhyun's smooth face, tracing the tears and gently wiping it away. He intently looked at latter still unbelieving that he's really right in front of him.

“Baekie?” he asked softly staring at the mirage in front of him.

“ No. Baekhyun, my real name's Baekhyun, Chan.” the latter answered rubbing his face gently towards the hand touching his face.

*** ⚠️warning : smut ahead

Chanyeol hugged the boy tightly, feverishly showering him with kisses. Slowly, they fell on the bed. They're lips locking with wet kisses. It's such a passionate kiss that Baek can't help but moan. Chan's tongue dipped inside his mouth and kissed him deeply. They can't seem to get enough of each others touch. Chanyeol's hands glides slowly down the latter's body. His boner evident in his sweat pants. He grope for Baekhyun's ass and grinded their crotches like a hungry wolf making the boy underneath groan with lust.
Chanyeol hurriedly takes off Baekhyun's shirt and pants leaving only his boxers. Then slide down to spread lewd kisses over Baek's nipple,gently nipping it. Leaving a trail of hickeys. Chan, then goes back up kissing Baekhyun on his neck finding his most sensitive part and placing a hickey on it. The lewd noise coming from the petite boy underneath slowly driving the taller crazy with want. He felt Baekhyun pushing him away from him and down the mattress. This time the petite boy is on top kissing him wildly. Then slowly going down towards his abs leaving wet kisses. Small hands groping inside the taller's boxers and touching his hard bulge. When Baekhyun reaches his destination, he seductively bit Chanyeol's boxers and take it off using only his teeth while looking at the taller intently. Chanyeol's huge member sprang out, pre cum leaking from it's slit.

Baekhyun gulped at how big the taller's member is. He gently took hold of its long veined part with one hand, his tongue lightly touching it. Tasting the pre cum coming out from the opening, he felt the urge to swallow it. He gently play with with the tip using his tongue and hearing the taller groan, put the member in his mouth. His eyes turned watery and almost felt like gagging. Chanyeol's dick is too much for his mouth. But when he felt Chan's hand pushing his face up and down his big cock and heard his grunt telling him that the taller is enjoying what he's doing he continued it.

"Fuck! Shit! Ugh! Aaahh. Yes Baekie!!! Ugh." Chanyeol fuck Baekhyun's mouth, not minding the smaller's gagging sound. His mind is just so full of lust. He can feel the warmth of the boy's mouth. He fastened his movements as he felt the rush of his orgasm coming in full blast. Baekhyun just let the onslaught of his thrust inside his mouth. Hot liquid squirted and filled the smaller's mouth. He swallowed all of Chanyeol's cum. Some even dripped from his mouth.

Chest heaving fast, Chanyeol rode his high. Baekhyun sat upright and look at him feeling proud that he was able to give pleasure to the male even if it means him having blue balls. Chanyeol notices Baek looking at him. He pulled the smaller down the bed and reached for the lube on the bedside table. He remembered taking it from Chen's house weeks ago when he found out it on the dining table intent on throwing it away. He placed a large amount of it on his fingers. Kissing the smaller passionately, he gently inserted a finger inside Baekhyun's hole, its tightness making his cock hard again. He felt Baek trying to get away from his finger as if hurting. He looked at the boy and saw him gripping the pillow above his head and biting his lips. A lone tear scaping from his eyes. He gently fulls out his finger and kisses the boy.

"I'm sorry. I'll go gentle"
He resumes kissing Baekhyun passionately on the hopes the the smaller would forget the pain. Once he felt that Baek is ready, again he put a finger inside his hole slowly pulling it in and out. He felt the smaller relax so he added another finger and another, pulling it in and out faster. Thrusting his fingers and scissoring the hole open until he heard a moan.

"Ugh. Yes, there. Chan, please. Fuck me. Fuck me now hard." moaned Baekhyun.

The sight of Baekhyun thrusting unto his fingers is a major  turn on for Chanyeol. When he knew that the smaller is now ready for his monster cock, he took out his fingers and replace it with his cock. He kissed him on the lips, wild open-mouthed kisses are exchanged as he thrusts inside Baekhyun's pink hole.

"Aawww!!! Shit!!! You're so fucking tight, Baekie. Aaahh!!! Chanyeol moaned as he finally able to bury himself balls deep into the latter's sweet tight cavern. Baekhyun can feel his inside ripping apart. Tears are rolling down his cheeks as Chanyeol's cock starts to move in and out of his ass. His thrust is gentle yet the pain in Baekhyun's lower region is excruciating. But despite the pain, the latter never complained. He just let the taller continue and kissed him back.
As the thrust becomes longer pain was replaced with pleasure when Chan finally hit Baek's prostate. " Mmmphh! Aaahh!!! Yes!!! That's it. Hit it again. Oooohhh!!!! Yeol!!!! The smaller grunted as he was being carried without so much effort and their position were reversed. He is now seated on top and the taller and is moving up and down his huge cock. His prostate continuously get hit and pleasure is immeasurably undeniable. Baekhyun's toes curled up, eyes tight shut. He couldn't explain how intense the feeling is as their bodies continued to move in sync with each other. Chan lifted him up away from his cock as the smaller felt bereft of being empty inside but it was just only for a second. He found himself face down and positioned in all fours, his ass started being pounded from behind elevating the pleasure in a thousand fold. This only made the male feel the raw pleasure of having their bodies joined in such a sinful yet loving manner. It was his first time. And knowing that he did it with the taller makes it more memorable. Their movements are now getting wilder as their orgasm comes nearer. Each stroke, each thrust is taking them nearer to seventh heaven. The two, exchanges wet sloppy kisses as the demands of their body tells them to fuck each other harder.

" Aaaahhh!!! Fuck. Fuck!!! I'm coming uuugghh!!!! Chanyeol harshly grunts as he exploded inside Baekhyun's gripping hole. He spilled all his seeds and pump it dry inside the latter's pink hole.

" Yes!!! Mmmmppphhh!!!! " Baekhyun came after. White hot sticky liquid comes out of his cock and spilled on the taller's bed. Their breathing is harsh and uneven. Chanyeol stood up and get inside his bathroom while the smaller slump down on the bed. His body curling in a fetal like position hugging his knees closer. The taller came out of the bathroom fresh from shower with a wet towel in his left hand a painkiller in his right hand. He places the medicine on top of the table where a glass and a pitcher of water is situated. Yoora left it there the night before since knowing that Chan might be drinking soju again.

" Here, drink this to lessen the pain. You might find it hard to get up if you don't." Chan said softly as he gently clean Baekhyun's lower region. Once cleaned, he helped the smaller put on his clothes silently. Confusion evident in Baek's eyes as he just let the taller do what's he's doing. After the smaller drank the medication it took awhile for the effect to kick in. He wanted to ask Chanyeol what he meant about what he said but he seem to have lost his voice. All he can do is stare at the taller and wait.

Chanyeol look at Baekhyun. His voice, when he spoke is barely audible. “ Baekie, ahm I mean Baekhyun. I like you. Yes. I do like you. And I'm so happy for this wonderful night we shared. It's such a memorable night. I won't ever forget this. But..."

" But it's not enough for it to make you stay. You're still leaving. Going to America is your way of escape and forgetting you've ever met a freak like me. " Baekhyun softly and calmly stated as he halted whatever it is that Chanyeol is about to say. It hurts like hell. His heart felt like a hand is gripping it and squeezing the life out of him. Yet he smiled at the taller. He carefully stood and gripped the side table for balance. His watery eyes showing the emotions clearly.. He touched the taller's cheek gently, smiling he continued. " I understand Chan. You don't need to say more. I thank you for this lovely night. I will keep this wonderful memory with me as long as I live. I love you Chan. I hope you'll remember that. And I wish you a happy life away from me. Goodbye" he kissed him on the lips and walked out of the room leaving the taller speechless as he watched the smaller's back.

Tears ran down Chanyeol's face. But his feet kept rooted to the spot. He wanted to call out the smaller and hug him tight. But he can't. And he won't. Baekhyun's right. He's going away to escape. Because he can't find it in him to accept the fact that he'd fallen to a guy. Call it ego. But he can't picture himself being gay. " I'm sorry Baekhyun, I'm so sorry. I love you too. But I need to be away from you. Because if I stay I might hate the both of us."

Chanyeol took out the suitcase he'd prepared a few days ago. As well as his backpack containing his essentials and documents. He checked his wallet and placed his guitar inside its case. He got his phone on the side table and rang a number. It only took three rings for it to be answered. " It's me. I'm ready. Meet me at the LAX airport tomorrow night."
Closing his bedroom, he looked back once more at his bed and noticed something on it. Picking up the silver necklace with a golden lock pendant. He checked the engraved name on it. To my beloved Baekhyunee, Not all angels have wings. You don't. But still you're my angel. Love Taeyon . He placed the necklace inside his pocket planning on sending it to Baekhyun through mailbox. Then took one last look at his bedroom lingering a moment on the that carried a special memory.

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Author's Note

Hello. I just checked back in here coz when I reread this part I saw some grammatical errors and I edited it. I'm a bit embarrassed knowing I've made some mistakes. Sorry. Hope you're all doing great guys.