Chapter 49: One moment
"What more can he want? I give him all he can ever need! I've never been nicer to anyone else but him." Jungkook thought as he layed back on the couch. "Why can't he just stop this so we can go back to the usual practicing? But he's in tears and apparently it's all my fault..." Jungkook sighed as he gazed down to think about Jimin. "You're so cute But you get on my nerves with these things... I'm not good at handling emotions, Jimin."
The Alpha looked back at the room silently as he can already hear Jimin weep while he tried to sleep. "Why does he do this to me?" Jungkook asked himself as he stood up and rolled his hair back gently. "Fuck it, I can't live like this. He can't tell me I'm the one to blame if I don't know what I did wrong." Jungkook growled in frustration as he started to make his way to the room.
"JIMIN!" Jungkook shouted as he walked into the room and dashed to the bed and jumped onto it, to scare Jimin awake.
"J-Jungkook!"
"I am not going to let this slip past me now. Jimin.. Tell me what I did wrong! You're confusing me..." Jungkook said as he was ontop of the Omega.
"Don't like how the tables are turned, huh Jungkook? You leave me so confused... So confused on love!" Jimin cried out as Jungkook listened to it all. "Can't you remember that night? The last night I spent with you?"
"What are you talking about? What about that night? It was like any other night!" Jungkook claimed as Jimin started to burst into tears.
"You don't remember what you told me? You said you loved me! D-Did you only tell me that to make me happy?"
"I neve-" Suddenly, Jungkook remembered what he told Jimin. The only reason he told Jimin was when he was half awake and couldn't keep a straight mind at all. "I-I did... I remember now.. But Jimin, I was half awake when I told you, it was just like a dream to me..."
"You.... didn't mean it?" Jimin asked already shedding enough tears. But the answer to this question alone was going to kill him. Yet, he didn't hesitate to ask.
"If I was half awake... That means my mind was just wandering around... I have thought of you that way but I never wanted to tell you at all." Jungkook replied as Jimin sat up to dry his own tears when Jungkook reached over to the box of tissues and dried the Omega's tears himself.
"You do love me.... But why would you not tell me? Do you want to hate me instead?" Jimin whispered as Jungkook folded the tissue to keep wiping Jimin's tears softly.
"There's a reason why I chose not to do it.. Not to say it and that's because I don't want to let you in only to see you leave.."
"W-What?"
"Jimin.... I love you... But I don't want to let you in. I want to love you when I want you. It's tough to explain, but in other words... I love you but can't have you.." Jungkook claimed. "Last girlfriend I had, I didn't feel up to dating at all. I dumped her since she didn't like that I was kissing other girls in movies and plays. She was upset and told me not to play roles like that so I had to leave her!" Jungkook claimed as he gripped onto the small tissue he used to wipe Jimin's tears away. "I can't have you grow jealous too."
"But you said it's acting! It's only acting... I love you, Jungkook and I will support you in anything! I don't care if you have roles like that... All I care about at the end of the day is if you'll still love me after all of it. Please say you love me on your own time.. I'm sorry for pushing you to confess too soon when you weren't even ready." Jimin claimed as Jungkook hugged Jimin and patted the Older's back.
"Ha, I bet you don't see me as the same Idol you thought I was... I bet you see me like some big jerk that only likes to constantly tease you no matter what." Jungkook said with a gleam in his eyes showing he was close to crying.
"No... I still see you the same way I did before.. But maybe with a few more things about you. Things I never knew." Jimin replied.
"And what is that?"
"The way that you love me after all this time and drop your guard when you have me in your arms!" Jimin giggled as he pushed Jungkook down on the bed. "Not so strong for an Alpha, are you?"
"Hmm.. You have ways to push me down... A small Omega wants to be the stronger person here?" Jungkook chuckled as he placed his hands on Jimin's arms. "You're slightly stronger but I exercise most of the time. You're nothing compared to me, noodle arms." Jungkook teased as Jimin hit Jungkook's arm playfully. "A-Ah you hit hard." Jungkook pouted sarcastically as Jimin giggled pressing his chin to Jungkook's chest and gazed up at the Alpha.
"Jungkook...." Jimin said as Jungkook caressed Jimin's hair back softly and looked at the Omega.
"Ah, What do you want now?"
"I want to ask you something serious..." Jimin stated as Jungkook kept caressing Jimin's hair softly while the Omega blushed feeling Jungkook caress his hair and his face tenderly. "If... I ever get a role where I have to kiss or have fake sex.... Will you let me and still support me?"
"Of course I will... It's only acting, Jimin. No matter what I know you won't mean it. Besides, why do I have a say in this? You're an actor and you know what's fake and real. Just keep in mind that you have to be patient when it comes to loving me... Save yourself for me."
"T-Then mark me! Claim me so I can stay as yours. So no Alpha or Beta would come after me.. I want to belong to you.... Save me for yourself and I can be by your side... All I ever wanted was to belong to you..." Jimin said as he grasped Jungkook's collar of his shirt. "Please..."
"What if I do if one day I wake up not wanting you anymore?" Jungkook asked as Jimin looked down at Jungkook's lips.
"Then..." Jimin whispered and locked eyes with Jungkook again. "Let me go and keep the mark as a punishment... A bad memory if it ever comes to it..." Jimin whispered as Jungkook smiled and caressed Jimin's face again.
"I can't mark you now since I'm not ready for commitment, but I can do this.." Jungkook said as he quickly pinned Jimin down onto the bed and begin to tickle the Omega, making Jimin giggle and play with the Alpha in return. Brightening the dark skies in his day.
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