Chapter 106: The one to blame
Jimin rose his hands up Jungkook thighs again and kept his gaze down on Jungkook's lap as he grew silent. "...Nothing, Huh? That's okay..." Jimin whispered as Jungkook looked into Jimin's eyes. Knowing the older boy hasn't realized his bruises and scars he received during the fight. "Please wait for me.." Jimin added as he stood up and walked to Taehyung's empty room.
"Jimin... Wait.." Jungkook said as he finally stood up and all Jimin did was walk to the room quickly and suddenly closed the door behind him. Letting out a sob as he slid down the bedroom door in tears. "...Jimin... I-I'll talk to you... Please." Jungkook whispered as the Omega sat on the ground and gazed down at his stomach. Softly rubbing it as he listened to Jungkook finally speak.
"L-Let's see how you like it if I was to leave you talking a one sided conversation." Jimin whispered to himself as he knew the Alpha could listen to every small thing Jimin said. Jimin pressed his head back on the door while he listened to the Alpha's knocks.
"J-Jimin... I was letting you speak out your mind! I never wanted you to feel so sad... I-I.... I want to talk to you... Please open the door..." Jungkook continued as Jimin refused. It didn't seem fair to him that Jungkook never responded to his cries and inner thoughts but he just sat there. Listening and not trying to fix his problem. Jimin gave him a while to speak but Jungkook just didn't and said nothing. He thought this is what Jimin wanted but he should have known the Omega wanted more to it.
Jungkook sighed and stepped away from the door as Jimin felt the Alpha move away from the door. This made Jimin tear up more. He had mixed feelings about this... He wanted Jungkook to stay and tell him many things but then, he didn't want the Alpha to try to patch things up. No matter how deep the wound has become. Jungkook suddenly had an idea and quickly sweeped up the broken vase, took out a bit ingredients from the fridge he still didn't pack up as he rolled up his sleeves to cook something for his Omega in a way to apologize.
It was neither of them at fault and Jungkook was so blind from anger to realize he harmed Jimin with his deep and disgusting words. The Alpha just couldn't cope with any of it! Even he knew he took it too far. Since Jimin was pregnant, Jungkook was preparing a seaweed soup to give Jimin strength and health. Jungkook began to cook for Jimin as he constantly gazed at the Omega's door. Hoping he would answer soon.
After cooking, Jungkook set the hot bowl of dark green seaweed soup onto a small bed table infront of the door. The soup was slightly salted, there was a bowl of sticky warm rice next to it with chopsticks to stir the seaweed around and a soup spoon to enjoy it. There was dark green seaweed flowing on the top and the hot smell of the rich and hot salted seaweed soup. Jungkook managed to serve Jimin some sweet Ginseng tea Jungkook brewed with honey in it to go along with the soup. Jungkook took this as a way to apologize. Hoping Jimin would open the door and finally hear him out.
"Jimin..." Jungkook said as Jimin was now laying on the door, not growing too fond of the smell of the seaweed soup. He would normally enjoy the scent of seaweed soup but now that he was pregnant, most things changed and he couldn't stand the smell of things he loved before. Jimin cupped his nose as Jungkook kept knocking. The Omega stood up and walked to the vacant bed and layed there where the smell of seaweed soup diminished and he just layed there, placing his hands back on his small stomach.
Jungkook gazed up at the door while he set the bed table on the ground while Jungkook proceeded to knock. "Jimin.... Jimin." Jungkook continued to call out as he slid his hands down as Jimin heard the despair in Jungkook's voice. However, Jimin just wanted Jungkook to feel bad about what he did. How he replied to Jimin, telling him the reason why he didn't want to walk in a relationship with an Omega and completely throwing the blame at Jimin when it was non of their fault. Unexpected things come like this alot and Jimin understood it. Jungkook did not.
The Alpha finally pulled out his phone in a attempt of getting Jimin's attention. He texted, attempted calling but Jimin wouldn't answer. That was until Jungkook decided to post something to get Jimin's attention. Knowing the Omega would listen to him now.
Jimin heard his phone chime from his pocket and he already knew Jungkook was trying to reach out to him. The boy ignored it for a while and after thirty minutes, Jimin couldn't keep in his curiosity. The Omega unlocked his phone and accessed his twitter where Jungkook made a new post.
Jimin stayed silent as he read it in his head, knowing Jungkook was still out there. Waiting for Jimin to respond. The Omega stood up and left his phone on the bed. Hoping Jungkook would stay true to what he said. Jimin was slightly tearing up along the way to the door. Knowing that he was willing to trust Jungkook with his fragile heart again.
Jimin opened the door to see the bed table of soup sitting there with tea and rice too while Jungkook had his hands on his thighs while he kept his head down in tears. "I....I'm sorry.. A-And I love you so much... I took you for granted after all this time... I can't believe you still love me.. A brat who hurts you everytime." Jungkook whispered as he kept his face down in the dimmed light. Jimin moved the table aside as he got down on his knees, crawled to Jungkook and cupped his Lover's beaten up face Jimin didn't realize before.
"Jungkook.... Who did this to you...?" Jimin asked as he softly caressed Jungkook's bruised cheek in worry. "I-I'm sorry I didn't realize it before!" Jimin said in tears as Jungkook pulled Jimin's hands away from his face and brought Jimin into a hug, wrapping his arms around his worried Omega.
"Stop apologizing... It's about time I finally stood up for once and apologize for hurting you... My wounds don't matter right now... Yours matter..." Jungkook said finally breaking into more tears. "I hate how horrible I made you feel! I'm so selfish and spoiled... I never paid attention to what you ever wanted!" Jungkook cried as Jimin hugged his Alpha, sitting on Jungkook's lap just to have a closer hug to his lover.
"T-That's okay... It's all okay.. I forgive you.." Jimin whispered while he layed his head down on Jungkook's shoulder. Keeping his arms around Jungkook.
"Jimin... I'm sorry... I hurt you far too many times." Jungkook whispered as he gave Jimin a kiss on the side of his head. "I don't want to take you for granted... I hate myself for doing this to you... My Jimin. I-I want to raise the baby with you... I will love him or her too and I won't blame you for it..." Jungkook apologized again and again as Jimin cried in tears of joy while the Alpha held Jimin in a soft hug, trying his best not to apply pressure to their future pup they will raise together.
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