Chapter 105: Stressful tears

             "You do get a say if he asks you how he feels." Jimin said as Yoongi looked down.

              "I... Just don't want to see him hurt, did you see how happy that made him feel? He was so happy... I just can't let him down like that ever. When he had the role of 'Rujiko' I couldn't help but to grow jealous! I love him... But I can't hurt him..." Yoongi claimed as Jimin sighed.

         "If you don't speak up, this can end up making you depressed... Even I can see that." Jimin claimed as Yoongi quickly glanced up at Jimin.

         "H-How can you be so confident on that? You haven't even told Jungkook about being the father!" Yoongi claimed already feeling worried on what to tell Taehyung. He didn't want to be alone but yet again, he wanted Taehyung to go far in his acting career.

          "Well? What does it look like I'm doing? I'm going to confront him and you should do the same. Even if it hurts. Tell him and maybe find a way." Jimin stated as he gazed out the door. "Now I need to find a way all to Jungkook's place." Jimin whispered as he sighed. Knowing what laid ahead.

         The Omega left as Yoongi rubbed his hands together. Choosing not to step all over Taehyung's dream. No matter how much pain will come from it. Taehyung will be out there doing something he loves and all Yoongi will get out of it was nothing but video calls at night that could be cut short due to how busy the actor would be....

          Jimin walked down the street to Jungkook's house. There was no way Jimin was going to wait eternity for Jungkook to show up at his place so he decided now was time to see his Alpha and come clean. Jimin made sure he got rid of the fragrances and decided that now was the time to confess. No longer keeping any secrets from Jungkook.

            Jimin eventually got to Jungkook's house, out of breath as he walked up to the Alpha's house and opened the door to drop his luggages inside. "J-Jung.... Jungkook?" Jimin called out as he let out a huff of how breathless he became. Jimin gazed up to see Jungkook standing in the kitchen. Suddenly he dropped a glass vase he was packing into a box when his eyes widened. Catching Jimin's scent he grew familiar to on set earlier today.

             "S-So it's true...." Jungkook whispered as he turned around to face Jimin panting by the door. "You are pregnant... and I'm the father.." Jungkook whispered. "Unless... You were around other pregnant Omegas?" Jungkook asked with a slight hope on that one.

          "No..." Jimin replied as he stepped in and closed the door. "I'm really pregnant..." Jimin confessed as Jungkook looked down and smiled in tears. "I going to bear your pup..." Jimin added as Jungkook tried his best not to cry and show Jimin how immature he was. "I-I understand if you don't want me anymore! I can live with the pain... Please just tell me you don't want me-"

            "D-Don't want you? Jimin... I want you..." Jungkook started to tear up and keep a smile on his face. However, he was breaking down inside.

            "Jungkook...?"

             "N-No! This is perfect! Absolutely perfect! We can raise the pup... Finally be parents!" Jungkook quickly dried his tears repeatedly. "Isn't this what you've always wanted?" Jungkook asked as he sat down on the couch, not being able to keep in his tears anymore. "I-Isn't it?!" Jungkook sobbed as he dropped his head down onto his hands. "I-I'm happy..."

             "Jungkook..." Jimin teared up as he walked up to the Alpha. "D-Does it look like I wanted a pup now? I loved the idea but even I thought it should take time!" Jimin said as he walked up to his tearful Alpha. "I-I tried my best... I took my pills but one morning I felt sick and he was here."

            "How long?" Jungkook whispered as Jimin stepped up. "How long have you been holding the pup?"

             "I-I don't know... Taehyung and Yoongi said it was during your rut... The first time we did it on your rut."

             "Why didn't you come prepared if you were coming to see me?" Jungkook asked as Jimin's eyes widened.

             "W-What? Are you blaming me for everything now? H-How was I supposed to know you were luring me in for sex?" Jimin asked already crying. "A-Ah.... I can't help but to cry now. It's not my fault, Jungkook!"

           "WELL IT'S NOT MY FAULT!" Jungkook blurted out in tears. "I never wanted to be a father at a young age and this is what I get for walking into a relationship with an Omega." Jungkook cried as Jimin felt those words like sharp knives to his weak heart.

           "Jungkook....please don't say that to me..." Jimin cried as he got on his knees and placed his hands up on Jungkook's thighs as the Alpha continued to cup his face and cry into it. Showing how weak he was on the inside when it came to this. "I know you don't mean it! Please Jungkook... I can't take in this pain... This pain in my heart. You know how many times you've harmed me.... Yet you keep stabbing me right where it hurts." Jimin sobbed as Jimin looked up at the Alpha and pried Jungkook's hands away from his Lover's face. "S-So what if I'm pregnant? Would you still love me? You told me you would and all you are doing now is hurting me even more!"

           "Jimin! Can't you understand that I'm not ready?"

           "I-I'M NOT READY EITHER BUT DO YOU SEE ME CRYING HERE SAYING I DON'T WANT WHAT WE BOTH MADE OUT OF LOVE?!" Jimin shouted as Jungkook flinched. "Jungkook.... You hurt me so much but I love you for all of it... I told you one of these days I wouldn't be able to keep it in anymore and suddenly today is the day... Saying I would leave you.. But now? I can't pry my weary hands away from you.... This is what loving an actor like you... A selfish, foolish, spoiled and immature little Alpha like you..." Jimin cried as he layed his head on Jungkook's lap and allowed his tears to fall through the fabric of Jungkook's jeans. "But I still love you... Even if you end up hurting me verbally or Physically... I'll still love you for all of it. My Alpha... S-So cruel to me even if I'm on my knees. Begging for your love at this moment I need you drastically.

           Jimin claimed as Jungkook looked down at Jimin, hearing Jimin tear up. He wanted to say something, however... Nothing came out and allowed his actions to speak for the silence. The Alpha moved his hand to caress the side of Jimin's tearful cheek that had endless tears falling and Jungkook just couldn't add onto the fact that everything Jimin said was true. Finally, Jungkook felt ashamed of his own feelings about having a pup. "If he wants to give me silent treatment... I deserve that..." Jungkook said in his head and those were the final words that jumped into mind through it all.

             "No words... I understand that. Just to let you know, I will stay here and go anywhere you go... Just because this stupid, weak heart of mines I have for you... Just believes it can last more with all these wounds." Jimin whispered as he guided his hands up Jungkook's thighs and brought them down softly to rub the Alpha's thighs gently. "At the end of the day... I'll still want to raise a family with you and marry you... Just because I can't stop loving the man who cares about me the most when I need it. But at times... I can't help but to cry from how much it hurts.."

         The Omega continued to speak as Jungkook was listening to it all. In silence. The silence was the loudest thing to Jimin's ears. Letting the Omega know what he said was true and Jungkook just couldn't cope with it all. Thus leaving him silent through the whole tearful moment. Yet all he did was dry Jimin's tears, caress his face and pay close attention to what Jimin wanted. This showed how much he cared. Even if the Alpha didn't respond with apologies, he listened and Jimin couldn't help but to continue and say what he held inside. Growing silent after it all as Jungkook stopped caressing Jimin's cheek.

           "I still love you..." Jimin whispered as he closed his eyes from it all. "I still love you, Jungkook.... I really do.."

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