"Are you trying to drown us?" Cameron laughs beside me, buried under five blankets and a bunch of pillows.

"I want you guys to be comfortable." Asher laughs, throwing another pillow at Cameron which bounces off his face.

We're in Asher's grandparents basement, and truthfully, I've never been here before so it's kind of weird. You'd think in the many years we've known each other, I would've but no. Asher has always came to us or Cameron stops by Asher's house sometimes after they hangout.

This is a side of Asher I've never seen before.

This house smells like...love. It's comforting being here. After the night we had with my parents, I didn't realize how badly I needed out of there until Asher suggested it. I'm so thankful that he did.

Usually I'd spend the night buried in my lyrics or strumming on my guitar. I'd spend a night like this alone which can be...yeah, pretty lonely.

I've never really had a sleepover before. I mean, in high school I had a girl friend, Tash, who let me sleep over at her house a few times when I needed to get out of my head and have a place to crash.

But, a sleepover at another guys house? Where we stay up late, play video games, eat junk food and watch movies all night? Yeah, I haven't. I'm 19 and I have never. I'd be more sad about that fact if it wasn't for Asher changing it right now.

This? This feels nice.

It's late once we finally get in so his grandparents are upstairs sleeping. We're trying to be quiet but it's hard once Cameron's got the giggles.

He laughs, crawling into the space between my legs, laying his back to my front. "I seriously don't think we need this many pillows and blankets." He sighs, laying his head on my chest.

"It gets cold down here." Asher huffs, sitting down on the ground near my feet. He reaches out for the controller in front of him and turns on the PlayStation. His hair is wet from the shower he took once we got here. I can see wet marks on his white t-shirt start to collect on his shoulder. He looks so good with his brown slicked hair.

The room brightens up with the PS4 symbol and the music of the starting up screen blasts loudly.

"Oh, fuck! Jesus!" Cameron scrambles to turn down the volume. Asher laughs beside him, clutching his stomach as Cameron searches for the remote to turn it down.

I can't help but laugh too. These two are a mess.

"Your poor Nonno and Nonna. They're gonna disown me." Cameron sighs, snuggling back into my lap.

"Yup. More love for me." Asher smiles. He looks at me. "And Hayden. Hayden gets love too."

I roll my eyes. I've met them a couple of times throughout the years during school events and such. They've always been super kind to me even though I've always been quiet.

"What are we doing? Playing or watching something?" I ask.

Cameron yawns. "I think it's too late for me to play anything. I won't be able to really bring my A-game and I really want to, you know?"

"Oh yeah? Long day at the office?" Asher jokes, poking him in his side. Cameron winces, moving away from his prodding finger.

I stiffen beneath him, wrapping my arms around his chest so he can't move. His squirming is hurting me...and turning me on. He needs to quit moving like this in my lap.

I squeeze him tightly with my arms to try and get him to sit still.

"I, uh...I have an idea of what we can watch." Asher says.

Cameron and I both watch him as he plugs his phone into the playstation with a cable cord. His fingers get to work and soon the screen changes until we're watching a screen recording of something off of his cell phones camera roll.

My eyes widen.

Shower mist fills the screen and I suddenly take in what I'm seeing.

It's us. Cameron and I. Our bodies are intertwined as we're holding each other.

"Oh, shit. You're playing our video." Cameron breathes. I shift to try and reach the controller in Ashers hand to turn it off, but Cameron quickly bats my hand away. "No, stop. I wanna watch." He smiles, sinking more into me.

I sigh, leaning back on to my hands as I look at the screen. Asher is a menace for putting this on. "This was supposed to be sent and then never talked about again." I mutter.

"We're not talking about it. We're watching it." Asher winks back at me.

I breathe out deeply through my nose. The soft moans through the screen bring my attention back to my brother and I on the screen.

It's a weird feeling watching yourself from this point of view. Cameron and I move as one on the screen. Our flushed face, tangled legs, and whispered moans, they all look and sound so...right.

We look...good. Like, really good.

Two halves of a whole coming together. Literally. HA.

"Damn, Hayd. We look hot." Cameron says quietly, reading my mind.

"I thought maybe you two would want to see what I see..." Asher says, eyes focused on the screen.

"Why?....Were you jealous?" I ask him with a sly smile playing on my lips.

Asher turns his attention to me. I see him swallow deeply as he builds the courage to say what he wants to say..

"Not jealous...just really into it." He says softly, looking back at the screen.

My smile falls slowly when I realize what he's trying to say. He wants more of Cameron and I and if I'm being honest with myself...I think I do too.

"Stop holding out on us. Say what you want to say and maybe we'll do it." Cameron says while squeezing my thighs with his hands. I think he forgets I'm a person and not a chair.

Asher looks at us both, gaze jumping back and forth between us. "Okay, can I ask you guys something?" He turns fully around and sits on his heels in front of us.

Cameron and I both nod our heads.

"Have you guys ever...you know...with each other..." He looked between the both of us.

"Well...um..." Cameron awkwardly looks back at the TV and I can't help but stifle back a laugh. Here we are, stuck in Ashers basement - watching ourselves hookup on the tv screen in front of us while he's asking those type of questions.

"If this is not the weirdest situation." I laugh, brushing my hand through my hair.

"Uh...to answer your question - no. We've never done anything like that before you." Cameron sighs, pulling my arms tighter around his body. We're both dressed in sweatpants and baggy sweaters since Asher insisted that it gets cold down here.

In my opinion, these are way too many layers. I'm not sure if it's warmer than he told us or I'm just feeling really hot down here.

"Not many brothers can say they've seen their brother come." Cameron laughs, hitting his knee off of Ashers thigh.

"Don't...say that out loud to anyone else." I sigh, shifting him to fit better between my thighs.

"Yeah, I guess not." He softly laughs. A moment of silence passes between all of us as we watch the TV screen. I had just came all over his hand as he finished off on my thigh. Fuck, that was hot and felt so damn good.

"This is my favorite part." Asher breathes. I can hear the lust in his voice.

"I can't believe I came so fast." I say under my breath.

"I can. You're kind of a fast trigger." Cameron shrugs.

"I am not." I squeeze him tightly with my thighs causing him to wince.

"You are! Don't think I missed how you came in your pants the other night." He laughs.

"I had to watch both of you come. I bet you wouldn't be able to do that without coming in your pants either." I quickly reach under his sweater and pinch his nipple.

"Ow! Fuck you, bitch." He yelps in pain. Asher moves quickly to cover Cameron's mouth with his hand while we all topple over.

"You'll have to pay for what you said." I laugh quietly in Camerons ear.

"I like the sound of that." Asher laughs, helping me pin him down.

I wrap my legs around his waist to keep him from squirming out while I take my other hand and go back to pinching his nipple underneath his sweater.

"Stop! This isn't fair. There's two on one." Cameron laughs, trying to squirm away. Asher holds his wrists tight in his hands to stop him from pushing us away.

He tries to buck his hips out from under me but I'm way too strong for him.

"Sh, don't wake up Asher's grandparents." I laugh into his ear while I slip my hand off of his mouth and grip around his chest to hold him still.

"It fucking hurts. Stop!" Cameron whisper shouts at me. I laugh into his neck as I bite down on the side of his throat. He crumbles into me, trying to get away from my latch. "I hate you so fucking much." He laughs. I know that's his tickle spot so I don't let go.

He continues to laugh as I continue to pinch and suck, his butt wiggling against my dick. I know he's not meaning to but my dick can't tell the difference, apparently.

I know it's wrong but I fucking bury my face in his hair. He smells like me but better and I can't get enough of it. The sensations and the feeling of his nipple underneath my fingers is driving me crazy. After what we did today...I'm not sure I can ever go back to the way it was before. I'm not sure if I ever want to go back. This feels way too fucking good.

"I want to do it again." I hear myself say in his ear.

"So, fucking doing it." He breathes. No question. No hesitancy. He's thinking the same thing I am. Of course, he fucking is. Because he's my other half.

We all freeze. I look past Cameron to look at Asher who's panting, staring down at Cameron. His eyes lift to mine and I bite my lip. His eyes flicker down to my lip and I can tell immediately he's in on what we're thinking too.

Asher leans over Cameron and presses his lips to mine. He tastes so intoxicating and after he stuck up for me tonight? He tastes like my fucking hero.

Our tongues tangle and my heart speeds up as he grips on to my shoulder to pull me in deeper.

My dick presses against Cameron's ass which lights me up inside. I know he can feel it as I'm making no moves to adjust it. Why should I hide it anymore?

Asher and I break a part and I watch as he moves to kiss Cameron. They dive in like they've been starving for it. Ashers hand never moves from my shoulder and I watch them as they moan back and forth in each others mouths.

I can't take it anymore. I need to touch them.

I slip my hand down the front of Camerons pants and I grasp around his hard dick. It feels so thick and large in my hand and it's fucking fantastic.

Camerons whole body shudders under my touch and I can feel him spread his legs further for me.

"Fuck," I moan. "Both of you. Pants off. Now." I pant breaking a part to give them some space.

Cameron's the first to get moving, slipping his hands to his waistband.

"Wait." Asher breathes. Cameron and I stop moving. "I need to...grab something." He says before getting up and leaving the room.

Uh...okay?

Cameron and I watch as he leaves before refocusing back on each other.

"How do we do this 'for Asher' if Asher isn't here?" I laugh awkwardly.

Camerons gaze is fixated on my lips as he breathes deeply. "Yeah...for Asher...sure..." He breathes.

My eyebrows pinch together. He looks like he still wants...to keep going?

Cameron softly pushes me back so I'm leaning back on to my forearms.

"Cam–" I breathe, watching him crawl up my body and meet me face to face. He sits on my waist and braces his hands on my shoulders.

"Sh," He cuts me off. "I want to...not everything has to be for Asher, you know." He quietly says.

My breath catches in my throat.

Suddenly, he lowers his lips to mine. Without touching, he hovers over my mouth, our breath mingling. I swear I can feel his heart beating outside of his chest.

I lean slightly back. "This is one of those lines, Cameron. Are you sure this is what you want?"

I feel my heart beating outside of my chest. Why am I so damn nervous all of a sudden?

If I'm being honest with myself, I don't think I want him to stop.

"I've been sure this is what I want for a long...long time." He says in a deep, quiet voice, pulling me closer again by my shoulders. That was surprisingly exactly what I wanted to hear. He knew what I wanted to hear, just like he always does.

He stops again right before touching my lips with his.

My mouth quirks up. "Nervous, sunshine?"

"Fuck you," He breathes.

"Promise?" I smile against his lips.

That must've been the encouragement he needed because next thing I know, his lips are pressed hard against mine.

Holy fuck. This is really happening.

Our fingers are tangled in each others hair and we're drinking down each others soft moans.

A warmth spreads inside of my chest. I feel so...fucking good. I know I should feel wrong but holy shit. This feels the complete opposite of wrong.

Cameron slips his tongue inside of my mouth, claiming me with his lips and I swear, I stop breathing all together. This is too fucking unbelievable.

He pulls at my hair as I grip his thighs, pulling him into my waist.

"Holy shit." I hear Asher softly say behind us. I turn my head to look over at Asher while Cameron keeps his mouth on mine, continuing to bite my lip. Asher's gaze jumps back and forth between my brother and I.

"Come here," I say, waving him over with my hand. Once I see him slowly walking back over to us, I bury my hand back in Cameron's hair.

Asher drops to his knees beside us and continues to watch us closely. I lift my hand out to wrap my hand around Asher's neck. Cameron does the same, pulling him in.

"I want to taste you both," I say.

Asher happily joins his lips to ours in a messy, open-mouthed kiss. I can't hold back. Our frantic kisses are raw, dirty and impatient. I have to have them. I have to have them both.

"That's so fucking hot." Asher sighs, leaning his back against the couch next to us. "I was wondering when that was going to happen." He laughs, raking his fingers through his hair.

I lean back to look at my two guys. Cameron sits up on my lap and strips off his sweater up and over his head, revealing his gorgeous body. "Yeah, me too." He agrees.

"You have?" I ask.

Cameron looks down at me, examining me for my reaction. As though he's still not sure if he should tell me the truth yet or not.

He lifts his thumb to my mouth and presses it softly between my lips. I allow him to slide his thumb softly in and out of my mouth before slipping his thumb along my bottom lip. "I've always wanted to find out how good you taste." He says quietly.

"And? How good do I taste?" I swallow deeply.

He looks up at my eyes. "Pretty fucking sweet." He smiles.

I can't believe this. He's really into it. Really into me. And I'm...feeling the same way.

"Uh...guys?" Asher interrupts my thoughts. He sounds nervous and unsure which makes me curious. What is he up to? Cameron and I turn to look at him. "I brought something for us."

I didn't notice before but when he walked into the room earlier, he was carrying a little blue and white bottle and condoms.

Cameron lets out a laugh. "Let's fucking go!"

A/N: Did this chapter seem short? Lemme tell you -- this chapter had to be split into not one but THREE chapters. Yeah, this is insane. I just had so much to write for what's about to happen so...I just needed you to know that lol 

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