Ten

I don't think I've been sleeping properly since that girl who got away left me without a single note or a single message indicating that she no longer wanted me in her life.

God damn it. I should've seen this coming. Just when things were getting better with each passing day this person had to leave me all alone with the conflicting thoughts, opinions, and ideations of other people circling around my head.

I had never been the kind of person who does things on impulse. Everything had to be planned out and organized. Otherwise I'm gonna start losing my mind over some of the things that have been causing me to break down in quiet moments when I should be sound asleep.