"Slow down, Tae~"

    "I want you in my mouth,"

Jeongguk groans, his legs trembling desperately as Taehyung jerks his cock. It takes all his willpower not to fuck his hand as he pumped him mercilessly.

    "F-Fine," He chokes out. "Fine, alright, do it. Suck me off, Taehyung."

Taehyung doesn't hesitate to go down on Jeongguk, taking his cock all the down his throat immediately. He moans, bobbing his head as best he could.

    "F-Fuck, Taehyung, uh~" Jeongguk grunts as his hips kick up involuntarily. "You're gonna make me cum~"

Taehyung pulls off of his cock, looking up at him through his lashes as he continues to pump his dick—his lips shine with saliva and precum. "Jeongguk,"

    "Keep going, Tae," Jeongguk moans, throwing his head back in frustration.

    "Jeongguk!" Taehyung says again, followed by the sound of someone knocking on the door.

Jeongguk flinches as he's brought back to reality, his wrist exhausted and his orgasm ruined.

    "Jeongguk? Hello, if you're done beating yourself off, it's almost time for your two-thirty," Yoongi's voice says through the bathroom door. "So if you don't mind, please finish up before they get here."

    "Fuck off, Yoongi," Jeongguk calls back.

    "I'm no expert, Jeongguk," Yoongi starts. "But I'm not sure if jerking off to Taehyung fantasies is going to help your case at all."

    "Fuck off!" Jeongguk yells. "I said I'd be ready, alright?"

He hears Yoongi laugh as he walks away. He groans as he turns the shower to cold. Using a cold shower as a last resort since he was out of time. He dresses in his usual get up—a t-shirt and sweats—and waits for Taehyung to arrive.

He gets there right on time, as usual. Smiling softly as he steps out of his shoes. "How are you, Jeongguk?"

    "I'm good, you?" Jeongguk smiles, ignoring the arousal that stirs in his gut at the sight of Taehyung. He felt a twinge of guilt for using Taehyung in all his dirty fantasies, but he didn't regret it. And quite frankly, he'd probably be doing it again.

Taehyung was just desirable in that way.

    "I'm fine," Taehyung says sitting down on the bed in front of him. "I really wanted to apologize for calling you the other night. I know I shouldn't have. I'm sorry."

    "Don't be sorry," Jeongguk chuckles. "I'm glad you called me. It makes me feel like you trust me."

    "I do trust you, you know that," Taehyung says. "I don't think I've trusted anyone more that I trust you."

    "That's not true," Jeongguk says rolling his eyes. "You trust Namjoon, don't you?"

    "I do, but not like I trust you," Taehyung says. "I'm afraid to do things with him that I'm not afraid to do with you."

    "Like what?"

    "I don't know...I just know that I'm ready to move on to bigger things with you."

    "Bigger things?" Jeongguk smirks suggestively.

    "Bigger things," Taehyung says matching his expression, making him laugh. "Do I have to spell it out for you?"

    "You might," Jeongguk chuckles. "But I feel like we should talk about the other night first."

Taehyung's smile falters, his demeanor shifting. "Do we have to?"

"No," Jeongguk says. "But I think we should."

"Okay..." Taehyung sighs, looking down at his hands. "I really just feel like I freaked out for no reason."

"There was a reason," Jeongguk says. "You can tell me. You know you can tell me anything."

Jeongguk's words bring a small smile back to Taehyung's face, he always felt so comfortable with him. "I haven't seen my sisters since my dad went to prison...I was shocked that Taeyeon just showed up the way she did."

Jeongguk nods. "Have you talked to her since?"

    "Yeah," Taehyung says looking down again. "My mom got us all together yesterday before I went to work."

    "Did something happen?" Jeongguk asks, noticing the shift in Taehyung's expression.

    "My dad might be getting out of prison," He says without looking up at Jeongguk. "If I don't testify against him with my sisters, there's a good chance that he will."

    "Jeez, I'm sorry, Taehyung," Jeongguk sighs. "It worked last time you testified against him, it should work now. Right?"

Taehyung shakes his head, looking up with tears in his eyes. "I didn't testify against him."

    "No?" Jeongguk asks, even though he pretty much already knew that from Taehyung's sister.

    "I t-testified as a character witness," Taehyung says using his sleeve to dry his tears. "F-For my dad."

Jeongguk nods. "Don't cry, Tae. You were young, practically still a kid~"

    "I wasn't a kid," Taehyung says, closing his eyes briefly. "I knew what I was doing, I knew and I did it anyway."

    "There are thousands of reasons why people protect their abusers, Taehyung." Jeongguk says firmly. "It doesn't make you any less of a victim."

Taehyung sighs, trying to calm himself down. "I don't think I can handle another trial...I don't think my mom can either."

    "Hopefully, you won't have to," Jeongguk says. "Do you know how difficult it is to get a case like this reopened? Extremely."

    "How would you know?" Taehyung asks.

    "I just know," Jeongguk chuckles. "You trust me, don't you?"

Taehyung nods, drying the rest of his tears. "I do trust you."

    "Okay then," Jeongguk says reaching for the box of tissues from the nightstand and handing them over to Taehyung. "You don't have to worry, everything will work out eventually. I promise."

    "Thank you, Jeongguk," Taehyung says taking the tissues. "I don't know how you put up with me, I'm such a wreck."

    "You aren't," Jeongguk smiles. "I've seen worse."

Taehyung laughs a little, standing to throw his tissue away. "You'll say whatever you have to to make me feel better."

    "Yeah, but I still mean it," Jeongguk says grabbing his arm and pulling him in his lap. "I hate to see you upset."

Taehyung smiles as he straddles Jeongguk, wrapping his arms around neck. "Thank you, Jeongguk. Seriously, I'd be a mess without you."

    "You give me too much credit," Jeongguk smiles up at him. "But you're welcome."

Taehyung leans in and kisses him, smiling softly into the gentle kiss. His smile fades when Jeongguk kisses him back, his lips soft and warm against his. He deepens the kiss, running his fingers through Jeongguk's hair as he parts his lips.

He feels Jeongguk's hands trailing up his sides under his jumper, his cold hands sending a chill down his spine.

Taehyung breaks the kiss, only long enough to pull his shirt over his head. He tangles his fingers through Jeongguk's hair, watching his eyes rake lustfully over his body before he pulls him back into a kiss.

Taehyung would usually be hyper aware of the fact that Jeongguk had more clothes on than him at the moment. But right now all he can think about his how soft Jeongguk's lips feel against his neck, and how firm his hands are on his waist.

He continues kissing Jeongguk as he shifts off of his lap, pulling him along as he switches their positions. He immediately feels Jeongguk's hesitation as he pulls him on top of him.

    "I'm green," He says in between kisses, pulling away enough to meet Jeongguk's eyes. "I'm okay, I promise."

Jeongguk nods, mostly because his doesn't trust his voice as Taehyung wraps his legs around his waist. Pulling him impossibly closer before kissing him again. He refrains from making any sounds as Taehyung lifts his hips to meet his. Their crotches rubbing together but barely creating any friction between them.

    "Taehyung," Jeongguk says, but he's unsure of exactly why he's calling him. His heart pounds against his chest, his brow sweating in anticipation as Taehyung's hands travel down his chest. He kisses his neck, nipping slightly at the skin as Taehyung's hands find the front of his pants.

Jeongguk's brain short-circuits when Taehyung's hand slips down the front of his sweats, grabbing his cock unexpectedly. A part of him thinks he should stop him, they hadn't discussed going this far yet. But another part of him was reveling in the feeling of finally having Taehyung's hands on him.

He opens his eyes, looking down to find Taehyung looking at him already. His hips stutter when Taehyung moves his hand, his eyes widening slightly as the realization of what's happening hits him.

    "R-Red, red, red," He stammers out, pulling away from Taehyung completely. His chest rising and falling rapidly as he turns his back to him.

    "Jeongguk," Taehyung says sitting up with a worried expression. "Are you okay?
What happened?"

Jeongguk shakes his head, pulling away when he feels Taehyung's hand on his shoulder. "I'm sorry, I-I can't, I just...you should go."

    "What?" Taehyung asks in confusion.

    "Go, Taehyung, y-you should go," Jeongguk says standing, walking to the bathroom and shutting the door without so much as another glance in Taehyung's direction.

Taehyung sits there in utter shock and disbelief for a moment before he snaps himself out of it. He pulls his shirt back, stepping into his shoes and grabbing his bag before walking over to the bathroom door.

    "Gguk?" He says tapping the door softly. "Are you okay?" He doesn't really expect an answer at this point. "I'm sorry, I don't know what I was thinking just then...C-Call me later? Just to tell me if you're okay, even if you aren't."

He waits a few more seconds before giving up, leaving the room with a worried expression on his face.

He didn't know why, but he felt like he screwed up big time.