~Lucy's P.O.V~
(Italics: thoughts/ Bold: Lines of letters and notes to lucy)

For the love of all that is hungry, wait hungry? Or is it holy. Whatever same difference. Back on track here, what's wrong with me?why do I keep replaying those words? No matter what I tell myself it's not true. I turn over the picture frame and pull out the picture of us all together. let me tell you straight from the horses mouth, i never got that saying but whatever. I think it fits.
That picture frame was a bitch to open, at one point I thought I would need Taurus' help but that wouldn't be the best idea since this is my room and all...
The picture depicted Me, Gray, Erza ... And Natsu. I wish those lines were
true but they will never be I seem to have five percent luck so that's no help. Running my fingers along the sloppily wrote message from Natsu on the back I hold back the upcoming tears. if it's to protect your family, be the kingdom or the entire world ... we would make anyone our enemy Lucy, thats what it means to be fairy tail -Natsu. Why did he say that when it can't be true? I've been pushed out of my own family. Why is it always me ... Dropping the flimsy photo and along with the silver photo frame (I now think I need a replacement) I fall down on my bed burring my face in a pink pillow and wrapping myself in the blankets till I become a human sausage I slowly drift to sleep. A small but sudden shift beside me pulls me into a daydream state. I roll over to look at the time. 3:56 only six hours sleep. Who's going to be here at this time? It's not going to be Natsu he never comes round anymore. It's probably Happy he seems to be getting into more fights with Natsu the past week for unknown reasons. All anyone knows is it's not about fish although fish sounds nice right now... Could I have it for breakfast? Anyway Happy always ends up with me. It's like he'd rather I look after him than Natsu but it's not like that would happen. Even an argument with Natsu wouldn't separate happy from him would it?... Now I'm making up stories to make me feel better, I wish I could pat my back and say 'good job Lucy, good job'

Sorry it's short and I know I said they would be longer than the first chapter but this will do for now. I promise I will make the next chapter way longer but for now bye x :p