It'll Be Okay
"Okay, what the hell is that noise?" Kang Yeosang pushed himself up into a seated position on the mustard yellow corduroy couch. Holding his wine glass tightly in his fist, he tilted his head to glance at the offending apartment wall. He then flinched back when another wail of distress sounded.
"The noise?" Jung Wooyoung flipped his shaggy dark hair out of his face, glancing up at the elder from his spot on the cold hardwood floor. "You're worried about the noise? What about the smell? It's like curdled milk." The younger made a face as his nose scrunched up from gaining another whiff. Wooyoung lifted his own wine glass off the small coffee table and twirled the red liquid around before taking a sip.
The crying sounded for a fourth time, earning a grimace from Yeosang. The beta of the group shifted to the edge of the couch and retrieved the awaiting bottle of wine. He had a feeling that, if he was expected to continue sitting here with the consistent crying, he was going to need much more to drink.
"Is Ms Wang babysitting her grandchildren or something?" Yeosang stated with a raised eyebrow eagerly lifting his glass, he took a large gulp.
"I thought Ms Wang didn't have any children?" Wooyoung questioned in confusion. Yeosang was right, the crying sounded too much like a pup to brush it off as anything else.
Yeosang shrugged. "Maybe she started a child care business or something?"
"I think she's a little too old for that," Wooyoung mumbled.
"Hey," Yeosang warned. "Don't judge somebody based purely on their age. That'll be you one day too."
Park Seonghwa, having heard the entire conversation, shuffled in from the small kitchen with a bowl of popcorn clenched tightly in his arms. Dressed in a pair of ratty sweat pants and an oversized hoodie, the man was a picture perfect model for the friend's movie night. "That" Seonghwa explained, claiming his seat beside Yeosang on the couch, "would be my new neighbour."
"New neighbour?" This perked Wooyoung's interest. Pushing himself off the floor he wiggled his way into the middle seat of the couch. "I didn't know Ms Wang had moved away. You haven't mentioned anything regarding a new neighbour."
"Because he just moved in three days ago," Seonghwa said with a sigh. He had been spoiled the past couple years he'd lived in the apartment – at least in regards to his neighbours. The senior women rarely made any form of disturbance or annoyance. The only occasional noise came from when she would fall asleep watching the TV with the volume up too loudly.
But now Seonghwa's comfortable lifestyle had shifted with the sudden arrival of the newcomer. This had been only the third night and Seonghwa had quickly realized he was unimpressed with the turn of events. Within the three nights, the same events had occurred. Seonghwa could only assume the neighbour's bedroom shared a wall with his living room. And the said neighbour had a pup that apparently had a hard time sleeping.
"Three days ago?" Wooyoung shifted to face Seonghwa with an offended expression "and you're just now telling me?"
Seonghwa had opened his mouth to reply but rather released a groan of annoyance when he heard an ear-piercing cry. He snatched Wooyoung's drink from his hand and downed the burning liquid.
"You don't seem particularly surprised by that," Yeosang stated pointing in the direction of the wall that had gone momentarily quiet.
"I'm not," Seonghwa answered looking longingly at the half filled bottle of wine but knowing better than to drink more. His heavy drinking days had long been left behind him.
"So you mean..." Yeosang trailed off, giving a nod in the offending direction.
"Happens every night?" Seonghwa finished the sentence the younger had started. "Yeah. As far as I can tell, it appears to be a regular occurrence. Every night until well after midnight. It's like the pup finally wears itself out and just passes out. The crying starts again in the morning."
"Woah" Wooyoung answered with widened eyes. His head snapped to glance at the wall, almost as though he could concentrate enough to view through it.
"So it's a family," Yeosang answered with a more calming exterior. He raised his own refilled wine glass and took a sip. Naturally he was interested as much as Wooyoung, but he was able to hide the excitement better.
"Nope" Seonghwa reclaimed the popcorn bucket from Yeosang's lap. "There are only two scents. The milk that indicates a pup is in the apartment and the light eucalyptus and sandalwood blend."
Wooyoung raised a curious eyebrow "you already know their scents?" he pointed out.
"You say that like you didn't recognize my scent instantly," Yeosang teased. The wine was clearly getting to the beta slightly.
"Yeah but that's different. You're my best friend" Wooyoung argued. "Besides, that's not what we should be discussing. Why is the pup crying in such distress? And for such long periods at a time?"
Yeosang shrugged, "I don't know."
"Is something wrong that would've upset the pup so greatly?" Wooyoung asked, glancing at Seonghwa.
A deep voice sounded, interrupting the three in their conversation. It sounded tired, one that was laced with begging. "Youngie, please my sweet puppy" a male voice sounded through the walls. There was a mumbled response but the voice had been so soft and submissive that it couldn't be heard through the layers of drywall. "I know it's hard and that you're sad, but it's going to be okay Youngseok. I promise it's going to be okay."
"How do you handle this?" Wooyoung questioned, filling his glass with another drink. "My omega is whining and wants to comfort the pup. I can't imagine how that must be affecting you having heard this three nights in a row now."
"It hasn't been easy," Seonghwa answered in a soft tone. "I feel as though my omega is clawing at me to be released. Half the time I'm holding back pheromones in an attempt to comfort the pup. I've been leaking milk! I think I might be going crazy."
"I got you Youngie," the male voice sounded. "Appa loves you." The voice was fading indicating that they had been moving deeper into the apartment – likely pacing back and forth.
It's not so much that Seonghwa minded the occasional crying. That could easily be ignored – especially when Seonghwa went to his own room to sleep, the sounds weren't even noticeable. Plus Seonghwa had been there before too. He understood first hand the struggles that came with having a pup. He had his fair share of sleepless nights and flowing tears.
But the noise of crying hadn't been the only problem that had occurred over the past couple days. For the first full day Seonghwa had been unable to leave the apartment due to the level of furniture and boxes stacked, not only in the hallway, but also directly in front of Seonghwa's doorway. He then learnt the neighbour enjoyed a nightly smoke, forcing Seonghwa to now sleep with the windows and balcony door shut – and that's nothing compared to the cigarette butts he keeps finding discarded on the balcony flooring. Finally Seonghwa's well organized mornings were now interrupted by the sound of heavy music beats.
But nothing could compare to the scent wafting through the walls. The newcomer did smell very heavily of eucalyptus. It wasn't a scent that was naturally considered to be primarily alpha, in fact Seonghwa would've assumed his neighbour was a beta. However the pheromones that rafted through with the eucalyptus were very much an alpha.
Seonghwa was an unmated omega that was far from sexually satisfied. The last form of sexual activity the young man had received was during an unmanageable heat nearly a year ago – but even that left much to be desired.
Now the strong aroma of an alpha – an unmated one at that - was awakening his inner omegas longing. He could practically hear the wolf whine for its own pleasure now. And more than once now he found his boxers soaking up some unwanted accidental slick. Which Seonghwa wouldn't mind so much if it hadn't occurred during the middle of making dinner yesterday. His omega was trying to attract the alpha, forcing the other man to catch his scent.
If Seonghwa couldn't get his needy omega under control, then he would likely need to purchase a bottle of scent blocker to spray within his living room. However, that can be extremely pricey. And that was an expense that Seonghwa just couldn't afford at the moment.
"Anyways" Yeosang started, pulling Seonghwa away from his thoughts. "If they're as young as they sound, maybe we should invite them to join us on these movie nights."
"I don't think we can actually consider these movie nights anymore" Wooyoung laughed a little. "The last time we actually watched a movie here was what? Like over a month ago? This is our wine time."
"Besides," Seonghwa added, nibbling around another handful of popcorn. "We don't even know if the alpha is close to our age. He could be some middle aged man."
"Oh no" Wooyoung chuckled. "I can smell him clear as day. His scent is way too strong to be somebody older. It's fresh, like he presented only a couple years ago.
"His scent is really noticeable," Yeosang pointed out. "I'm a beta but even I can pick up on those young alpha pheromones he's releasing."
Yeosang's eyes softened a little as he gazed at the omega on the other side of the sofa; there was a flash across his eyes as realization hit him. "Oh Seonghwa, the pheromones... if Wooyoung can smell them it's probably suffocating for you."
"Shit" Wooyoung mumbled, sniffing at the air. "He's unmated too. Why didn't you tell us there was an unmated alpha letting his pheromones go crazy living right next door?"
Seonghwa forced a warm comforting smile. "Because there's nothing you can do about it," he reassured him. "He's trying to comfort his pup, it's understandable his pheromones are on the stronger side."
"We could go next door and tell him to hold it back a little, '' Yeosang argued lightly. "Yeah he's got a pup but he needs to be aware there's others in the apartment complex."
Wooyoung took the bowl of popcorn from Seonghwa and placed it back in Yeosang's grasp. "You need some sustenance to sober up. We all know what happened the last time you said you'd go "talk with an alpha" after a few drinks too many.''
Yeosang groaned, "That was only one time!" Although he didn't argue in regards to actions, he began to eat the snack. "Besides, you know that Alpha deserved it for the way he was looking at Seonghwa hyung."
"Mhmm" Wooyoung rolled his eyes. "You were literally cock blocking hyung that night. The alpha was checking him out. They could've gone home to fuck out some of that sexual frustration."
"My sexual frustrations?" Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. "Could you not talk about me like I'm not sitting right here listening to everything you say?"
"He kept checking out Hwa hyung's ass," Yeosang argued.
"Yeah cause he's got a nice ass" Wooyoung shot back.
"Yah!" Yeosang frowned and pointed an accusing finger at each of the men. "What are you doing checking out other men's Asses? San wont is very pleased."
Wooyoung barked laughter at the statement. "Oh no, Kang Yeosang." He pointed his own wagging finger in the other's direction. "Don't you dare act like you haven't checked out hyung's ass."
"Excuse me?" Seonghwa leaned back away from them with wide eyes.
"You got a great ass hyung," Wooyoung answered. "Own up to it."
"My ass is literally flat..."
"See Seonghwa hyung knows his ass is great so don't be ashamed that you've checked it out" Wooyoung answered, turning to his mate, sticking his tongue out playfully.
Yeosang glared at the younger "and if you don't put that tongue back where it belongs I'll make it so that you can never again blow an alpha's co-"
"Hush up" Seonghwa hissed. His ears on high alert as he pushed himself out of the comfort of the couch, standing up right at attention. The omega silenced them as they made out the sounding of gentle feet padding through the hallway.
A small boy, no older than the age of two entered the small but warm living room. His little fist rubbed at his tired eyes as his shaggy chocolate hair fell in tuffs around his forehead. Wrapped loosely around his slender body and trailing behind him was a ratty once white – but now grey – blanket. Stopping in the doorway, the little pup looked around the room tiredly. With a worried glance in Wooyoung and Yeosang's direction, the tension in his shoulders didn't deflate until he locked eyes with Seonghwa, "Eomma."
"Hey baby" Seonghwa cooed with a warm smile. He held his arms out and made grabby hands for the little pup. The boy got the hint and shuffled across the room. His big doe eyes glanced into Seonghwa as he stopped before him. Seonghwa reached forward and lifted the little body into his lap. Wrapping his arms securely around the child, he breathed in the familiar scent of a milky vanilla cream.
"Couldn't sleep?" Seonghwa questioned. Gently he guided his fingers soothingly across the boy's back. With his free hand he wrapped the blanket tightly around the child in hopes of an added comfort. Then bowing his head, the man rubbed his nose against the pup's cheek for a quick scenting. Soon the room filled with the smell of fresh oranges as Seonghwa released his comforting pheromones.
"Bad dreams' ' Sumin mumbled. Tilting his head towards his eomma's he nuzzled his small face into the man's neck. Taking small gulps of air, he breathed in the orange scent.
Another bad dream. This was exactly the answer Seonghwa had been expecting to receive. Bad dreams were something Sumin had always struggled with, but over the past few weeks the dreams had only increased. Seonghwa had reached out in search of a doctor, but he had yet to hear back regarding an appointment. And that only made his concern grow.
Wooyoung and Yeosang shot Seonghwa an understanding look. Their wine night had come to an abrupt end on more than one occasion due to similar concerns. But both men had instantly understood. Being an eomma would always – and rightfully – come first.
"It's getting late," Yeosang stated, collecting the empty wine bottle and glasses. He pushed himself off the couch. With a smile he moved towards the small kitchen to dispose of the bottle and wash the dishes. "San will be wondering where we are."
"Yeah we should probably head home," Wooyoung added. He cooed at Sumin and leaned over to kiss the little boy's head.
"Sweet little Su-Su" Wooyoung whispered to the little pup. "Tomorrow we will go to the park," Wooyoung promised, "and I'll buy you three ice cream cones."
Seonghwa raised a warning eyebrow in Wooyoung's direction. The omega had a way of spoiling the pups a little too much. Not that Seonghwa could blame him. They had a way of wrapping adults around their pinkie fingers. But sometimes Seonghwa had to rein Wooyoung in from going a little too extravagant.
"Okay" Wooyoung mumbled in disappointment. "Two ice cream cones" he changed his answer. With another kiss to the pup's head, he pulled back. "See you tomorrow, Hwa hyung."
Yeosang, having completed the tasks in the kitchen, came back to bid farewell. He, like Wooyoung, planted a kiss on the boy's forehead. He then proceeded to ruffle Seonghwa's hair playfully. "Sleep well Sumin." The two men then made their way to the balcony door to retrieve their shoes. Wooyoung slid open the door before stepping out. Although they could take the regular interior staircase, they had always preferred the direct fire escape that took them the one floor up to their apartment just above Seonghwa.
"Oh my" Wooyoung's voice sounded a little jumpy as he stepped into the darkness of the balcony.
Yeosang rolled his eyes in Seonghwa's direction before tugging his own shoes on. Knowing Wooyoung he had bumped into one of the lawn chairs that had been there more than long enough to remember their existence. With a final wave of his fingers Yeosang stepped out with Wooyoung. "Wooyoung did you knock over- oh hello there" Yeosang's own voice took on a level of surprise. "You must be the new neighbour."
"Don't I know you?" Wooyoung's voice expressed confusion.
Seonghwa sighed softly to himself, not giving much thought to Wooyoung's comment. It would appear that his neighbour was once again out on the balcony taking a smoke. Which meant another night of closing his windows due to the smell. But at least the distressed pup had finally calmed enough. Lifting his own pup to his hip, Seonghwa stood. "Let's get to bed, okay little one?" he cooed. Moving towards the balcony door he reached to securely lock it. Out of the corner of his eyes he caught a glimpse of the mysterious newcomer.
The man was on the shorter side, with broad shoulders and a toned chest – the body stauncher was different from any other alpha Seonghwa had ever seen. With his height and his chest, he looked more like an omega.
Seonghwa couldn't make out much about the man from the dim lights shining, but he could just see the tint of coloured hair. A pair of sweatpants hung low on the man's hips and he was shirtless, despite the cold weather. Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip as his eyes slowly trailed over the man's toned stomach and v-line.
"Eomma'' Sumin whimpered. His nose pressed deeper against Seonghwa's neck in search of his scent glands. His small fingers twisted into his eomma's hair to play with the locks.
Seonghwa's gaze immediately snapped away from his neighbour. How could he check out his neighbour with his son pressed against his hip? How could he check out his neighbour? Shaking his head slightly to clear his thoughts, Seonghwa gave a reassuring smile. "Yes my sweet pup," he cooed. His hand moved along the boys back again. "Would you like to sleep with Eomma in his nest tonight?"
Sumin pulled back from the omega's neck slightly and gave a small nod. "Yes please" he answered softly. "Eomma milk?" he added in another small voice.
Planting a kiss on the pup's cheek Seonghwa gave a small nod. He knew he should've weaned the pup off his milk a couple months ago. But to Seonghwa he was still a baby. A little extra milk wasn't going to hurt anyone. Holding the boy close, Seonghwa moved down the hallway towards his bedroom. Before he could enter his own room the second bedroom door slowly peeked open and small eyes peered out from the darkness.
"Su?" a soft voice asked from the darkened doorway.
"He's right here, Minnie," Seonghwa answered with a little voice. Holding his hand out, he offered "Sumin is sleeping with eomma tonight, you want to come too?"
The second pup, a couple years older than Sumin, pushed the bedroom door open the remainder of the way and stepped into the hallway. His small head bobbed eagerly with a mess of chocolate locks atop. Reaching up, he happily took Seonghwa's outstretched hand, clasping it tightly.
Seonghwa smiled softly and pushed the door of his worn but cozy bedroom open with his hip. His double bed was packed with a variety of pillows and blankets; all stack around the edges creating a warm encasing. It was far from perfect, unfortunately he couldn't afford the extravagant plush pillows or woven blankets that his omega cried for whenever he passed a nesting store.
Setting Sumin down within the pile of messy blankets, Seonghwa bent and lifted Minjae into the bed beside his younger brother. With a small smile Seonghwa tugged his own sweatshirt off before crawling in beside the boys. Lying in the centre of the nest Seonghwa wrapped an arm around either of the pups
Tilting his head down, he whispered to Sumin, ''You want some eomma milk?" Sumin nodded eagerly and shifted up slightly. He nuzzled his face against Seonghwa's bare chest as he breathed in the sweet scent. With a gentle hum the little boy found his eomma's nipple and latched onto it.
Seonghwa ran his fingers across the pup's back before planting a gentle kiss on his head. He glanced over at Minjae and offered a warm comforting smile. At almost four years of age, Minjae had long since been weaned from milk, but the scent still provided him with a closeness to his eomma.
The room quickly entered a comfortable silence, with the only sound being that of sucking and gulping. Seonghwa began to release orange pheromones that mixed with the comfort of the milky aroma. Holding the two pups, Seonghwa rubbed their backs gently. When he felt the tickling of hair against his right side Seonghwa knew that Minjae had fallen asleep. And he could sense Sumin was soon to follow.
Seonghwa's eyes drifted shut as he was soothed by the scent of his pups pressed against him. For the past four years his pups had become his absolute world. Of course he had never planned on being a single eomma at the age of twenty-four. But things don't always go the way you plan.
Having left Jinju straight out of high school, Seonghwa had moved to Seoul to attend university. It had been within school during his second year where he met Yeosang – the young beta set on becoming a teacher – and Wooyoung – an omega with big dreams of opening his own restaurant.
The alpha, Woobin, had been everything Seonghwa had once suspected he wanted in a mate. Woobin, although several years Seonghwa's senior, had come to the university for a guest lecture in one of Seonghwa's acting classes. The first time Seonghwa had laid eyes on the alpha was just before class started. Seonghwa had taken a turn a little too sharp and bumped into a broad chest. He had tried to apologize but the alpha insisted it was his own fault that he hadn't been watching where he was going. It was then that he asked Hwa directions to the classroom, which the omega happily led him to, expecting him to be a transfer student. Imagine his surprise when he learnt that the alpha was not a student but rather a special guest came to share his experience in the film world.
Woobin had been the one to make the first move. Coming forward after class to complement the omega. The alpha had stated that Seonghwa looked stunning on stage, that there was a natural talent to his acting and that he deserved a special treat for all the hard work. And Seonghwa had accepted the alpha's offer to grab a coffee and a slice of cake across the street at the local café. From that moment on, Seonghwa was enchanted.
Seonghwa began to follow Woobin around like a lost little puppy. His omega would howl out for the alpha, longing to be with him. At first he had worried that the infatuation was overbearing. But Seonghwa had been only nineteen at the time, and no other alpha had even bothered to glance in his direction – preferring to go for the female omegas. Once he was shown the first aspect of love or attention, Seonghwa latched on.
At the time Woobin hadn't seemed bothered by the attention either. In fact he appeared downright pleased by it. The elder man was often encouraging Seonghwa to accompany him to social gatherings, insisting it was good exposure for when Seonghwa graduated and entered the entertainment industry. However, he rarely sought out Seonghwa's attention in a private setting. It had taken Seonghwa several months after the breakup to realize that it wasn't Seonghwa's company that Woobin was interested in, but rather the prospect of showing the younger off.
Ultimately the relationship ended with Seonghwa's broken heart.
Seonghwa and Woobin had been together just shy of four months when Seonghwa's heat hit, the first one he experienced when dating Woobin, Seonghwa had insisted on spending it alone. However, Woobin had convinced Seonghwa that, as the alpha, it was part of his pride to serve his omega. Seonghwa had relented, spending the three days of his sexual prime with the alpha.
Although Seonghwa wished he could claim it was a positively memorable experience, that would be far from the truth. The alpha had been far more interested in satisfying his own sexual desires than to be concerned about the omega. He had pushed Seonghwa to a breaking point, where Seonghwa was extremely uncomfortable and unable to release. There was also the concern with the bare minimum of care provided. Meals consisted of something quick and carelessly put together – for the alpha cared more about getting another round in, rather than keeping the omega hydrated and well fed. When Seonghwa had requested a warm bath, the alpha had insisted that Seonghwa prepare it for himself.
It took an entire month after that fateful time for Seonghwa to discover he was pregnant. In that moment, Seonghwa felt like his entire world came crashing down. He had little to no time to celebrate the prospect of becoming an eomma, as all he could think about was the possibilities he was about to lose. Seonghwa hadn't even finished his freshman year, he had another three years to complete. But being pregnant meant he wouldn't be able to continue.
Seized by fear, Seonghwa went running to his alpha in search of support and encouragement. When he announced the positive pregnancy test, his alpha had first denied it. Claiming there was no possibility that Seonghwa could be carrying his pup, insisting that the omega was lying to force a mating. But when Seonghwa continued to argue that there was a pup, the alpha changed his approach, accusing Seonghwa of planning the pregnancy. He stated that Seonghwa wanted this, as a way of trapping the elder into a permanent relationship. He got angry, placing the blame on the omega. He fought that Seonghwa couldn't keep his legs shut and used the sweet scent of his slick to seduce him.
But ultimately, there wasn't much the alpha could change. Seonghwa was pregnant. And after a paternity test was done to prove that what Seonghwa said was true, the two got married. It was a simple ceremony, one done at the courthouse with Seonghwa's friends present to witness the union – although when Wooyoung was involved he was enough to act like an entire army.
And just like that, within a year, Seonghwa started university, fell in love, lost his virginity, got pregnant and became mated.
For a couple years things were fine, it was manageable. Seonghwa became the good little omega that Woobin wanted him to be. He stayed home, keeping house and raising Minjae, the sweetest pup he ever could've asked for. The apartment was always clean and dinners were cooked for Woobin before he got home from whatever film site he had been working at that day. He was a glorified housekeeper, one that had little use besides cleaning, cooking and spreading his legs whenever Woobin demanded it.
That is how things went for about two years. Seonghwa's only focus, his purpose, was to raise Minjae and please Woobin. However, that all changed when Seonghwa did the one thing that would displease Woobin more than anything. He became pregnant with their second child.
Seonghwa had been excited. He was a mated omega, they were married, financially stable, and Minjae was nearly two, just old enough for a sibling. Why wouldn't he be happy at the prospects of having another pup?
The night he found out he prepared Woobin's favourite food, setting out the fanciest dishes they owned and the finest wine. His plan was to wait till dessert, but Woobin had caught on that something was wrong the moment he walked through the door and spotted the table. Seated together, Minjae in his booster seat, Seonghwa told Woobin about the pregnancy. A wide smile was plastered to his face, hands folded over his stomach.
It only took a couple seconds for Woobin's scent of confusion to shift into one of anger. He slammed his glass down, shattering it with sheer force. His pheromones began to fill the room, causing Minjae to whimper. Seonghwa stared at him, feeling lost. The omega was frozen. He didn't even have time to react when Woobin lifted his hand and slapped it across Seonghwa's face. As the alpha started to shout, blaming Seonghwa once again for the pregnancy, Seonghwa silently took it all. He remained in his seat, letting the screaming of the alpha and crying from his pup wash over him. It wasn't until Woobin walked away, wine bottle in hand to lock himself in his bedroom that Seonghwa bothered to move.
Lifting Minjae into his arms Seonghwa ran. He left the apartment, with his slippers still on his feet. He didn't stop till he ended up at Wooyoung and Yeosang's dorm room with tears in his eyes. Yeosang took pity on him that night, and despite having early classes the next day opened his door for the elder.
When San came by to join them the next morning Seonghwa explained everything to the three. After things had calmed down San, the only alpha in the group went in search of Woobin. Planning to take care of things between one alpha to another. Once the younger arrived at the alpha's apartment, he found the chicken had packed his items within the night and cut off all forms of communication. Woobin was gone. After that Seonghwa was never able to get in contact with him again – nor did he care. If his alpha could so easily turn his back on the omega, then he didn't deserve to be the appa to Seonghwa's pups. Although he did on occasion see the elder on screen in the form of k-dramas – but he always swiftly turned those off.
Wooyoung offered emotional support; Yeosang provided his sheer knowledge and San, his simple determination. It was Wooyoung who suggested that Seonghwa put an offer in on renting the apartment in San's complex, that way somebody was always nearby in case help was needed. Although it wasn't the best location it was cheap, and considering Seonghwa hadn't been working regularly the past two years he needed that more than anything. Besides, he can clean up the rundown apartment. He has remained in that apartment for the past two years, eventually Wooyoung and Yeosang moving in with San in the apartment just above Seonghwa.
A kick to the stomach is what awoke Seonghwa the following morning. With a low groan, the man raised his first to rub the sleep from his eyes. His back cracked as he gave a small stretch. Pushing himself carefully into a seated position Seonghwa smiled down at the little boys. Minjae was curled into a ball, clenching one of Seonghwa's many pastel blankets. Sumin, ever the opposite, was spread out as a starfish with his limbs going in every direction.
Leaning downwards Seonghwa pressed a gentle kiss on each of the boys' temples. He then ever so carefully shuffled out of the nest. Tucking the covers around the boys' shoulders, he smiled softly to himself. He ran his hands through his tangled hair in an attempt to tame it. With his sweatpants hanging low on his hips, he fought back the urge to yawn, reaching for a worn shirt. The sun was just beginning to rise, hopefully giving Seonghwa at least an hour of alone time. Grabbing his phone and headphones from the nightstand, he stuck them into his pocket.
Seonghwa released a sigh when he entered the small kitchen. It had greatly deteriorated over the years – though it was already in the process when Seonghwa first moved in. The paint on the cabinets was peeling, there was an entire door missing that had broken off about six months ago, cracks in the countertop and not to mention the constantly leaking kitchen sink. Seonghwa had been trying to make improvements over the years. But he didn't have much money to spend on the alterations.
Resting his hip against the counter Seonghwa fiddled with the finicky coffee maker, giving it a little knock with his knuckle to get the machine going. Eyeing the bunch of bananas set out on his counter, Seonghwa gave a small shrug and grabbed at the fruit just as the coffee finished brewing.
With the mug in one hand and the half eaten banana in the other, Seonghwa moved towards the balcony door. Pushing the curtain aside with his elbow, he took a quick peek to confirm the neighbour wasn't currently there. Seonghwa released a thankful sigh as he slipped outside.
Retrieving his phone and headphones from his pocket, he scrolled through to select a song. Sticking the headphones in, Seonghwa began letting the music move him. His hips swayed gently as he went through the steps. His right leg slid back and his opposite hand reached up towards the rising sun. He twisted his back in an arch and shifted his weight to the left leg.
Dancing had always been something Seonghwa enjoyed. He had been on the dance team during high school, attending only after a neighbour invited him. Actually he had gone as far as to be the captain of the team, leading them through competitions. However he knew he'd never make a career out of it. He didn't have the required skills the way someone such as Yeosang did. So he had chosen to go into acting – something just as unpredictable. And dance remained a hobby for whenever he was free.
The music began to slow to a deeper pace. A feeling of confidence overtook his movements, increasing the passion behind his dance. He twirled once on his toes, finishing with a kick back. Crossing his arms over his head he swayed to the side. Quickly he dropped at the waist bending as he reached for the floor with a delicate twist of his wrist.
"Hmm" a soft groan sounded from behind Seonghwa.
Seonghwa's body snapped up in sudden tension. Spinning on his heels, he turned to the offending intruder. "Who the hell are you?" Seonghwa hissed. He knew exactly who the man was, it was obvious. Who else would be on the balcony at six in the morning? But Seonghwa didn't take kindly to being snuck up on. Especially if that individual was gazing at Seonghwa's ass.
What was it Wooyoung was saying yesterday about his ass? What was wrong with these betas and alphas? Seonghwa's ass was flat – at least in his mind it was. Why would anyone want to admire it?
"Kim Hongjoong." the short man stated, holding his hand out as a greeting. "Your new neighbour."
The man was short, not incredibly so, but slightly below Seonghwa own – which was odd for an alpha. Just as he was the night before, the man – Hongjoong – was dressed only in a pair of snug sweatpants. His blue hair was well overdue for a haircut, falling in tangles around his neck. Seonghwa's eyes slowly gazed down at the man's body, momentarily getting caught off guard by the man's rather large chest. How was it possible that this alpha had a better chest than Seonghwa did?
"Sorry we haven't gotten a chance to meet until now" Hongjoong offered, drawing Seonghwa's attention away from the skin. Hong Jung's own eyes gave Seonghwa an once-over. His fresh scent slightly increased along with his observations. Slowly his tongue trailed over his lips, looking every bit like a hungry wolf that was eager to take a bite. "Had I known you were this beautiful I would've made more of an effort at introductions."
Seonghwa snorted in response to that. He eyed Hongjoong's extended hand with disgust before he stepped away. "So if I was ugly you wouldn't have bothered acknowledging me? Or is it perhaps not my beauty you're interested in, but rather my ass?" Seonghwa crossed his arms over his chest and glared at the man. He wasn't one to be rude or aggressive. This wasn't how Seonghwa intended to originally meet his neighbour – but he certainly hadn't expected it to be with Hongjoong ogling his ass.
However Seonghwa's internal omega chose that moment to make an appearance. "Our ass. He likes our ass," the omega cooed. He padded the floor happily as his warm eyes widened with happiness.
"Can't your ass just be an added bonus?" Hongjoong answered with a shrug. Hooking his ankle around the nearest chair he tugged it over. Taking a seat, he crossed his legs before him. "You don't need to stop" Hongjoong stated retrieving a granola bar from his pocket. When Seonghwa raised a questioning eyebrow, the man added with a light chuckle. "You were dancing. I don't mind if you continue."
"Of course you don't..." Seonghwa answered with a roll of his eyes. Seonghwa squinted slightly as he couldn't resist overlooking the boy again. There was something off about the way the man smelt today. At night, the scent that wafted through the walls was very clearly burnt eucalyptus; it held an evident freshness, yet there was a harshness that left a lingering aftertaste. Today however, out in the light of day, the man smelt of fresh leaves, maybe a hint of mint. It was warm and sweet.
Hongjoong snickered slightly, "you going to finish that?" His slender finger pointed towards the half-drunk coffee mug, placed on the floor. The man didn't wait for Seonghwa's reply. Rather he reached over and grasped the handle. He flashed Seonghwa a look, challenging him to deny the implied request. For whatever reason, Seonghwa felt an overwhelming sense to submit. His only response was a tense small nod.
Raising the mug to take a sip Hongjoong made a disgusted face. "Ah" he coughed slightly, eying the offending drink. His eyes burned into the mug as though he was hoping he could alternate the flavour. "Wow, that's sweet."
"Sorry my coffee isn't to your liking, '' Seonghwa hissed. The omega held back a disappointed whimper that his drink hadn't pleased the other male. Seonghwa found it within his willpower to finally unfreeze. Snatching the coffee cup away from Hongjoong, he flashed the other a glare. He glanced down at his coffee for a moment too long, actually contemplating taking a sip. This was set to be the only coffee Seonghwa had for the long tiring day, but he couldn't pull himself to drink from the tainted cup. "I don't like bitter things."
"Neither do I," Hongjoong answered. "But I also don't put half the sugar bowl into it."
"It wasn't half," Seonghwa mumbled.
"A quarter then" Hongjoong chuckled, which only earned a glare from the omega.
"But it's fine" Hongjoong answered. "Just add a little less sugar next time." Seonghwa, for whatever reason felt his omega tucking that information away as though it was something important for the future. Hongjoong shifted slightly in his chair, lifting his hip and tugging a lighter and a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. Removing one from the pack, he raised it to his lips.
"Do you have to smoke out here?" Seonghwa challenged. He eyed the man as he lit the cigarette with a deep breath. Seonghwa watched as the other male rolled his eyes slightly.
"Where exactly do you suggest I smoke, if not outside on my balcony?" Hongjoong answered in return with his deep smooth voice.
"It's not only your balcony," Seonghwa argued, making a disgusted face as he got a sniff of the smoke. But his voice sounded weak and lacked confidence. Seonghwa couldn't understand what was coming over him. He wanted to argue with a bold and determined stance, but he felt the deep urge to submit again.
The relaxing scent of the eucalyptus began to fade as it was replaced with smoky burnt aroma. Now Seonghwa understood the reasoning behind the burnt leaves. This man smoked so often that his own aroma was temporarily altered.
"Want one?" Hongjoong offered the pack in Seonghwa's direction. He had noticed the omega burning his gaze into the smoke.
"I'll pass, '' Seonghwa said with an unimpressed wave of his hand. His nose twitched slightly when he felt his omega tug at him from inside. "Accept, accept, accept" the omega within was whining to Seonghwa and turning in pitiful little circles. It let out a low howl when Seonghwa had refused. The omega appeared unimpressed that Seonghwa turned down Hongjoong's offer as a 'gift.' Although Seonghwa didn't see how a single cigarette could be considered as a gift.
"Suit yourself." Hongjoong answered with a shrug. He lifted the cig for another drag. Turning slightly to face away from Seonghwa he released the breath.
Seonghwa's internal omega jumped with pleasure from watching Hongjoong's action. "He turned away" the omega danced happily within Seonghwa's thoughts. He was turning in circles practically, chasing his own tail. Seonghwa must admit he too had been impressed that Hongjoong was considerate enough regarding his surroundings. Hongjoong didn't breathe straight out or in Seonghwa's direction. Rather he faced towards the ground where the smoke would be dispersed, without Seonghwa breathing any in.
The emergence of Seonghwa's omega was surprising to him, especially with the level of communication he's had. Since the day that Seonghwa had been abandoned by Woobin, his omega had become increasingly careful around strangers. Conversations would be held to a minimum and typically only obtained a warning. Seonghwa couldn't remember the last time the omega made an appearance with the intent to please a new wolf.
Regardless of the reasoning, Seonghwa didn't like it. He didn't appreciate the way this strange wolf made himself and his omega long for approval and pleasure. Seonghwa did not submit. It was as simple as that. But Hongjoong made him want to. And Seonghwa was far from okay with that.
"Cigarettes destroy your scent," Seonghwa explained, finally finding words after an awkward silence. His voice was softer than he would've liked. His shoulders had visibly relaxed and the tension in his neck had faded away. At some point Seonghwa had uncrossed his arms and now let them rest against his sides. "Not to mention they are silent killers."
"We are all slowly dying" Hongjoong answered with a shrug. Holding the smoke between his fingers, he turned to gaze at the omega. "As for the scent, maybe destroying it is exactly what I want. We can't all be as sweet as oranges." Hongjoong slowly eyed up and down Seonghwa's slender body with deep interest.
The omega let out a pleased howl. The wolf had practically jumped with excitement. In fact Seonghwa could sense he nearly wanted to purr. "Sweet oranges. He knows our scent. He likes our scent."
"What?" Seonghwa frowned, giving his head a small shake. He didn't completely comprehend the meaning behind the other man's words. Did Hongjoong not like his own scent? Aside from the occasional burning aspect the eucalyptus was warm and comforting. Seonghwa felt the sudden push to reassure the other omega.
"Eucalyptus might not be as sweet as oranges if that's what you were looking for, but it's cool and calming." Seonghwa noticed the man awkwardly shift in the chair. Hongjoong's eyes turned away from Seonghwa and gazed down at the flooring. Hongjoong's face twisted slightly in anger and disappointment when Seonghwa mentioned that chocolate could be seen as sweeter. Why wouldn't he like that thought? Don't all omegas strive for the sweetest aroma they can achieve? Alphas pride themselves on their deep woodsy and spicy scents, whereas omega's long for sweetness and citrus.
The alpha mumbled something that Seonghwa could barely catch. Leaning forward with furrowed eyebrows he asked, "What was that?"
"Maybe for a beta, but not for an alpha," he explained. Another low answer sounded, but this time Seonghwa was able to catch most of it. "Besides, if it's so calming, why doesn't it help Youngseok?"
Slowly Seonghwa began to piece together the incomplete puzzle.
Any parent would want to comfort their distressed child. It was a natural bodily response that was built in from their alpha, beta or omega gender. You automatically felt connected to the pup you sired – although there were the rare cases like Woobin. You were driven by your instincts. Hongjoong's alpha wanted to please his pup, it was begging to help, but for whatever reason the pup remained in distress. Seonghwa couldn't imagine how he would feel if he couldn't help his pups or to know that his scent didn't please them.
"But... Youngseok is your pup" Seonghwa noted. "You're his alpha, his appa. Shouldn't your scent naturally soothe him? Even if you didn't smell of eucalyptus. Recognizing you as his appa should've been enough."
"Appa" Hongjoong snickered "some appa I am." The alpha was still denying eye contact. He didn't approve of Seonghwa's speculation, but he also didn't correct the omega. Releasing the half finished cigarette, Hongjoong crushed it under his barefoot, not even flinching from the burn mark it had certainly left behind.
Seonghwa inwardly flinched at the action; his own heel feeling like it was burning. "You're his appa though... aren't you?" Seonghwa had assumed the pup belonged to the alpha. Was he wrong? His omega didn't think he was mistaken... but maybe there was more to the story than Seonghwa understood.
"Yeah" Hongjoong snorted slightly. "I'm an appa." The freshness of the eucalyptus had long since vanished. There was now a lingering smoky scent, but not the same burning sensation of when Hongjoong smoked. This aroma had anger and disappointment. Seonghwa realized within a second that he had offended the alpha in some way.
"But" Seonghwa awkwardly glanced side-to-side, feeling like he couldn't maintain eye contact anymore. His omega within had suddenly turned silent. Leaving Seonghwa to fend for him now. "Isn't that a good thing? Being a parent is a rewarding experience. The way your pup will rely on you, look at you with those wide begging puppy eyes for the simplest of tasks like getting juice from the fridge. You have the power to raise the next generation into somebody better than our own. You can teach him everything you wish you knew. Plus the cuddles pups provide in thanks are always the sweetest. Wrapped up in a nest with them surrounded by the milky scent is incredible."
"And how would you possibly know that?" Hongjoong mumbled.
"I have two pups of my own," Seonghwa said, pointing towards the door to his apartment. "I am pretty experienced in what it takes to raise a pup. Of course I'm no expert, I'm still always learning. But aren't we all? I think that's part of being a parent."
A loud screech was heard as Hongjoong stood, pushing the chair back suddenly. Seonghwa opened his mouth to protest, but no words could be found. How do you soothe an alpha for something they have no control over? "Whatever" Hongjoong hissed. Moving along the balcony Hongjoong went to his own door and slid it open.
Seonghwa, having finally found the courage, looked up from his spot. Locking eyes with Hongjoong he easily distinguished the hatred and distaste, though Seonghwa was certain this was only a curtain shading more intimate feelings. Emotions of anger were easy for alphas to showcase and display. To them it gave a sense of power or strength. But the lesser emotions, ones of sadness and pain, those were carefully sheltered away. Seonghwa fought back his natural behaviour and senses as an eomma to reach out and comfort the alpha, to hug the sadness away.
Hongjoong paused in his doorway and slowly gave Seonghwa another once-over, gazing over his body ever so carefully. "You might want to take care of that," Hongjoong started with a single finger pointing in the direction of Seonghwa's crotch.
"Excuse me?" Seonghwa hissed, completely unimpressed by Hongjoong invasion of privacy. Glancing downwards to eye what Hongjoong was so interested in; Seonghwa released a loud gasp, followed quickly by a curse. In a flash his hands carefully folded in front of his lap in a failed attempt of hiding the tent that had long since formed in his sweatpants. Seonghwa's face burned a deep shade of red. His body now going stiff with embarrassment. "I'm not... it's not..." he stuttered over his words before completely trailing off, unable to find any explanation for the obvious hard on.
Hongjoong let out a light chuckle, forcing his eyes to pull away from Seonghwa's crotch. "Sure" Hongjoong answered with eyes twinkling in amusement. "And I'm not either" the alpha purred and flashed Seonghwa a quick wink. With a single small wave of his fingers Hongjoong slid back inside his apartment, but he ensured his body was turned at just the perfect angle, so that Seonghwa could catch a glimpse of Hongjoong's own prominent large hardened crotch.
Seonghwa was cursing to himself as he slid back inside his own apartment. Fumbling with the lock of the door, he struggled with regaining some form of control. He hadn't noticed the pain forming in his crotch until Hongjoong had pointed it out. With the desperate need to release, Seonghwa suspected he had been hard for some time now. Possibly – and extremely embarrassing – since Hongjoong had complimented Seonghwa on his ass.
Glancing at the clock, the omega noted that he still had another twenty minutes before the pups needed to be awake. That gave him just barely enough time to squeeze in a quick shower – and hopefully lower this new problem. Peeking into his bedroom, Seonghwa spotted the boys curled up in bed together. The two had clearly sensed their eomma had left and went in search of each other. Sumin had his arm and leg thrown over Minjae's body, lying practically on top of his elder brother. Their little faces were pressed together; with Minjae nuzzling his nose into Sumin's neck.
With a warm smile Seonghwa slipped into his room and retrieved a change of clothing from his closet. Clenching the fabric to his chest, he glanced over his shoulder one final time to ensure the kids were still asleep. Then he entered the bathroom, securing the door behind him. Turning the water on, Seonghwa peeled his sweaty shirt off. Looking down at his pants, he glared lightly at his stupid offending dick that gave him away. It wasn't until Seonghwa was peeling his sweatpants off that he felt the long, sticky trail of slick gliding down his legs.
Letting out an embarrassed groan, Seonghwa could feel his face heat up. Of course the hard on wasn't the only thing the omega had to worry about. He had begun to leak. A half hour conversation surrounded by the scent of an unmated alpha made the omega start to leak his slick. There was no doubt in his mind now that Hongjoong had known the entire time that Seonghwa had been turned on. It would be impossible to miss the smell of his orange slick.
Stepping into the shower, Seonghwa felt the lukewarm water coat around him. It felt soothing and cooling on his heated skin. Trying his best to ignore his hormones, Seonghwa grabbed the shampoo bottle. Running his fingers through his hair, Seonghwa fidgeted uncomfortably. The hard-on wasn't going down, and with a low groan Seonghwa fought against the images that appeared in his mind.
The attractive alpha pushed the shower curtain aside with his tattooed arm, to display himself in all his naked glory. "Omega" Hongjoong's voice echoed into Seonghwa's dream world. The omega internally whimpered out a sigh of pleasure. "Need some assistance?" Hongjoong cooed. He stepped inside the shower with a smirk dancing on his lips. Moving forward, he placed his hands on either side of Seonghwa against the wall.
"W-what" Seonghwa stuttered out. Glancing from side to side he searched for a way out. But Hongjoong had him successfully cornered into the wall. "What are you doing here?" Seonghwa whispered out in a breathy voice.
"I'm here to help" Hongjoong answered around the water falling around him. Seonghwa eyed one of the droplets as it rolled down Hongjoong's chiselled chest. His gaze continued to follow it down, over his abs. Reaching out, Seonghwa carefully trailed the very tip of his finger over the crease lines of Hongjoong's abdomen. "Do you like my abs, omega?" Hongjoong husked out. "I noticed you checking me out on the balcony. Is that what made you leak your slick?"
Seonghwa could feel his face heat up at the thought of the alpha having noticed the accidental leaking. Seonghwa released a pitiful little gasp when he felt Hongjoong's large palm against Seonghwa's thigh. "W-what..." Hongjoong's hand trailed higher.
"Are you leaking for me now?" Hongjoong purred in Seonghwa's ear. Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip and gave his head a determined shake. It was very likely a lie. But Seonghwa wasn't about to admit that he was still producing slick at the mere thoughts of the alpha. "No?" Hongjoong cooed. The alpha leaned forward and pressed his nose against the nape of Seonghwa's neck. "That's too bad." Hongjoong sounded like he was pouting, but there was a clear smirk on his lips. "But it looks like something else needs my attention." Hongjoong moved his hand upwards ever so slightly and ran his fingers along Seonghwa's shaft.
Seonghwa released a small but deep moan. At first instinct, Seonghwa considered pulling back, but the hold Hongjoong had on his member held him in place. He couldn't remember the last time his dick received attention from an alpha and he was quickly drawn to the touch.
"Do you like that, omega?" Hongjoong purred, leaning forward to nibble on Seonghwa's earlobe. "Does that feel good?" Seonghwa hummed a little moan in response. Hongjoong's fingers glided down Seonghwa's shaft again. "Close your eyes" Hongjoong instructed.
The omega gave into the command. Slowly closing his eyes, Seonghwa felt his entire body relax. Leaning his head back against the shower wall he bucked his hips forward, begging to receive more from the alpha.
"Ah there we go" Hongjoong groaned happily. His fingers closed around Seonghwa's shaft, taking the member fully into his palm. Carefully, he moved his hand up and down, going a little too slowly for Seonghwa's liking.
"Faster" Seonghwa whimpered. His member was already pulsing in pain, having been denied its orgasm for several minutes. He was deeply in need of a release.
Hongjoong chuckled "such an eager omega." listening to the Seonghwa's pleading; he began to stroke at a fast pace. His palm firmly encased Seonghwa's shaft, moving quickly. His thumb glazed across Seonghwa's tip as the precum began to leak.
Seonghwa released a deep moan of pleasure. "F-fuck" Seonghwa clawed at Hongjoong, his small hands latching onto the alpha's shoulders.
"Moan for me omega," Hongjoong ordered with a growl. "I need to hear you moan." Seonghwa complied. He released all the noises he had been withholding. A deep groan formed as Seonghwa's body shook from the build-up.
Seonghwa painted lightly, his hips bucking forward again. The pressure was only building up but the release had yet to come. "Please, alpha, I need a release" he was begging for it now. Hongjoong was being too gentle. But right now Seonghwa just needs the orgasm to reach him.
"Then you better start pumping" the alpha answered with a smirk. "Faster Seonghwa. Stroke yourself faster." The voice of the alpha began to fade. The only noise in the shower was the pelting water and Seonghwa's own soft pants.
Slowly opening his eyes, Seonghwa found the fantasy had faded away. The alpha was no longer there – having only been a pigment of his overactive imagination. However one thing was very real and that was Seonghwa's throbbing member currently grasped by his own hand.
Seonghwa blushes, despite himself being alone in the shower and having no reason to be embarrassed. With a deep groan of defeat, Seonghwa began to stroke himself again. His fingers moved across his tip, wiping away the cum. Seonghwa couldn't remember the last time he shamelessly stood in his shower and pleasured himself. Picking up speed, he released another moan.
With his head leaning against the shower wall Seonghwa felt the pressure build up all the way. Moving his hand he pumped himself faster, going until he reached his climax. "Ah f-fuck" Seonghwa moaned deep in his throat as the orgasm suddenly hit him. Panting heavily Seonghwa guided his hand down his shaft, riding out the high. "Fuck" Seonghwa cursed again. The water was quick to wash away the cum but Seonghwa still noted the large foaming white build-up around the tip of his member.
The moment the release had come to a comforting end, Seonghwa pulled his hand away. Pausing for a moment, he allowed the now cool water to wash over his now fully relaxed body for a final time. After turning the water off, Seonghwa stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around his waist.
Seonghwa stepped up in front of the sink and peered at himself in the mirror. He released a heavy breath that Seonghwa didn't know he was holding. Over the past four years Seonghwa wanted nothing to do with any alpha – especially unmated ones. Now Seonghwa was forced to live beside an extremely attractive, pup-raising, eucalyptus-smelling alpha. An alpha upon first meeting saw Seonghwa with a hard-on in his sweatpants and got a front row sniff of Seonghwa's orange slick.
This was not going to end well for Seonghwa.
"Trouble." Seonghwa told his reflection. Giving a determined nod he added, "I'm in big trouble."
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