I just snapped at one of my old friends on DA for complaining over a lame rejection (it just sounded weak and if they really tried there would be no problem in their relationship)

but I'm stuck here with no friends since I'm a socially awkward newbie with minority interests here and she's lonely??

Get a grip

But my point of this is I don't feel bad about it and I'm not sure why because normally I feel guilty about snapping at my friends

Idk I think I'm super stressed and stuff to the point that I'm not realizing it cause I just don't know what I'm doing
I feel like I've forgotten how to make friends or at least how to find the type of people that share interests with me

A mistake I've made in the past few years is making friends with people that don't share my interests. Sure they're great, but during the last few weeks of school last year I found some ppl that truly shared my interests and I enjoyed hanging out with them and being able to talk about what I like a lot more than sitting there and nodding along to the conversation since no one else cared about the stuff I did

But the problem with being a nerdy fangirl and author is that I'm part of the reclusive crowd that stay to themselves. How do I find the other kids like me hidden in plain sight?

It's only been two days but I know from experience that if I don't find friends soon then I might not have friends the entire year and I can't do that again... oh god please no...

On a side note there's a mini bee on my bus window it looks like an ant and I'm confused—