I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THAT ENDING

DAMMIT RADAR
HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO THE FANDOM'S CHILD

IM SO DONE RIGHT NOW

I was totally fine until Radar was like "I'll distract the giant enderman"
And I was like "OH CRAP I CANT MAKE THIS CHOICE! NO! I-I CANT! NOAH YOU CHOOSE FOR ME! 😱😭😓😰"
And my brother said," It's your choice."
"I COULDNT MAKE THAT DESICION!!"

I eventually let Radar have his moment and took the people with me... that's two now I've left behind... God I feel horrible right now

MCSM, how could you do this to me.

I stg I will go back for Lluna and Radar if it's the last thing I do

...
On a happier note...
IVOR MY MAN?!
YOURE A NINJA NOW.

So Ivor went from:
-the evil man who spawned the Witherstorm
-that grumpy dude but gave you cool armor and the weapon to defeat his storm
-the hysterical lava-loving, tree-hugging goofball
-the fourth wall breaker
-the lovesick old guy
-the adventure craving man
-NINJA.

IVOR HAS LITERALLY HAD THE BEST CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT EVER!

Petraaaaa darn it I feel you so much you're another one to the list of people I need to hug but can't because the damn fourth wall//virtual barrier that is my screen

Did anyone notice that Jesse looked really angry like 3/4 of the episode? Like, I get he's really determined right now, but dude seriously, chill out a little.

Also so the trailer put a lot of emphasis on the giant enderman and the animal scavenger guys, I forgot they existed XD
Fred's Keep was pretty cool though... a small safe haven in this broken world.

I have no idea what I built for the Romeoburg guys XD I was like "what am I supposed to do with this stuff?"
So with the materials I sort of built like a bloody hand thing???? They have made us do a lot of building this time around it's really interesting, if not a little difficult...
The armor over the Fred armor//pajamas looks SOOO cool
...Radar, you have less protection in the new armor than you did before. PUT A SHIRT OVER THAT CHEST CHILD!

JACK'S SONG AT THE END DURING THE CREDITTTSSSSSSS
I couldn't hear all of it because SOMEONE *cough cough* my brother *cough cough* kept talking over it
But what I did hear was about his story and how he's taken emotion blow after blow...

DAMMIT NONE OF THIS IS HELPING MY MOOD!

LUKAS OH NO ROMEO DONT CHU DARE TOUCH THE FELLOW BLONDE AUTHOR.
After it showed Lukas I was being funny and (tried to) flip my hair and was like "blonde hair, blue eyes?" And Noah was like "-_- you are not a female Lukas Rebecca." But then I had the perfect comeback! "But we're both authors! Why can't I be?"
And he was just quiet for a moment
Then "you're more alike than I thought."
HAHAHAHA GOT CHU BROTHER!
(I'm not saying I'm female Lukas, I was being funny lol)
(I'm srsly angry at reality right now)
(DAMMIT PAPA OF COURSE YOU HAD TO USE THE WORLD REALITY IN THAT WAY JUST NOW)

Ummm what else

Oh! Xara!
I feel her too. All she, Fred, Jack, and Petra want is for their friends to stay together... I know that feeling too well... I've felt it too many times...
People are all like "why is she so upset about her bed???"
And I just understand that clearly it was sentimental to her
And like with the cabin, there was a reason it was done.
...
I still don't like Romeo and he totally needs to be stopped, but I'm not "I will stab him repeatedly with a serrated knife" anymore
...only half joking

IDK what else to write so I'm just gonna continue hating life and yeah
-Becca out