So
Over the summer I'll be moving back to the states right
I just found out that my mom is going back next month for a week to scout out the area

And I'm probably going with her

*BeCCa'S paNiC inTeNsiFieS**

So I've already been worried about this since it was confirmed in November-ish
Sometimes I can't sleep or can't do anything besides think//worry about how different everything is and how different I am and everything like that

So in hindsight me going back with my mom is a good idea
Mainly so I can freak out and panic now and be a little better when we actually move back

...Permanently

SEE WHY IM FREAKING OUT?! I've lived overseas for about 7 years now, since 3rd grade. I'm in 9th now. PrObLeM

IDK... I keep dropping things and my limbs felt a little shaky for a while but I'm ok now, just psyched out and my eyes keep tearing up whenever I overthink it...

Not sure this is quite healthy but meh I'll figure it out

-becca4leafclover