Chp. 5 More relizations (basically prinxiety chp)
*Roman pov*
"L-Logan doesn't know about feelings.." I mumbled. I sighed and started making circles on my blankets, "I-I don't like Virgil.." I said to myself and lied down, 'Maybe..' I shook my head, "No! I-I don't!" I put my hands on both of my cheeks and slapped them softly to clear my head. I heard a knock on my door, "R-Roman..?" I heard Virgil say, "Mierda..." I mumbled and opened the door, "What do YOU want Hot Topic?" I said and crossed my arms, "O-oh.. I heard you talking to yourself and I wanted to make sure you're okay.." He said as he smiled shyly. 'Omg..he's too cute..!!' I thought. I felt myself blush, "YesImfineThankyou!" I said quickly and slammed the door shut. I walked back over to my bed and sighed, "He cares about me too..." I mumbled. Then out of no where I hear Patton say, "FOODS DONE!!" I jumped in surprise but walked out of my room. I slid down the stair railing, "DEFYING GRAVITY!!" I sang as I slid down. I heard Virgil giggle behind me and I turned around, "What are you laughing at Hot Topic?" I asked. He blushed, "Nothing.." He mumbled. I rolled my eyes and walked over to Patton. He waved at me and smiled. I couldn't tell if it was fake or not, "Hey kiddos!" He said as Logan came down. He saw Logan and smiled wider, "Logan!!" He said very happily. Logan looked at Patton, "Hello Patton." He said blandly. I squinted my eyes at Logan and he rolled his eyes me. Patton walked over to the kitchen and we all followed. We got greeted by Thomas and Patton pulled out a pizza from the oven. He put it on the counter and put his oven mits away, "Thomas helped make the pizza!" Patton said as he grabbed a pizza roller. Thomas laughed, "Yeah but barley." He told us. I smiled, "Barley is better than not at all Thomas!" I exclaimed. He nodded and rolled his eyes, "YEAH YEAH I KNOW ROMAN!" He laughed. I heard Virgil giggle again and I looked at him. We made eye contact, then he blushed and looked away, which made me frown. So maybe I do like Virgil. Just a smidge though..OKAY A LOT!! He's just amazing! And adorable... "Hey Kiddo?" I heard patton say. I blinked and shook my head, "Uh- y-yes Patton?" "You zoned out for a while..You okay?" He asked me. (a/n "me" was the 420th word XD) I nodded and we all got a slice of pizza. I sat next to Virgil and Patton sat next to Logan. Like how all things should be..
*Virgil pov*
' He's sitting next to me. Don't screw up Virgil!' I thought as ROMAN FRICKEN SANDERS SAT NEXT TO ME! I was..a bit flustered..but I kept my cool... I think. As we were eating Roman started humming 'love is an open door' from Frozen, and i might've died inside, "So how is it guys?" Patton asked, "Adequate." "Magnificent!" "Its good Pat..!" Logan, Roman and I all said at the same time.
*later*
When we were done I excused myself, put my plate in the sink, and proceeded to have a nervous break down in my room, "W-why would he sit next to me..?" I kept asking myself, "I'm not special.." I told myself. I tell myself a lot of things but this felt different..somehow. I mean it was Roman! He's awesome.. After my nervous breakdown I sighed. Then a thought popped in my head, 'What if he..likes you..?' I thought. My mind started racing after that, "No. That's not possible. Is it? It could be.. I-I'm not sure.." I started saying really fast. I took a deep breath and sighed, "No...that's not what happened. You're just anxious." I told myself. But saying that made me...sad..for some reason. I frowned and looked at my door, "Maybe..? N-no. Stop that Virgil..!" I yelled at myself and lied on my bed. My mind was racing really fast and my head started hurting, "Ugh.." I groaned and sighed for the thousandth time today, "If i do end up confessing...can you let it go well...?" I asked the universe. I closed my eyes and slept.
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