Nitski only walked away and pinned her ears back
I don't fucking need her...she already has a god damn family of her own. Now that she is back...why isn't she fucking leaving? Is she seriously expecting me to forgive her? Bullshit...
"And can you stop following me damnit. I don't need a fucking lecture from a shitty dick like you..."  Nitski said as she turned around glaring at the man
"Ah...uh...hey. Ahem...you know that I used to be in your shoes and-"
"Don't bring shit up like that saying "Oh yeah. I remember being in your shoes" or "I've been in a situation like you when I was younger". That is just a load of bullshit" Nitski said as she kicked the dirt
"Why are you so upset?" Takuma asked
"How the hell should I know? I just feel...like this" Nitski said
"...well you should at least appreciate having people around your" Takuma said as he approached her
"What the hell are you talking about?" Nitski asked
"You're damn lucky you have friends and at least  family who love you and worry about you" Takuma said
"But isn't uncle Taruto your brother and cares about you?" Nitski asked
"Look...I was never this kind of shitty person. It all started when we had to train. I was the best in the family. Your grandfather told me that I would become the best and the future leader of the pack. I felt proud of myself and soon gained the confidence to do my best. I was the favorite in the family because of my strength. I earned the attention from everyone and everything...until he showed up" Takuma said
"Uncle?" Nitski asked
"I have no fucking clue how or whyy own father decided to reject me. He told me that Taruto might have a chance and so he decided to help him train. Leaving me behind..." Takuma said as he gritted his teeth
"What happened to grandmother? You never told me what really happened to her" Nitski said. Takuma looked down for a bit and sighed
"She passed away when I was three. I didn't know what happened to her and your father really didn't want to talk about her. He didn't feel upset or showed any expression. All I remember was his glare and serious face. Your grandfather changed after her death...and I guess he became a shitty father. Back to the story, I was pushed away by him for no reason and he started to train Taruto. I trained alone because I didn't want to be left behind but for some strange reason...I felt myself being left behind by them. It's like they never truly did care..." Takuma said
"But uncle did care for you right?" Nitski asked
"Yeah...but I only pushed him away. Back then I only saw him as my rival. Someone who I had to beat because he would take my place. Things got even worse once he came out gay and suddenly father didn't do shit about it. He didn't even care. All he said was to only focus on his goal" Takuma said
"Wow...so he suddenly became the favorite for being gay?" Nitski asked
"I have no clue. Anyways I pleaded my father for a chance to the throne but he told me that there was no way for me to catch up. My power wasn't as strong as Taruto or something like that. I started to train everyday reaching my limit. Each day my body would feel numb that I could barely feel the pain from my punches. I was killing myself...but on that same day. I met her. Your mother..." Takuma said as he looked at his hands. He closed his eyes and smiled a little
"She was the sweetest and most wonderful girl I ever met. Heh...I remember how nervous I got and I usually never behaved that way. Your mother was the one who helped me and cheered for me. That day...was the first time I ever felt happiness once again. Something I never felt in forever..." Takuma said and soon his small smile faded
"...we were always together. Everyday my love for her would only grow...and I...decided to finally ask her to be mine. She accepted me and we got married" Takuma said
"...what happened?" Nitski asked
"I guess...it was my fault since I kept focusing on my throne. Father didn't seem at all impressed with me...and decided to keep his focus on Taruto. I still didn't understand what the fuck was wrong with that bastard. I only hated him and...your mother was by my side. She calmed me down a bit...and then...we mated. You were born...along with your twin brother Naoaki. But... something happened...during that day..." Takuma said as he trembled
Flashback
"Wh-what? What the hell do you mean he won't be able to make it?!" Takuma exclaimed
"S-sir I understand how you feel b-but...please calm down" The woman said
"Then do something about it damnit! Save him!" Takuma exclaimed and felt a touch on his shoulder
"H-hey Takuma. It'll be alright. They're doing whatever they can to save him. We're all here fo-"
"Grrr! Shut up!" Takuma growled as he slapped his hand away
"Takuma, please calm down. I understand that you're worried but there is no need to take it out on us" Jinah said. Takuma panted heavily and clenched his fists tightly
"Hey..." He heard his friend spoke as he touched his shoulder
"It'll be okay. You just have to believe in them" His friend said as he smiled a little. Takuma only nodded as he trembled a little
"R-right...believe" Takuma said and shut his eyes tightly. Time passed by and soon the nurses came to the group. Takuma instantly stood up on his feet but by their expressions. He could already tell it was bad news
"Sorry...we did everything we could. Naoaki...is dead" The nurse said
SLAP!
Takuma fell onto the ground and gritted his teeth
"You failed on giving me a grandson like I told you to do. He probably passed away because of how weak you were. You should be ashamed of yourself. This is why I gave up on you. You are nothing but an embarrassment" Zander said
"Embarrassment?! Your fucking son is an asshole for sucking every single cock that he sees!" Takuma exclaimed and got hit by his father again. Takuma coughed and trembled as tears built up in his eyes
"See how weak you are? A man doesn't cry. You should always be strong and powerful. You should follow the example of the Okogis" Zander said
"Y-you asshole...you bastard! I don't give a damn about the throne! Fuck off! All of you burn in hell! If mother were here then I bet she would've been by my side and protected me!" Takuma said
"Stop being like a baby. Your mother was too damn weak" Zander said
"Weak! Weak! Weak! Is that all you ever care about?! Huh?! You don't give a damn about your sons! You're just using us like your god damn toys!" Takuma exclaimed as he stood up
"Get out of my sight you disgraceful bastard. You're wasting my time here. I gave you one chance...and you failed. Now get out of my sight...and that girl Nitski. I hope she doesn't turn out to be pathetic like a weakling" Zander said as he glared at him. Takuma growled furiously and left stomping out the room. Tears rolled down his cheeks but he kept growling furiously
'Asshlole...burn in hell. I'll fucking kill you....'
End Of Flashback
"That shit messed me up...and it only got worse from there" Takuma said
"...that man who tried to attack us was there too. Is he...your friend?" Nitski asked
"He...was my only true friend...or so I thought" Takuma said as he covered his face and pinned his ears back
"...he said you killed his twins. Did she...have a secret affair?" Nitski asked
"Esumi started to distance herself from me and I...didn't know why. I wanted to be by her side and...wanted to hold her. Probably my dumbass was still mad about the situation with my father. I started to lose myself and only got angrier. I needed to get a son so my father would be happy. So...we did it again. Though this time...she seemed different. It felt...way different from our first time. I knew something was wrong and...I just wanted her to tell me or tell me what was going on. All she said was not to worry and that she hoped she would have a son. After Juhin was born...things seemed okay I guess. Nothing happened yet...until I began to behave possessively around her. I knew something was up because she wouldn't let me touch her or hold her like before. I wanted to know...and well...I found out the hard way. By the time you turned 3, I heard your mother was pregnant again. I thought we would have more children and...I had a bit of hope to change and be happy again. Just us...being a family. Hah...I was so stupid to believe that kind of bullshit. Your mother gave birth...to two twins. Boy...and girl. Both...alive and breathing but...those twins...weren't mine. They were...his" Takuma said as his eyes glowed
"I felt jealous...anger...rage. His twins...were alive...breathing. She cheated on me. The one I actually loved and cared...betrayed me by sleeping with my friend. Including my friend...I care about him and loved him almost like a brother. He was my closest friend who actually understood my pain. We both were the bestest friends ever. He was always by my side..." Takuma paused before clenching his head tightly
"...I just never understood why...he would do such a thing. I told him...how much I loved her and that she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. He told me that he would support my love for her. Hehehe...I really am cursed to have the shittiest life ever. Hahaha...after killing those twins...I took her back with me and...started hurting her" Takuma said and punched a tree hard enough that it fell over
"I became a monster...like that asshole" Takuma said
"...so she left...because of that? So...she left us here? Alone? And she went with that stupid boyfriend of hers to live a normal life?" Nitski asked
"I guess you could say that. Esumi left and I knew....it would be a waste to follow her so I decided to let her go and focus on you both" Takuma said
"I see...but why...didn't she come back. If she was alive...then...she could've came back for us. Or at least...visit us" Nitski said as she trembled. Takuma looked at her before look on the ground
"You're quite lucky, Nitski. You have more family and friends. They all care about you and love you. Including that girl...she seems...quite nice and sweet. Let me just say this...please...don't push anyone away. Forget all the things I said about being weak...and that...it's okay to cry if you need to. Holding everything back...will only hurt even more. That's why...you keep feeling the same pain. You haven't... released all your emotions. You have to give your mother a chance. She has been through a lot...so please... don't push her away. She loves you...and wants her daughter back" Takuma said and Nitski only trembled as she felt an aching feeling against her chest
"M-make it stop...please..." Nitski said and her eyes widened as Takuma wrapped an arm around her pulling her close
"...b-bastard...what are you d-doing? Playing d-dad now?" Nitski asked as she teared up and trembled
"Hey...this is all my fault...remember that? I'm the reason all of you are suffering...it has always been me. So... don't blame yourself for any of this. You are not weak. You never were weak. You have a strong heart. You care and love others. And they all love you back. I bet...everyone is proud of you...including me. I'm proud of you...Nitski" Takuma said and Nitski bursted into tears as she cried while clenching onto him
"You are the shittiest father ever! Stupid old man! You bastard! You asshole! I hate you!" Nitski cried. Takuma had tears building up in his eyes and held Nitski
"Let it all out..." Takuma whispered
...hah...now I'm being a little baby
Jinah only watched from afar and sighed deeply
"I told you...they're exactly the same" Jinah said
"It's been a while since I've seen him like this. How is she doing?" Taruto asked
"Esumi...is not doing so well. Juhin is with her right now" Jinah said
"...do you want me to talk with Nitski?" Taruto asked
"Nah...the only person who can truly talk with her...is her father. Come on. Let's get out of here before they see us..." Jinah said as she walked away. Taruto looked at his brother and sighed
Takuma...I really hope you can be happy again. At least...bond with your children...

"And that is the end of the tour. Now I have to head back. If you need anything please talk to the guards" Mei said
"Wow thanks Mrs. Okogi" Estella said as she smiled
"Thanks for showing us around" Henrik said
"Actually your highness. Do you know a way to enter the other lands? Just in case if I want to visit my dear cousin" Chrissy said
"Sorry but no. Now if you'll excuse me. I need to head back" Mei said as she walked away leaving the others behind
"Hmph. I've never seen that Aihara behave all strong and powerful" Estella said
"Have you heard the news lately? Apparently she's unlocked her werecat soul. So she must be thinking she is all that now" Chrissy said. Henrik looked to the side and his ears perked up seeing a certain boy. A smirk formed on his lips and walked away
"Huh? Henrik?" Estella asked
"Where the hell is he going?" Chrissy asked
"I have no clue. Let's just get out of here" Estella said as she walked away with her. The young boy was walking alone and sighed softly
"Where the heck is he? He told me he would show up" Sen mumbled to himself
"Hey little Sen" A man spoke behind him. Sen's ears perked up and trembled before slowly turning around and met up with the tall prince. Henrik couldn't help but smirk and grabbed his arm
"H-hey wha-"
"Did you miss me?" Henrik asked as he leaned in closely. Sen growled and headbutted him
"Hell no! Now let me go!" Sen said
"Hey...do you still want to see it? I'll gladly sho-"
"Pardon me..." Another boy said as he grabbed Henrik's wrist
"Huh?" Henrik asked as he glared at the other male
"Let go...of my mate" Furto said as he growled