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Then ming and forth return to hospital.

It's been 2 weeks.beam was recovering slowly.physically he was fine now.

But he was still in coma.forth was always by his side.taking care if beam.
Even beams parents didn't stop him.they know how much forth love beam.

Phana was disappointed with forth.
When he knows that beam was in hospital.he nearly beat forth to death.

But everyone stops him.he was still angry at him.from that day onwards he stops talking to forth and insulted e him at every chance he got.

Forth endure everything.no matter what phana said and do,forth endures it silently.

Daily he sists beside beam.holds his hands and tells everything to him.

After a month, beam wake up from coma.everyone was happy when they heard the news.all rushed to hospital.

Everyone was eager to see beam.all are surrounded around the bed.waiting for beam to open his eyes.

Beam opens his eyes slowly.doctor check him and asked few questions which he tells.he recognises his parents.

Everyone was happy.when forth reached for beams hand and tears falling from his eyes.

You really scared me.you know that I thought I lost you.

Who are you that's what beam.said.

I ....I.

Why are you crying holding my hand.

Doctor again asks some questions.its ok beam sleep.we will meet you after some time.

Doctor asked everyone to his room.

Its amnesia .what

Yes due to shock he lose his memory.
Its temporary for coma patients. It takes some time for him.

He don't know what happen after he entered university.

He was thinking he had accident and he has to join university after a week.

That's means he don't recognise even us also.his friends ming and kut ask at same time.

I told you.you are friends to him after he join university so he don't recognise you.

I tell you don't rush him.he will gain his memory slowly.so have patience.

No one is happy.

It's ok until he is fine.we will wait until he recognises me ,no not me all.of us forth said.

Every one smile lightly.

All went to beams room.afrer 2 days beam recovered.he discharged from hospital where doctor prescribed medicines and every week check up.

Next day forth park ming kit lam went to beams house.

Beams mother open the door and invited all of them.

Beam your friends are here
Come and meet his mother shouted.

Mom who are they.i don't recognise them.

Their is a crush feeling in forths heart.

Ming came forward.

I am ming and this is kit.we meet at the opening ceremony of the university.we friends.we came to see you.

Ohhh sorry I didn't recognised you.he shakes ming and kits hand.but both hug beam and tears drop from eyes.thiugh beam was confused his heart was telling him that they are family only.there is this warm feeling filled in his heart.

He laughs to both of them.

He turn to forth
Who are you.you are in the hospital also crying alot.

A sad feeling invades his heart but still he made a small smile.

I am forth.your senior .we also meet at the hospital.

Ya .he shakes forths hand.

There is something in his eyes.a longing feeling.why my heart beats like crazy when I see him.

Is he more than a friend.though my brain doesn't recognise him,but I heart says he is some one more close,more then friends.

Who are you really?

From that day  onwards beam never sees forth.

But he was eagerly waiting for that day to meet forth.

Ming and kit often went to beams house and they became close.

After the check up doctor said that he can go to university  but don't get any stress. After check up, 3 friends went to beach.

Beam was looking at sunset. Hey what are you thinking kit asked.

Nothing

Hey it's ok,we friends you can tell us anything.dont you trust us.

Hey it's not like that,I.. there is always a longing feeling in my heart.

It feels like my heart is missing its peace.

I don't know what that is or who it is.

Like it always feels I forget about a precious memory .

I really cant tell what is it.

Kit place a hand on beams shoulder.its ok beam.dont rush yourself one day you will get it if it's that precious.

Ming knows what beam was feeling .he decided to talk to forth.

After they sent beam to home both went to forth room.

Hi,whT are you 2 doing here at this hour.

We came to talk.

Forth  invited both of them to his room.

Ming signs kit to start the conversation.

Forth why are you avoiding  beam.
Forth didn't speak.

After we all visit beams house,we never hear or see that you approach beam.why

What is the use?he dont recognise me na.forth says playfully

What are you saying.kit is having a irritating feeling

It's that it is good that he dont recognise me. Forths started acting like playboy

I can get another one for me

What are you saying.again kit ask

I played long this game kit,I am planning  to leave him anyway.god make an perfect excuse now. he dont know who I am .what  is the use of I am going near him.

What are you saying.you love him right.

No I dont,I just do one night stands kit.but beam doesn't swing that way.so to get him to my bed I just used that soo called love word.

That's it.

Kit grips forth color.

Dont lie.

Why should I.huh.i  already get what I want..do you remember that day you 2 got us in his room.we did everything.

So there is no need for me to beside him.

Now you 2 dont bother me again.

Just leave.

Your a bastered asshole .everything.

Since you already know what I am just leave..

Forth open the door silently gesturing them to leave the room.

Heartless battered.kit shouted and went outside the room.he looked at ming who was still in the room looking at forth.

Ming what are you doing.lets get out of here.

Ming came close  to forth.

"Your such a bad actor ".that's the only thing ming said .
He sees tears form at the end of forths eyes.

Kit you go first.i hav to deal some thing here.

But ming.

Please kit.ming pleaded.

After kit was gone,ming closed the door and seated on forths sofa.

Now spill it ming asked.

What is there to spill.huh I already told you everything.from now on there is nothing between beam and me

.since he did not recognize me.therr is no hurt feelings and sad feelings.forth trying to convince ming.

Fine,I will go to beam and I will spill everything about love and how he was kidnap and everything.

What are you doing thaT will hurt beam.

Why you care huh.

You already left him if he is hurt or happy nothing concerns you right
.

But why we should bring  all that back if dont remember.please ming dont do that.

Fine I will not.tell me what is in your  mind.

Forth is silent.

You know when I learn about you.i thought  you are  bad influence on beam.you dont deserve him.i am 100 percent sure of it.i was against your relationship.

When I ask beam why he choose you you know what he said.

Ming,you are seeing only the forth that appears to other,the real forth is inside .no one knows except me.if you are close to him one day you will know.that time I thought since he is pure  he thinks everyone is same.one day he will eventually learn about your brutality.

Your strong you can do anything to us,but when we caught you you behaved since beam say we are family.you valued us like family also
.

I know nothing happen that day between you 2 because beam wont lie.

When he was kidnap I see how you are hurt.your anxiety fear that something will happen to him.i see all of that.

I see how you took care of him when he was in bed though you dont know when he will come out of coma.

I see happiness in you  when he open  his eyes.

O see hurt when he asked who are you.

I know how you really feel forths.beam is right those who came close to you only know who you really are.

So dont act and spill why you are doing this.

Forth was crying all this time when ming was explaining.

It's all for beam only.

You already see what happen to him if he was with me.

Today this,in future some other things.

It was our luck that he was safe this time.we dont know what future hold for us.i dont want to take risk.being with me is always risk his life.so it's better since he dont recognize me .I will be far from him.that way he will never cross paths with me and nothing like this happen.

I care for beam so much ming.help me in this.snice you are always with him.disrract him from his  thoughts.its good for him.

Forth stopped talking.

But he misses you forth.he said a part of his heart is missing.he was feeling lonely when everyone is around also.

It does not last long ming.when he became busy with studies.he will be out of that feeling.you and kit are their to help hi..

I trust both of you.so please help me.this is for his own good.

Fine,I will help you but we cant burn beams feelings I cant guaranty..

Ming went out of forths room. With tears in his eyes. Where forth was crying like hell.

Beam   I miss you alot..aloot baby.....

On the other side  beam has a feeling that his heart is crunching something.

Why ...

What is happening..

That's it for his part.

Long chapter right.

Thanks megha