Forth strictly ordered everyone that no one will say a word of what happen since beam entered the university again.

Like always, every one treats beam like angel.

Forth is happy seeing beam from far.

He always follows him from morning to evening. But never met him face to face.

Beams pov.

After I enter university everyone treats me like angel.i always hav this prince feeling  and attention from others from childhood.i am not surprised.but when i enter the university my eyes searching for some one.

Who ?why? i dont know

But i hav got feeling that I can find my missing part here.

Where are you.?my heart is asking.

Beam what are you searching?did you lost something.

Feels like that ming but dont know what that really is.

Ming sings. it's ok.lets go to class..

It's been 2 weeks I started going to university.

I hav a feeling that someone is following me.

But no matter how much i try I cant see anyone.

What is this feeling?

There comes the star and moon compition.ming told me I was moon contestant. We went to rehearsals.

It was really fun.

Slowly I was again being myself.everyone was happy for that.but still my heart is not at ease.but I didn't show that.i acted like happy.

Next week is final .I stressed alot.

Ming came to pick me up from rehearsals.it was late night. I observed no one leave me alone.some one is there everytime with me.why I dont know why  and i dont care because  it feels nice.

Beam what is wrong?ming ask when i placed my hand on my head when i was feeling dizzy.

Ming I think I was dizzy.can you bring some water.

Ming went to get some water.

My feel numb on my feet and suddenly the wrold around me spins like tornado and i was about to fall.

Someone grab me from falling
I was in his hug.its warm feeling.this hug ,it feels like I missed it.

He was shouting

Beam beam are you ok.

That voice i can say this the voice I missed it.

when he shook my face I open my eyes a little ,what I see is a blurry face. Which I was missing.i tried to open my eyes full and see the person before me.but cant.

Is he the one I am missing. My heart says he is .

The worried feeling in his face make me really worried.

I crawled on him.hugged him tightly  and said.

"I am fine .dont worry. I miss you alot."   

Why I do that .I dont know.but my heart say to do that, that I cant see his worried face.

He hugged me tightly.ya I miss you too.

Then suddenly my head spin and blank out.i dont know what happen after that.when I open my eyes I was in my room.ming was beside me.

Ming what happen?

Nothing,you stressed yourself alot.and blank out.I carried you here.you are fine now.

Ok.then suddenly  I remember what happen before I blank iut.

Where is he? ming where is he?

Who ,?beam.
The one that was with me when i was blank out.

No one is there with us that time beam.

No ming when you went to bring water someone came to me to save me from falling.

I cant see his face properly.but that touch,that voice, that hug.i clearly remember.he is the one i am missing.where is he tell me.

Beam beam come to your sence.there is no one .its just your imagination.

What imagination?

Since you always say you miss some one.that time maybe you hallucinate some one.thats it.

its ok.doctor say something like this happen from time to time.so dont worry and rest.

Hallucination. But I feel it
It was real .beam whispered to himself

Now rest.ok.get some sleep.ming went out side while making beam lay down and cover him with blanket. Now rest .I will be back.

No it was not my imagination.i can feel his touch,his voice,his hug.

Why are you doing this.who ever you are come to me.please.i miss you.

Tears fall from beams eyes.

Forth hears everything while standing near the window.he was also crying. Ming placed a hand on forths shoulder.forth quickly wipe off his tears.

Are you sure about this forth.he already suffered alot.its not fair to make him suffer more.

Though his mind dont knows you ,his heart knows who you are.

We have seen it before .please reconsider.you cant avoid him all the time.at one time you have to face him.

What if he asks why you did this to him.why you make him suffer when he most need you

Do you have an answer for that.

We dont know what is future forth.
Live in present .reconsider your decision that's all I can say.ming leave forth.

Forth sees crying beam.he cant take this anymore.he decided.

That night he called ming and said what was his plan.

I am glad you took the right decision forth.i am happy for both of you.

Let's meet at university tomorrow.we all are going for outdoor activity. Join us and surprise him.

Ok good night ming.
Good night forth.

That's it for this part.

From next part again the cheerful beam and forth will come.

God ,writing  sad scenes,crying scenes,really feels uneasy.

I am going to make them happy again. That's when my heart feels ok.

Thanks megha