Dear Diary,

I thought that kiss would change everything but it didn't. Nothing happened. After the kiss, Adam acted like the usual. He patted me to bed and comforted me, the next morning, he greeted me with his usual good morning. He didn't respond to my kiss, he just let me, so I wouldn't know if he really liked it or not and I hate myself for that! Why did I do that?! Adam is almost like my brother! But I'm . . . starting to feel weird things. Different from just liking, different from usual innocent love. 

I felt anything but innocent towards him.

I felt like a wild animal, finally getting freed after years of caging. 

And my emotions, my freaking hormones! All they feel is Adam! JUST BECAUSE OF THAT KISS!

Love,
Cara