toxic end

Hit me since you were able.
I'm tired of pretending that I'm stable.
I don't even know why I am trying.
We used to be good friends,
But look at us now, we are fighting!
I should've just put this to an end.
I don't know what I got into,
I knew better than playing pretend,
You were red and I was blue.
This was a mistake, this should just end.
You're toxic and I was drowning.
You were there breathing,
Yet, I was dying.

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