online friends

I cannot touch, what I can not see,
I cannot hear the words you speak,
I can only read them,
I cannot hug you when I need one,
I cannot hear your laughter,
Or see your reactions to what I have said and done,
Maybe that's those are the most difficult parts I cannot accept,
But it is what I desire most,
I want to see you,
I want to laugh with you,
I want to joke around and watch movies,
I want to go too fast food restaurants and order a lot of food with you,
But mostly,
I want to meet you.
You have been there for me,
Learned my past and who I am,
And accepted me for who I was.
All I want now,
Is for us to finally close the distance between us.
But I don't want to seem selfish, so I'll wait.

a.b.