I get hurt, a lot: a vent

I get hurt, a lot.
I let people into my life,
I care for them,
I listen to their problems,
I give them advice,
Then, at times, we grow distant,
Then it is my fault,
I get blamed,
And I take it,
I take the blame,
And blame everything on myself at the same time,
I grow cold and quiet,
I don't dare show that I'm hurt,
I gave up caring if someone leaves me,
Because in the end, I always get hurt,
While they are playing the innocent card,
I get hurt,
Yes, I may get hurt,
But I'm used to people leaving.

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